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>>666129247 God damnit, I just posted a heartfelt reply to the gook who started the last thread and now the queer isn't gonna see it. Fucking Christ.
I really hate the story of Ella.
It's too contrived and cookie-cutter for me to consider, even briefly, that it's a real story of something that really happened. Yeah, I know about the letter and monkey island gamebox, but anyone can forge a letter and anyone can buy a game. I much prefer Tramp Anon to Ella.
>>666129247 I'm shit at story telling and drunk so i'll just give the basics. 30 yrs old, lost job after 11 years. The only person in my life i like or want to talk to is a trap 7 states away that is only interested in me as an occasional online friend. Have no fucking clue wat to do with myself, live in the middle of nowhere with hardly any job opportunities. Drunk feels brah
I've posted this in every feels thread today that I saw. This will probably be my last. I may not be remembered, but I enjoyed talking with everyone today. I know everyone here is going to do alright. I love you guys.
>>666132326 I'm not sure yet. I hoped talking with others today would help me feel like I mattered. I feel as empty as ever though. I just wanted to leave this here in case I do. I just want to help a few people on my way out.
>>666132980 Hi, Andrew. I'm Blake. A pleasure meeting you. My pain comes from never mattering. My parents never cared about me, they kept my sister on a pedestal, while I tried to get any attention I could. After that, I kinda learned that maybe there are some people that nobody cares about. That's what brought me here in the first place. I had heard that this was the place for all those people that had been forgotten and pushed to the side. I tried today to help the other people that I felt were like me. I thought it would give me purpose. I don't think it did. I'm sorry to hear about your love. That must have been tough.
>>666135166 I wont lie, you've made me very happy. Maybe this is my place. Trying to help those feeling as bad as me. Armed with kind words, and smiling anime girls. Thank you, Anon. I really appreciate you.
>>666134951 and i'll level with you, although i haven't been suicidal. my friend was me him and some friends were hanging out at a haloween party, when suddenly he gets a call from his parents, his friend was on vacation and drowned i tried to cheer him up, he was extremely low at that time and was borderline suicidal. a few months passed and a few close calls but he was still with us. he slowly got better though and began to hang out more. date more hes now my lifting buddy and my best friend with whom i can share everything with, so my advice to you, my friend, is to continue living. thats all there is to it, continue and you will pull through and become better than before
One thing that sometimes helps is reading/learning about the universe. It puts things in a far greater perspective and keeps your mind far from any of the jumbled interpersonal business of life. Recommend The Elegant Universe, or fuck even just go out and appreciate the night sky.
Emotional scarring instilled by my family unit is still causing fluctuations of distress and lack of authentic affection has altered my perspective to view the world as innately hostile, preventing any means of establishing meaningful relationships without the aid of drugs. Most people view me as a sterile, underwhelming presence and any attempts to augment my personality rattle with inauthenticity because they are all externally derived.
I've got a mild feels. I'm a fag who hasn't been on 4chan in a few months, but bear with me.
>8th grade >only friend left school because he got bullied more severely than me >get made fun of daily >was more into video games like the Atari 2600 than the hot new Xbox >lol fag what are you doing with that fucking dinosaur >I hated that fucking place >till i met my crush >i loved her so fucking much >but i could never make a move on her >was always with her circle of friends >even if she did like me, I'm a nobody. >have no real friends >all "friends" are fake who just make fun of me behind my back >i actually started talking to her in february >very little time left, she is going to different high school >start talking as casual friends >one day make the ultimate beta mistake >tell her i love her >she looks at me with disgust and laughs and says "haha no" >in my face >in my fucking face >i hated that place >she moved to diff. high school, I was the outcast again at the high school >I still think of her every night
>>666141023 blake if your still here, i made this, its not made too well because i feared 404 but i hope that when you feel down look at this and realize that all these people and more care about you (might have to open in new tab)
I've been looking for a greentext I read a coupple months ago. Its about a guy who likes a girl since he was little, but through out school they drift appart and somehow she humiliates him. Te story had a photo of a conversation they had. At the end, the guy tells /b/ that he made the post because he was about to commit suicide and that he wanted everyone to post something funny. I think it also had a newspaper article at the end. Does anyone have it? please, I remeber it bringing me to tears....
>>666142826 I remember when I was ultra beta. Fagotron. And I went through a story so similar to this. There's a couple things that got me out of that. And I want to help you and others with it as best I can. >Don't talk about yourself. Talk about your stories. Shit, go out at night and walk around to get some to talk about. But whatever you do, make it interesting as you can. Eventually you begin to learn what IS interesting. >Don't clothe like a faggot. Don't be a "sir", all it does is make you look like a beta piece of shit. Honestly, wear what's fashionable, but don't go overboard. It takes a special kind of person to start their own trends, and it takes more luck than would be responsible to gamble on. >This is optional, but smoke weed. It's a bit difficult to get it without a hook-up--I got really lucky in that regard--but it can be done. Dark Web, perhaps. I've done that a bit, and it's a bit sketchy for a while, but it eventually dies down. It gives you stories. It calms you down. It makes you feel alive. It doesn't make you feel like shit; it can be cleared out of your system with a shit ton of water in a couple weeks; it isn't physically addictive (although don't do it too much that you get mentally addicted to it). And honestly, if you can manage to find other people to smoke with, it's a bonding agent, for some reason. You just feel closer to (or more trusting of) the people you smoke with. I guess since it's illegal in a lot of places, and they were considerate enough to not rat you out. Beautiful stuff. >Go. To. The. Gym. And don't even talk about it. Keep low on it. Just make fucking damn sure you hit every important part of the body: Calves, Hanstrings, Quads, Abs, Chest, Back, Shoulders, Biceps, and Triceps. Push yourself as hard as you can. This has the most potential for greatness, so make damn sure you're doing the best that you fucking can. >And finally, the last thing I can think of: don't show them you give a shit. Do. Not. Do. It.
>>666147570 Well, that's an interesting take. I did promise you I'd hear you out and help you. I'll help you. I'll keep trying to find my place. I'll survive. Anytime you wanna check up, make sure I'm keeping my end. Hop in a feels thread and look for kind words with smiling anime girls.
I have mild feels as well. So anons of the internet, let me explain my story. >Prologue >7th Grade Faggot >He has a best friend named David >Said friend is in 8th grade. >Beside said friend >I Had No One. >Beside David, I/Anon had no other friends >All of them left me, at some point or another >"Sorry Anon, I have to work today." >"Sorry Anon, maybe next time." >Turn to 8th grade graduation >David graduates, is going to high school >"See ya Anon, I'll talk with you later". >We talk a bit now and then >I soon start to realize that he has forgotten me. >Not his other friends my age that he hang out with in addition to me, just me. > Come my 8th grade year >New kid coming in >Lets just call him "Zach" >Zach was new, didn't have many friends. > I knew Zach from a while back, haven't seen him in forever. >"Holy Shit Anon, is that you?" >"Yep, I'm back man!" >Start to hang out with him more > Come time of my graduation. >In accordance with school tradition, the 7th grade goes to the 8th grade graduation >I see Zach in the chairs, with a blank look in his eyes. > I realized that I am progressing the cycle. > Several years later >I get a phone call from Zach. >It is his suicide note >"Dear Anon, Thank you for helping me through some dark times, >"Keep fighting on, Zach" >Start bawling >None of my friends had ever loved me like that. This post is in memorium of Zach. Bless you you magnificent bastard
>>666148737 I think you'll be fine, Andrew. I got confidence in you. I'm going to go to bed. I'm thankful for you taking this time to help me out. I know our paths will cross again one day. And, like I said, you'll be able to find me.
The victim and messiah complexes in this thread are fucking disgusting.
You hate your life change it, you don't change it then you don't get to complain about it. Most of you faggots crying and bitching about relationships probably aren't even in your mid 20s yet; learn to be alone before you try to life with someone else.
Fucking faggots looking for pity; you're no different to tumblr blogs looking for attention. I despise /b/aww threads since they're nothing much than a much of autistic millenials complaining and posting their shitty 'feelsy' stories.
Go be the snowflake you want to be on tumblr or reddit.
/b/ros is suicide a selfish act? There's been a few times where I've heavily considered it but I've never done it because I know it's a weak way out. I know that there are people with A LOT worse lives than mine that don't commit suicide, they stand up in the face of life's tough moments. And I know that out of the billions of people in this world, there are still about 5 or 6 that would really be hurt if I did kill myself. I just feel like it's a selfish thing to do and that's the only reason I haven't done it.
I remember the day that you were born and holding you for the time, You were such beautiful girl with a beaming smiling.
I remember your first day of preschool and crying in the truck driving to work.
I remember the time that you came running up to me crying while I was packing for my first deployment. "Why are you leaving me, Daddy?" "I don't want to, baby girl. Sometimes things are bigger than ones self." "It's because of those Towers falling and all those people dying right, Daddy?" "That's right, Kie. I am going so that does not happen again." "I understand, Daddy. Will you have to kill people?" "You don't need to worry about that, baby girl." "Yes sir, Daddy. Don't kill people unless you have to or too many" "I won't, baby girl. I love you. I'll come back. I, promise." I remember coming back a year long and you having grown so much and barely recognizing me." You dreaded every time that I walked out of the door, but still staying strong and doing everything to help your Mom worry less.
I remember the call that day - 14:32, 1/30/2007. You and Mom were in a collision. I remember landing and rushing to the hospital and staying by your side night and day, praying for my little girl to wake up, It was not enough.. I am sorry that I was not there for you more.
I love you my sweet girl. Kiera Lilliana - 2/14/1995 - 1/30/2007.
>>666149992 Just the usually depressing life story. I can't really think of a moment where I've actually really enjoyed living. Never had many friends, was humiliated through elementary, wasn't really bullied in highschool because I knew how to figjt pretty damn good but I only had one true friend all through out, only had one girl other than my mother to tell me that she loved me, been a few months since I have actually heard someone say it and mean it. Laying in bed alone gets every night for 22 years gets old my friend. And not that anyone is relying or dependent upon me, but my family is all I've ever had and despite me everlasting sadness I'm the life of the family. I'm the one that makes them all laugh. And I couldn't imagine me putting them through the pain of losing me.
>>666150397 speaking of which, does anybody happen to have that one?
Several years old at this point OP and gf were together in high school and went to college together deeply in love douchebag named florian(?) kept pursuing his gf gf got drunk at a party florian fucked her
Also, just remembered another one, but can't remember many details? >Childhood friend or cousin? >OP in love with her >they have sex >friends have sex with her too >she becomes a massive slut that's all I recall
I recall this one, but didn't save it. And after some digging, I found article about anon who committed suicide http://mydeathspace.com/article/2011/07/08/Brandon_Mills_(26)_committed_suicide_using_a_plastic_bag_and_helium
>>666152528 Dates don't match up between the post and the real Brandon Mills
I remember this post back in 2011, anons were split between hunting down Clare and laughing at OP. We got a few plausible leads on Clare and some anons messaged her but nothing ever came of it, all we have left is this story.
I dont know what went wrong /b/. I was thinking of when the last time i felt genuinly happy. It was about 16 years ago in middle school. fast foreward a few years to junior year. I didnt have friends beyond classmates who let me sit with them for lunch.I got my first job. I was content but not happy.I worked that job for 6 more years.I had money at that point, but it isolated me since i worked till 2am everyday. I had money and i would come home and play vidya till i fell asleep. Again i was content. Now, im out of a job for 5 years, i have no money(blew it on 2 girls), i have no friends, im more isolated then i have ever been. I constantly ponder why i exist in the first place. And even if i did have money and a gf would it even matter and make me happy again? I sit here every night and wonder what would make me happy. Its not video games anymore(i cant find any i like), it wont ever me a gf,what is the point of my life. I sit every day filling it with stupid shit on /b and as it gets close to night and nothing is being posted but traps i get anxious that ill close /b/ and have nothing to do and have anxiety attacks. How do i become happy again?
it most likely is. Remember: "The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood. Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact."
In 2011 anons were raging and feeling it too but the conclusion was that an anon used the real death notice as background for his own experiences and made it into a short story. We did find people who were named in the story who were friends on facebook, but details didn't match up, so it is a blend of several people with a fictional conclusion.
But then again it made you feel something, so there is that going for it
Today was day one of starting on my antidepressants. Shutting out most people and saving up money for when I hit the road after I graduate in June. Girls still blowing me off or only hitting me up when they have problems as always. I'm just growing tired of people, despite most of them having done nothing to me. Super bummed I can't be drink for a while because of the meds. And bummed I can't drink often because of the meds. I just hope doing this and the counseling is all for the better...
>>666132430 Flying high too bro! It feels weird talking to people on 4chan. It feels like I am chatting with a million people and everyones personality leaks through the anonymity, and you see the true faces behind the satire. That there are other people high as fuck and feeling the same thing you are and there is a deep connection. Explore our own spaces.
>>666158024 As somebody who stayed there for an ex for a year, I think that's probably a blessing in disguise. If you'd told that to me at the point of breakup I would've told you to go fuck your self, but really it would have been so much better in the end.
>>666129247 STIMULATION OF BODY-MOVING/LIKE-SENSE SINCE OF ELECTRICITY OF CAUSED OF IN OF BODY SINCE 1. tiny metals in human 2. metals moved since of energies striked/hitting metals 3. energies sent/from machine far of miles.
Guys I need some guidance, I really don't know what to say to someone when they're knocking on death's door.
>Highschool me >Not by any means popular but not exactly a beta bitch either >Just like to keep to myself >Had an on and off thing with this girl, not her real name but for the sake of the story we'll call her Tracy >She's a solid 6.8/10 >Wasn't in love with her at all, don't think I am now either. >We lost contact after graduation about 6 years ago >One of those things where I added her on facebook and never really gave a shit about her >Scrolling my feed yesterday and see that she posted a picture of herself in a hospital bed with tubes coming fuck all out of her >"Nobody here, haha, someone wanna come keep my company?" >Fuck m8.jpg >Decide to go and I don't know why, suppose I'd feel guilty if I didn't. >Get there about 8:30 PM >She looks at me like she doesn't even have a fucking clue who I am >Explain the situation to the nurse and she tells me she has a severe concussion and internal hemorrhaging. >A shut and close domestic violence case >Realize I'm the only person who bothered to show up, her parents died when she was a kid and her grandmother died a few weeks before graduation. >Sort of let myself in and sit down next to her bed >She's still giving me that look but it looks like she's remembering me somewhat.
>>666164533 >"Hey Trace, you feeling okay?" >A sort of guilty look comes over her face, like she should remember me but just doesn't. >"No, to be honest I feel like fucking shit." >We both laugh >Begin browsing /b/ on my phone and reading her stories from a shitty greentext thread trying to get a rise out of her. >She chuckles at a few of them but I can tell she's pained by it. >Her fucking bruises man. >I have never seen such a destroyed human being in person before. >We stop after a few hours and just sit in silence, no more talking. >She breaks the silence. >"I've only been feeling worse and worse, I don't really want to die. I don't want to die." >Suddenly the seriousness of the situation hits me like a fucking train, feel a strange sort of attraction to her that I never felt before. >"Where's Davis? I really need him right now." >"Who's Davis?" >"My boyfriend." >She struggles for a moment as if she's having trouble breathing. >Nurse comes in and gives her some of what I can only think is some sort steroid. >Her breathing steadies. >Make eye contact with the nurse and realize Tracy will probably not survive the night. >"Oh please Davis.." >She begins to cry. >I grab her wrist to try and calm her >"You don't need him where you're going next." >Don't know why I just said that. >She seems to eat it up though. >"Where's that? Where am I going next?" >Realize I've never been a christian or believed in god in all my life. >But I've never been more hopeful that he does exist. >I don't know, but always remember SOMEONE will always be with you, be it me or Davis, or your Grandmother, mom or dad. >This looks like it gives her some comfort. >Sit there with her for another hour until she falls asleep. >Nurse asks me to leave as it's almost midnight and she needs to get her rest, they plan to move her out of ICU due to the hopelessness of her condition anyway >Drive home and immediately go to bed
Haven't visited or checked facebook at all today. I don't want to. I can sort of feel it in my gut that she's dead anyway. I hope her shitty boyfriend rots in prison and then subsequently in hell for the rest of fucking eternity.
Don't want to waste my time driving all the way over there only to find out she died this morning or some shit and then look like a retarded asshole for not showing up sooner. I said all I needed to say anyway, and hell at least I showed up at all. Not like anyone else gave a fuck about her. And I'll admit I'm not saint I didn't really care too much about her either. But fuck man, I didn't expect that to hit so hard. Anyway, just needed to vent this feel since it's been dragging me down all day, I kinda feel better now. Thanks for listening fam.
> Be me > High school > Crush on gril > She plays tennis, smokes weed, plays vidya > She takes my best friend's virginity > The dates my other best friend > Then moves on to me > Want to but embarrassed about being 3rd in line in small group > Nothanks.jpg > Reconnect after a few years. > She just got out of a relationship where she got beat up pretty bad > She was hanging out with one of my friends but I didn't think it was "like that" > Go out for friend's birthday, get drunk > Get in fight with birthday boy, pulverize his face > They go Facebook official next day > Cut off contact with group because embarrassed > They break up but idk cuz not friends on FB anymore > An ex-boyfriend moves in with her > Get off work one day > Turn on phone for first time all day > Text from gril > "I'm sorry we fell out of touch. We should get together this weekend" > I'll text back when I get home > Get home, phone rings > "Guy killed Girl this morning. He shot her and then himself."
Just lemme finish my dinner fam. I'm just scared is all. I don't want to feel this feel that I'm going to get hit with if I get there and I find out she is indeed dead. Fuck it, I'll post an update if there's a feels thread when I get back or tomorrow. Thanks family, came to the realization that I don't think I could live with myself if I just let her die alone.
>>666129714 I'M ALLOWED TO BE HAPPY SOMETIMES. I just don't understand why, when i do everything for everyone. They never seem to want to let me do something to make my self happy, they never realise that while i'm giving them the world, it's coming out of my own pockets. They're empty right not, yet still i always find a way to give more to them, to make them happy. So why. Why can't I just once, Be allowed to be happy, to be selfish. I'm tired /b/, Tired of being the one that gives. The one that cares. Why can't someone care about me for once? Why can't someone try to give me the world for once? Why can't someone make their lives worse to make me happy? Just once?
>>666169318 Not as ok as i want to be, but mostly i'm just tired. My entire life i've given to the people around me, i've never really had much. And it used to make me happy to see someone smile when i did something for them out of the goodness of my heart. But now it hurts more than ever, because they don't see me doing something nice for them, the looks i get when i do something for someone is one of disgust. As if they expected me to get it done sooner. And it hurts, but i can't seem to be able to stop myself, because every once in a while i'll get a smile, and it feels nice. But, when i have nothing left, i sometimes hope that i'll get something from someone that they gave from the goodness of their hearts. And i'm getting tired of being disappointed.
Hello /b/, it's nearly 5:30 am here, gotta wake up in a few hours. I just want you all to know that you're great, you just made me realize my life isn't the utter piece of shit I thought it was. I was feeling quite down lately because I've been in a rough patch with the person I love lately, who's also dating someone else. I thought my whole life had been really crappy and I was just too delusional to see the truth. But all these sad stories and tales of death and depression opened my eyes: I was just being a little pussy who thinks I could off myself anytime soon because I am having a tiny speck of a problem. Now I know, it's time for me to be grateful for what I have and to man the fuck up and fight for what I don't. From now on I'm going head first into trouble and make drama my bitch. Thanks a lot /b/ros, I love you all, please don't change, and remember you're awesome.
>>666172778 See, that's what I'm talking about: I don't even work, just finished high school a few months ago, and I'm not starting college till September. My problems are just some bullshit teenage drama which I'm only experiencing at 18 because I was too much of a beta during my teens to have anything remotely interesting happen to me. Realizing my idiocy has never made me so happy. Thank you again.
>>666129247 >write with an anon in a feels thread over on fit >we decide to continue writing on skype >it's actually a girl >she actually lives in my country and not that far away ( 150 miles ) >luck/10 >after a month of texting daily we decide to meet >she's staying at my house for 3 days >no awkwardness at all >felt a special sort of connection >have sex albeit unplanned >spent the days together doing a lot of stuff, just having fun >couple days after that i get a 6 paged love letter from her >month later i drive to her house >first time i went that far from home for a girl >stayed nearly a week at hers >went on for about 5 months >week before christmas i get a christmas gift from her >we plan the next days, she wanted to stay over NYE >couple days before christmas she tells me she wants to end it between us
we never had the "are we in a relationship now?" talk she broke up with her bf about 2 months before we were texting that 1 month daily
>after NYE we talk >she tells me she's back with her ex-bf
we talked again a couple of days ago, for an hour we laughed and whatnot, felt good but on the other hand she played with my feelings like a toy, used me for a rebound.
we're on no contact now, haven't deleted or blocked us, just not texting.
>>666174117 It's not even Jerry Springer worthy. She just up and changed the kids name, never asked me to sign the birth certificate, told me she doesn't love me, etc.
I feel so fuckin used. I don't even know what to do now. I'm out of college, I'm working, living on my own, can't go to bars because alcohol makes me violently ill with just a taste. I'm in my mid 20's and all my opportunities for love are dried up because I trusted one woman with my heart too long.
pretty sure this will get buried but i've never felt so dead inside as i do right now. Hoping writing will get it off my chest. This is the first time i've ever been in love and being thrown into the deep end is really screwing me over.
>be New Zealander me 3 months ago. Meet amazing girl in a skype chat i was added in by a kid from my school >holyshit.jpg >she's an 8/10 easily and her personality is downright amazing. 10/10 doesn't do it justice >literally have the exact same hobbies and shit, hit up incredibly well >things go well, she introduces me to some american friends of her, she thought they'd hate me >played with tons of muricans on eve, easily won them over. Great, smart guys. >one day in skype group, she leaves. Wonder where she goes so i PM her >"my murican friends are piss drunk, one of them is turning 20. >ask if i can join in because it's funner than the dead skype chat i was in. >reluctantly adds me, quickly realizes it was a good idea. >end up playing some party games, one of which was strip CAH. >by the end everybody drunk is either passed out or gone. we were both sober. >literally me and her nude in a skype call. wasn't kidding about 8/10. >she gets semi horny, really awkward at first but we got at it and we both love it. >ask her should we forget about this, she said no. (this is semi key later) >go to bed feeling on top of the world >literally the only person i've connected to this much in 5+ years. (i turned 18 two weeks ago) >literally both skype in original school group every single night for 3 weeks bcoz of each other >neither of us go to the same school, nor the school the group was for. >kinda drop out of the loop of these people chasing her, was mutual. >skype a few more times. lifeisgood.jpg >was literally a kissless virgin prior she indicated she was really into me. >chill out tons irl, 3 times a week doing obscure shit we both did >windsurfing, ice hockey (tiny in NZ), playing saxophone together, paintball (once again small here)
>>666175594 >one day i ask if she's busy so we can hang, is busy all week with stuff. >say's she's got ins and can't. >waitwhat.jpg >tells me she's going to lose her virginity on friday, it was monday at the time. (she's 17) >literally half the week i feel dead, feel ripped off and manipulated >she's nice and didn't do anything to take advantage of me at least. >explains that a chad on exchange from sweden is trying to fuck her. >she wants to lose her virginity and she's been semi close with him for 6~ months >has literally zero emotion for the guy just wants to ride cock >not close enough at the time to say hold on wtf >still skyping me. literally the night before she got wasted af drunk and came 5 times. >loses virginity feels badman.jpg >sees him once again and bangs in the next week. >get drunk af one night, pour soul to her and sound semi autistic. i can't remember half of it >remember saying "stop leading me on, this is gonna end badly" >she says she likes me more and doesn't want to lose me >we hang out the next day, goes really well and makes plans to come to my place and chill. >she comes round, start hitting it off (she initiated) >suddenly feels uncomfortable about it, says that she didn't expect this >"wth did you expect then, you've shown you'd rather go out with me" >she's horny af and figures fuck it, we don't end up bangig because it felt wrong >I feel gutted that this chad is using her - treats her pretty poorly >cries to me at night, even develops a cutting problem - i'm pretty sure it's from him >he doesn't even notice, this goes on for a month or so. >i ask her one day to stop using me as an emotional crutch, (i've gotten ins, but i refuse to bang) >"what do you mean anon? how am i using you" >show her how she's being treated like shit, literally had money stolen from her
>>666175722 >she says she isn't emotionally attatched and it's just a fuckbuddy relationship >idc what their thing is, she's breaking down from it >is on dopres, methadone, and 2 other pills, has depression issues and this shit isn't helping. >i straight up say i'm not okay with her seeing her like this and that she should figure out who she trusts >i tell her i don't want anything to do with her until she figures out what she wants >she comes back saying she doesn't want an emotional attatchment and just wants a friend with benefits >utterbullshit.jpg >she says that she wants to just be friends >tell her i'm not putting up with being her emotional crutch and that it'll just end in pain for me >she says she regrets saying no to forgetting about the first night because she liked me so much >i tell her that she's taking me for granted, "do you really think chad would stay up till 3am comforting you?" etc >she says he would. fast forward two days and she's breaking down from what i'm hearing from her 14 year old sister. >i kind of want to forget about her because she's clearly not going to realize what she's doing. >not waiting for 4 months for her swedish chad to fuck off back to new middle east with the refugees. >makes me feel hurt because i really love her and even if it isn't love she REALLY liked me mentally. >she's not in a good state, her granddad committed suicide recently after parents divorced and she's pretty lonely >i'm not going to play emotional crutch because i'm not exactly the most robust myself, not enough to help another person
what should i do 4 chan? on one hand i feel stupid for not bailing as soon as she said she was losing her virginity to another guy but at the same time i feel like it was the right thing to help her thru her father's loss.
once again, pic related. I'm so fucking dead. I love her, she cares for me even if it isn't love, and this fuckwit is ruining me. She doesn't even feel attached enough to him to tell about me.
>>666176039 this is what i've done. for the last two days i've been feeling like shit though. her sister sent me a text saying that she's breaking down. i'm sticking to what you said already as hard as i can, but it fucking sucks. I can honestly see her topping herself.
>>666176239 Anything she does is her choice and not something you are responsible for. You told her what her situation was from an outside perspective. She either realizes it and stops it, goes with it, or ends herself. It's all on her, it's her choice. She will seel you out first if she changes.
>>666176488 she's tried to talk saying she misses me, but i've told her under no uncertain terms i'm out until she loses him. Thanks for the advice anon, i really appreciate it. I seldom cry but i broke down for like an hour after i told her i don't need this and she needs to dump him if she wants this.
>>666176099 I've been trying not to drink. My buddy has really potent pot brownies i might eat though, never had pot before but if it'll help I'll do it. I just wish my body would let me drink myself into a near coma like i did in college, probably for the best though my body 100% rejects alcohol now though or I'd abuse it... Like I did then.
nice dubs, but OP here again. I want to know if i should keep in touch with the american people. They're really nice but fairly involved with her - they don;t blame me, they're smart people, but they are involved with her and i'm scared it'll make me either crawl back to her, feel bad for her, or just cause issues because of this senario. thoughts, or is the context not great enough?
P.S two of them said to her to not lead me on (unknown to me at the time ofc, and to not bang chad). i think they know their shit.
>>666177051 see the second post i sent to you before, just below. I'm fairly lonely, i finished up at a boarding school and i'm doing last year high school in home city, where ik fuck all people.
She and her fb go to a different school so that's not an issue and i do still (kinda) hang out with the skype chat i met her in, but do you think i should hold onto the american group? they have their together and i'm doing a gap year to america next year, i would like to meet them.
good call. Tbh even though they're smart i could still see them trying to fix things. One offered to give me support in private any time in future about it because he's had shitty relationships, so i might hold onto that. he promised he'd keep it private and i trust this guy.
ok another question because you've helped me reinforce my morals. I appreciate your support and i will remember what you're meaning when you say it's her choice if she ends her life.
I'm thinking of joining a church group for social reasons (i'm agnostic and this isn't the point) and a few of her friends are there. They're unaware of me, aware of the other guy, but i'm worried she'll start to turn up. Maybe this is me being a spineless faggot, but what is your call? i want to meet people but i'm scared she'll go and then her friends there will resent me. I'm a fucking wreck from this. I'm not ready to love.
>>666178176 I was part of a church group called Younglife actually. I was a leader for it. Had some disagreements with other leaders and left on my own accord but they are very welcoming spaces (usually) if managed well. I have seen some that are drama filled slut fests, but no way in telling unless you go. Why not? It's a social outlet, positive atmosphere, the people in charge do genuinely care.
Cause that's what she is . And you, like a good old betafaggot, instead of conquering asked for her pitty. Don't tame the pussy, ENSLAVE it! You are a beta male, which is reversible but pretty burdening. Get to a gym, eat better stuff, go socialize and then shove your new and better gf in her face.
fuck it, i'll try. I'm not keen to sit through the services (boarding school had 6 a week, i'm done, i'm not going to convert but i'm not an athiest either), but i'm willing to go through it to meet some people. My Burger King manager introduced me to it actually, who's been a good friend since primary funnily (he's 2 years above me and i've talked to him on a weekly basis).
Thanks a fuck ton anon. I felt fairly dead/shit inside and now i'm feeling better. idk if it'll last but you've made my night. Do you have a steam profile?
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