new feels thread since last one is about to 404

>>666128666

Guys, come on.

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>>666129247

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>tfw

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>>666129247

Here's the whole ella story, decent quality

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>>666129807
>decent quality
i can't even read it

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Another long one, reposted from last feels thread (and many many many before)

>play No Surprises by Radiohead for full impact
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5CVsCnxyXg


> my personal favorite all times feel story

>>666129901

> use "open in new tab"

>>666129247
God damnit, I just posted a heartfelt reply to the gook who started the last thread and now the queer isn't gonna see it. Fucking Christ.

Anyway.

I really hate the story of Ella.

It's too contrived and cookie-cutter for me to consider, even briefly, that it's a real story of something that really happened. Yeah, I know about the letter and monkey island gamebox, but anyone can forge a letter and anyone can buy a game. I much prefer Tramp Anon to Ella.

>>666130048
Anon please no I read it last thread and I know if I read it in this one I'll be down again. Seriously though it is the best feels story

>>666129807
thanks anon that would've been a long time otherwise

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>>666130159

trampanon delivered

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>>666130159


Oh, and if you like trampanon, here's a similar one

>>666130697
Thanks, dude.

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>>666129247
I'm shit at story telling and drunk so i'll just give the basics. 30 yrs old, lost job after 11 years. The only person in my life i like or want to talk to is a trap 7 states away that is only interested in me as an occasional online friend. Have no fucking clue wat to do with myself, live in the middle of nowhere with hardly any job opportunities. Drunk feels brah

fuck all the fake ass friends that only call or text when they need something,family too.

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>>666130960

Drunk myself brah but Imma rescue this thread from inevitable drunk bearhug bullshittery

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bump with feels

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>>666131401
>>666130960

Dude quit trying to type drunk man, lol.

WOW dudes fucking acid thats all i have to say man amirite i mean fuck yeah dragons over there and shit

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still replying
demons have not assumed 100% control yet lolololol

>>666130960
>>666131431
Yea not looking for drunk bearhugs anon, just wanted to get it off my chest
>>666131662

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I've posted this in every feels thread today that I saw.
This will probably be my last.
I may not be remembered, but I enjoyed talking with everyone today.
I know everyone here is going to do alright.
I love you guys.

See ya later, space cowboy.

>>666132094
Man, is this shit getting serious? Please don't tell me you're taking the final step.

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>>666132066

Sorry man, just high as a kite right now, you'll forgive me i hope

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>>666132326
I'm not sure yet.
I hoped talking with others today would help me feel like I mattered.
I feel as empty as ever though.
I just wanted to leave this here in case I do.
I just want to help a few people on my way out.

>>666132688

Just got off work not too long ago, I guess this is the 2nd feels thread I've seen so far.

A long time ago, I would have ignored you.
A month ago I would have yelled "kill urself faggot"
A week ago I would have tried to save you

Today I only hope you stay long enough to have a chat with me.

My name is Andrew. I am in pain because my love killed herself.

Why are you in pain?

>>666132066
>>666132430
Yea no worries brah

>>666132688
im the guy you helped in the last thread, you mattered to me, you helped me justify why i was so sad

>>666133281

I know what you're talking yourself up to.

Please see there is another way.

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>>666132980
Hi, Andrew.
I'm Blake.
A pleasure meeting you.
My pain comes from never mattering.
My parents never cared about me, they kept my sister on a pedestal, while I tried to get any attention I could.
After that, I kinda learned that maybe there are some people that nobody cares about.
That's what brought me here in the first place.
I had heard that this was the place for all those people that had been forgotten and pushed to the side.
I tried today to help the other people that I felt were like me.
I thought it would give me purpose.
I don't think it did.
I'm sorry to hear about your love.
That must have been tough.

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>>666129807
Just in case no one else has posted it. (In good quality)

>>666133734

Your words have cut me deeply
you have taught me a lesson blake

nobody has ever taught me this lesson before

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>>666133281
I'm glad to see you again, my friend.
Are you feeling better?

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>>666133980
May I ask what that lesson was?

>>666134157

Humility.

>>666134033
>>666134033
i am, i feel as though i've been flushed clean and now i'm happier than ever, don't bring me down again, you made my day and i hope that helps you realize that you do matter.

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>>666134591
I'm glad to hear you're doing good.
I wont lie, your words have made me much happier.
I'm glad knowing that I helped someone.

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dumping

can I have a hug please?

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>>666134354
I still don't follow you.

>>666134951

More than just one, friend.

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>>666135036
I would hug you if I could, Anon.
Will a smiling pic work for now?

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>>666135166
I wont lie, you've made me very happy.
Maybe this is my place.
Trying to help those feeling as bad as me.
Armed with kind words, and smiling anime girls.
Thank you, Anon.
I really appreciate you.

>>666135146

the true meaning of humility

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>>666135822

Doesn't have to end like this.

I've seen too much of this.

It has to stop.

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>>666135868

>>666134951
and i'll level with you, although i haven't been suicidal.
my friend was
me him and some friends were hanging out at a haloween party,
when suddenly he gets a call from his parents,
his friend was on vacation and drowned i tried to cheer him up,
he was extremely low at that time and was borderline suicidal.
a few months passed and a few close calls but he was still with us.
he slowly got better though and began to hang out more.
date more
hes now my lifting buddy and my best friend with whom i can share everything with, so my advice to you, my friend, is to continue living. thats all there is to it, continue and you will pull through and become better than before

>>666135842
Well, if it helped you, I'm glad.
I hope that what I taught you helps you further your dreams.
Good luck, Anon
I believe in you.

>>666136194
sorry for poor punctuation

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>>666136137

>>666136338
>>666135822

There's more to it than arming yourself against bad feelings. Maybe we can really help each other.

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Right in the feels people ......

>>666136361
I appreciate it, Anon.
I'm sorry for your friends loss.
I'm gonna wait for the thread to 404.
Then I'm gonna make my decision

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>>666136788
i believe in you, Blake.

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why my kids will never be on meds

>>666136788

Waiting with you, Blake.

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I wish people were this real in person more often

>>666137134
this pic takes me back, my guidance counsellor at school had this up in his office.

I used to stare at it every day but didnt really understand untill they were pumping me full of meds as well

>>666137323

But how?

I'd give my soul to know how.

I wish I could be like this with every person I know but that is impossible. And I think that's probably the definition of autism right here.

so here's a shot to all you guys

>>666137323
Same.

But such is life.

Let us take comfort in the fact that we will always have feel threads as a place to be emotionally bare.

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>>666137074
>>666137162
Thank you.
I've honestly never had anyone tell me they believe in me.
I love you guys.
You're more like family than anyone else I know.

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>>666137394
I feel like a school guidance counselor shouldn't have that hanging up... Seems out of place, a joke in poor context.

Also, this thread could use a little happy so bunnies

>>666136788
I've just met you now Blake, but I'm honestly hoping you don't end it.

you seem like a very amazing person to be around. you're really kind, and I'd hate to see such a soul leave this world.

don't ever forget: suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... here's to hoping I'll be able to see you again some day.

stay strong, Blake.

>>666137841

Fine. I'm your family, fine.

Then please grant me just one favor. One more day of life.

One more chance for life above death.
reason above chaos
kindness above cruelty

what are some good feels movies /b/?

im in the mood for it

>>666134853
That fucked me up

>>666130048
very well written - no tears, but deep feels

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One thing that sometimes helps is reading/learning about the universe. It puts things in a far greater perspective and keeps your mind far from any of the jumbled interpersonal business of life.
Recommend The Elegant Universe, or fuck even just go out and appreciate the night sky.

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>>666138394
I promise.

>>666129807
Just read this entire thing, ultimate feel mode enabled. Tear Tsunami warning. I'm a huge pussy. Fuck that was some emotional shit.

>>666139782

Thank you, Blake.

As a humble student, I have one more request.

Please give me an opportunity to teach you as well as you have taught me.

>>666140082
exactly

Emotional scarring instilled by my family unit is still causing fluctuations of distress and lack of authentic affection has altered my perspective to view the world as innately hostile, preventing any means of establishing meaningful relationships without the aid of drugs.
Most people view me as a sterile, underwhelming presence and any attempts to augment my personality rattle with inauthenticity because they are all externally derived.

>>666139782
Blake you are an inspiration, i'm so happy you helped me and i'm glad i could help you.

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>>666138727
I watched Boyhood a while ago, it got a few nostalgic feels out of me.

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>>666140491
Thank you.
I'm glad our paths crossed today.
You're a genuine good person.

>>666140153
I'd love to hear anything you have to say.

Doc upped my dosage of medication again. Im just an emotionless shell they all call a human.

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I need this... Just got blocked from the one fucker I fucking love and currently feel so alone.

>>666141124

I believe people are drawn to this place by pain.

I believe most of the people here have no desire to help, or be helped, just to share their own pain and share IN others pain, to feel less alone.

But I believe that there is a way back from this. To explain would require a good investment of time.

But if you genuinely accept my proposal, I wasn't joking.

>>666141679
Lol beta

>>666141898
Please, I'll be here. Take as long as you need.
I'm interested in what you're thinking,

this isn't very feels-y but wanted to share.

I've got a mild feels. I'm a fag who hasn't been on 4chan in a few months, but bear with me.

>8th grade
>only friend left school because he got bullied more severely than me
>get made fun of daily
>was more into video games like the Atari 2600 than the hot new Xbox
>lol fag what are you doing with that fucking dinosaur
>I hated that fucking place
>till i met my crush
>i loved her so fucking much
>but i could never make a move on her
>was always with her circle of friends
>even if she did like me, I'm a nobody.
>have no real friends
>all "friends" are fake who just make fun of me behind my back
>i actually started talking to her in february
>very little time left, she is going to different high school
>start talking as casual friends
>one day make the ultimate beta mistake
>tell her i love her
>she looks at me with disgust and laughs and says "haha no"
>in my face
>in my fucking face
>i hated that place
>she moved to diff. high school, I was the outcast again at the high school
>I still think of her every night

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Maybe it's just me but listening to nature recordings is pretty comfy right now
https://archive.org/details/150827

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4R0gFQWHy8

dont let this thread die i need to do something first

>>666129247
1 year anniversary, idc if its fake or not 10/10 nonetheless

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Bump because this thread made me cry

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bump for importance

bump for necessity

Anyone else like being sad? At this point I still have a gf and I'm no longer poor, but I still come to these feel threads because it feels nice to cry

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ju8Nz2cmCp0

The sad thing about this isn't the song itself, but rather that this song is over a DECADE old.

>>666142408

Thank you for your ear and your patience, Blake. I suppose this is my story, for what it's worth.

Keep trying to distance myself but not this time. I don't know who I'm trying to help here, me or you. That's what I mean by humility, but back to that later.

My name is Andrew.

I am proud mixed blood Cree (Canadian first nations) and Jamaican.

My birth parents abandoned me, so I never had a culture to identify with. Not trying to gain pity, just being honest.

I loved the identities afforded in Cree folklore to the Raven. Always trickster, sometimes creator, unpredictable and wild.

I've modelled many of my traits after this trickster character. Great for survival and great at destroying lasting bonds.

When I was 7, the story that really captivated me was a creator story.

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>>666145480

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>>666145158
That's exactly why they exist.
It's a release of all the emotions we're expected to bottle up.
It's a place to be sad, free of judgement.

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>>666141023
blake if your still here, i made this,
its not made too well because i feared 404
but i hope that when you feel down look at this and realize that all these people and more care about you (might have to open in new tab)

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>>666145993

I've been looking for a greentext I read a coupple months ago. Its about a guy who likes a girl since he was little, but through out school they drift appart and somehow she humiliates him. Te story had a photo of a conversation they had. At the end, the guy tells /b/ that he made the post because he was about to commit suicide and that he wanted everyone to post something funny. I think it also had a newspaper article at the end. Does anyone have it? please, I remeber it bringing me to tears....

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>>666145835
Reminds me of things someone once said to me. Damn how these words haunt me to this day... And that's that I have it my all and did my best.

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>>666145996
Wow, thank you very much.
I really do appreciate it.
(I don't want to sound arrogant)It's nice to see that I was able to help make an impact on someone.

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>>666145320
That's quite an interesting thing to pick.
Honestly, it makes you sound like you're awesome to hang out with.
If you don't mind me asking, what qualities did you take from the Raven?

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>>666145553
Bless you.

>>666147322

>>666145320

Well nobody made fun of me yet, so here goes.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raven_Tales

I've been reading about these creator tales for a while there, cool stuff but it doesn't matter.

Do you understand what a spirit guide is Blake? I adopted the raven as my spirit guide and he told me that I would meet someone that would remind me of myself.

I don't understand why, but I need you to live.

I don't know why, but your it. Your the last one. End of the line. I'm done.

Bottom line. I need to believe that you can walk away from this and be ok, or I'm not going to be ok. Easy as that.

There, that's the truth.

>>666147570

Fucking stupid really, but how many people have come here to a feels thread on b as their suicide note

I mean really people come on

>>666130048
Nigga that song dont fit that fuckin story

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>>666142826
I remember when I was ultra beta. Fagotron. And I went through a story so similar to this.
There's a couple things that got me out of that. And I want to help you and others with it as best I can.
>Don't talk about yourself. Talk about your stories. Shit, go out at night and walk around to get some to talk about. But whatever you do, make it interesting as you can. Eventually you begin to learn what IS interesting.
>Don't clothe like a faggot. Don't be a "sir", all it does is make you look like a beta piece of shit. Honestly, wear what's fashionable, but don't go overboard. It takes a special kind of person to start their own trends, and it takes more luck than would be responsible to gamble on.
>This is optional, but smoke weed. It's a bit difficult to get it without a hook-up--I got really lucky in that regard--but it can be done. Dark Web, perhaps. I've done that a bit, and it's a bit sketchy for a while, but it eventually dies down. It gives you stories. It calms you down. It makes you feel alive. It doesn't make you feel like shit; it can be cleared out of your system with a shit ton of water in a couple weeks; it isn't physically addictive (although don't do it too much that you get mentally addicted to it). And honestly, if you can manage to find other people to smoke with, it's a bonding agent, for some reason. You just feel closer to (or more trusting of) the people you smoke with. I guess since it's illegal in a lot of places, and they were considerate enough to not rat you out. Beautiful stuff.
>Go. To. The. Gym. And don't even talk about it. Keep low on it. Just make fucking damn sure you hit every important part of the body: Calves, Hanstrings, Quads, Abs, Chest, Back, Shoulders, Biceps, and Triceps. Push yourself as hard as you can. This has the most potential for greatness, so make damn sure you're doing the best that you fucking can.
>And finally, the last thing I can think of: don't show them you give a shit. Do. Not. Do. It.

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>>666147570
Well, that's an interesting take.
I did promise you I'd hear you out and help you.
I'll help you.
I'll keep trying to find my place.
I'll survive.
Anytime you wanna check up, make sure I'm keeping my end.
Hop in a feels thread and look for kind words with smiling anime girls.

>>666148430

Fair enough.

And thank you, Blake. For the lesson and for the kindness.

Fucking embarassed and humiliated, but I'll be around too.

>roadvirus91

I have mild feels as well. So anons of the internet, let me explain my story.
>Prologue
>7th Grade Faggot
>He has a best friend named David
>Said friend is in 8th grade.
>Beside said friend
>I Had No One.
>Beside David, I/Anon had no other friends
>All of them left me, at some point or another
>"Sorry Anon, I have to work today."
>"Sorry Anon, maybe next time."
>Turn to 8th grade graduation
>David graduates, is going to high school
>"See ya Anon, I'll talk with you later".
>We talk a bit now and then
>I soon start to realize that he has forgotten me.
>Not his other friends my age that he hang out with in addition to me, just me.
> Come my 8th grade year
>New kid coming in
>Lets just call him "Zach"
>Zach was new, didn't have many friends.
> I knew Zach from a while back, haven't seen him in forever.
>"Holy Shit Anon, is that you?"
>"Yep, I'm back man!"
>Start to hang out with him more
> Come time of my graduation.
>In accordance with school tradition, the 7th grade goes to the 8th grade graduation
>I see Zach in the chairs, with a blank look in his eyes.
> I realized that I am progressing the cycle.
> Several years later
>I get a phone call from Zach.
>It is his suicide note
>"Dear Anon, Thank you for helping me through some dark times,
>"Keep fighting on, Zach"
>Start bawling
>None of my friends had ever loved me like that.
This post is in memorium of Zach. Bless you you magnificent bastard

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>>666148737
I think you'll be fine, Andrew.
I got confidence in you.
I'm going to go to bed.
I'm thankful for you taking this time to help me out.
I know our paths will cross again one day.
And, like I said, you'll be able to find me.

The victim and messiah complexes in this thread are fucking disgusting.

You hate your life change it, you don't change it then you don't get to complain about it. Most of you faggots crying and bitching about relationships probably aren't even in your mid 20s yet; learn to be alone before you try to life with someone else.

Fucking faggots looking for pity; you're no different to tumblr blogs looking for attention. I despise /b/aww threads since they're nothing much than a much of autistic millenials complaining and posting their shitty 'feelsy' stories.

Go be the snowflake you want to be on tumblr or reddit.

>>666149126

Goodbye smiling anime girl

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>>666149149
someones mad cause their life sucks and nobody cares

>>666149149
Its okay, we all know that everyone needs some time to let go, even if you are on 4chan. I'm sorry

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>>666149149

nothing to see here bud, nothing to see here. Enjoy your complimentary feels

and hey, what's a good perv show without the freaks getting off on it amirite

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>>666149429
Such frustrated posts don't merit replies

/b/ros is suicide a selfish act? There's been a few times where I've heavily considered it but I've never done it because I know it's a weak way out. I know that there are people with A LOT worse lives than mine that don't commit suicide, they stand up in the face of life's tough moments. And I know that out of the billions of people in this world, there are still about 5 or 6 that would really be hurt if I did kill myself. I just feel like it's a selfish thing to do and that's the only reason I haven't done it.

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> /thread

>>666149777

Is it selfish? Depends on who's relying on you, I guess. I dunno. How do you weigh one person's pain against another.

Anything specific you wanna share, fam?

>>666149126
Don't give up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5CVsCnxyXg

>>666146778
nope, that aint it, but very good

>>666150066
Dubs has spoken

I remember the day that you were born and holding you for the time, You were such beautiful girl with a beaming smiling.

I remember your first day of preschool and crying in the truck driving to work.

I remember the time that you came running up to me crying while I was packing for my first deployment. "Why are you leaving me, Daddy?" "I don't want to, baby girl. Sometimes things are bigger than ones self." "It's because of those Towers falling and all those people dying right, Daddy?" "That's right, Kie. I am going so that does not happen again." "I understand, Daddy. Will you have to kill people?" "You don't need to worry about that, baby girl." "Yes sir, Daddy. Don't kill people unless you have to or too many" "I won't, baby girl. I love you. I'll come back. I, promise." I remember coming back a year long and you having grown so much and barely recognizing me." You dreaded every time that I walked out of the door, but still staying strong and doing everything to help your Mom worry less.

I remember the call that day - 14:32, 1/30/2007. You and Mom were in a collision. I remember landing and rushing to the hospital and staying by your side night and day, praying for my little girl to wake up, It was not enough.. I am sorry that I was not there for you more.

I love you my sweet girl. Kiera Lilliana - 2/14/1995 - 1/30/2007.

>>666149777
It's only selfish for as long as you're alive.
Feelings are just chemistry.
If you do make it, what does it matter?

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>>666150120
sorry man I can't find that one shit

>>666129807
>>666133962
I was expecting the Tale of Florian (or whatever it was called) tier pain

My expectations were met, god damn

>>666136788
Don't do it Blake
There is lots to live for.
I believe in you.

>>666150481

Looks like Blake continues to live for now. Just afk

>>666149992
Just the usually depressing life story. I can't really think of a moment where I've actually really enjoyed living. Never had many friends, was humiliated through elementary, wasn't really bullied in highschool because I knew how to figjt pretty damn good but I only had one true friend all through out, only had one girl other than my mother to tell me that she loved me, been a few months since I have actually heard someone say it and mean it. Laying in bed alone gets every night for 22 years gets old my friend. And not that anyone is relying or dependent upon me, but my family is all I've ever had and despite me everlasting sadness I'm the life of the family. I'm the one that makes them all laugh. And I couldn't imagine me putting them through the pain of losing me.

>>666129587
Lost

>>666149149
Just because this anon is a douche, doesn't mean he doesn't have a point.

>>666150899
>>666149149

samefag amirite fellas?

>>666150397
speaking of which, does anybody happen to have that one?

Several years old at this point
OP and gf were together in high school and went to college together
deeply in love
douchebag named florian(?) kept pursuing his gf
gf got drunk at a party
florian fucked her

Also, just remembered another one, but can't remember many details?
>Childhood friend or cousin?
>OP in love with her
>they have sex
>friends have sex with her too
>she becomes a massive slut
that's all I recall

>>666150680

>normal
>depressing

No reason to downplay how you feel here fam. And I've got a few years on you for the alone department, so stfu, lol

Making people laugh is good.
Helping people is good.

You know what keeps me alive?
> savant level ability to make people laugh
> damn good at my job
> sometimes on these threads I find a real human connection

>>666151292

I recall this one, but didn't save it. And after some digging, I found article about anon who committed suicide
http://mydeathspace.com/article/2011/07/08/Brandon_Mills_(26)_committed_suicide_using_a_plastic_bag_and_helium

>>666151041
sorry man
you don't win the prize on that guess
Shall we assume you're one of the kiddies that are upset about >>666149149

>>666151363
> sometimes on these threads I find a real human connection
Ironic isn't it? That the only person that you seem to be able to make a connection with is Anon

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>>666141679
its never good enough

>>666151363
I feel. And along with me feeling like it's selfish, I just know that'll life won't always be this bad :) It gets better, I'm told.

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Reposting from last thread because I thought it was a pretty good arrangement of stories both sad and funny, it seems like quite a job.

>>666129807
i dont even care fags im crying like a bitch 10/10

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>>666152139
Also if anybody has more of these that would be awesome

>>666129620
Why you do dis

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>>666152315
... And this low quality one

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>>666151501
found his story

>>666129247
The fact that he was willing to continue being a beta for his bro to score with that girl is absolute insanity... he has my outermost respect.

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>>666150643
I am still alive.
I'm just gonna go to bed now.
I'll see you all in tomorrows threads.

>>666152528
Dates don't match up between the post and the real Brandon Mills

I remember this post back in 2011, anons were split between hunting down Clare and laughing at OP. We got a few plausible leads on Clare and some anons messaged her but nothing ever came of it, all we have left is this story.

HIS NAME WAS BRANDON

>>666130048
Tears achieved.

>>666153481
Sooo..... is this a bs pasta then?

Because fuck the bastard that actually made me feel over something that didn't happen.

I dont know what went wrong /b/.
I was thinking of when the last time i felt genuinly happy. It was about 16 years ago in middle school.
fast foreward a few years to junior year. I didnt have friends beyond classmates who let me sit with them for lunch.I got my first job. I was content but not happy.I worked that job for 6 more years.I had money at that point, but it isolated me since i worked till 2am everyday. I had money and i would come home and play vidya till i fell asleep. Again i was content. Now, im out of a job for 5 years, i have no money(blew it on 2 girls), i have no friends, im more isolated then i have ever been. I constantly ponder why i exist in the first place. And even if i did have money and a gf would it even matter and make me happy again?
I sit here every night and wonder what would make me happy. Its not video games anymore(i cant find any i like), it wont ever me a gf,what is the point of my life. I sit every day filling it with stupid shit on /b and as it gets close to night and nothing is being posted but traps i get anxious that ill close /b/ and have nothing to do and have anxiety attacks.
How do i become happy again?

>>666153955

it most likely is. Remember: "The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood. Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact."

In 2011 anons were raging and feeling it too but the conclusion was that an anon used the real death notice as background for his own experiences and made it into a short story. We did find people who were named in the story who were friends on facebook, but details didn't match up, so it is a blend of several people with a fictional conclusion.

But then again it made you feel something, so there is that going for it

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>>666154485

Thanks for sharing fam. Welcome home.

this isn't the place for answers, but the best i can give you is keep looking

theres always people trying to make nothing into something. just enjoy the complimentary feels m8

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>>666154708
>>666149149

Shit like this makes it that much harder to hold the armor up irl.

wouldn't it be nice if we could just be honest with each other

Today was day one of starting on my antidepressants. Shutting out most people and saving up money for when I hit the road after I graduate in June. Girls still blowing me off or only hitting me up when they have problems as always. I'm just growing tired of people, despite most of them having done nothing to me. Super bummed I can't be drink for a while because of the meds. And bummed I can't drink often because of the meds.
I just hope doing this and the counseling is all for the better...

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>>666154708

Well here's some real ones for ya then fuckers

> Logan Perkins, steamid NLRFTW
> cut his wrists yesterday

>>666153481
here is some of what was found and said about the story back when it was posted

http://lurkerfaqs.com/boards/400-current-events/60837073/

https://www.reddit.com/r/4chan/comments/pdmq6/brandon_we_will_never_forget/

https://www.funnyjunk.com/channel/feels/The+saddest+thing+you+will+ever+read/RMLYGEZ/515

>>666155609

> And Marina anonette
> post id 665808974
> said she was gonna take a bottle of sleeping pills and a bottle of everclear

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>>666132430
Flying high too bro! It feels weird talking to people on 4chan. It feels like I am chatting with a million people and everyones personality leaks through the anonymity, and you see the true faces behind the satire. That there are other people high as fuck and feeling the same thing you are and there is a deep connection. Explore our own spaces.

>>666155155

being able to tell the truth is exactly why I come here. I can be myself. It just so happens I am a complete asshole, but I try to be a better human when I can.

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>>666156502

> tfw this

right on man. enjoy the feels m8

>>666129807
Ella's story hit me, and hit me hard. Make the pain stop... :(
has anybody ever tried to trace her name/pic, or pete's, or nicole's, or OP's?

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It's been real; I hadn't been in one of these threads in many years. Going to sleep now, good night anons.

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This one always hits me.

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>>666152744
Fuck my life

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day after break up
and a week after
:-)

>>666130048
This fucked my life up.

>>666158024
As somebody who stayed there for an ex for a year, I think that's probably a blessing in disguise.
If you'd told that to me at the point of breakup I would've told you to go fuck your self, but really it would have been so much better in the end.

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Soooo..... who's making a new thread then? I'll be standing by as always, with a fuckton of long ass stories, an open ear, and maybe a little advice.

>>666158423
i feel you... i honestly didn't know i could still feel pain

>>666160199
I dont think anyone wants a feel thread tonight, its been rather slow the last hour

>>666160439

You might be right and if so it's bedtime for me.

If not, you never know.

lol went to youtube for feels

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69VrOmd7qNc

>fucking youtube asks me where i get my fried chicken from
>bitches i'm black and a fucking hate fried chicken fuck that shit
> nigga that went from racist to another fucking planet

>>666160439
Alot a people are probably asleep. There are a handful of us in here tho

>>666129247
STIMULATION OF BODY-MOVING/LIKE-SENSE SINCE OF ELECTRICITY OF CAUSED OF IN OF BODY SINCE 1. tiny metals in human 2. metals moved since of energies striked/hitting metals 3. energies sent/from machine far of miles.

>>666136749
Holy shit man, must admit i dropped a tear.

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>>666129617
House always fucking gets me.

>>666161949

Hey man, what till you get to the victim and messiah part of the thread, shit gets good

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>>666146192
here you go

>>666129587
fuck...

Guys I need some guidance, I really don't know what to say to someone when they're knocking on death's door.

>Highschool me
>Not by any means popular but not exactly a beta bitch either
>Just like to keep to myself
>Had an on and off thing with this girl, not her real name but for the sake of the story we'll call her Tracy
>She's a solid 6.8/10
>Wasn't in love with her at all, don't think I am now either.
>We lost contact after graduation about 6 years ago
>One of those things where I added her on facebook and never really gave a shit about her
>Scrolling my feed yesterday and see that she posted a picture of herself in a hospital bed with tubes coming fuck all out of her
>"Nobody here, haha, someone wanna come keep my company?"
>Fuck m8.jpg
>Decide to go and I don't know why, suppose I'd feel guilty if I didn't.
>Get there about 8:30 PM
>She looks at me like she doesn't even have a fucking clue who I am
>Explain the situation to the nurse and she tells me she has a severe concussion and internal hemorrhaging.
>A shut and close domestic violence case
>Realize I'm the only person who bothered to show up, her parents died when she was a kid and her grandmother died a few weeks before graduation.
>Sort of let myself in and sit down next to her bed
>She's still giving me that look but it looks like she's remembering me somewhat.

>>666164533

Is there any more bro?

Are you there right now?

Sorry for the sake of Tracyanonette.

Well man, tell her that her /b/ros care for her at least.

>>666164533
>"Hey Trace, you feeling okay?"
>A sort of guilty look comes over her face, like she should remember me but just doesn't.
>"No, to be honest I feel like fucking shit."
>We both laugh
>Begin browsing /b/ on my phone and reading her stories from a shitty greentext thread trying to get a rise out of her.
>She chuckles at a few of them but I can tell she's pained by it.
>Her fucking bruises man.
>I have never seen such a destroyed human being in person before.
>We stop after a few hours and just sit in silence, no more talking.
>She breaks the silence.
>"I've only been feeling worse and worse, I don't really want to die. I don't want to die."
>Suddenly the seriousness of the situation hits me like a fucking train, feel a strange sort of attraction to her that I never felt before.
>"Where's Davis? I really need him right now."
>"Who's Davis?"
>"My boyfriend."
>She struggles for a moment as if she's having trouble breathing.
>Nurse comes in and gives her some of what I can only think is some sort steroid.
>Her breathing steadies.
>Make eye contact with the nurse and realize Tracy will probably not survive the night.
>"Oh please Davis.."
>She begins to cry.
>I grab her wrist to try and calm her
>"You don't need him where you're going next."
>Don't know why I just said that.
>She seems to eat it up though.
>"Where's that? Where am I going next?"
>Realize I've never been a christian or believed in god in all my life.
>But I've never been more hopeful that he does exist.
>I don't know, but always remember SOMEONE will always be with you, be it me or Davis, or your Grandmother, mom or dad.
>This looks like it gives her some comfort.
>Sit there with her for another hour until she falls asleep.
>Nurse asks me to leave as it's almost midnight and she needs to get her rest, they plan to move her out of ICU due to the hopelessness of her condition anyway
>Drive home and immediately go to bed

>>666165713

Haven't visited or checked facebook at all today. I don't want to. I can sort of feel it in my gut that she's dead anyway. I hope her shitty boyfriend rots in prison and then subsequently in hell for the rest of fucking eternity.

>>666165969
Man do or do not there is no try

Not showing up is fine, you didn't owe her shit.

But for gods sake don't let her die halfway hoping someone gave a fuck

>>666166483

Don't want to waste my time driving all the way over there only to find out she died this morning or some shit and then look like a retarded asshole for not showing up sooner. I said all I needed to say anyway, and hell at least I showed up at all. Not like anyone else gave a fuck about her. And I'll admit I'm not saint I didn't really care too much about her either. But fuck man, I didn't expect that to hit so hard. Anyway, just needed to vent this feel since it's been dragging me down all day, I kinda feel better now. Thanks for listening fam.

>>666166701

Well if she's already dead then pony up and pay your respects you bitch.

The fact that you showed up and THEN DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER is bullshit.

This thread is for lost chances, not people letting chances run away. Either she's dead or she isn't.

DO YOUR FUCKING DUTY

>>666166701

> look like a retarded asshole

Dude quit wasting time. Either she's dead or she's fucking dying. I can't even fucking believe I am talking to you.

>>666148318
Thank you, anon.

New feels thread
>>666167209

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> Be me
> High school
> Crush on gril
> She plays tennis, smokes weed, plays vidya
> She takes my best friend's virginity
> The dates my other best friend
> Then moves on to me
> Want to but embarrassed about being 3rd in line in small group
> Nothanks.jpg
> Reconnect after a few years.
> She just got out of a relationship where she got beat up pretty bad
> She was hanging out with one of my friends but I didn't think it was "like that"
> Go out for friend's birthday, get drunk
> Get in fight with birthday boy, pulverize his face
> They go Facebook official next day
> Cut off contact with group because embarrassed
> They break up but idk cuz not friends on FB anymore
> An ex-boyfriend moves in with her
> Get off work one day
> Turn on phone for first time all day
> Text from gril
> "I'm sorry we fell out of touch. We should get together this weekend"
> I'll text back when I get home
> Get home, phone rings
> "Guy killed Girl this morning. He shot her and then himself."

>>666166701
srsly man, didn't mean to be such an asshole, just..... finish what you started man

>>666168217
damn dude, sorry to hear.

>>666166953
>>666167051
>>666168245

Fine fuck you I'll go

Just lemme finish my dinner fam. I'm just scared is all. I don't want to feel this feel that I'm going to get hit with if I get there and I find out she is indeed dead. Fuck it, I'll post an update if there's a feels thread when I get back or tomorrow. Thanks family, came to the realization that I don't think I could live with myself if I just let her die alone.

>>666129714
I'M ALLOWED TO BE HAPPY SOMETIMES. I just don't understand why, when i do everything for everyone. They never seem to want to let me do something to make my self happy, they never realise that while i'm giving them the world, it's coming out of my own pockets. They're empty right not, yet still i always find a way to give more to them, to make them happy. So why. Why can't I just once, Be allowed to be happy, to be selfish. I'm tired /b/, Tired of being the one that gives. The one that cares. Why can't someone care about me for once? Why can't someone try to give me the world for once? Why can't someone make their lives worse to make me happy? Just once?

>>666168849

Glad to hear man, keep us posted.
Let it be said that /b/ does good after all haha

>>666168956

Dude everybody needs to be happy. Sounds like you've been doing this for a while. You ok fam?

>>666169318
Not as ok as i want to be, but mostly i'm just tired. My entire life i've given to the people around me, i've never really had much. And it used to make me happy to see someone smile when i did something for them out of the goodness of my heart. But now it hurts more than ever, because they don't see me doing something nice for them, the looks i get when i do something for someone is one of disgust. As if they expected me to get it done sooner. And it hurts, but i can't seem to be able to stop myself, because every once in a while i'll get a smile, and it feels nice. But, when i have nothing left, i sometimes hope that i'll get something from someone that they gave from the goodness of their hearts. And i'm getting tired of being disappointed.

>>666169943

> mfw you were my mom
> mfw look of disgust was me

Sorry mom.

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>>666136788
Stay with us Blake, we love you.

>>666171806

She said she'll keep searching
Look for smiling anime girls and kind words in feels threads

Hello /b/, it's nearly 5:30 am here, gotta wake up in a few hours. I just want you all to know that you're great, you just made me realize my life isn't the utter piece of shit I thought it was. I was feeling quite down lately because I've been in a rough patch with the person I love lately, who's also dating someone else. I thought my whole life had been really crappy and I was just too delusional to see the truth. But all these sad stories and tales of death and depression opened my eyes: I was just being a little pussy who thinks I could off myself anytime soon because I am having a tiny speck of a problem. Now I know, it's time for me to be grateful for what I have and to man the fuck up and fight for what I don't. From now on I'm going head first into trouble and make drama my bitch.
Thanks a lot /b/ros, I love you all, please don't change, and remember you're awesome.

>>666172546

thanks fam. sleep tight, have a good day at work

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>>666147322
Fuck you
Fucking....
Just.....
Dammit

>>666172778
See, that's what I'm talking about: I don't even work, just finished high school a few months ago, and I'm not starting college till September. My problems are just some bullshit teenage drama which I'm only experiencing at 18 because I was too much of a beta during my teens to have anything remotely interesting happen to me. Realizing my idiocy has never made me so happy. Thank you again.

>>666173416

Then stfu and get some rest and then go get yo dick wet boi.

My name is Jett.

My girlfriend told me today she doesn't love me anymore, and our son just turned a month old.

>>666173644
Will do. G'nite y'all

>>666173819
Time to call Jerry Springer fam.

>>666129247
>write with an anon in a feels thread over on fit
>we decide to continue writing on skype
>it's actually a girl
>she actually lives in my country and not that far away ( 150 miles )
>luck/10
>after a month of texting daily we decide to meet
>she's staying at my house for 3 days
>no awkwardness at all
>felt a special sort of connection
>have sex albeit unplanned
>spent the days together doing a lot of stuff, just having fun
>couple days after that i get a 6 paged love letter from her
>month later i drive to her house
>first time i went that far from home for a girl
>stayed nearly a week at hers
>went on for about 5 months
>week before christmas i get a christmas gift from her
>we plan the next days, she wanted to stay over NYE
>couple days before christmas she tells me she wants to end it between us

we never had the "are we in a relationship now?" talk
she broke up with her bf about 2 months before we were texting that 1 month daily

>after NYE we talk
>she tells me she's back with her ex-bf

we talked again a couple of days ago, for an hour we laughed and whatnot, felt good but on the other hand she played with my feelings like a toy, used me for a rebound.

we're on no contact now, haven't deleted or blocked us, just not texting.

>>666174117
It's not even Jerry Springer worthy. She just up and changed the kids name, never asked me to sign the birth certificate, told me she doesn't love me, etc.

I feel so fuckin used. I don't even know what to do now. I'm out of college, I'm working, living on my own, can't go to bars because alcohol makes me violently ill with just a taste. I'm in my mid 20's and all my opportunities for love are dried up because I trusted one woman with my heart too long.

pretty sure this will get buried but i've never felt so dead inside as i do right now. Hoping writing will get it off my chest. This
is the first time i've ever been in love and being thrown into the deep end is really screwing me over.

>be New Zealander me 3 months ago. Meet amazing girl in a skype chat i was added in by a kid from my school
>holyshit.jpg
>she's an 8/10 easily and her personality is downright amazing. 10/10 doesn't do it justice
>literally have the exact same hobbies and shit, hit up incredibly well
>things go well, she introduces me to some american friends of her, she thought they'd hate me
>played with tons of muricans on eve, easily won them over. Great, smart guys.
>one day in skype group, she leaves. Wonder where she goes so i PM her
>"my murican friends are piss drunk, one of them is turning 20.
>ask if i can join in because it's funner than the dead skype chat i was in.
>reluctantly adds me, quickly realizes it was a good idea.
>end up playing some party games, one of which was strip CAH.
>by the end everybody drunk is either passed out or gone. we were both sober.
>literally me and her nude in a skype call. wasn't kidding about 8/10.
>she gets semi horny, really awkward at first but we got at it and we both love it.
>ask her should we forget about this, she said no. (this is semi key later)
>go to bed feeling on top of the world
>literally the only person i've connected to this much in 5+ years. (i turned 18 two weeks ago)
>literally both skype in original school group every single night for 3 weeks bcoz of each other
>neither of us go to the same school, nor the school the group was for.
>kinda drop out of the loop of these people chasing her, was mutual.
>skype a few more times. lifeisgood.jpg
>was literally a kissless virgin prior she indicated she was really into me.
>chill out tons irl, 3 times a week doing obscure shit we both did
>windsurfing, ice hockey (tiny in NZ), playing saxophone together, paintball (once again small here)

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>>666175594
>one day i ask if she's busy so we can hang, is busy all week with stuff.
>say's she's got ins and can't.
>waitwhat.jpg
>tells me she's going to lose her virginity on friday, it was monday at the time. (she's 17)
>literally half the week i feel dead, feel ripped off and manipulated
>she's nice and didn't do anything to take advantage of me at least.
>explains that a chad on exchange from sweden is trying to fuck her.
>she wants to lose her virginity and she's been semi close with him for 6~ months
>has literally zero emotion for the guy just wants to ride cock
>not close enough at the time to say hold on wtf
>still skyping me. literally the night before she got wasted af drunk and came 5 times.
>loses virginity feels badman.jpg
>sees him once again and bangs in the next week.
>get drunk af one night, pour soul to her and sound semi autistic. i can't remember half of it
>remember saying "stop leading me on, this is gonna end badly"
>she says she likes me more and doesn't want to lose me
>we hang out the next day, goes really well and makes plans to come to my place and chill.
>she comes round, start hitting it off (she initiated)
>suddenly feels uncomfortable about it, says that she didn't expect this
>"wth did you expect then, you've shown you'd rather go out with me"
>she's horny af and figures fuck it, we don't end up bangig because it felt wrong
>I feel gutted that this chad is using her - treats her pretty poorly
>cries to me at night, even develops a cutting problem - i'm pretty sure it's from him
>he doesn't even notice, this goes on for a month or so.
>i ask her one day to stop using me as an emotional crutch, (i've gotten ins, but i refuse to bang)
>"what do you mean anon? how am i using you"
>show her how she's being treated like shit, literally had money stolen from her

dude is pic related.

>>666175722
>she says she isn't emotionally attatched and it's just a fuckbuddy relationship
>idc what their thing is, she's breaking down from it
>is on dopres, methadone, and 2 other pills, has depression issues and this shit isn't helping.
>i straight up say i'm not okay with her seeing her like this and that she should figure out who she trusts
>i tell her i don't want anything to do with her until she figures out what she wants
>she comes back saying she doesn't want an emotional attatchment and just wants a friend with benefits
>utterbullshit.jpg
>she says that she wants to just be friends
>tell her i'm not putting up with being her emotional crutch and that it'll just end in pain for me
>she says she regrets saying no to forgetting about the first night because she liked me so much
>i tell her that she's taking me for granted, "do you really think chad would stay up till 3am comforting you?" etc
>she says he would. fast forward two days and she's breaking down from what i'm hearing from her 14 year old sister.
>i kind of want to forget about her because she's clearly not going to realize what she's doing.
>not waiting for 4 months for her swedish chad to fuck off back to new middle east with the refugees.
>makes me feel hurt because i really love her and even if it isn't love she REALLY liked me mentally.
>she's not in a good state, her granddad committed suicide recently after parents divorced and she's pretty lonely
>i'm not going to play emotional crutch because i'm not exactly the most robust myself, not enough to help another person

what should i do 4 chan? on one hand i feel stupid for not bailing as soon as she said she was losing her virginity to another guy
but at the same time i feel like it was the right thing to help her thru her father's loss.

once again, pic related. I'm so fucking dead. I love her, she cares for me even if it isn't love, and this fuckwit is ruining me. She doesn't even feel attached enough to him to tell about me.

>>666175849
Cut and run. Spare yourself. Just tell her you don't want to continue the facade and stop talking to her altogether. Just stop. It's in your best interests anon.

>>666174560
bump

>>666174916

Damn man that actually sucks. Sorry to hear. Try not to drink bud.

And you're still young man, don't be all wrinkly and shit and then plain up not be welcome in bars.

>>666129247
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx1QpnWavLA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vl9XXEkVc6I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6-4V3E38Wc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLaBTAMqaZ4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puwE64PBMHI

These made me cry :"(

>>666176039
this is what i've done. for the last two days i've been feeling like shit though. her sister sent me a text saying that she's breaking down. i'm sticking to what you said already as hard as i can, but it fucking sucks. I can honestly see her topping herself.

>>666176239
Anything she does is her choice and not something you are responsible for. You told her what her situation was from an outside perspective. She either realizes it and stops it, goes with it, or ends herself. It's all on her, it's her choice. She will seel you out first if she changes.

>>666176488
she's tried to talk saying she misses me, but i've told her under no uncertain terms i'm out until she loses him. Thanks for the advice anon, i really appreciate it. I seldom cry but i broke down for like an hour after i told her i don't need this and she needs to dump him if she wants this.

>>666176099
I've been trying not to drink. My buddy has really potent pot brownies i might eat though, never had pot before but if it'll help I'll do it. I just wish my body would let me drink myself into a near coma like i did in college, probably for the best though my body 100% rejects alcohol now though or I'd abuse it... Like I did then.

>>666176866
Hold firm... That's all I can say. You have every right to not want to see her or talk to her when she is in a relationship causing you emotional harm.

>>666176488

nice dubs, but OP here again. I want to know if i should keep in touch with the american people. They're really nice but fairly involved with her - they don;t blame me, they're smart people, but they are involved with her and i'm scared it'll make me either crawl back to her, feel bad for her, or just cause issues because of this senario. thoughts, or is the context not great enough?

P.S two of them said to her to not lead me on (unknown to me at the time ofc, and to not bang chad). i think they know their shit.

>>666177051
see the second post i sent to you before, just below. I'm fairly lonely, i finished up at a boarding school and i'm doing last year high school in home city, where ik fuck all people.

She and her fb go to a different school so that's not an issue and i do still (kinda) hang out with the skype chat i met her in, but do you think i should hold onto the american group? they have their together and i'm doing a gap year to america next year, i would like to meet them.

>>666177230
I've been in a similar situation. I basically cut contact with all of them because I didnt need anyone saying anything to the person i was actively avoiding, or trying to "fix" things.

>>666177497

good call. Tbh even though they're smart i could still see them trying to fix things. One offered to give me support in private any time in future about it because he's had shitty relationships, so i might hold onto that. he promised he'd keep it private and i trust this guy.

>>666177497

ok another question because you've helped me reinforce my morals. I appreciate your support and i will remember what you're meaning when you say it's her choice if she ends her life.

I'm thinking of joining a church group for social reasons (i'm agnostic and this isn't the point) and a few of her friends are there. They're unaware of me, aware of the other guy, but i'm worried she'll start to turn up. Maybe this is me being a spineless faggot, but what is your call? i want to meet people but i'm scared she'll go and then her friends there will resent me. I'm a fucking wreck from this. I'm not ready to love.

>>666149777
Totally selfish, unless you are completely detached from society (not a single person cares about you), suicide might end the pain for you but will haunt your loved ones forever

>>666142064
He'll grow up... Eventually.

>>666178176
I was part of a church group called Younglife actually. I was a leader for it. Had some disagreements with other leaders and left on my own accord but they are very welcoming spaces (usually) if managed well. I have seen some that are drama filled slut fests, but no way in telling unless you go. Why not? It's a social outlet, positive atmosphere, the people in charge do genuinely care.

>>666141679

Here is some tough love for you little dude.

>Getting wrecked by a bitch.

Cause that's what she is . And you, like a good old betafaggot, instead of conquering asked for her pitty. Don't tame the pussy, ENSLAVE it!
You are a beta male, which is reversible but pretty burdening. Get to a gym, eat better stuff, go socialize and then shove your new and better gf in her face.

Just don't be a permanent beta fag.

>>666179319

fuck it, i'll try. I'm not keen to sit through the services (boarding school had 6 a week, i'm done, i'm not going to convert but i'm not an athiest either), but i'm willing to go through it to meet some people. My Burger King manager introduced me to it actually, who's been a good friend since primary funnily (he's 2 years above me and i've talked to him on a weekly basis).

Thanks a fuck ton anon. I felt fairly dead/shit inside and now i'm feeling better. idk if it'll last but you've made my night. Do you have a steam profile?