eyes are weary.. life has become nothing but thinking about it

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eyes are weary..
life has become nothing but thinking about it
i used to live, now i think..
where do things go from here
theres nothing in sight
nothing of value to me
and why should i go on
in the end its only walking and walking
until my feet are too tired
every evening i break down
tired so so tired
not even drinking stuffs the hole
its grown too big
still no end in sight
not sure if a woman could fill it
not sure if money could fill it
why am i here
its hard to be nice
everyday work is to be nice
they hate you for it
they will hate you while you die
but i dont care
dont want to be one of them
try to be nice
try to be a friend
you will live forever
only thing that stuffs the hole
only to leave it bigger every day
death is beneath
i can feel it
nobody ever suicides
and i wont
but death is above
and under
he will find me and be my best friend
some day
when nice is bad
when good is evil
then it will all end again
and humankind will learn again
eventually