>mfw I haven't killed myself today
How are you holding up?
(This is still HEALTH and fitness, right?)
It only bothers me when I think about it and even then it's just an ambient noise.
>tfw you will never truly know what silence sounds like because your brain is literally making shit up.
There times that are ok really, but sometimes it's daily that I think it really isn't worth it. I have a little sister, she is 7, I'm 27 and she thinks I'm the most awesomest brother ever, so I can't really kill myself, but shit's hard yo.
OP again, if it's any consolation, real silence isn't a thing the brain can percieve, it's always a construction (as in all noise is faded out mentally). In absolute complete silence, anyone's brain starts inducing artifical noise.
mine is catastrophic, as they say. It's in both ears and I'm rocking 4 to 5 pitches, a hum, a whine, a hiss, and so on. It's from a tumor, so I'd assume most people are much better off. I'm also losing my hearing in one ear.
blast music all the time
also white noise in the background helps when you try to fall asleep
I work with animals as part of my PhD. We play little sounds and have them do things when they hear the sound. I can't fucking hear 10khz half the time.
shits louder than my AC, louder than my computer fans. I know that feel, bro.