>tfw depressed

>>9196770
>tfw don't care
>>>/soc/

>>9196770
>tfw used the wrong image

well this thread is fucked, sorry guys

It's been almost ten years now.. I keep getting worse every day.

>>9196814
should probably kill your entire family then yourself

>>9196814
seek help then. what are you waiting for? things to get better by themselves?

>>9196788
just post it. I just got out of an one year depression, I'm here for you

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tfw have left the house maximum 15 times in the past 6 months

>>9196824
>implying I haven't

ssri's only make me feel much worse, they actually make me feel suicidal instead of just permanently numb.

On the bright side the occasional headaches I've had over the years have become permanent so maybe I've just had brain tumor this whole time. Getting a head scan soon...

>>9197424
SSRIs are trash. Never helped me either. But therapy works for me. Hang in there bro.

These threads are always funny, just wanted to tell you guys to keep up the good work.

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>>9198251

Thanks. At least my shitty life is good for something.

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>ex texts me to tell me she's fucked two guys in the past week

disgust

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>tfw that boy is seeing another girl behind your back
>>9198266
I feel you m8. w2c faithful bf

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>qt invites you to a party that you know your ex will be at
>ex hates your guts and will make a scene

>>9196770
Take this shit to /r9k/ you faggot
>>9196817
I agree
>>9196824
>>/r9k/
>>9197080
>>/r9k/
>>9197415
>>r9k/
>>9197424
>>/r9k/
>>9197475
>>/r9k/
>>9198262
>>/r9k/
>>9198266
>>/r9k/
>>9198271
>>/r9k/
>>9198279
>>/r9k/

:^)

>>9198271
You're probably not worth being loyal to. you probably did something to deserve it

>>9198279
act totally nice to her and make her look like the asshole when she makes a scene

>>9198266
>tfw one of those guys was me

just fucked a qt with a long distance bf today. felt really fucking good and she wants to do it again soon

>>9198279
Style on her

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>tfw filling your lithium prescription along with other bipolar/schizo meds

>tfw ex thinks youre a heroin addict

>tfw listening to dark wave


this is why I love you guys

>>9198289
Nah he's one of those /fit/ douchebags that don't believe in the whole loyalty bs.
>tfw attracted to assholes

>>9198300
>felt really fucking good

notroublegettingpussyhere.png

>>9198284
Totally epic hardened 4chan veteran here!

>>9198284
>fucking up redirects

>>>/g/
>>>/e/
>>>/t/

>>>/out/

>>9198313
actually i'm no player. havent had sex in 6 months before 2 days ago. but im on a lucky streak now. got two girls lined up. finally all my designer clothes are going to good use

>>9198329
Stop fucking with me. It's too funny.

>tfw don't feel depressed on the day I had planned to kill myself

everytime

>>9198339
sorry :/

>tfw gf really likes to have sex with me
>tfw have sex on a daily 2-3 times
>tfw she is starting to annoy me texting me all day and shit like texting me 2 mins after I drop her off and always wants to hang out for a shit ton of hours a day
>tfw starting to think all this amount of pussy aint worth it anymore

I think I'm just gonna start acting like an asshole and hope she breaks up with me.

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>tfw 10 days passed and items have not arrived

what the fuck do i do ? i want my stuff

>>9198354
Don't be a pussy. If you want out, just fucking dump her.

>>9198343
very poor choice of words

>>9198358
stop being a colossal fucking entitled piece of shit pussy maybe?

>>9198364
oh jesus i just noticed that, deleting my post

>>9198370
dog, i dropped 400 on a fucking coat, and they said 6-10 days, no even a tracking number

fuck fuck fuck fuck

>>9198354
I had one of those

There was a period where we got in a fight and then we just didn't talk for 4 days. Then she texted me out of the blue and was going off and it was awful.

If you want out you just have to bite the bullet and say so, it will blow up on you at first but it will blow over after about a week.

>>9198358
impatience isn't very /fa/, just wait a while nigga. think of the Toj troll victims

>>9198358
Play some /fa/ vidya while you wait.

>>9198354
No, dude, that will just make it harder on the both of you and will delay the inevitable. Just break up with her, say it wasn't what you wanted, and leave. It'll be hard at first, but it'll blow over quickly. It really is worth it, don't wait.

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>tfw buy expensive clothes and shoes
>tfw don't have any friends or gf
>no point since I don't even go outside

Guys, I seriously advise you to talk to a doctor if you think you are depressed. If not, at least just try and figure out the worst things in your life,d and make every attempt to make them okay.

I spent the last 6ish 7ish months in a really awful rut as I tried figuring out where the fuck I was going with my life. Broke up with my qt. Basicalyl went out of her way to make me jealous, and as of now is now in a new relationship. But I'm sort of together with my life now because I had some rationalizations + the whole breakup shocked me back to normal.

Point is, you gotta isolate your life problems if it isn't depression, and if it is you need to get on some sorta treatment pronto. Shit like this basically set me up in a real bad place right about now, but I'm gonna get back on the horse and keep moving on.

Good luck guys, being an adult is fucking stupid. But you'll make it.

>>9198440
>Not streaming yourself playing vidya in your /fa/ clothes to attract lonely grills

pleb

>tfw diagnosed with bipolar this year
a-are mental disorders effay?

>>9197415
is that a quiz? w2c?

>>9198449
don't take pills

>>9198457
Yeah I explicitly refused to and actually stopped receiving any proper counseling the moment they started bringing it up. It's been shitty for my psyche but fuck those pills.

>>9198457
>>9198476
Why are the pills bad? Do they just take away your whole personality and turn you into a mellow loser?

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>tfw went to the market tn and bought everything I need to make heuvos rancheros a few times this week
>tfw every morning I'm going to forget about failing all my courses this semester and concentrate on making the best huevos rancheros the world has ever seen
>tfw want to pick up some coffee beans but I don't have a grinder and I hear buying espresso is awful
>tfw have to decide whether I want to buy a grinder or a new pair of jeans because I spent my extra money on a vacuum

>>9198494
Deals with symptoms but just makes you an oblivious, dull piece of shit. It's almost like you're constantly sleep deprived and you just aren't aware of half the shit going on around you because you're way too inhumanly mellow. I swore I'd never even try the things after watching how much my schizo/manic friend went on them (I hang out with a lot of mentally fucked people for whatever reason)

>serotonin deficiency
>causes depression
>not taking SSRI's & adderall as both depression and ADHD go hand in hand
>not going to the gym + doing daily cardio to enhance mood & perception
>abstaining from sex and doing nofap

Are you guys even trying?

>>9198517
>tfw no adderall hookup
>can't get script cause don't have ADHD
>love adderall when I have it

:^(

how do you tell someone u dont actually wanna date u just wanna fuck lol

>tfw cop island dunks off grailed for $160
>amazed
>rick
>$160
>and island dunks, which believe it or not are my favorite rick piece
>not the colorway i'd prefer but $160
>$160
>so excited
>trying to imagine all the possible fits i can work them with
>take note on what would/wouldn't work
>think about the dream, fuccboi's first rick piece
>paypal refund
>"lol sorry"

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>>9198551
"we fuckin or nah"

>tfw people think i am gay for the way i dress

>>9198531
I don't have ADHD either and I've had a script for like three years. Psychiatrists know how to play ball - are you in the Chicago area? If so I can recommend a psychiatrist.

>tfw there is definitely something fucked up with your head
>mom studied psych but is actually pretty antipsych
>shit insurance so no real way to go to a shrink without her knowing
>also about to study abroad
>have been putting this off for 1.5 years now

what do
don't want to hit the self diagnosis bandwagon but i got some manic/anxiety disorder symptoms that make life kind of hard and im living at a very small fraction of my previously attained potential

>>9198571
I'm in pretty much the exact same boat. I can't afford to go see someone either, and the daily cocktail of adderall and a certain low-dose narcotic painkiller I've used to keep myself afloat for the past few years just isn't cutting it anymore.

I dunno dude... I want to say that you should find a way to seek treatment, but I'm sure as hell not going to take my own advice on that one.

What a fucking world, huh?

>>9198500
Huevos rancheros aren't complete with a nice cup of coffee on the side

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>>9198560
I'm in Hawaii unfortunately although healthcare and the entire medical field here is pretty garbage so maybe I can swing it

>>9198582
even if i saw a shrink i refuse to take pills, have too many doped out friends self medicating on xanax and aderall and i definitely do not want to touch mod stabilizers considering im studying in a creative field

i just want to talk to someone i guess;;;;;;[

>>9198595
Try mushrooms with a very good friend

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>>9198595
hit up a book store or some shit my dude

>>9198600
not really into drugs, happy enough with alch and weed

psychedelics are definitely something i will do just not in my present state

>>9198595
as i realize this corny ass smiey on the end, it was the result of me trying to pop my boken laptop keys back in

also tfw you lost your skateboard

>>9198606
No, I don't mean for fun. Mushrooms have been shown to help with chronic mental disorders. Just trust me, I'm from 4chan

>>9198571

Dude if you are fucking 18 y/o you can get whatever the fuck you want. You are an adult and it you go to a doctor, and give an honest explanation as to how you are feeling, he will treat you as such and give you a script for whatever you want. Regardless of having depression or other psychological issues, everyone's perception is different. If your mother doesn't agree with you, literally tell her to go fuck herself because she isn't you and she doesn't share the same life experience as you, no level of education can teach you to be a different individual.

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>got dumped two months ago
>i'm like "cool, whatever" but secretly devastated inside
>three years of my life down the fucking drain
>can't eat, can't sleep, can barely function, lost twenty pounds, getting skeletal, people say i look like the baby-eater from pan's labyrinth
>lost interest in everything, more dead than alive, not really suicidal but keep getting into really stupid situations where i don't care if something bad happens
>worst part is, i can't talk to anyone about her. tried many times before, but nobody understands. they all say "you're being an idiot, where's your self-respect, stay the fuck away from her, she's so wrong for you etc etc" which doesn't really help. i KNOW i'm stupid, i just don't care. i'm madly in love with her. duh.
>she's like a drug to me and like all addictions, the drugs aren't the problem. my problem is reality. i use her to escape reality. i fixate on her so i don't have to deal with my shitty life blah blah blah. i already know. knowing doesn't change how i feel about her. nothing does.
>bumped into her this afternoon
>talked for hours like nothing happened
>she says she still has feelings for me, misses me, can't stop thinking about me, thinks we're good for each other, wants to get back together, the magic is still there etc etc
>i was so happy, i was on the verge of tears the whole time but deep down inside, still depressed, becoming more and more aware that i'll never really be happy with her
>we've done this dance before. i'm gonna get my hopes up, and she's gonna break my heart again and again and again

wat do

>>9198737
you're being an idiot, where's your self-respect, stay the fuck away from her, she's so wrong for you

>>9198737
/r9k/

move on u bitch there are literally women across the street

>>9198737
entirely cut her out of your life and don't think about her

after you've not thought about her for a few months see if you view her differently