I've always been 100% straight, but after a few cycles now I've been having these vivid dreams where I'm a petite little girl holding her bf's hand, walking on the beach, and then he holds me down and fucks me from behind while pulling my long, blonde, girly hair, grabbing my huge tits, and biting my neck. The first time this happened I woke up vomiting too, not sure this is normal...
Not sure if injecting dangerous mind and body altering drugs is normal? Or not sure if having ur mind altered is normal?
Honestly the fact that ur taking. Steroids means ur trying to compensate. Ur trying to rush. Away from your body instead of grow itnaturally. Sounds like uu were always a repressed sub homo boy and ur body is warning you against changing that
The alt-right writer Steve Sailer has suggested that Bruce Jenner's current condition is the product of steroid abuse:
>For example, in 2015 we are supposed to take seriously 1970s decathlete Bruce Jenner’s assertion that he’s taking female hormones now because he always felt like a Caitlyn on the inside. We are assured by august authorities that Jenner’s Kardashian spin-off reality show raises serious questions about outmoded ideas of gender distinctions.
>A much less popular theory is that all the artificial male hormones Jenner likely took to improve from tenth in the 1972 Olympic decathlon to gold in 1976 may have permanently damaged his endocrine system and altered how he remembers his own past. But we don’t have legal proof that he did what practically all the successful 1970s weight-throwing field stars did. So nobody wants to think about it.
>tfw did steroids
>tfw now I have to worry about turning into a tranny
You are remembering a PAST life.
Your SOUL is sexless, sometimes male, sometimes female.
If you have a Y chromo, in this journey you are male.
You may remember things from your past, that doesn't mean you're feeling like a girl in this life.
To be on the safe side, drop the Tren and stick to test base - you will need to diet more strictly, but it won't mess with your head as much.
It's all making sense now.
>GOMAD was just a trick to get us pumped full of cow estrogen
>Steroids were really designed to burn out your male hormones so your transformation into a tranny can take root more easily
>Gyno was intentional from the beginning
Who's behind this plot to turn us all into girls?
steroids and /fit are a recipe for absolute disaster
i'm beginning to question myself