Mental health thread? I'll start, I reckon I got sociopathy

Who cares, you've got good taste in music

A key element to a sociopath is the uncaring nature of others' feelings. You've literally disproven yourself by making the post.

>>741169734
char you've hurt dros.

>>741169734
I had depression last year. Got over it but I have random suicidal thoughts now. It's rough, I'll be walking down the road and be like, I should kill myself.

Not sure what I have. I don't hear voices or anything but I keep getting this overwhelming feeling and thoughts to fuck my life up. It gets so intense sometimes. I can't shut it off.

>>741171572
I don't care as such about your feelings retard I want to know what it's like from a clinically diagnosed sociopaths point of view

>>741171905
OP here, happens to me as well sometimes but fuck it got bigger plans, that kind of shit can wait till everything burns

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Millenials, millenials everywhere... Larping to have mental issues by having no official mental issues and those then become real mental issues soon because of the self believe you have them.

>>741169734
you're an attention seeking fag that thinks being a sociopath is cool so you chose to identify with the symptoms even though you are most likely a huge pussy

>>741173099
>>741172946

Say what you want fags just asking a question, I've done my faire share of research, on top of that when you've got other people telling you you're a total nut case there is obviously something wrong shit for brains, I'm asking people what their experience is not to hear about your neckbeard depression.

>>741173535
whats it like to be 30, but mentally 15

>>741173723
Wish I was

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>>741169734
If you were a sociopath you probably wouldn't care to find out what other sociopaths think, nor would they care to share what they think.

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>>741173869
proving me right bud

>>741169734
ITT aspies thinking they are sociopaths

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This.

>>741173870
That's why I use an "anonymous" image board to ask, because I can speak freely without the need to trust people, I want to hear what a sociopath has to say so I can relate to it or not, not asking for a miracle nor am I stating that I am in any way a sociopath, I'm just curious as to what others are like.
And even then as I previously stated I have pretty much all of the symptoms, you name it I probably do it.
If I just wanted to feel good about myself I would go bitching about it to "real" people, that is why the anonymous impartial insight is valuable to me.

>>741174395
>I WANNA BE A SOCIOPATH SO BADLY

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>>741174395
Is this not yet still a desire to relate to other people in some way?

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>>741174449
>I WISH I HAD A LIFE SO BADLY

>>741174495
>I want to hear what a sociopath has to say so I can relate to it or NOT

I just want to see if I'm the only one fucked in the head the same way as I am

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>>741174510
>getting salty on /b/

>>741174395
you probably eat pasta without sauce

>>741174647
>I AM SO DAMAGED YOU GUYS, PLEASE RELATE TO ME

>>741174647
I don't think sociopaths typically exhibit such self loathing.
Either way, you're not a sociopath.
Also, it's not a great idea to go around online trying to self diagnose.

I feel like most people go though a phase in their life's where they want to be a sociopath because it's cool and we start looking up symptoms and forcibly identify with them.
We actually believe in it at the time.

It's just that most of us grow up when we turn 14.

>>741171468
Nigga please

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>this thread

>>741173535
Holy shit, you are just retarded edgyptian larping things that you don't understand..

>>741174808
/thread

>>741174808
This

>>741174808
If I wanted to be cool I wouldn't be on here asking people about it cause this place ain't really the definition of cool for the majority of the planet a.k.a normies. Unfortunately for me it didn't go away for me when I was 14.

>>741169734
No you don't you fucking pathetic desperate attention seeking retard. fuck off

>>741175224
I meant that you want to be cool for your own sake and therefor I believe that you actually are convinced that you are a sociopath and are 100% serious with this thread.

Don't worry, you'll grow up.

>>741175224
>when I was 14
Prove you aren't 14 right now.

>>741175403
I wish it where like that but the thing is I've had the symptoms as long as I can remember

>>741175614
All twelve years of memory?

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>>741175545
Happy?

>>741175716
Knowing about the game doesn't prove shit.

>>741175714
You're being generous, I wish I could remember 12 years.

>>741175782
As if I give a shit what you think

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I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia, but I manage. Can hold down a job, have a social life, etc. Some problems with motivation, but as long as I take my meds, I'm more or less fine. Got off my meds once and had a second psychosis, shit was insane, even more intense than my first one. Any other schizobros on here?

>pic related, my first psychosis in a nutshell

>>741175716
Fuck you man, it's been weeks..... lost -.-"

>>741175811
Underage confirmed.

>>741175849
Apparently as you posted "the game" pic to prove something in the first place

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>>741175849
OH SHIT THAT EDGE

>>741169734
Don't you drag Morissey down to your level, faggot

>>741175854
What's it like being schizophrenic?

OP here, I should have realised it would have been challenging asking the mentally inept about mental defects

>>741176082
You can imitate it pretty well by doing large doses of LSD like 1200ug+

>>741176226
Shut up, this is a schizophrenia thread now.

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>>741175854
what medicine do you take?

I have been a pro neet for the past few years since my schizophrenia has gotten worse

I constantly hear things outside, mostly cluttered voices I don't understand

the worst is the delusions

yesterday i kept looking out the window every two seconds because i thought my neighbor was screaming "i'm watching you"

glad to hear you're doing alright bro :)

>>741176330
OP here, fine by me

>>741176082
Well I guess your slightly different than most people on a fundamental level, like being wired differently in your brain. On the plus side always a story to tell to new people you meet when talking about psychosis and explaining your illness. You don't suffer so much from loneliness it's a bit like having an entertainment system hooked up in your brain. Multiple, very vivid and sometimes lucid dreams every night too.
On the negative side I'd say the meds made me fat in the beginning and I'm still on track of loosing the weight I gained from them initially.
But all in all it's a manageable disease, if you take your meds every day and work together with psychiatry. In the beginning years after the diagnosis it was though, but over the years I got used to living with it.

>>741176287
I will have to try that

>>741176431
If you want the full psychosis experience, watch a horror movie as it kicks in

>>741176389
35 mg (read very high dosis) of abilify daily.

Sad to hear you're still having symptoms. Can you talk about it with your psychiatrist and maybe switch meds or up your dosage?

>>741176431
that shit isn't a game, it would get way to real for you

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>>741176226
Sorry we hurt your feelings.

>>741176506
i have latuda prescribed, but its expensive as fuck and blue cross won't cover it

so i normally don't have it

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>>741176560
>Feelings

Bipolar I clinically diagnosed. It's a bitch

>>741176606
Oh that sucks.. I live in a country where we take our healthcare for granted, that's really sad to hear..

>>741176226
Brainlet being this edgy

>>741176754
What is it like?

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>>741176693
Yes. We've all seen they're there, ya dink.

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>>741176833
This should help you anon

OP makes me laugh, please don't stop posting.
Tell us moar about this socialparty you have

>>741176846
No consistency. Some days I feel great some days I'm wound up some days I'm depressed. No motivation in general don't really give a fuck about my life. Working on a disability claim so I can't work which is boring.

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>>741176934

>>741172946
everyone has something only difference is older generations tend to hide shit rather than to come forward

>>741169734
Morrisey's a right fucking weirdo. Shit voice too.

i was diagnosed npd, but I'm fairly sure I was misdiagnosed.

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>>741175545
>>741175714
>>741175892
>>741175941
>>741176560
>>741176893
>>741176949

OP here sorry wrong way arround but this is funny, sorry amerifags but cant be underage cause I can buy my own vodka don't need mummy and daddy.

Mental illness = weakness
Overcome weakness and live in a state of Harmony, it worked for me.

>>741177458
Emotion=weakness
Mental illness=Fucked up shit

>>741177410
Put that back. If daddy finds out your plundered his liquor cabinet he will beat your ass again.

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I'm a male diagnosed with borderline personality disorder

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>>741177410
Do your parents know you found their liquor?

>>741177634
Daddy drinks so much he wouldn't even notice

Here's my deal. Height of 6'3, in good shape (6 pack), extremely large penis (8.5 inches long, 8 inch girth), get told by girls I'm "a solid 9/10", confirmed IQ of 155... but I've got severe borderline personality disorder. Barely function some days. Manic depressive, feels like my brain is eating itself alive. It wanders off into weird abstract areas and I don't even feel like a real person.

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I was diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder when I was 18, altho my doctors spoke about when I was in my early teens. The no feelings of guilt is a myth, you get crippling guilt when you fuck someone over that loves you.

>>741177775
Id you'd really have a 8,5 inches long dick that 5 would have been a 7

>>741177856
OP here, same in me just not the diagnosis, but the guilt isn't crippling it's more of an anxiety for me or a fear my plans won't work out because I fucked up and I can't use them anymore, but all that is gone pretty fast for me. I don't really love my "loved ones" in the same way most people do I just tend to fuck them over last.

>>741177775
bpd here too how would you describe it? for me it's like everlasting emptiness, with occasional massive highs where i feel on top of the world and suicidal lows where i hit myself and lie in bed all day and sleep. i really like the manic phases, in some way i'd never want to change from how i am. i can't really describe who i am which is the most annoying party. i don't have any set values in life and my core values change every few years or according to the situation. i contradict my own values all the time.

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>>741178211
I've hurt people that loved me many times, I didn't realise I was doing it at the time, I just don't think outside of myself when I'm doing it.

The guilt just adds up because as years pass and you think, you realise what you've done, that's the payback and you feel extremely sorry for yourself, it slowly fucks you up.

>>741178287
Do you feel guilt or remorse?
Do you lie a lot? I you do is it because it is practical or is there another reason?
Are you good socially with people?
Do you like hurting people or seeing them being hurt?
What do you aspire to in life?

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>>741178211
>plans
Oh, you're a devious one, are you?
Into some Machiavellian plots?

>>741169734
It's not called sociopathy. It's antisocial personality disorder. I really doubt that you have it.

>>741178715
OP here same sort of for me but it doesn't add up over the years just I might wake up one day and think what a retarded cunt I am and want to kill myself and after a couple of days it goes away.
I don't realise I'm hurting people but when I'm about to do something I know social norm dictates I shouldn't do I get stressed and I get an adrenaline rush but it doesn't stop me from doing it. I prefer to convince other people to do it for me, do you do that? I there is something risky or dangerous you want to do because you are bored (do you get bored easily?), do you try to convince other people to do it for you or to do it with you?

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>>741178730
i can feel guilt and remorse but often i don't, depending on their perceived wrongdoings to me. i don't lie a lot, but sometimes i do, i don't really know why. but i'm not a pathological liar, most people would say i'm an honest person. i am okay socially, i have a lot of friends, but a lack of depth with most of them. recently crippling anxiety has been reducing my social skills though.

i like hurting certain people and seeing people being hurt. but only people i don't care about, it greatly pains me to see someone i care or love about get hurt. sometimes i fantasize about killing people, i never would. at the same time i read news stories about murderers and feel disgusted by their acts.

i don't really have any aspirations, i'm going to university, but there isn't something i'd specifically like to do. i just want to make enough money to have lots of drugs and live well.

>>741172251
most sociopaths aren't diagnosed as they manipulate what doctors see. They're scum and should be murdered.

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>>741179152
I don't get any of those feelings

>>741179360
What do you feel instead, using the same examples?

>>741178779
Yes

>>741179268
that's bullshit, it doesn't take long for a doctor and a psychiatrist to see what's going on and diagnose it as long as they stay in contact and share notes, which is what a good healthcare team does. the same info that your doctor keeps your psychiatrist can request to see, and if there are discrepencies between the two sociopathy is easy to determine.
that being said, you are confusing sociopathy with apathy and psychopathy. sociopathy just means you are antisocial and manipulate events to avoid interaction, apathy is the lack of empathy for people around you, and psychopathy is manipulating events and people to your benefit to achieve your personal goals at the expense of other people around you.

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>>741179723
I hope you aren't actually OP.

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>>741179579
I've never felt suicidal.
I don't really think about social norms, I don't act crazy, any time I've done something illegal I've never been reckless.
I don't try to get people to do anything risky or dangerous, I don't like doing things with other people unless it's to get laid.
I do get bored, I often stay bored but I like to mountain bike and take mild opiates for fun.

>>741179776
OP here, I agree but the reason I haven't been diagnosed is because I don't see a psychiatrist and I only see the doctor about physical issues.
I do sometimes manipulate to avoid interaction if I consider it a wast of my time but otherwise according to you I would technically be a psychopath, but I'm not cold hearted I do get stressed in a way when I'm about to do something "bad".

>>741172251
OP you're much more likely to be a narcissist or have aspergers. Going off your posts here it seems like you just have aspergers. But I'm no psychiatrist

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Well I may be fucked

I finished my freshman year of college last spring. The first and second semester (my college uses trimesters) went well, but the third was a bit of a train wreck. My sister attempted suicide about a third of the way throught it, which really fucked me up. I have always had some anxiety problems, but normally they're manageable. I still cant drive a car without losing it. I started having panic attacks constantly, both from class and from worrying about my sister. I ended up dropping my physics class. I later started having some real back attacks during my calc class towards the end of the year, which I had been doing fine in before the whole clusterfuck thing. I ended up taking the exam in a private room with extended time since that is the most help the college can give me. I of course panicked immediately and ended up ripping the test to shreds and have failed the class. Good news is if I repeat it I can replace my grade, but I am still kind of fucked. Since the summer, I took an easy literature class and managed a good grade in it, but I'm still not that confident in my abilities for my STEM classes at the moment. I was told by the head of student accessibility that I had to make some improvements in my mental stability for her to allow me to continue class, which I can't really blame her for. I have made a bit of progress, mostly getting over my sister's attempt which I kind of blamed myself for a lot. Still not sure if I can continue school without a worse breakdown. And if I do fuck up, I could loose my scholarship, which I kind of need.

Should I just drop out at this point? I think I would regret that in the long run, and maybe I would end up an heroing.

>>741180364
I have a friend who has Aspergers, I don't think I have it but I am narcissistic 95% of the time.

>>741180629
A narcissist would never admit to having a diagnosis.
Selfdiagnosing assburger confirmed.

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>>741172946
I hate BPD's
they are practically retarded

>>741180740
I don't have a diagnosis

>>741179842
Let's put it this way when I get into power all shall burn.

ADD here, no hyperactivity
having adhd in 2017 is fucking great, everyone thinks you are cool

ill probably end up a drug addict working on a minimun wage job even tho I had the opportunity to go to college

my last resort is better meds, ritalin stopped working for my and strattera is useless

>>741180877
To have mental illness then

>>741180629
Not all aspergers looks the same. Your posts come across as very autistic. I'd put my money on aspergers

Anxienty fag over here

>>741181099
Adderall/amphetamines are great, try those

>>741181137
OP here.
Fair enough, but it's hard to tell if you can't see me on a daily basis, I'm also drunk since>>741177410
, this tread has made me even more confused than before because now I share some of the same symptoms as:
>>741177775
>>741177856
>>741178287
>>741178715
>>741179196
>>741179776
>>741181306

>>741181099
I have a lot of friends with add/adhd who's had better results with microdosing cannabis than the meds.
Just a though.
h

>>741181678
You're not meant to self diagnose. Literally pointless trying to do that, especially if you do have aspergers because your self awareness is shit. Just see a psychiatrist they'll tell you

>>741181678
bpd person here. asperger's isn't something to be embarrassed of and it runs in my family too, i'm probably affected by it too. chances are if you relate to all the symptoms you have aspergers as it can envelope all aspects of your life

Do you or have you ever owned a fedora, OP?

>>741182071
Yes I have, why are you asking?

>>741181770
curious, I once bought some pot that really felt like it helped me focus (like most tho) but didnt make me felt retarded the next day
it was a very clear head high
I do feel like it only helps if im really interested in the activity im doing but I wouldnt know really

>>741181575
my psychiatrist already told me those dont work, they might work but he is retarded and one of those people that thinks adhd isnt real

I got him to prescribe me ritalin. he was reluctant to. he practically said something like "im giving you this so you dont do anything crazy on your own"
he said that I should go back to strattera (ive done a fucking ton of strattera and it never did anything for me, it got me somewhat high but I couldnt focus any better)

I will tell him that it doesnt work and that it is expected given the fact that a good portion of people with ADHD PI dont respond to methyl fenidate but I dont think he would prescribe me amphetamines

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>>741169734
Got diagnosed with APD last year during my time in prison by a therapist and before by a forensic psychologist who had to find out if I'm mentally ill because of court. So, ask your questions. (I'm not really into clinical psychology though, but I have a lot of life experience which I sometimes think is better)

I have borderline personality disorder. I've caused so much damage to myself and to others because of this.

Stay away from people like us. We will do nothing but destroy you from the inside out. You will be a shell of a human.

>>741182294
Aspergers confirmed. Thats better than a psychiatrists diagnosis right there

>>741182419
>APD
you have acid peptic disorder? and you killed someone because of it?
brutal

>>741182506
Hi fellow bordi. Can't agree with you, some of us are quite nice to be around.

>>741182506
na you are wrong
I know because I have it too

jk but my sister has it and I fucking hate her

>>741182384
I have adhd as well and i strattera doesn't do shit for me. In fact i don't like how it makes me feel and it fucks with my piss and ejaculating too which makes me feel all squirmy and gross kek. Amphetamines i feel like I've taken that pill from limitless. Defo give it a whirl if you can get your hands on it

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>>741182663
>Can't agree with you
>some of us are quite nice to be around.
>mfw

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OP is a fuckin aspie who thinks he's a sociopath.

A real sociopath knows they are a sociopath, they wouldn't waste time being a shithead on /b/ looking for other narcs.

You're just an aspie.

>>741182722
I know strattera is fucking retarded, I dont know why it keeps being prescribed

I had that feeling on ritalin, does the euphoria go away?
I want to know because I want to make my first times memorable

OP here,
Ok it would probably be easier if I tell you what it's like for me.

>Remorse
I don't really feel guilt just stress/anxiety if I do something bad or I fuck someone over I like only because it can get in the way of my plans in my future

>Empathy
I have trouble telling how people will react or how they feel

>Narcissism
I do love myself a lot, A-LOT

>Constant need for simulation
Everything is boring after 5 mins, break the law, get people to do dangerous stuff, I do dangerous stuff.

>Impulsive

>Irresponsible

>Lying
I lie because it is convenient/useful

>Manipulation
Convince people to do stuff for me

>Blame others, always, rule 1

>....

According to internet this makes me a psychopath, but I'm more hot-headed than cold-hearted.

I do have symptoms from other mental illnesses (BPD, Bipolar....)

>>741182506
I think the amount of damage you cause to others is correlated to the abuse you received during childhood

>>741182592
Nah, just broke into a guys house and beat his ass up after the fucker decided it was a good idea to cry for help and attack me.

>>741182663
>>741182678

Yeah, I know I'm generalizing. I'm going through some shit (when are we not) and a lot of it is stemming from looking back and seeing how reactive I've been and hurt hurt hurt and hurt myself.

Even though I'm trying - taking my meds, regular therapy, DBT - I feel horrible about how self aware I am and how when I'm going through something I know how I want to react but shouldn't and when the thoughts and feelings are so real you're drowning in them but you know they're probably just borne of your fucking head and you lose your skills and just paralyze yourself..................

fuck.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnIzo5O2LXs
This guy's mental

>>741182738
Not every bordi is like the other. There may be people like >>741182506 but the ones I've met are okay and don't fuck up others. Sadly a lot o them do cutting or drugs

>>741182867

OP, those are the symptoms of autism.


>I have trouble telling how people will react or how they feel

There's the give away. Sociopaths know how people react and will plan accordingly. You're just autistic as fuck and trying to be le edgee

>>741182961
are there degrees to it?
I knew a guy with it and he was fucking insane, it was impossible to agree with him on anything
my sister on the other hand is different but I still suspect she has it, and possibly my mother too
how can I bring it up to them? what are the tell tale symptoms? I really would like them to acknowledge something is wrong with them but I dont think they are capable of

>>741182814
OP here, THAT IS WHY I ASK ANONYMOUS PEOPLE

>>741183267
Ok fair enough I'll get checked

>>741182961
I feel you anon. I tend to drift mentally drift away a lot, also an instable picture of myself and how I like/hate others. I try not to see this as a diagnosis ( just some patterns made up and given a name to by some people) and more as a life challange. Nevertheless people like us also have ressources. Don't forget that

>>741182867
Yup you have assburgers.

>>741182867
just autism my man, welcome to the club

>>741182922
I'm a toxic af bordie and I received no abuse during my childhood, I had great parents and friends.

>>741183326
I do think you are more likely to have some degree of autism than being a sociopath

I used to think I was one but I realized that id rather be a sociopath than an autist

>>741169734
What has Bruce Campbell got to do with mental health?

>>741182859
Strattera is more about reducing the emotional outburts. Some people with adhd are unable to control their actions when they get emotional. Like they will call their boss a dickhead if he's being one. Strattera sorta levels that shit out. Ive never had a problem with controlling myself like that, but I have real trouble focussing on anything for more than a few minutes. Amphetamines fix that and they feel great. If you take too much you'll feel all over stimulated and too focused. A stereotypical example of a response to too much amphetamines is obsessivley cleaning a single spot in your house. Take the right amount and you'll be a productive god. I've never tride ritalin so i cant compare. Be aware of tolerance and dependency though.

>>741169734
Well since it's not a real diagnose you wont be clinically diagnosed

>>741183300

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/here-there-and-everywhere/201112/borderline-personality-disorder-big-changes-in-the-dsm-5

That's really it in a nutshell.

I think there are different "degrees". Some of us identify as the quiet BPD, some more reactive or volatile.

A lot of us (me included) have comorbid illnesses like depression, anxiety, and even bipolar. Addictive personalities like the plague in some of us. Cutting, drinking, using, sex, reckless driving, spending, gambling, eating disorders... jeez.

Schizophrenics see and hear things that aren't there. I like to think BPD is the opposite - we often DON'T see or hear things that ARE there. A weird look, an odd inflection of voice... it's normal to most but we're spinning out if you hate us, or maybe we're better than you, maybe you're out to hurt us, maybe you're going to leave us...

It's endless.
It's awful.
I don't wish this on anyone.

It's super hard to bring this up without causing a possible super reaction. I'd research some ways to express your concern and remember that there's a huge possibility you're going to get shut down.

>>741183500

It's less of a daily struggle than a minute struggle some days, really. Bleh.

But perspective is everything and you are right, the resources are available. Only if we want to use them.

>>741183470
You actually impressed me.
Did not expect that.

>>741183470
Good for you man

>>741183689
im apathetic as fuck, I havent had an outburst since I was 6

I dont have an addictive personality either but I am scared of dependency tho. I just really want to get my life started because Ive felt stagnated since I finished highschool
im still in time to get my shit together and do something but idk
im in college and this year is going to be fucking pointless because I failed 3 out of 4 subjects and my parents are struggling with money

so im running out of time, if my doc wont prescribe them to me ill fucking make it on my own
or see another doc

meanwhile I might sell pot to pay the bills

>>741175854
Ah cool, that greentext describes my little brother almost verbatim, though his version has aliens and shit in it.

Dude's 25, bit and assaulted me while visiting me in my own home, kicked some rando in the head at a festival and still brags about how he did it to save tue spirits of everyone there.

He still lives with our parents, won't leave, both he and my parents refuse treatment and they have openly stated they will stop at nothing to utterly destroy me, legally or illegally, if I even think of taking action.

It's a barrel of laughs dealing with my own suicidal depression, social anxiety, probably also dormant psychosis, alcoholism and autism.

Brains r da bomb yo

I have Body Dismorphia.

>>741184441
Get on the silkroad my man. Amphetamines are really cheap. Psychiatrists prescribe it as a "take one every morning" type thing, but i actually don't think thats the best way to take it and you'll build tolerance and dependency that way. I just take it whenever i need to focus and make sure i have regular days off where I'm basically just resting. You dont need to take much either, a dab'll do ya. This way the effects don't seem to go away after long term use. Im not a doctor though so keep that in mind, this is just what ive found works best for me

>>741175854
Schizobro reporting in
Learned first hand that it's bad to forget your neds
Luckily i'm on xeplion injections once a month now, so it's not an issue anymore

Diagnosed PTSD from being kidnapped and tortured at age 7.

>>741178287
The other BPD guy here. I would say you've hit the nail right on the head buddy, I can relate to all of that. I'm convinced there's some sort of cycle where I go through different phases pretty consistently, although can't put my finger on why/when they change. I go through blocks of coping and giving the illusion I'm reasonably normal, to literally fucking insane and shut myself away from the world.

I have intractable, major depression disorder. Last two years been in three different hospitals and had about 40 ECT treatments. Any other ECT bros here?

>>741186380
Do da greentext

>>741185149
would they ship to south america?
yeah taking them every morning is stupid, I dont get it. it doesnt last long and that re dosing isnt advisable so why take it everyday

>>741186380
>>741188022
please, are you the son of a rich businessman?

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>>741169734
What a fag

>>741188346
Yep, you'd be able to find a vendor in south america online who'll ship it domestically if youre unable to convince your psychiatrist to prescribe you some. Yeah i dunno, its stupid. Maybe theyre worried about people not taking them or taking them too often if theres no clear "this is when you take em"?

>>741189229
yeah, I dont see it happening but if my shrink wont help then Ill have to do something on my own
thanks anon, good luck

>>741172946
/thread

>>741190423
yeah who needs modern medicine