Nope, don't show my face sorry
Uh... 180 I think.
>>How long are you
.... You could've just said "how long is your penis?"
Hi friend :3
I actually don't know ._. Last time I measured it was around 18cm..Opaltiv because
lets go baybee
sure thing :3 <3
Sure you can ^^ And will post more, just switched over to my pc C;
Mmh I love that butt of yours, princess! >3<
got almost everything on /b/, some found on google
Im glad you do :33
Keep goin yo
if u mean orange county then no.. sorry
well that all depends on what your interests are ^^
don't fukkin tell the nigger!
>tfw every trap thread gets destroyed by attention whoring men in their mothers underwear
Marllow2 and I live in MO
To the traps posting in this thread, what are your plans in regards to hormones/going full time/surgery? Do you think your youthful looks will last forever? Not shitposting, just curious.
I didn't notice how old it was, here's some more recent ones.
Good thing I'm probably just gonna keep my dick anyways
And as for the youthful looks I think they'll last me a while, got them asian genes and my moms 44 and still looks like shes 25
I always get told on omegle I look 16 or so when I'm 21
Been on hormones for a year and a half or so and fine with keeping on that but as far as surgery goes I'm still keeping that all up in the air for now
Probably just solo, although got offers from bailey but eh since I'd have to go all the way to chicago or nyc to do it and the cost of transportation/board would probably be taken out of the overall pay
been considering doing more now, esp since my hairs been bleached and growing out so its a new look
get dat munnie munnie
i know generally what im doing with my lifeu
nudity is nudity and everyone faps
its not that big of a deal
plus needed the munnies for rent and to not be homeless
my life wouldve been far harder destroyed if i didnt do it than if i did it m80
my libido got nuked by the hormones so I really don't care for sex that much anymore unfortunately
I only feel generally comfortable doing solo shoots although if I did one with Bailey itd mostly just be for money and bragging rights
But don't really feel comfortable doing anything with random people, especially for money and shit yo
eh, personally I don't like doing shoots or pr0n related things to random people because they always are really skeevy and tend to get on my nerves really fast and piss me off
haha nice excuse for whoring.parents proud.
get a fucking job
Never had sex with random people so I'm fine with it
Parents and I went homeless before I turned 18
They're still homeless and just glad I'm still alive and manage a roof over my head
>Not knowing how many countless girls in college do shoots or cam for easy money
Eh, its pros and cons, pro-wise its nice being able to think with a clear head instead of making stupid decisions because of being horny, but it sucks not having enough drive or motivation to care about wanting to have sexytime to go for it
Oh holy shit what a fucking cutie!
If I wanted to do shoots with people I would definitely consider
Idktho, just the thought of general sex is all cloudy and gross to me right now, I can't explain it that well but especially doing it on camera for money just seems really really unappealing personally
Maybe someday if I can get over it and stop caring or my libido changes I'd do it
But idk, I know I'm probably just being retarded
Hormones make your head all wonky yo
you basically whoring because slutty college girls does too so its 'ok'?
>expecting someone that shoot porn to have higher iq of 13
>fight over the internet with someone that does porn
if you do, just let us in on the news. if some studio's willling to get you two together to do a shoot, it'd be one hell of a time.
she's also made some pornos out there, hardcore stuff. avoid the shit with "christian" in it though. otherwise, she's done all sorts of amateur cam stuff too. super cutey.
Traps are lazy guys with no talent. Why else do they prance around in panties for cash? Its easy for a loner neet to starve himself skinny, grow his hair out, and get hormones online. Believe me, it used to be transgender and would defend my belief I was doing the right thing with my life. I eventually saw how all trapping was is a fresh start in a way, a way to get attention and not be who I used to be because I ended up hating myself for being such a shut in, but as a trap, people were giving me gifts and money and attention. Thankfully the feeling wore off yet I was left with b cups and looking like a skinny girl. Its hard now to be able to pass as a male again and now I have to wear a binder when I go out because my tits have not gone away. I regret what I have done to my body so much. Last night I was mistaken for a girl twice, first from the lady at the checkout counter calling me sweetie to a group of guys out side the store calling me a skank, all I was doing was getting a fucking microwave pizza and going home for fucks sake.
>Going on 4chan/trap thread
>Expecting to find pure perfect maiden nun traps
I did what I did within my comfort zone to survive
If its a debate between being able to survive and get whined at by some random person on 4chan vs still being in the back of my dad's truck on the street every day, then rev up those dicks anon
100mg spiro twice a day
2mg estro twice a day
and then used to do progesterone 200mg per day, although ran out and cant afford no more
Its always YMMV though so I don't speak for everyone
Yeah I got contacted by that Christian dude.... Notttt my thing...
I do have a twitter and tumblr thing, although the twitter I mostly keep out of the light for pr0n and keep it PG-13 because of friends unrelated to porn on there, but the tumblr I usually just say whatever and answer whatever questions on there
Where do you live anon?
yeah I can stamp if needed but i look like I just woke up and havent showered in a couple days so most likely ill look like shit
I mean he wasnt really that creepy he just wanted to get down to business, I can post twitter dm log if wanted for science
would be interested to see how you b cups turned out
'kay, I'm on 50mg androcur, libido hasn't really dropped even though my T levels are as low as they can be.
I haven't really posted in ages, but eh.. have a ditzy no-makeup over-exposed shot from a while back, 9-10 months hrt.
>you are not allowed to browse random threads
>you are gay if you watch trap
>wouldn't fuck hookers like you
>i don't expect to fuck traps
>homeless so lets be hookers like any hooker
>probably molested by parents
>you think you saw pain and call it debate to survive
>admit being skank whore that make 60y old virgins masturbate for him
> overall homeless can't find jobs to do, their alternative choice which is whoring is the normal one.
at least admit you are a fucking slut that like fat fucks masturbate for him.
Oh man, I wish I found this thread before it was time to go to bed. Posting some recent pics of myself before heading off :3
working 2 jobs to get them removed
>Tfw Ren wakes up at 7:30 am to browse chans and trap threads
>probably wanking it too
get a job and stop being a fucking loser
Can I ask what was the major turning point was? I'm at a point where I'm considering taking some meds, or doing something to change how I look, but I'm actually quite worried about how future me will look back on this.
You mention trapping, but not so much the transgender side of all this (if it is there for you)
>Still having trouble comprehending the existance of traps & the fact someone practicly gives up everything of their former life and 'turn into a girl'
Hell guess it just comes with the territory of being sheltered and coming from a small little town in middle of nowhere. This whole trapthing fucks with my mind when smoking or drinking, can't really comprehend it.
>pic related from google
nahman I'm usually always lurking trap threads on my second monitor while im playing WoD or some other stupid shit
although usually if I'm in the hankerin for a wankerin I head over to
B-But getting paid $60/hr to literally sit on my ass and pretend to masturbate whenever I want is so much nicer
None that aren't clothed.
They don't use Androcur in the US because, afaik, it's too heavy on the user, they even call it the 'suicide pill' sometimes or something.
I'm doing it through my endocrinologist / psychologist, everything's monitored (blood, bone density, etc). Have my consult with the surgeon on May 6th, just have to hope laser down below goes fast.
don't sugar coat it
2 years living as a woman ended a month ago. Before that when I was a raving freak I lost parents, wife divorced and took our 1 year old son, had to be homeless and then whored out myself for cash at a peep show, moved to cam shows
Don't do it, don't indulge in it, man up. That is my only advice. Get out more and get rid of all video games. Join a gym or get a mountain bike, anything but indulge in this tranny mess.
All of a sudden. One morning after a bath and getting dressed and putting makeup and heels on I looked at myself as usual in my full length mirror and I was shocked. I looked at myself and realized I looked like my mother. My stomach started to churn and I vomited and cried the whole day. I decided to quit because what I was doing was not right.
> Don't do it, don't indulge in it, man up. That is my only advice. Get out more and get rid of all video games. Join a gym or get a mountain bike, anything but indulge in this tranny mess.
Follow this advice, you are totally not repressing anything thats deep ingrained to your sexuality, and totally not going to hit a wall and completely break down as a 28 year old bearded hairy man contemplating suicide
Thanks for the protip. I might have to take a step back and consider this a bit more <3
This is the most i've ever had a conversation with you. It's made my day and it made me feel warm on the inside. I really hope everything gets better for you.
>tfw waifu replies to you even if they're little posts here and there.
Well thats not very encouraging, best of luck yo
Thats slightly terrifying though
not sure why so mad but okay
like I said, debate between homeless or do a nude photoshoot
nigga i like having food, get over yourself
ouch that shit sucks mang
best of luck with you
Only thought that comes to mind for recommendations is trying to talk to FtM forums or shit and getting their advice since you're just about doing what they're doing besides the vagina part
ill keep things updated if I do
lol s'all good
I get confused when people get excited and flip out when I chat here
I personally don't think I've done anything to deserve recognition or etc besides just chill out in trap threads and chat, but w/e
good to chat with anons every now and then
Not sure if this comment is laced with a hint of sarcasm, or actually meant to look at this from another point of view where expressing myself helps.
Either way, I have the suicidal part down pretty well at 21.
Meh, I have none of the side-effects so I'm not complaining, it's the best way to supress T anyway. Plus.. I won't be on them anymore within a year.
>only way for food
>only nude photoshoot nothing more
>i promise over the internet
IF you wanna trap or got dysmorphia/transgender you need to go through it more or less
Dont try to 'man up' thats the most stupid shit you can do and one day you are just gonna fall down into a hole and become emotionally cripple, no gay talk about manning up, or jesus talk will change it
You got people who try to fight this all the time, they join the army, train boxing, hit the gym, then in a couple of years they just get overwhelmed with the problematics of pretending to be a man, many cases its even subconcious so they dont know why they keep breaking down.
You wanna be a girl then be it, its getting more and more acceptable it will be a norm in the future also you can wake up happy being at peace with who you are
That guy just wants an easy way in life like I said here in my first post. Its partly what I wanted too. I realize now though that the money I make working hard as a male means more to me then money I got from dancing naked. Sadly the easy money keeps these lost guys truly lost because it reinforces being girlty will equal money. Well wait till they reach 27 through 30 and no one will pay them for their body anymore, then they will be mutilated men with no life skills. Its why the transgender suicide rate shoots to 55% after the final operation and after they turn 29.
why is that so surprising?
sons look like their father and daughters look like their mothers
i think i get your point but i can't accept the term "what i was doing was not right"
what's right and wrong is subjective
Dont bother with this one, he got his own unique mental issues that doesnt apply to the rest and shouldnt be used as a standard form for majority of transgender peeps
nah man, just mostly using it right now to get back on my feet and get my life sorted out for a real thing
I know and realize that I won't be able to do this forever and I don't want to, I'm mostly just pissing this guy off and b8ing
But personally I think my life would feel a lot better and I've been a lot happier living my life as I normally would but as a grill
there are a few different kinds of issues, though. the need to be accepted and liked is pretty intense with me. I only started a tumblr account a few days ago, and it makes me feel better about myself when someone says I look nice, yet know that years in the future I wont look "good enough" for myself.
And then I get this.
It's like I'm at a fork in a road, where both lead to a suicide spurned on by different problems.
>what's right and wrong is subjective
I don't belive that. What is wrong is being born a male and doing anything out of the norm for males. Its just gross to be a tranny and a cocksucker. Its liberals like you that talked me into this mess in the first place. You attack guys when they are weak and fill their head with fantasy about being perfectly happy or being one with yourself. Its a load of shit. My life is misery as a man but its what I am and nothing can change that.
>tfw my transgender friends are normal -and- happy people with normal jobs ranging from the ages 20 through 40
Thank you, my coffee approves.
You know you make your own decisions, right? No one talked you into shit. :)
>Tough guy on the internet
no one is telling you to stay on this thread.
May I say that you posess killer legs?A wannabe 19yo trap here, I want to grow some boobs and get larger hips, what kind of mones didd you take and in wich quantity?
I tried to suppress being trans for as long as I could, but at the end of the day I'd rather kill myself than keep living as a man, so I started hormones. I'd recommend other people who feel this way to consider it as well, the feeling never went away for me.
>Its liberals like you that talked me into this mess
no it was you
it was you all along
you're responsible for everything you do and you have to deal with the consqeuences of your own decisions
nobody told you anything and you did it right away
you were in trouble and you choose to belive
but projecting your life story on everybody is wrong
its mostly just the people that fall into the thought process that being a girl is easy mode in life and expecting the easy life and treatment will last forever that dont plan and prepare for the future and get a sad awakening when their bubble pops when someone younger and new comes by and gets their attention
Its okay hes just mad let him fizzle himself out
nah thats why i'd never do whoremoans or get plastic tits, i just want to be slim/smooth and reasonably good at dressing/make up
Surprisingly better than I thought it would be
Although at level cap I'm a bit less motivated to gear up as I normally am, DK tanking is boring as fugg
Debating if I should level an alt next, and if so which class
Beside 100 dk have a lvl 90 of each class except priest/pally/monk
>does porn for fat men
>got me a waifu
be my waifu pls
I would never post pictures of myself on 4chan, especially /b/
sry i just assumed it
so i think you won't post a picture of yourself, right?
But then I'd have to do a 1-100 grind on it which makes me feel sick after having so many alts already.....
I think I'm considering my druid though...................... hm....................
I'm not comfortable with the idea of someone saving pictures of me, especially when they are used as masturbation fuel. Plus, I'm not far enough into hormones to compete with any other pictures I could post
Random third party here that doesnt care for fapping but throwing in opinion
I dislike the mindset that everyone has to compete with eachother
We're all just loser faggots, why we gotta compete with eachother manggg
Yeah fucking TK and Ulduar on all chars for dem mounts, been working on trying to throw together a unique eyecatching transmog, its kind've shit and I want to replace some parts, but wot think
Blue as fuck yo
nice are you more and Incase grill or is DmitryS more your speed?
I don't trap anyone lol, I still look like a man just with long hair and androgynous face. I think there is still 6 months between me and looking feminine
Heres my current fav outfit
except in the real world you are MUCH more likely to kill yourself as a post-op trans
Well they're not pictures of me, so you can do whatever with them. Good luck though, women's clothing/sizes is really brutal
I'm not a loser fag, I'm a loser girl B^)
But honestly I am still pretty manly, so even though I might be taking estrogen, I don't feel I meet the "spirit" of a trap thread.
>We're all just loser faggots, why we gotta compete with eachother manggg
Competition makes you all excell in trapping, the drive to outshine each others create magnificent results
Good luck, women's clothing has pretty brutal sizing sometimes
would /pat if I saw in my dungeon
Idk, when I started posting and when any general new trap starts posting everyone does that "HURR NEW QUEEN OF /B/" bullshit which annoys me
When you compete and compare traps, one always loses and feels like shit and it makes traps not want to come here or stay which leads to trap threads being 100% just fat sweaty men posting random trap pictures
S'all good, do whatevers in your comfort zone, hope shit works out for you and you can get that confidence, its good though to see people here with a level head instead of just random large hairy men taking pictures with panties and stockings
Theres a reason why all the good traps stopped posting here though and most traps just flock to other places on the internet
Holy shit, is the thread still alive? xD
don;t minimize the effect of acculturation on the formation of social norms and mental structures
yeah I am a men's size 11 shoe, which is like size 1 billion in women's sizes
Also I just realized I replied to your post twice
I feel sorry for anyone who likes crossdressing or is trans and has a manly body, but at the same time, its kind of gross to take pictures like that without shaving your body hair.
I'm not sure what you're implying, it sounds like you believe transgenderism is a "new fad" or something, which is totally ridiculous.
Mainstream acceptance of trans people has started to pick up, but trans people have existed forever, just like depressed people or people with other mental disorders.
the psychological effect described with the monkeys is called 'learned helplessness' similiar studies were done with dogs that received electro shocks or loud noises instead of the cold shower
its actually only 1-90, the last 10 levels are instantly achieved the moment you buy the expansion
I don't post anything usually, but I would never post something mean to someone who is trans. They're probably more upset than anyone who sees their pictures that they don't pass. I can understand the mentality of wanting to post in these threads though, you get a lot of positive responses if people think you are hot.
i get that this is something you desperately want to believe because it reinforces the "normalcy" of your condition but historical cherrypicking and anachronistic reinterpretations of past events won;t make that happen. in recent years liberal historians have bent over backward to find examples of transgender identity in the past and have done so by using extremely questionable evidence, i don;t want to hand out homework but a little research would make this abundantly clear.
tl;dr history has some crossdressers but very few"trans" there are literally more historical examples of pedophilia, if you think thats what constitutes legitmacy