Feels please guys
I need to feel like I have someone here for me
Ok OP here you go
>i write you from my phone
>its 1 a.m. and i am at a party
why arent you having fun anon? U may ask
>well OP u see
>i was never a social guy
>so i get put out of group quite often
Them how did u met them, u may ask
>well u see, a friend wanted me to get some friends so he introduced me in
>and thats it , that is all i am to them
>just the kinda cute but antisocial guy that was brought by that guy
>nothing more , gothing less
>just a regular guy like everyone else
>a lonely human
As someone with two young kids, this got right on top of me.
>It's 01:20 in UK
>been out with 'friends'
>having a drink
>they're all having a laugh and a good time
>I sit at the end of the table
>try to join into the conversation but it never happens
> I make a joke, no one laughs
> I eventually get up and leave
>get home slightly drunk
>pour myself half a glass of my best friend Jack Daniels
> go to 4chan
>make feels thread
>now I'm with my true friends
You have us
You may not know us
and we all may be a bunch of lonely pricks
but we're here
and we are together
that's all's that matters
you may get called a faggot
but that's because they're too scared to admit how lonely they are
and that they are jealous of how brave you are to admit it
Britfag here with similar social life, only difference is it's weed instead of alcohol. Things are always chill up until my friends insist we go into town baked as fuck. Half the time I leave early and stumble home to relax by myself.
Well I guess I post my similar feels aswell:
>get to the party
>feel okay and chat with some people, but as always there is a slight feeling of not belonging
>after some time people find into groups and chat among each other comfortably
>I just roam around and join some conversations, never being able to shake the feeling that people want me to fuck off already
>some new guests arrive
>those fuckers also invited my ex-gf
>they really should know that they are fucking my day up by doing that
>they clearly do not give a shit, I am just a device to up the number of their guests
>roam around for another hour, can not shake the fact that I am with the wrong people as always
>get my shit and leave without saying anything
I know your feel /b/ro. I'm in the same miserable ship.
I fucking hate everything about myself.
I know that feel bro
You need to find people with similar interests
I don't have many friends irl (around 3)
but i have like 5 friends who all live around the word
but we met playing vidya
now we talk on team speak every night and play vidya together
I recommend going to a comic convention or local comic book store (if you're into that)
because you can meet so many people there who secretly feel the same
btw im drunk so sorry my advice is shit
>I recommend going to a comic convention or local comic book store (if you're into that)
>because you can meet so many people there >who secretly feel the same
Seriously guys, this.
The only party I ever got invited to was from a 'close friend' it also felt forced. Anyway my looks prevented me from getting any grills so I just got drunk. Free alcohol is all parties are good for tbh
Certainly makes sense, but finding people who are alike to you is always hard, no matter where you are. Always thinking that you are a fuck-up and closing up at every opportunity is not helpful either.
I bet I already missed dozens of opportunities to find a good friend because I listened to my insecurities and the same probably applies to the other people who missed me.
Fuck this gay earth.
Nice digits between.
Anyone else play this "game". I don't know why it affected me so much, it made me SO fucking sad for some reason, every ending. I usually don't like anime, I've only ever watched like 3 in my life time, never actually finished them though, and I will admit that I downloaded it because I heard that it was a porn game with disabled girls. I was curious.
Anyways, yeah, this game made me real fucking sad.
I'm guessing that /b/ maybe has a bit of humanity left in them?
It still kills me to hear some tracks from it. Shit just gets too real in some of the routes. I spent a really bad summer with this game as the only thing to keep me company, I could not forget if I wanted to.
I think I am going to start it up again, no thing makes me cry as much as this.
It's funny. Chicks only notice you when they're used up and broken.
I feel with you buddy!
In august i met the most perfect girl ever, exactly everything on her was attracting me. The way she talked, the looks, how she thinked, how ambitious and intelligent she was. One thing les to another and most beautiful things happened between the two of us, things you don't experience with anybody else. Something you don't forget and after just two months of dating i fell for the girl completely. I declined lucrative internship opportunities to stay close to her, I gave up all my hobbies to have more time for her. I was thinking just about how to make her happy. Somebody I didn't even knew that well, but thought that i do. To realise that she was just a mask, a bitchy slut, which could tell the most sweetest "I love you" while looking into my eyes....While lying about it all...Since her i tried having sex with other girls, much hotter than she was, even am in a relationship with another woman....but i think of her every morning and every night, i can't forget her...I already don't know what to do...I feel like there will again never be a woman, which will make me feel that weird feeling in the chest, as though it was melting....
I miss her so fucking bad man, everyday I think about her but we don't even talk anymore. I bet she doesn't even think about me anymore and here I am fucking having her on my mind everyday. I just wish she was mine, I love her
I played undertale because feels, i read Nurse-Kun and Ampu-Tan because feels, i listen to the ost of all these games because feels, because i dont know how else to feel. it hurts, but its better than never feeling anything.
Can't hold 'em back anymore. Fuck.
Quit being an awkward faggot. Find a different approach. Make people want to hang out with you and not the other way around.
this is a nice option if you don't realise what it would do to your parents, siblings and friends....was already thinking abt it, but better stay drinking in the nights to fall asleep and function normally in the day. Then fuck the life for others as well...
Gonna contribute considering I am drunk and too depressed to get up tomorrow anyway.
Just saying, psychologically not good to be in a thread where everyone is self-deprecating and you're joining in. It's good for when you feel down every once in a while but if you're using it to replace human interaction it's pretty bad. Especially when almost everyone here has resigned themselves to shit lives.
You're in for a ride anon