there is a will to create
there is a will to develop style
and there is this wonder of how a simple 2d painting can make you feel there is a whole world inside a flat surface
I'm sick man who likes porn and I wanna draw porn.
I didn't draw much when I was a kid, but I do remember I was the best in my non-art school (I just didn't have competition, and was good at copying, not tracing)
when I was little, after getting inspired by books, movies, cartoons, etc I enjoyed going in my backyard and playing by myself, imaging worlds to explore, being some background character from the last movie I saw and trying to change the plot, shit like that
now I can't do that anymore, I can't go in the backyard anymore, but a white piece of paper is just as good
Me too, and I wanna get payed for porm.
1000$ a month and I am the happy man.
because if I don't I get very depressed and it's the one thing that makes me feel like I'm not worthless
except I fight with it constantly and wish I could draw porn like all the other anons and make dosh. It just happens when it happens and I wish I could do it all the time and never worry
my curiosity got the better of me and googled that, this was the closest thing to that I found
I draw because it makes me happy and it's really fun to see how things turn out and eventually I wanted to become an animator so I can make people happy the stuff I make
so i can get paid to draw waifus with nice asses
That's the only thing that keeps me from killing myself. Seriously.
To be honest I couldn't be bothered to kill myself,
but this is basically the only thing besides music
that I enjoy while I'm here
It's not because that I'm an edgy emo who just cry in the corner.. no.
Real life I'm suffering because I lived in a country which is full of smoke and heat. I also attended college which worsens my condition because there are assholes with me. Coffee and depression pills is what keeps me going.
I wasn't trying to mock you I was just sharing my own experiences.
I haven't been that happy much since early childhood, IDK why. Drawing's just about the only thing that's always made me happy throughout my life, and more recently music.
because sometimes i see things that i want to represent in other ways, for example i would love to make a short film of that guy (pic related) walking under the rain,
And for drawing porn.