Could i consider Heracles mode? Or i am hopeless and have to accept that i will never look good? i am 191cm tall and 85kg
no you will never look like that unless you're on some serious gear and have good genetics.
So I suggest focusing on actually having more than 1 milligram of muscle on you first before aspiring for unrealistic goals.
Be careful of reading into facial aesthetics things. This may sound as if getting you to do it, but it's for when you see a thread mentioning that, to avoid it. Trust me.
I made the mistake and now whenever I look at a face I instictively judge those things. Many apparently insignificant aspects are looked way in depth and considered a big negative for them if not adequate.