Me and a friend were wandering around our brownstone apartment, climbing the fire escapes onto the roofs and shit because we were bored. We made it to the fifth floor (top floor) and that's when we saw a black plastic bag sitting outside somebody's door. I don't know if he was going to throw that bag away or if he was moving, but we digged through it and I found this.
So I walked back to my apartment, after me and my friend split, my cousin who happened to be half japanese looked at the vhs tape I had found (stole maybe) and we popped that fucker in, I'm sure he knew exactly what type of animation it was because his mom always came back from her job (japanese mall in downtown LA) with all sorts of cool toys and vhs tapes.
I don't remember much from this hentai but I remember immediately my dick getting hard, and my cousin sitting in the corner watching and laughing while getting stoned. It was fucked up during the time, I remember specifically a scene where one of the magical chicks is tied to a wooden horse and dicks would come out of it and fuck her.
I never masturbated to it because me, my cousin, my grandma, my mom and my sister all lived in a crummy apartment at the time.
I've been addicted ever since. ;_; even started drawing monsters with big dicks and shit.
Whats your story, anon?
I first masturbated well after I first had sex. It was to Monster Girl Quest.
I grew up sorta naturally gravitating towards views that reinforced self-hatred, and had (have) a lot of hangups related to masculinity for a long time. Radfem conceptions of sex were easy for me to internalize, and I ended up assuming nobody would be attracted to me in any way that wasn't somehow harmful to themselves, yada yada all that stuff.
In spite of all that, I managed to blunder my way into a relationship near the end of high school, with a girl who... liked sex, let's just say. We touched each other and had fun, opened to me the possibility that somebody could touch and be attracted to me and not be somehow acting against their interests or whatever etc etc, it was great and so on.
Also, she encouraged me to masturbate. That was a little more difficult. Possible eventually, but never something that came naturally.
I know I was first introduced to MGQ by forum acquaintances raving about it and getting interested by the art, but the rest of the details are a little fuzzy. What I do know is:
>Being able to imagine I couldn't come off as sexually threatening even if I wanted to
>Actually being near-universally viewed as sexually desirable
>Let's just throw some (a lot) of good old-fashioned masochism in there for good measure
>Granberia (and company)
Diamonds, in sheer spite of myself.
Now I find self in this weird position of still having mostly conservative taste by /h/ standards, especially with regards to stuff that sets off my NOT SEX-POSITIVE ALERT shit, but, also... (the more normie parts of) Monster Girl Quest and other misc. bullying
First ever hentai (its ecchi i know) i ever saw and came to, it just was really hot to me and now i have a thing for Makoto from blazblue.
"Excuse me miss, what time is it?"
"What time is it, time is it, time is it"
I... I feel so... Horny!
If you remember that and cool devices/ LA blue girl, or urotsukodoji, then yeah. Been jacking it to H for far too long!
I used to find hentai pics on bbs and print them with a dot-matrix, then colour them in when I was about 8 or 9. Sold them to my mates at school.
Urotsukidoji. Regular sex never really interested me ever since