Hello /fit/ I'm 5'9, 90 kg, have shitty face genes

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Hello /fit/
I'm 5'9, 90 kg, have shitty face genes (eyes too small are far apart, nigger nose, buck teeth, fat lips, small lower jaw, large pores), large nips, asymmetrical skeletal structure, wide hips, and bow legs. Started lifting 3 years ago, lost access to the gym after 3 months because I moved to a new city for college and the gym would close when I would get free time (after 9 pm) so I'd force myself to do cardio and some calisthenics after 9 pm. Struggled with gains and lowering bf (right now it's 20%+, parents (yeah, I live with my parents, shit doesn't work here as it does in the states or EU, it's fucking complicated) don't allow me to have a proper diet because of our fucking southeast asian bullshit ten-gallons-of-oil-per-serving nigger culture. Above that, penis is barely 5 inches with 4 inch girth (fkin pathetic). Never had a girlfriend, or even a female friend irl for that matter. Some times I wonder if they'd even want to interact with an ugly fuck like me. Still have no access to a gym. I force myself up every morning to workout a little before classes at least 3 times a week so I don't turn into an absolute pile of a useless fat garbage, which I doubt I'm not already.
Just... Fucking lie to me to make me feel better, you guys. I got dealt a crap hand and bitching is the only thing I can do about it.