I just got valium of my doc today and I am enjoying some beers with it.
what is /b/ on tonight?
last night i banged $60 of heroin at once and it was glorious. just woke up and took my suboxone. gonna smoke some weed and drink some beers then see inherent vice with the gf so's i don't make any rash heroin decisions.
i have 2 10milligrams of melatonin and a couple grams of weed
want to experiments with day dreaming and try it tonight as im sleeping ive heard some crazy shit
but im also scared so i probably wont
Weed is it for me.
I dont mess with nothing harder than that.
I see what pills do to people. Make them hollow shells, incapable of feeling happiness, always stealing money and electronics from people. Lying to family members, losing control of your life.
I aint about that life
Yeah OP's...get a red pill crusher thing from rite aid for $3 bust them down, mix w valium...profit
I get 40"s for $20 cant find the 80s around here unfortunately
OP, Ive never done heron, I'd recommend not doing so though...anyone I know from high school has turned to a scumbag addict...however my buddy was just shipped to Miami for rehab and it looks pretty badass
Nigga if pills make people do that I cant wait for you to see what meth/heroin makes people do.
I've never stolen anything from anyone and i've been a meth addict for 2 years before.
I comprehend that man...however Im not snorting shit that has been stepped on 8 times before it gets in your hands
mixed with fent, laxitives, whatever the niggers use to make free $$
Yea, I've been on suboxone for a long time. She's known for years. I've done dope with her. She definitely doesn't like it and it puts strain on our relationship whenever I go back and do it, so....I don't know. It really depends on whether or not it affects your life negatively. If you think you can tell her and show her you can do drugs without changing, maybe it'll work out. Maybe it won't.
Just finished a few nights a 2.5 xanax. I had 20 one night, 20 the next. Those fucking things just vanish into thin air. Then i got 15 klonopin during the 2nd night of xanax. After all that I got a gram of coke and some beer and weed last night while finishing up the kpins. Now this morning I'm smoking some weed trying to find what to do next.
That's the thing. I'd much rather just get oxy IR and be able to get it in me as quick as I can cause when I do dope I have to be sick before I can get high (use suboxone). Most people that do oxy like that don't really want to deal with all that preparation to get their fix.
For God's sake in all honesty, brother:
do not keep trying to have kids if you're still interested in pastimes like H. Those two things need to stay worlds apart.
You wanna do h, that's one thing but don't bring another kid into the world if you're first priority is dope.
Brother i've never worried about the law until I got completely spun out and I had no control on my actions. I thought I was in control but I wasnt. I was controlled by my instincts. I started breaking into private storage places and water filtration plants.
I was caught inside a waterfiltration plant with rubber gloves on and a respirator mask.
I did 3 months for that.
What I can recommend for every meth addict is to get the full experience (Smoke/bang) as much as you can then to have a period to think about how you are on the dope.
You have to want to quit or else everything will get worse. Take my word.. i've done time for that shit
Codein, Alcohol and Weed =)
Because of my meth abuse I cant enjoy marijuana anymore.
Every time I smoke weed even after i've been clean off meth for a year and a half.
When I smoke weed my body locks up. I get so tense as if I had just took a hit off a puddle of dope.
Its easily correctable if you stop smoking dope and just stick to weed/drinking. But like i said im on probation and have had to take drugtests.
Jobs are harder to find if you have drug convictions and also robbery convictions.
Theres other better things to enjoy besides meth. I hope this really changed you guys' outlook on that shit.
You can always take some hallucinogen like shrooms and get the same body high as meth offers.
I would do it again (meth) but I know if I get spun again I'll never quit.
For most addicts its about getting IN control for a short amount of time
I'm in California US, it may be good to try some NA meetings too. Don't let anyone get in the way of you getting clean if that's what you want.
I'm here for you bro.
The therapeutic value of one addict helping another is without parallel.
So how does Ketamine make you feel? I tried it for the first time last week with a friend. I did a couple of lines and wasn't really feeling anything, other than a little spacey when I turned my neck. I did two more lines and tried to go to the bathroom and immediately started throwing up. I was literally hugging the toilet bowl the entire trip. It's like every single movement = super motion sickness. Anyone else ever have this happen? What's a good trip?
The point of meth rehabilitation is that if you do it yourself you beat the 8% success rate.
I dont trust family doctors because they will never prescribe you anything higher than tramadol if you confess that you have a drug problem.
Fight your own battles. If you cant make it on your own then its the time to consult a doctor.
A little help would be to fill up your time with activities such as school and stuff.
If you still want to do H, don't have kids. For real, they don't deserve to be brought into that situation. Don't be that Dad. Don't. I have a kid, I didn't think I was ready, but I guess I was. You kind of fall into it. I would recommend getting clean before even getting her pregnant.
I respect that man. Going through my family doctor to find help so it will be paid for by the government. I got an appointment next month but I'm going to try and it get it bumped up. Thanks for everything man, it really hits home hearing it from another addict.
True about not relying on the doctor. Especially when our medical systems teach us that to cure, throw pills at the patient until they go away.
There are so many layers to the onion.
However it is good to not go it alone, and have a good support structure.
for me it was 1/5 gram up one nasal cavity and blast off to k-holes-vile.
did you mix with alcohol? thats why most people get sick on it.
I never got sick because I was bordering on daily use tha
Left over Ativan from awhile ago & chillin' playing some vidya. Not mad.
I'm jelly, I want valium or Xanax (ideally moar Ativan) but my shrink refuses to prescribe it because he deals with too many benzo/painkiller addicts.
Also don't get in the habit of drinking and doing benzos breh, it's mad dangerous. Almost died from that shit before.
Opiates & xanax or some alcohol (or all 3) is probably the devil's cocktail. Feels amazing.
I'm would consider my self a connoisseur of Mary Jane. Bit I'm wanting to branch out a little. What happens to you, honestly, after you take an adderall? How about xanax?
i just shot some heroin. here is a picture from my "shoot-shelf" i took today.
greetz from germany
I've just been thru doctors and doctors and all they could possibly do is prescribe me with 1 month's worth of .5 mg of xanax.
This was after I was prescribed 4 different anti depressants. In combination they made me uncontrollably irritated. My temper problems because of this ended up with me being thrown out on the streets which ended up with me being addicted to meth. I didnt like to sleep while I was homeless because I would always be woken up my cops and whatnot.
Be careful. Benzos and booze are very addictive, and they are cross tolerant.
I'm a recovering alcoholic and recovering benzo addict. Hardest shit you'll ever have to kick. Withdrawal is hell.
>I would say around 3/4 of the people my around my age are doing it weekly
Fuck man, that's so bad. I know a few people who do it way too regularly. You need to leave 2 months between each time to replenish your serotonin levels. Ideally 3 months.
Drug education in schools needs to cover the SAFE taking of drugs since people are going to do it either way and not bother researching it.
No but really. What are the effects of adderal? What are the effects of xanax?
I know I don't do it that much because I am not a fucking retard, I at least leave it a moth between dosages unless it is at a festival that's a different story. For a week or 2 after getting on it my brain can't function properly so doing it every week would certainly fuck my collage up.
I feel for you bro.
I wish i could be there & just talk with ya. I've been through Dr's and rehabs and hospitals and subox and methadone And jail.
people quit using when they're ready to stop.
hey, here is the guy with the shot-shelf picture. the smalles amount of heroin is one "plombe", i dont know the english word for it. its ideally 0.2gramm of heroin, here, near frankfurt, i pay 10 euros for it, but it depends, in bavaria for example, you probably pay around 30 euro for the same amount. as always, it also depends on your pusher, your relation to him, etc.
Maybe you wont take this into consideration but I've been out of jail since 2014's thanksgiving.
As soon as I got out I smoke dope and I was up for 3 days.
I used to stay up for 9 days at a time waking. I was skinny as fuck.
One of the days I was at my dad's house recovering I saw a dude high/fiending walking as if his leg was broken and I remembered the times I was high walking too much on one. When I would come down I would feel like shit.
One time my dealer ditched me at this guy's hotel room. I had a 6 pack of beer and I drank about 4 beers and all of a sudden my my upper back started to hurt so bad (From walking and being up 9 days at a time).
Its not easy getting sober. There isnt a pill to make you stop having dreams about smoking meth. There isnt a pill to stop you having flashbacks about smoking that shit. I have insomnia because of that shit.
I dont take any pills except OTC melatonin and alcohol.
With this post all im trying to say is that it felt good seeing that dude limping from coming down off meth. Felt good I was clear of loopiness and other things.
takes me about 2-5mins to ask strangers/streed dealers in Oslo, Norway. Alot of junkies there, and the police concentrate them in a area everyone in the city knows about. Shits KEK
Prescribed sleeping pills called Stilnoct. Active ingrediens is Zolpidem.
Used to take subutex and smoke a lot of weed but now im just taking the sleeping pills and relaxing, trying to stay of the other stuff.
That my friend is a comedown, most get it and it's usually after a few days it's gone. I have never had a terrible comedown my self as I will smoke a tonne of pot to lift me up the day after.
uh duh. Ever wondered why?
If not. Why would you take drugs which you dont know how they work?
MDMA "relase" all your "feel good" shit in your brain. The next day, they are all used, or gone. Obviously you would feel depressed.
Wtf is wrong with you people. If you wanna die just an-hero, whats the point of suffering
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The following is an estimated range of times, or detection windows, during which MDMA can be detected by various testing methods:
Urine Test: 2-5 days
Blood Test: 24 hrs`
Saliva Test: 1-5 days
MDMA, like like many other drugs, can be detected with a hair follicle drug test for up to 90 days.
MDMA every weekend for last >year or so.
Best drug. Got me laid several times.
It sure is, untill you hit the wall. "The Wall", when you do a certain drug or alcohol until it doesnt work anymore. MDMA is the worst because you have fucked up you serotnine or dopamine so much.
MDMA is fine once or twice but no regularly, i would suggest anything but it.
Just how sad can your life be. Who the fuck would make that post.
MDMA has an amphetamine component but would only have meth in it if it was cut with meth, pure MDMA is perfectly fine granted a lot of what goes for MDMA is usually cut with meth or coke or some other shit
E used to be pure MD but these days it is filled with loads of other shit. The pills that are popular where I live contain small amounts of LSD Ket coke or anything they can get their hands on cheap. I know these aren't real E pills but it is probably what is in most.
I wasn't talking about ecstasy, the A in MDMA stands for amphetamine, and I was saying that what people sell as MDMA is usually cut with something else. I know that MDMA is a compound and is the active ingredient creating the euphoria.
So I went out and had some coke, a pill, a parachute of something (don't know what was in it), some more coke, some MDMA, and was also drinking, then went back and smoked some weed.
I don't really remember much, but apparently I thought it was the Rapture, and the girl I was with kept saying I could hear a Satanic voice while I was trying to sleep. Am I, like, depressed or something?
LSD is wonderful, don't do it if you have doubts about it. Don't do it if you're in a bad situation, there more you let it get you, the more it gets good. It's like a magnifying glass for your emotions. Don't take too much of it, because it can be dangerous if you misuse it. Get some friends who would attend you.
So just let go and sit back and enjoy the show!
I've had substancial experience with both and LSD is clearly better, but there are parts of 25i I enjoy. For instance, I would rather be at a party on 25i instead of LSD.
I typically reserve LSD for 2-3 person trips with close friends.
However 25i's lethal dose is very close to its active dose, so do at your own risk.
LSD is magical in every way, I have depressive tendencies so occasionally I would sink into those but my friends were quick to pull me out with happy thoughts and laughter. Enjoy.
Oh and look at the moon. The moon is the shit.
It's in the name....
You're a fucking moron and should probably hang yourself