>be 8 yo
>have 14 yo cousin
>loved him like the brother I never had
>sleeping together on the same bed one night
>he tells me: "hey anon, did you know your peepee can make milk?"
>"yeah, show me yours and I'll teach ya"
>embarassed, but I pull down my pants anyways
>he grabs my tiny cock and balls with a single hand and starts moving it around
>"sorry anon, guess you're too young to do it... Maybe when you're a big boy like me"
>I beg him to show me, he keeps teasing
>finally puts out his semi-hard cock (back there I thought it was huge)
>"ok anon, I'll show you... But you need to help me. And you can never tell your mom and dad, or you'll never see me again"
>he starts stroking it and it grows harder and much bigger
>I'm really surprised cuz I didn't know people could grow hair down there
>he tells me to lick it like a lolly
>it's warm and tastes kinda salty
>tells me to put it on my mouth
>he makes me suck that throbbing meat for a few minutes
>it's getting saltier
>he tells me to stop, takes me to the bathroom
>"put your hands around it anon. I love you anon"
>I do. His cock starts pulsing and oozes a lot of cum in my hands
>I tell him it's sticky and he laughs. He tells me to wash my hands because I wasn't ready to drink it yet.
>reminds me to never tell my parents
>we go to sleep
It got much worse after that. I still can't have a normal relationship, straight or gay, and can only get off with the memories of him molesting me.
if both are minors no
and especially not if the 8yo is willing into it, you can call it sexual curiousness or whatever but it's neither sexual abuse nor molesting
(the following events OP describe on the hand are)
Fuck, you call that 'molesting'?
>9 years old
>17 yo stepbrother
>total douchebag, bullies me all the time
>our father needs to leave for a weekend and asks him to take care of me
>he brings Adam, a friend from his soccer team to sleepover, even worse douchebag
>I go to bed earlier so I don't have to listen to them
>wake up late at night with them laughing on top of me
>they tie my hands and legs to the bed with some shirts or something
>i ask them to stop, they laugh
>stepbrother tells me they were bored and decided to have a fart contest, and I'd be the judge
>I tell them to fuck off
>he says he wants to hear me screaming
>I tell him that I won't
>he pulls my shorts and sticks a finger in my ass, without any kind of lube
>I start screaming
>he pushes it even further
>I start crying
>"much better, anon. Wanna start, Adam?"
>Adam pulls down his shorts and put his ass in my face
>he farts and it smells like pure shit
>"haha dude, sorry..."
>I start gagging and they laugh
>stepbrother pulls his short too and farts on my face too
>I cry louder
>"shut the fuck up, faggot!"
>he punches my stomach
>"I'll shut him up", says Adam
>he sits on my face, I can only smell his disgusting ass
>I start gasping for air and, somehow, I managed to bite his ass
>he starts screaming and gets up
>"the motherfucker bit me! Shit, it hurts!"
>they punch me a few times and my stepbrother puts a shirt on my mouth
>"you'll pay for that anon"
>they come back 20 minutes later
>Adam takes out his shorts and puts his ass in front of my face, not so close this time
>he starts farting
>"here's your gift, anon"
>something is coming through his hole
>Adam is taking a shit on me
>two massive logs fall on my face, they laugh and my stepbrother takes some pictures
>I start puking everywhere
>they make me clean everything afterwards, including Adam's poo
>they tell me they will kill me if I tell that to anyone, and that next time they will make me it their shit
im sorry anon this shit makes me sad. i just started to remember one time being molested. i dont really know all the details of it still, dont really want to remember them. my heart goes out to you.
"This includes when one of the children uses physical force, threats, trickery or emotional manipulation to elicit cooperation"
where in OPs' story was he ever physically forced, threatened, tricked or emotionally manipulated to touch his own wiener and his cousins?
and no, curiousity and "hey i can give milk" does not count, trickery would be an act to deceive something...he actually did shoot milk
i'm not trying to explain my sickness, first off all because i have non, but i try to explain a definition to some apes
...and i never even defended the cousin or told a story of my own, how do you come to the conclusion i have a sickness? because i can use a fucking dictionary?
load = milk
you aren't very clever, are you?
The difference in mental capacity and complete understanding between an 8 year old and a 14 year old Is significant. Not only that but later op said he made him suck his dick and the 14 yr old made him lick his own vomit off his dick. You're dense you babyfucker
All of it is abuse. An 8 year old doesn't know between a bad touch and a good touch if they haven't been taught it. The 14 yr old knew better and that's why he said not to tell his parents. Fuck off, idiot
>8 year old doesn't know between a bad touch and a good touch
but the 8yo can feel it, it felt good, so he continued he was never forced to continue, only to shut up about it
curiousity, not abuse
if he wasn't curious about it he would have stopped, maybe then he would have been forced on by his cousins but you idiots don't get the defintion of simple words
I was sexually curious as far back as I can remember and was always getting in trouble for it. A friend of my dads apperantly knew about it and while he was babysitting me together with his own kid he stuck his hand down my pants to grab my dick while we were watching a movie, while his son was in the bathroom. I don't remember what I said but I can clearly remember him saying "hah, OK bucko" and taking his hand out of my pants. I was around 7 or 8.
That was the only time I was touched by an adult while growing up, and it never bothered me even after learning about molestation. There's no evidence of him ever touching his own kid (of all the kids i played with growing up he knew the least about sex, so i doubt it) or anyone else but it did occasionally concern me. I've never told anyone IRL about it.
funny because i never raped anyone
might be but then we are arguing a possible case, not for nothing
i just want to see some whiteknights lose their shit and so far i got some prey
>to listen to the most beautifull rape song click here
You are attracted to 13-15 year olds, so are you admitting you as well as every other adult male are fucked in the head?
Or are you going to go the laughably pathetic route and make a blatant lie that you are not?
that term gets thrown around so much now holy shit
back in my day abuse was nothing less than full on rape or psychological torture
now if someone touches you by accident through your clothing people think you've murdered someone
fuck modern society is a joke
I am attracted to 18-30 year olds. Some 17 year olds too. But I don't like the idea of being sexual with some one without a fully formed brain. That usually happens at about 20-25. But that's just my opinion and sexual preference
where do you find these street kids? where do they tend to hang out? how do I convince them I just wanna give 'em food and a shower and a ... well, I keep the downstairs 63f so the upstairs is 63-68f. not sure I'd call that warm, but it's also like 20f outside so... and I've slept on that couch. it's comfy and a couple blankets really makes it cozy.
anyway. it's fucking cold out, and snowing. I think about homeless kids and it makes me sad... but I don't know where to find them. and I kind of envision myself waking up with a knife in my neck and half my shit gone.
What are you saying? Some decades ago pedos recognized they were sick and just tried to suppress their instincts or did what they did in secrecy.
Nowadays pedos like you can use modern technology to twist Psychology so they can feel good about their disease.
i'm not a pedo. but i was molested. by one of my brothers. i'd never call what he did abuse, because he was always nice to me. my other brother, on the other hand, bullied me relentlessly. he was DEFINATELY abusive.
get your fucking head out of your ass you sjw piece of shit. you're so detached from reality it's unbelievable. you won't even listen to the victims you're so far gone into your own delusional bullshit
the high potential risk of what your brother did makes it very bad, even if the outcome wasn't
the sooner you realize that your brother molested you full knowing that it could very well have fucked you up for life then the sooner you realize what a faggot he was
Ahahahah god what a pathetic response
" the sooner you feel miserable about something that made you feel good the sooner you'll be a miserable faggot just like me!"
Or he could just go on enjoying the thing that he enjoyed, you miserable hate fueled faggot.
The pedos are the ones saying it is perfectly sane and healthy to feel like fucking small children that can't even wipe their asses, whereas there is no study on any area showing that this behaviour is natural. Therefore, the burden of proof lies on them.
And go fuck yourself.
>>Dad at tail end of second marriage to step-mom
>>They sleep in separate rooms, her's has the king size waterbed.
>>my room coldest in house. So sometimes sleep in waterbed with her.
>>one day too cold late at night I am shivering under covers
>>take hot shower just to warm up.
>>long shirt but no undies left
>>go to her room and crawl into waterbed and cuddle with her to get warm. Tell her I am cold.
>>she holds me and I turn around so my back is to her stomach. Kidcock falls in her hand.
>>first she just hold it then she strokes a little.
>>I say "thank you" and don't know why. Get boner.
>>eventually she jerks me off and that was first time I came.
more things happened but it got weird, but fun for the last eight months of their marriage for me. Still kinda miss it.
before you go even more retard i'd like you to point out where i said he should hate the act and to feel miserable about something that once made him feel good
he can acknowledge how absolutely idiotic his brother is without rescinding his enjoyment of what happened. logic is hard for retards though so i'll let it be
>be sex behaviourist
>despise pedophiles because society expects me to
>looking for victims to tell me heart rending stories about their abuse
>uses police records to recruit for study
>thus ignoring everyone who didn't mind their molestation enough to report it
>"umm umm pedophilia is bad look 100% of victims were abused"
>"pedophilia is definately abusive"
>sells a hundred thousand copies of book
science is a perfect system
I feel like there is a line. If someone is
>similar age, both underage
>loving or kind
>curious and not at all forceful
>cautions about telling because people are weird about sex
I feel like that falls into exploring. More than playing doctor, but you know what I mean. Even if both parties don't get each other off, it could still be mutual.
But if either party
>outright tortures you
>threatens you about telling
>hurts you during and won't get help for you
I feel you should have your revenge on them. Even if it didn't fuck you up for life, but especially if so. And since you don't need to add prison or more of a societal stigma to yourself with intimate issues, you need to kill them straight up and deny deny deny. You don't deserve to be in trouble if you truly were a victim.
We did eventually start to fuck once a week. But she always called it "playing". Never sex, never fucking, it was always just "playing".
I remember using her vibrator on her like a strap on sometimes. and I rember getting her pubic hair in my mouth eating her out because it was the early 90's and chicks didn't trim or shave yet.