ITT we confess shit we told no one else, and will tell no one else.
>Had a wife
>Wife was a teenage whore
>Turned out she was still a whore
>Caught her cheating
Long story short: I took her to trial but had no evidence since I caught her in the act and since then she was careful about her shit, never fucked anyone and behaved. So I lost the settlement. Two months later find out she wants me to pay alimony for a kid she was going to have, a kid which was not mine. How do I know? Cause she goddamn told me and laughed. Ended up having to pay.
One year later, she marries the dude who knocked her up. I find out they live in this shit house. Call the cops, then sneak into the kids room. One year old. Rear back and punch the ever living fuck out of that baby. It died. Cops arrive and I am across the street watching. Watch as my anonymous call about loud noises and abusive parents gets answered. Both sent to jail.
>Still cant believe that worked.
>Killed my ex's kid and have never been happier
>Visited her in jail and found out she was being beaten and raped
There has to be a God
actually, this kind of freaks me out because I remember my mother talking about some crazy family who killed their baby in our street.
Shitty neighborhood, so they all thought the two were junkies.
Wasn't that hard.
One story house, kid in one room and their dumbfuck parents in other. Window was unlocked because that crap was broken and they probably never noticed or just didnt care.
Why... why would I take pictures of a crime I want someone else to get arrested for?
think of it like thinking all the time. like when your worried about something and your mind is busy. Except they aren't your own thoughts. It's like someone else is thinking them, but in your head. Also, major paranoia all the time. like if everyone is out to get you. which basically they are lol
I saw a drunk person, presumably homeless, fall into a stream that runs through a local park. I didn't try to save him, just walked away. Heard later on TV news that they found the body in the park - I still feel bad about it.
I always wanted to become a Pokémon Master.
do you have the wonky mental hallucinations? Like when you think someone cares so much about something you're doing when they are in another city you almost bring it up to them or try to act like there's an unspoken familiarity there?
Sometimes I also think I'm like destined to lead a bunch of people or some shit. Like I'm the "chosen one" and I have to remind myself to shut the fuck up
Can you talk to the voices?
What do they tend to say when you are masturbating or fucking some chick?
Sokay anon, you could have died trying to save him.
Besides, he could have been a rapist or some shit.
Did you wanna be the very best.... that no one ever was?
Babes got the power of voodoo
Really short story. I'm not the writer type.
I was out of work and her mother was being a bitch for about a month. Step daughter fell asleep on the couch after a movie and her mother went to bed.
I was dicking around on my laptop and then I got horny, and decided to go feel her up. She didn't wake up while I was playing with her nipples so I decided to go for broke by playing with her clit. She woke up and I put my hand over her mouth. I knew I was going to get the same amount of time for fucking her as I would for fingering her, so I got on top of her and fucked her senseless for about an hour. When I came inside her I didn't know what to say so I just told her to go to bed. She went and that was the last time it was mentioned until recently
Yeah and i'm a supercyberhackerdetective, i'll track you down till justice prevail
>sched has no free time
>need to finish an experiment
>go to lab in uni at night
>next morning heard half the bldg was burned down
>forgot to close the valve for the gas
>wife is a whore
>chooses to go out and fuck people
>somehow she isn't at fault
Good job dumbass. Why didn't he kill his wife? She was the one who fucking made the choice to cheat, it's not like this random guy was waltzing into their house and forcing her to have sex with him.
I keep thinking I'm going to be the next name in a chemistry textbook. Like, yeah its possible, highly unlikely, but I feel very strongly about it. Like the whole 'destined' thing. Yeah, I tend to get that dejavu thing a lot, when people aren't even there.
Never fucked a chick. I don't like getting close to people. And they tend to go away when I masturbate. Probably why I'm addicted to it. I get addicted to a lot of things easily, especially CSGO and other gambling
I fucked my girlfriends sister way before I got with her, she's never said anything about it but her kid looks so much like me!
I've never asked if he's a product of me banging the Shit out of her in a tent and I'd rather not know...
I have had sex with my adopted sister, biological sister and two cousins, one of my aunts, one of my male cousins (I always dished it, never received it the fag) my half sister and step cousin.
I have DP a whore with my father, and once when they were drunk enough I fucked his wife while he watched and laughed. He ended up thinking it was a dream.
Funny thing is, I am only average looking, nothing special.
I've got a friend who says this about himself. Keeps calling himself Jesus. I don't even think he's Christian, I think it's just to do with affecting great change or something.
>6 or 7
>spending night at friends house
>share a bed, no big deal
>take turns grabbing each others junk and quickly kissing on the lips
>fucking how many years later, 10th or 11th grade
>havent talked for a decade
>share history class
>oh, whats up dude?
>whats up man
Dude stared at me all year
No, im not gay.
One of my buddies always telling me stuff about my sister can gets to me but one day he talked about how he wanted to fuck her I didn't day anything. He has a sister as well am 15 she is 18 I start to hitting on her she interested in end up fucking her.and one day my buddy caught me getting head from his sister looked him in the eyes and smiled.
Yeah but what the fuck would that accomplish by killing the guy your wife happens to be fucking?
You're still a cuck, your wife still thinks you're a fucking beta (that's why she's fucking someone else), and you still got cheated on. She gets no repercussions and still doesn't respect you.
Why the fuck do people not realize when a woman cheats IT'S HER FUCKING FAULT, NOT THE GUY SHE'S BANGING
My story starts like yours op, but the kid was actually mine. And I didn't want to abandon the kid but I low key hated the mom so I just started raping her. It was hard the first time because she tried to fight and told everyone but nobody believes her so I just kept doing it. At one point I did it every night for over a year, ass mouth and pussy. I fisted her ass and pussy to the point of uselessness, we have since split and she threatens to tell her new boyfriend if I do it again but I kinda want to just to see if she will tell
I'm lying to a girl my ex I say that I was dying but really no, I did it because I love her but she doesn't want to come back I want to make her feel about cheat on my I hate her but at the same time I love her and I want to make her feel misrable
>OP's ex was only shittalking
>he didn't ask for the obvious paternity test because he knew it was his kid
For me it's like intrusive thoughts about being it. Like, it's like someone implanted the knowledge in my head, so I don't actively think, "one day I will blah blah blah," It's more like, "oh yeah when I blah blah blah i will do that" and I have to sort of remind myself about reality.
My thoughts meld into my reality a lot more than they should. I used to think I could hear electronics malfunctioning and that it was because some aliens implanted me with the device that would differentiate me from all the other humans when they bombed the Earth or whatever.
Like they had picked me as an experiment that would live. Luckily I've been able to back out but sometimes I still have these "truman show" moments all the time where I never feel like there isn't someone else watching me, and it changes the way I behave.
Became the owner of the company in 2000 when boss died
dude was part time employee
fucker was also stealing shit from the company (tools)
also, boss only found out about the affair because he came across Polaroids of his wife in the dude possession when he confronted him about him stealing shit
It sounds like you have an honest handle on yourself.
You sound like a person who gets aspirations and they get blown completely out of control, only theyre not things you ever decided you wanted for yourself
How is school and education with your condition
And that will only build resentment. She's still not attracted to you. She still doesn't respect you. She still doesn't want to be with you.
Sex out of fear is going to require lube every time unless you have a tiny dick, because she's not fucking turned on because you're still a fat beta piece of shit.
Killed a girl once, mostly because I wanted to see if I could get away with it.
Was a low point in life and wanted my life to turn to so much shit I would be forced into suicide to end it all.
Got away with it.
Been happy ever since.
Want to do it again.
>working the garden in my high school as a school project
>shitty project heavy work
>planting and shit
>see this big ass turtle
>at least 50 cm in length
>decide to throw a rock at him
>throw this huge rock
>a big piece of the shell comes off
>i see flesh
>turtle runs the fuck off in greens
>never seen the turtle again
Sometimes my thoughts feel like they are screaming at me, still my thoughts and everything but it feels, in my head, like they are been screamed or shouted.
They also feel really fast but I know they're just normal thoughts.
I don't tell anyone in case it's something bad and I'll have to pay for treatment or I'm going to die or some other bullshit.
I already tested the waters, she's an alcoholic now and I stopped by one morning and hung out for a bit until I just couldn't take it so I pulled her shirt up and her pants down and just played with her for a while. She cried and it fucked it all up for me and that is when she threatens to tell on me
I browse /pol/ often and durning the day I'm straight, strong and normal, but sometimes when I get turned on its like my brain has a new personality where I'm a sissy slut. I fap to the gayest stuff which I would normally want to gas people for doing on /pol/
one day i'll fuck your sissy ass or any other guy who is stronger than you.
i'll force you down and shove my cock in you.
and your sissy ass will like it.
and you are from sweden. fuck sweden.
in highschool i dressed like a girl and pimped myself out to other guys.
not even that ashamed of it
ashamed of how little i charge
i only got 10 fucking bucks or oral and 20 for anal
now i see what whores charge and i got fucked
eat a dick you lieing turd
i'm going through a divorce right now, this shit takes time, its not just over in a week, and if you're going to try and convince me you where so "drugged up" over like 3 - 6months and no one convinced you to get a paternity test i aint buying it.
especially if you have to pay money, you just decided to support your cheatings wifes kid to another dad..... bull shit
You ever seen the movie Hard Candy, anon? Not saying that all little girls are necessarily psycho, but there's probably more mixed feelings there than just being horny. Just be careful. For both your sakes.
I burglarized a home of the owner of a vending machine company. In his car, there were boxes of 500 dollars in quarters, bags of singles, fives, tens, and twenties. There was a briefcase under a seat with 3500 dollars in hundreds, and about 3000 dollars if converted to USD in Iraqi money. Got a hotel of about 8 grand. The police were never called and I never read about it or heard about it. I blew through the money with a heroin habit. I don't understand why I never heard anything about it.
To the faggots in the thread describing schizophrenia
I have had 2 episodes in my life that were stress and drug induced in which I basically experienced everything described from audio hallucinations to the whole Truman show feeling. I'm so glad I don't think like that on the regular and can refer to those times as "when I went crazy". How do you live like that constantly? I was fucking hospitalized.
I dated her in high school. I have two kids now but see her from time to time and wonder what I could have done .
you know the best thing is that if you come to accept how fucking gay you are it wont nearly be a hot.
I had similar fantasies about getting pegged in the ass for ages. I dated a girl and admitted these fantasies to her, since I admitted the fantasies to her I stopped enjoying them nearly as much as when they were a secret
I live in a city with a lot of bums.
I also happen to walk to work due to the distance.
One day on the way to work I see a girl sitting on the street. Sign says "will draw for money". She has these little anime drawings up. For my lunch break I go over to her and buy a drawing, had her draw me Vegeta. As she draws we talk. Sob story about step dad and rape. Ran away from home. She is.... young. can't really get a job and has no home. Give her 100 bucks for the trouble, tell her to find a motel because tonight would be cold.
For the next three months we talk on the same corner. Of course I don't give her as much money, just enough to eat something or buy something warmer.
Eventually thoughts creep in my head, wondering
>What if I?
eventually thought becomes
One day a storm was announced, big chill, ask the girl if she heard about it. Invite her to stay at my place to stay safe. She agrees, though a bit hesitant. Take her to my place, give her guest room. She stays at my place.
Because I was wearing an Israeli military uniform.
Basically, I fucked up during sophomore year of high school, and I got sent to military school in Israel to straighten me out.
jesus fucking fuck, that shit happens to me... i think something, but i imagine having a second me, and sometimes i even ask myself for advice, and the part that everybody is out to get me
Well only my brother knows about this but I will confess.. I'm not greentexting shit because it's too short: I'm planning to kidnap, torture and kill a man who harassed my ex gf a few years ago
We were in a relationship at the time but bitch fled from the country once he knew I was after him. Now we're not in a relationship anymore but I can't forgive him nor I seem to let it go.. It's like he has to pay for it
Sometimes I feel like backing away from this decision because his dad died, his mother became severely depressed and his sister was raped (all in a matter of months, just a few months ago) but I don't know.. What do /b/?
When I was about 9, when my cousin from out of state would stay over for the summer, I would suck his dick, lots too. He was probably 7 or 8, and that went on for a bit. When I was 13, I sucked another cousin's dick and we would grind on each other and play with each other's dick and pee (it was weird), and I ate his sister (female cousin) out a few times and licked her ass, never got caught from that. Age 13, while I was staying with my birth mother (long story), I was sexually "assualted" by my younger sisters (2 of them, 8 and 9), I was dead asleep at the time, my younger brother (12) and I had to share a bed when at the time of this, ( he has also fingered my sisters, is gay now) and told me that they sucked my dick, and rode me, obviously not knowing what they were doing. At age 15 I fingered my oldest sister while she slept, jacked off over her and came on her, I have also been in the room when they experimented with each other, mostly childish petting but they did go down on each other. My mother is a train wreck and has admitted that one of my uncles has tried to fuck her. During the 8 month period I stayed with her, she came on to me twice, it was disgusting. I don't know why I'm so fucked up, I don't know why it seems like me and my siblings have a tendency for incestuous play, I don't know where I learned any if my behavior from, my childhood was mostly chaste. One of my earliest memories is being no older than 4, and bathing with a father figure, not my actual dad, but the man who "raised" me, me feeling scared, my matronly figure closing a door and then darkness, and I don't know anything after that. I'm closeted Bi now, quiet, terrified of my own levels of depravity. I refuse to have kids, never been into them, but just in case, I won't risk it.
That night the thoughts got violent, and it began to feel sort of like an urge. I can almost describe it like a strong thirst that can't be quenched by anything else. So I go into her room, she is asleep. Have duct tape. She is small and skinny, jump on her back and tape her mouth, then hands behind her back. Take out knife and tell her not to squirm. Remove her clothing and rape her. I kept her for five days total. Had no work on account of storm.
The rape was normal at first. Though after about two days I began to notice an urge to get violent. It's like that urge you get when you hug a child or cute animal, that feeling that makes you want to crush their heads in your hand. I went with it. During the rapes I would beat her senseless, I noticed her crying made me rock hard even after I came. Became able to cum up to three times in one session. Course with less and less loads.
On last day I strangled her as I finished cumming in her ass.Watch her pupils dilate. Was really nice, very soothing actually. The whole process of the last breath is comfortable, she just stopped struggling and nothing. Really enjoyed it. Snuggled with her for a bit.
Live in house, closet garage. Put her in car, take her into forested region I hunt in. Not a lot of people, hence why I enjoy hunting there. Remove her fingertips, then teeth, then hair. Each in a different bag. dig a hole then burn the body in it, then cover the hole. the other bags are each deposed of in different parts of ocean/river.
Still have her first picture though. Never any news about her disappearance,never anything.
Was just... Really nice.
Since then been happy, like I fulfilled something in my life. But also want to do it again.
I have also been diagnosed with Schizophrenia. I am in the same boat as you anon.
The weirdest things are I'll hear people calling my name and sometimes my reflection will say something to me.
actually the system doesnt give a fuck about paternity tests. it always favors 'the best interests' of the child. many many many men have paid child support on a kid they proved wasnt theirs.
fucked up but true.
btw, i think anon is full of shit too.
She approached me out of the blue one night, asked me if I remembered what we did together. I said that I remembered and she asked me why we didn't do it again after. We had a long talk about it and she told me that she's had feelings for me since she was 9 or 10, and that she wanted me to touch her that way again.
Are you jealous? You sound jealous.
Freshman year of high school I stalked and gaslighted the hell out of this 7/10 hippie chick who was like 2 years older than me.
Got in almost-trouble over it but there was ZERO evidence and it kinda fizzled. Didn't stop me though.
moved back to my hometown a few years ago (30 now) she saw me and turned absolutely white with fear.saw her a few times hanging out in her neighborhood. She confronted me once seeing if I was going to apologize or something. I just locked eyes with her and gave her the creepiest laugh I could. She threw up.
She has, so I've heard, become a shut-in ever since.
I actually managed to break this girl's brain.
Are you stupid? >Never been into guns, but just in case, I have one at home. >Never needed surgery, but just in case I have insurance. >Never been into kids, but just in case it develops, I have insurance of never bringing one into the world.
No, I just wanted to see what would happen if there was no one around.
She would have probably died anyways. The whole place froze over like another ice age. Even the power went out.
White knights are cute
If you didn't believe, then it shouldn't be sick.
It should be mundane or boring, or fictitious.
Either way, it's your choice.
Now, now. I said I don't care if it is believed. I wrote it because I wanted to share an experience I never told anyone. For that, I do care.
However, I can't simply prove it happened. Thus rather it is accepted or not is none of my concern.
Once I had this shirty job and I had to train the janitor how to be a janitor. He was an asshole. So on my break I took a shit on the floor in the bathroom. Came back after break and someone discovered the shit. I made the guy I was training clean it up.
I dropped out of school at like 15, teachers hated the fact that everyone loved me and I aced the tests but I didn't pay a single second of attention in class.
>You sound like a person who gets aspirations and they get blown completely out of control, only theyre not things you ever decided you wanted for yourself
Moved out, worked, worked, worked, alcoholism, sobriety, now I own a business before I'm 30. So yeah. I tend to just ride the wave to the top most of the times every time something comes my way. Most of the time after I look around, it's almost like the intrusive thoughts are better at getting their shit together than I am. Like I just stumbled into semi-successful entrepreneurship
I've also got like broad associative synesthesia, I don't project like some beautiful mind horseshit but my brain associates things in a crossed-up way. My psych so many years ago said I "reason in reverse." Instead of reaching into my own experiences to process the present, I draw from other people's shit as if I had lived it first hand, even if I only heard about it. I store experiences like most people store facial expressions. Those are the best ways I can explain it. I can recognize them with the same emotional reflexive response.
I'm making it sound super dope but I've been sober for a year and my business is like 80% on auto-pilot so I'm complacent about it, but it has lead to some FUCKED UP situations and I'm always wary of another break being right around the corner. Then I start questioning whether I've ever really had a break before or if I made it up because I'm crazy.
>Now, now. I said I don't care if it is believed. I wrote it because I wanted to share an experience I never told anyone. For that, I do care.
>However, I can't simply prove it happened. Thus rather it is accepted or not is none of my concern.
yeah but my point was that i find you annoying
I keep it in my bedroom. It's hung on my wall, I had it framed.
Then you should be annoyed at yourself for having bothered to read and reply to someone who annoys you.
>No, I just wanted to see what would happen if there was no one around.
no i was saying that I want to find a homeless girl like you did but instead of killing her i would just be nice and loving because i dont know why
My friends think the first time I had sex was with this girl I dated in high school when I was 15. We did have sex but that wasn't my first time. My first time was with the mother of this kid I used to play with. He lived across the street from me. I was 12.
That's silly, using the example that you did, because for some people, there can be zero desire to have homosexual relations, BUT over time they can develop, much to the dismay of the person it occurs with, mostly present in women but not ever remotely uncommon in men, so why would'nt that be applicable? It is.
It's one giant clusterfuck where nothing good will ever come from it. That area of the world's been in perpetual violence for thousands of years, each nationality claiming that they have a right to the land.
She didn't know who it was and to the best of my knowledge she never told anyone what happened. When I ran into her the next day we talked like always and she had no idea it was me that fucked her the night before
Yeah this last part just screams fake
Jealous of a fag who cant deal with his shit. Has to fuck a kid up who did nothing wrong. Should have manned up and left the bitch. You can't convince someone to be into you, you have to brainfuck them.
Fucking with people's shit in stealth mode to make them think they're/drive them crazy. Taken from a play called Gaslight. About a guy who fucks with the oldschool gaslights in his house to make his wife think she's losing her mind.
Raped a cousin.
Molested by another one
>Flashed a girl in HS and almost became a sex offender
Almost fucked my best friends sister and ruined our friendship
.cheated on Gf
You guys pick and I'll tell
Wait bro I thought this story was about how your wife fucked around and had a kid she pretended was yours.... now you're saying you've never fucked a girl?? I find that very hard to believe that you would lose a case in which you've never even had sex with your wife and she's claiming to be pregnant. Also dna. Like wtf this story is retarded
>Younger brother 19
>Younger brother engaged
>Fiance and I bond quickly
>Reveals to me that she drinks (Drinking frowned upon in our culture)
>Tell her same
>Quickly become drinking buddies
>November: Tells my brother she's not throwing a bday party
>Throws a bday party at hotel room
>Fuck while 5 other people in the room for 18 hours on and off
>She's supposed to be a virgin
>Both our parents wonder where we are
They're getting married in June
Ah... I wouldn't recommend it.
You'll waste money and time on someone who will end up on the streets all over again.
Unless you intend on taking care of her till she gets a stable job.
That is, if she is willing to be taken care of. Let alone you finding someone who won't stab you in your sleep.
That's nice of you to acknowledge me so intently as to fabricate an emotion for me.
I mean something to you, I like that.
So does everything the manson family did.
Yet it's there.
>I can recognize them with the same emotional reflexive response.
Awsome. This brought me to another level of understanding.
Would you say its comparable to like when someone says, "i understand how you would feel this way," but only super intense?
Or does your mind build false memories almost?
>Unless you intend on taking care of her till she gets a stable job.
>That is, if she is willing to be taken care of. Let alone you finding someone who won't stab you in your sleep.
yeah thats what i meant
and yes there is that risk haha which is probably why i wont do it
its a dream of mine to house unfortunate people
I figured out how to open the lockers in my school with a ruler. Would scorch some of her shit with a lighter, but just barely. Would follow her in creeper mode appearing casual to everyone else but always popping up near where she would be. Steal stuff and put it back days later. Send her envelopes to her house through the mail with porn pages in them and pictures of her face really crudely pasted onto the girls' bodies.
Creepiest thing I managed to do was the staring. It would always be in big assembly crowds or basketball games and always from a really long distance. Saw her freak out in tears and leave once as I stated at her with laser focus from across the gym. Nobody could tell.
Sounds like pretty beta creeper shit today, but hell, she's in her mid 30s now still super fucked up by it.
Thanks for opening my eyes bro.
These fucking douches think they can honestly be upset about their land being occupied and being dehumanized?
Shouldn't have stopped at that one kid. All of them should be shot point blank for resisting a tyrannical govt.
This has been an educational conversation.