feels thread?

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>>571324267
Was actually just listening to the song so why the fuck not?

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I don't think people want feel threads

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>>571324267
Was in the thread.

> RIP OP
> He is in better place with her

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>>571324267

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>>571327043
stupid dog..
> feels

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>>571326062
i used to come to every feels thread i could find before but now i just don't feel it anymore. help me ;_______; also does anyone have this pic? i only saved the fucking thumbnail

because 90% is bullshit and the other 10% is just life. get the fuck over it or get out. who cares?
>>571326062

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>>571327509
Back in the old days, baww threads where filled sometimes i would see up to 10 active threads. I miss those days.

Today, you newfags don't understand the meaning of it and you never will.

i hate feel threads so fucking much. i always feel like shit afterwards. a mix of anger and despair and loneliness. but i can never stay away from them.

fuck you op. fuck you.

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>>571327191
here ya go

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>>571327191

>>571328083
well you were faster :(

>>571324267
I kept coming to those threads because something always bugged me.

Tonight I discovered what it was.

So you come here to supposedly remind yourself that you feel something by reading a heartbreaking text on some images, right?

But, if this is all it takes to suck the sadness out of you, why can't it be the same with happiness?

Why is it that anger, annoyance, sadness, melancholy, regret get triggered by couple of words, an image with caption, anything - and positive feels can't?

Or... they can? But then, why reminding yourself that you still can feel by feeling awful things?

>>571328083
>>571328139
thanks to both of you :D

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lurkers

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Damn, this thread got me depressed.

>>571329286
This would be me and my girlfriend

tell me /b/ what does love feel like?

>>571329948

A world of horribly deformed freaks would give me the feels, too. Jesus, what a shit artist.

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>>571330984
That was me and my ex.
> It was December 28th when i arived on the train station
> It was December 2nd 2013 when we broke up

It was that exact moment like in the pic

>>571331760
so true..

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>>571332075
I wanted to say that. The worst thing is that i'm that guy and i'm really down now and no one can actually helps me i did try to explain them but they don't get it.

> feelsbadman.jpg
> pic related

>>571331760
>tfw I'm exactly in that position...

Now I know how Snake must feel...

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Don't die on me

>>571331760
>fml, INFJ sucks sometimes.

>>571332293
im really down too
>>571332351
im in that position too

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>>571332759
What's up with you?
> Greent text story time?

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>>571332816

anyone else lose all faith in making a future for themselves? i swear, i only feel sad during the school year.

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>>571333283
I have even i have a good job atm and i'm good student at college and on a way of getting my ex back in life. I gived up.

>>571333283
Dude, we can make a future for ourselves, because we have no other choice.

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>>571333689
I'm undefeated in that game

>>571332816
house is anon?

>be me, 19m
>social anxiety
>used to play video games 24/7 for the past ~5 years
>was one of the best in my year @ school
>have no more friends
>have no hobbies
>have no real interests
>read stuff and watch videos all day
>i spent so much time on video games i dont even enjoy them anymore
>i spent the past half year almost completely at home since i am done with school (university starts soon tho)
>depressive
>i fap like 1-2 per week or even less, not really enjoying it that much anymore
>i wish i would experience real love and find a soulmate
>average looking (pretty tall, skinny, pale)
>i spent so much time at home over the past months i cant motivate myself to do anything
>feeling exhausted all the time
>my stomach hurts for the past weeks now almost all the time and feeling uncomfortable
fuck this... :(

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>mfw I saw the movie Mr. Nobody
>mfw I saw the teenage love scenes
>mfw I missed out on teenage love

>>571333638
I'm not good at anything though, and it sucks dick when you can't find something you're good at. It crushes me knowing that I fucked up in high school and now I might not even get into the school I want to be in.

it's all inconsequential when I compare it to you guys' problems. how does it feel to have had someone to love you?

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Studying for 15 years and realizing it will ultimately be for nothing..

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>>571333025
> Be me
> Be 16
> Lonely beta-fag
> Met this wonderful girl a year ago
> Been in love with her since i met her (when i say met her, i havent really met her yet, too much of a beta-fag)
> Too afraid to meet her because of all the shit that happened to me as a kid
> bullied from 6th grade to 9th grade
>ignored whole 10th grade
>No social skills at all
> No friends
> Just sit inside all the time
> She is the only girl i really felt this way for
> Said i'd meet up with her a few times but never happened
> Feeling pretty sad everyday cause i know im not going to meet her because im a beta-fag

pic very related

>>571334692
You are not the only loser here. We are all losers. Working 8-10 hours a day, 5 days a week, all year long, maybe you are lucky to get 1 week vacation. Soon we will realise when we are old that we wasted our lives.

>>571334818
Manna upp förfan.

>>571325020
>Casimir Pulaski Day

Fuck it's not even my favourite song on the album (The Predatory Wasp...) but it gives me so many feels.

>>571334470

Live at University, don't commute. Join alot of societies.

From there you'll be basically thrown into social situations, and then you just have to make the most of it.

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Why don't i just leave everything and go live in the woods..

>>571334818
> Not good with anything
> No hobbies
> Nearly no social life

fuck this shit..

>>571331158
It's when you find a person that you want to tell everything to.
Like how your day was for instance.

Sucks losing it. Been without it for two months now. Tears you apart. Don't fall in love, kid.

>>571334931
Yeah, but how do you guys live through it? I mean, being okay with being mediocre?

>>571335495
Don't worry, you get used to it.

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>>571334818

> Be me 18 2 years ago
> Went to other country to study
> Decide to return for a girl
> be with her for 1 year
> relationship goes side ways
> lost interest in the new college
> 7 months no contact
> fastforward mid September
> She calls me
> we start talking
> a week ago
> she is bit drunk calls me
> start talking about us
> how she misses me, how we can be together
> decide to meet her
> decide to start over
> taking things slow
> we've been on 3 date
> haven't make out yet
> she likes it this way
> extrimplyslowmode:ON
> Start counting days for her
> if we don't make out/ go in a relationship till the mid of October
> i'm ending it
> and living the country
> quiting my job
> leaving college

> Fuck my life.

>>571335309
the problem is... as i said i was a lot at home during the past year... i feel very uncomfortable around people now and just want to be alone most of the time :S i never show that on the outside tho.. im doing my best making people laugh etc.
also i study the same thing as some guys from my class which are nice but we arent really friends just school mates. so basically i will hang out with them all the time probably and never get to know knew people :s

> Be me
> Have gf for 7 years
> She goes on vacation with her mum
> Decide it's time for the next step
> Buy ring
> Wtfamidoing.jpg
> She comes back
> We have crazy sex
> All of a sudden she starts to cry
> "The fuck is going on?"
> I fell in love with someone else, anon
> Walked out the door with a ring in my hand the next day

Fast forward 6 months

> Move out from my parents house
> (Had to move back because me and ex were living together)
> Don't have much money so decided on having a roommate to split the costs
> qt3.14 new roommate
> Decide it's best if I don't fall for her because still trying to get my shit together
> Fall for her
> bestsexever.mpg
> This continues for weeks, us sharing genuine feelings
> Maybe I can feel something again
> We have a party at our place
> She makes out with 3 different guys that night
> I see her leave with every single one
> Alpha enough to tell her she's a slut
> Wreck two of the guys and throw them out of my house
> Alone and shattered again

>>571335641
I know, I am almost there. And then she pops up in my fucking facebook feed.

Worst part? I am still friends with her sister.

>>571335875

Now I'm sitting here on /b/ drunk as fuck lurking b'aww threads.

>>571335701
What do you do now, since you quit your job and left college?

>>571335641
greentext a story m8?

>>571336079
You know, I'd say you had a pretty nice night.
I'd love to punch a faggot or two right now.

>>571335769

If you live with roommates, chances are they'll force you into social situations.

I was like you, I stayed in alot. Then when I moved out here to university, my roommates invited me out every night for the first few weeks. Clubs, pubs, parties etc. And this just got me to be more social, and joining alot of societies which interested me got me to know alot more people like me, allowing me to make alot of friends, even if you have to force yourself to go out and do stuff.

You may hate it at first, but you'll soon be very glad you did

If you're the oldest person alive, every single person who lived when you were born are now dead.

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>>571336181
I haven't quit yet or left college. I'll travel back to my parents, stick for one year then move out, try to figure my shit out. Or i'll do an Hero and that's it.

>>571336079
Mad props to you, you stood up for yourself and proved that you won't take that shit. I probably would've chickened out and just take it.
Keep your spirit up.

>>571335904
I know them feels. I try and forget about this 10/10, who I can't date. I finally stop thinking about her (as much). She adds me on facebook. I try again. She likes my profile picture. :L

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This always gived me the feels

I cried now holy fuck

>>571336330
Well. I still live with my mom since I go to University here (almost everyone I know here still lives with his parents).

>>571336706
But did you ever get denied or what's stoping you? Is she taken?

>>571336549
Only thing that somewhat relieves the feels is knowing I still have my dignity. Never take shit from nobody.

Stay strong, no bitch is worth getting bend over for.

>>571336985
you're not he only one

>>571334583
saw Mr. Nobody yesterday. The first time I saw it was with my ex and we were at the time peaking. Those scenes remind me so much of our time together. Beautiful movie.

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>>571336186
>With the first few partners i have really been speaking from my heart and sharing things i wouldn't do with anyone else.
>After having a them break up with me for unknown reasons i just stopped caring.
>Meets a new girl a few years later.
>Don't trust her with anything.
>breaks up with me because i barely spoke to her.
>later realize she was actually different.

>>571337227
It's a little confusing, awkward and pretty damn long. I 'll greentext something. If you're willing to wait. Don't be too impressed with the outcome.

>>571337669
I don't mind being by myself.
But being alone is another story.

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Don't die on me

>>571337813
Hey buddy, I've never greentexted in my seven years on this god-forsaken website.
I'll wait.

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>>571338047
Like missing that rock you thought you would always have? That person whom you could tell anything? Who would always brighten up your day?

Yeah, I miss that too.
Hate being alone.

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>>571338265

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me

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>>571337367
Eh, gotta have a bitch first before I can get bent, so I'm probably in the safe zone...

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don't let it 404 guys

>>571338253
>looking at the first part
>aww too bad we don't work like that
>baw when i get to the second part

anyone else who can tell me what love feels like?
never felt real love before

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Fuck this thread, i'm out

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>>571339245

I hate realizing that I'm boring. I feel no passion towards anything.

I never had suicide thoughts, not even close, but sometimes I hope i get the courage to take alot of sleeping pills and go into a coma, and when i wake up i can start all over

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>>571339278
Love on it's own doesn't exist on it's own. By definition that i've come over the years is the following
> Love is a name of a group of mixed emotions such as happiness, saddens, the bond of trust and relying on someone when there is no one else. All of these and more that i can't count on make that thing that is called Love.

thanks guys for some feels

>>571339278
Don't know if i felt real love, but love is probally like your brain lights up and you walk around looking like a dork because you have the biggest smile on your face and problems dissappears, all economic problems seize to exist, the whole world stand stills. that's my 2 cents of how love feels like

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>>571339889

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>>571340078

>>571339564
i know that feel

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>>571340156

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>>571340256

>>571338883
It's like every person I'm even remotely interested in wants absolutely nothing to do with me. I'm sick of this shit, I'm trying to make a change.

>>571339278
>First it hits like a ton of bricks
>Then it drowns out everything you've ever known
>But always.. ALWAYS soon after it's like a red hot poke through the goddamn chest.

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>>571340345

>>571327108
>having the rhetorical skills of a carrot

you dumb ass he always calls courage a stupid dog and during the show it seems like he doesnt like him but now that courage is dead and hes at his grave he is barely able to mutter stupid dog its the only way he can express his emotions and a tear comes out when muriel goes back in the house

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>>571340494
I know the cartoon. I was 4th grade when i was watcihing it. That's why i said stupid dog. I remember when he ran to his computer and run some "google" searches on the monsters.

I miss that cartoon

>>571330258
Yep.
Time to die.

>>571339245
Could somebody explain?

>>571339278
Its so hard to tell. I think its 50/50 mix of edgy happiness and sadness. Its when you are about to meet that person ur heart start beating so fast also ur breath is so fast. Its connection u wont be able to break, never. It will be always there. You will always remember this little thins/time spent with him/her.

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>>571340881

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>>571340881
part 2
>>571339395
Part 3
>>571339889
Part 4
>>571340078
Part 5
>>571340156
Part 6
>>571340256
Last
>>571340345

>>571337227
warning - very beta

>be me
>shit-tier martial artist
>see new girl join club
>her mother is black belt
>I think she's really one good looking girl
>think nothing of it

>year and a half later
>16 now
>at members party
>sitting at table fucking around with other members
>one member saves seat for her
>next to me
>hate sitting next to people I haven't talked to
>she comes in with mom and sits next to me
>I get silent
>after 30 minutes I force myself to start talking
>she talks backs
>we get on so well
>she's taking pictures of us together
>never had this much attention from anyone
>she drags me to dance floor
>have a great night
>party is ending
>much commotion at exit
>I walk towards her but piles of people barge between us
>I wanted to give her a hug goodbye
>I just waved like a typical beta
>she waved back
>feeling pretty good still because at the very least I have made a new friend

>get home
>realize she is only 14
>is this appropriate? idk

>too beta to initiate further conversation with her
>such a fucking autistic retard I was
>I kept thinking of her though

>next members party came round
>I sat there with a good friend at beginning of party
>we were first ones there
>I wondered whether or not she'd show
>I wanted to talk to her

http://youtu.be/F3a-5AITqMo

>>571336875
That kid looks like he was damaged by a dog attack, I knew a kid with very similar scars.

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>>571341434
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLuoWlrjyFI

>>571334818
You gotta do it, dude. You gotta. Yeah, it might all go to shit. But... what if it doesn't?

Gf's dying - meh
old men along - meh
never getting the girl - meh

Show me a damned dog dying/losing it's master- loose my shit

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>>571341585

>>571341726
>inb4 shovel dog

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>>571341726
Just for you

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>>571341963
Haven't seen this in years
> Thank you

Bump ..

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>been in a few alright relationships
>ok... a lot, and most of them didn't go too well.
>but there were some great ones.
>"were"
>Today, dating a wonderful girl, we both love each other, things going great.
>Terrified out of my wits because...
>This is how they all started.... And I don't want it to end.
I know this is not as bad as you guys' stories... but it's what's always on my mind.

Pic related. I don't usually post pics of myself... But I feel comfortable here.

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>>571342209
Any lurkers?

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>>571341898
Fuck Phillip man - these are the real feels...

>>571340870
That's sad. I miss my grandma.

>>571341683
i just can't. I just dont know how to do it :(

>>571342263
She's ugly mate, get over yourself.

>>571341963
I never understood how this was supposed to be sad. Of course they're going to clap without knowing, no decent man wants his friend to wish he would die. It'd be much better without the the last two strips of paper. just my opinion though.

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Am i the only here who hopes that every time i go to sleep i wont wake up in this cold world?

>>571342263
Never think about "fuck it might end someday" Live present day. Say her U love her more often. Do some crazy stuff often. Be happy man.

>>571329643
Oh my God.
I've been looking for this since about two or three years ago.
I read it after breaking up with my girlfriend, and, this made me cry especially hard for some reason or another.
I love you.

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Anyone have the story of the guy who needed to go on vacation with friends but insted went to his lil's brothers grave on his birthday?

It had been a while now. Thanks for this and maybe we'll meet each other again soon.

>>571342263
It'll end but shit's a lot better while it's going on.

Just roll with it nigga. Wait til it's over to worry about it ending.

>>571342837
Scroll up in the thread shitlord, it's been posted twice already. Kindly kill yourself

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>>571342759

Nope. I'd make a cheap joke about not being a poor fag and turning on your heating but I'm with you on this.

>>571342537
It's not a good pic, I know, only one i have saved on my computer.

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>>571342970
pin point me
> I have it in my archive
> Dunno in which one
> inb4 i'm dumping the whole time

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>>571338087

>she walks in
>she looks much older
>wearing womanly clothing
>she looked stunning
>I tried to avoid looking
>my friend fucks off for while
>she walks over and sits down next to me
>not much conversation
>she moves seats
>I didnt move next to her, I just faced her
>she pulls phone out
>fuck
>friends eventually turn up and lighten the mood
>I try to make the conversation get good
>she ends up dancing with other dude
>year older than me I think
>not even a fuckin member
>I want to cry

>she comes back and I refuse to to keep in this position
>it was hard but I conversed with her more
>we started having another great conversation
>end of the night
>she tells me to make talk to me this year
>is this a second chance?
>I say I will, if she does
>she smiles and holds out her fist
>her fist
>for a fistbump
>my heart suddenly shatters into a million pieces
>she feels sorry for the 17 year old beta faggot
>cant blame her really
>I bump her fist with forming a friendbump

>I stop doing martial arts for a while after that due to school
>when I come back...
>she's gone
>gone forever

>recently she added me on facebook
>liked some profile pictures
>sometimes I wonder if she's still interested

Now that I'm a little older and I've actually began hitting on girls, I sometimes wish we could just meet sometime. Like on the street or something and I can ask her to catch up sometime, with acting like a beta wreck. Then maybe...just maybe I might prove I'm worthy for a second chance. A real second chance.

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>>571343323

>>571342389
Lurking listening to songs I feel to.

http://youtu.be/NdX7j0w5zj4

Please share any of your own, all I have is music.

>>571342389
yes

These threads might as well be called 'girl problems' because 99% of the feels here are 'n gf/ girlfriend did 'X' shit.'

You're lucky as fuck if the worst you have to contend with is a girl fucking you over.

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>>571343416
You want green stories, personal onces or ?

this'll be brief but to the point
>be me never had a gf or kiss until like a year ago
>really love this girl first few months go by everything great I'm happy daily
>starts going downhill for some reason all my fault btw
>whenever she goes out with her friends be a dick and blame her for cheating when she doesn't(at least I hope)
>she still loves me and goes strong after every time
>she gets sad every time i get sad, sad pretty much every day now
>know that I'm causing her sadness which makes me more sad
>i want her to move on but she refuses to do so
>gonna have to kill myself eventually so she can finally be happy

that's the worst feel I've felt knowing that the person you love will be sad and depressed as long as you're in their life. getting a gf doesn't always cure the feels kinda makes them worse if you've got strong character faults like i do

>>571343416
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qx4-8zxRj3U
this melody so melancholic

>>571343416
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GTWrbJN7SeQ

>>571343594
I wanted feel songs.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIF4_Sm-rgQ

How do you ask women out?

I don't know how anymore

Posted this the other day for an anon, in a feelsy mood
>Freshman year of high school
>Meet cool chick in my gym class
>Starts off simple
>Share music
>Her taste is pretty great (Sufjan Stevens, Vampire Weekend, etc)
>My taste simple stuff like Fall Out Boy and Panic at the Disco
>she doesn't call my taste shit
>Eventually talk about going out
>She shows me Doctor Who
>We spend a whole school night on xbox live talking and watching Doctor Who
>We play Left 4 Dead together
>Both first timers, sloppy and messy but great first love
>Favorite memory is on a road trip with her family and her head on my shoulder as she slept
>Her dad and I singing Beatles songs together
>learning to bake with her
>her being afraid of open ovens and always having to pull the sweets out
>Years go by
>She goes from long blonde haired beauty to short hair
>likes to dye it
>talk to me about feminism writing lecture
>no more vidya
>slowly fall out of love
>all I can think when I see her is where my game buddy went

One of the worst things is that we're still friends. She goes to a far off college, but she got in with a really bad crowd. Not just the feminist crowd. I mean turned into a literal whore - always has these pictures being taken with older guys. Confirmed sex with random guys. Current facebook picture is her naked in a tub with the bubbles covering her privates. All I can wonder is who took it. I just keep thinking about how our relationship ended /b/. It was dead, but I ended it. I cheated on her. I only wonder if I could have saved her, you know? If it's my fault that she ended up that way because of what I did to her. If I could have talked her out of it and still have my waifu who stays up late talking to me and could crown all the witches. Where'd my best friend go?

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>>571343574
I know that, but my problems are more of family stuff. In general /b/aww are filled with different stories.

> be me 8
> junior school
> i shit my pants
> spaghetti all over the place
> go home
> aunt cleans me up
> mother comes from work
> ask me
> "Anon, why are your pants for washing"
> "I fall into a water, mom"
> "Why are you lying to me"
> "I'm not"
> She grabs a wooden staff and beats the crap out of me
> we actually run around the house while she tries to hit me
> I couldn't walk for two weeks
> FastForward 18 years old
> I fight with my parents every day for four motnhs
> decide to move out
> my mother shares her tears
> stands up
> hug me tight
> kisses me on chick
> "Anon... I wish you luck on your way"

I never saw my mother like that, she physicly abused me for years.

> It's been 2 years now
> I haven't talk with her at all
> I'm going to break down
> the reason is my mother
> I miss her

>>571343416
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70VlAyEUXYM

>>571324267
How do you get that theme?
Newfag here

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EchbTG9izQU

>>571343729
>>571343849
>>571344178
>>571344530
Thanks brothers.

http://youtu.be/l-sDfcwX7Zo

http://youtu.be/NiUw4dKkm7c

>>571326062
This one is ridiculously fake. The chicks death is absurd, plus the most stupid part is the fact that they are in Quebec, a french speaking province, in Quebec City, a 95% french speaking city, and he knowing french is surprising and exciting? No way.

>>571330258
let me just get my vodka and gun

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLh_1OdwWKQ

>>571344480
everyone should have a mom.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2uzG13TdPA

>>571342554
Because of the irony stupid nigger. He wants to dead but nobody knows, meaning no one is close enough to him to know, and that despite having friends he's still alone.

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When you die? When no one remembers you or you dont believe in yourself no more?

I want to share my story with someone, anyone. I just feel that its all for nothing though. I mean, you guys will not even care. Well, I can't explain it.

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>>571345334
Start typing, i'll try to keep it alive
>>571345321

>>571344718
gregor has some really great stuff

>>571345334
Try bro this thread is little magic u know.

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>>571344707
its not my pic though, but here you go

>>571343363
Well, I'd like to tell you she's interested, but from what you've told it seems like you guys never went anywhere more than these parties you talked about.

But since you had such a good time, why don't you just send her a message and check what the outcome will be? What's the worst that could happen? That she would stop liking your profile pictures? Come on man.
>>571344008
http://youtu.be/MnhK1jbk4rE
http://youtu.be/IbQPbt7GGw8
http://youtu.be/ToGnkBkySSA

>>571345334
>>571345483
I Too

Somebody please make me feel better. It's 23:48 now and I can't sleep until I feel better and I have uni tomorrow at 9.

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>>571345702
I have work tomorrow
> It's 00:48

>>571345702
German ?

Ii don't like the feeling of loneliness but it's all I ever feel anymore.

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>>571345702
Share some story

>>571345863
English

Am I fucking my life up? I am 19 and I've been dating this girl for a year now and I feel like it's going in the wrong way. Should I give up, should I date as many people as possible, should I not at all and just do whatever?

>>571345960
I know how u feel

>>571344480
If a way
Maybe she beat you cause she loved you?

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>>571346157

>>571345953
If you are like me on this thing, then there was a moment when we were happy but then something happened and atleast for me 5 years of depression. It's like i dont want to feel alone but i'm used to it, it become a part of me like haunting ghost.

>>571345665
Thanks bro

>>571345702
00:48 here, uni at 8, matlab. Still lurking.

Listen, just pop her a message. Like I said, what's the worst that could happen?

Be the Alpha you really are and approach her! Tomorrow is a new day with tons of chances to make things right. Don't miss them.

And if you want to move on - just visit some student events or something. Pubs, seatings, I don't know what your uni has to offer. Just go to one of them, trust me.

>>571346134
Dude your fucking 19... unless you have meth mouth already you really cant have fucked it up... Dating a girl for a year, thats might/probably will suck for you later on but its a life experience that pretty much everyone needs to go through. Give up who cares keep trying who knows jdwi

>>571346276
I know how you feel.

>>571341898
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_y06HC-oGyA

>>571346360
I think you might be talking to the wrong person about the girl, but thanks.

i cant deal with everything any more, all my friends and it seems everyone i know is sad, fucked up, or broken, i stare into their eyes every day, it makes me wanna cry thinking about it, knowing im just as fucked broken and lost as the rest of them all sat here proceeding on are meaningless lives, think about it where all so insignificant, this thread just proves this, after this is gone so is all are stories all are sad memories shared destroyed only to be held by the few here, to witness the sadness that we all bare, i say we can be happy but only at certain times, relish them times, hold the people you actually like close (lets be honest we hate a lot of people), because where so insignificant that you can do what ever the fuck you want, do it, thrive of this shit truth, let your self free, find someone who makes you happy for the time being and take that for as long as you need. as for me im stuck, sitting, staring into the darkness we describe as life, hoping it with all my efforts i will be happy again, i miss a girl i want, but she doesn't want me, but yet thats not the biggest the problem, the biggest problem is the pure consistence of life, im going to change it, like you should. change your life. fucking do it now. tell that person how you feel, tell that person how much you need them tell that friend its going to be okay and just do everything you have ever wanted to do as there is nothing stopping your self but your self. i do want to die right now, but only now. peace out /B/ only for now - Dan

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>>571346219

Let me continue i have more of that
> Be 8-10
> i was peeing my pants
> due to fear and abuse
> yelling and shit
> she would make me lick the bed
> the next day if i peed in my pands

> I would stand in a square
> if i want to go to toiled
> i need permission for it
> usually i would get a simple No
> but there were times when she would slap me
> before i go to it

> She would make eat onion and bread
> nothing else
> just that

You think she still loved me

>>571346134
Its hard question. There is no easy answer. You love her dont leave. If u dont love her or its toxic leave. Then take from life as much as u can. 10 years from know u would propably have wife and work 40hours weekly. No time for crazy stuff or womens.

>grew up with an old fashioned German mother
>used to beat me and steal money from father
>father is American soldier
>I can sense at a young age they hate each other
>this fucks me up and I compensate by making up stories of myself and my family
>envious of my friends that have such great families
>start isolating myself until one day no friends at all
>tell myself that I am not the problem
>meanwhile my father is deployed in Iraq and so is my older brother
>older brother dies in fallujah
>block out the pain, tell myself I don't care
>then a few months later my mother tells me my father died in ramadi
>tells me I need to move out
>curse her with all my heart and tell her I hate her for doing this to all of us
>I am sent to live with grandparents in a town in ohio
>American high school
>made fun for fucking everything

>>571325020
more music related feels this one hit hard

>>571334818
Mannen, träffa henne och umgås. Jag har varit i precis samma situation. Blev deprimerad varje gång jag såg henne lägga ut bilder när hon var ute och hade kul medan jag satt fast hemma och svor att det aldrig skulle hända igen.
Jag berättade hur jag kände, och hon kände likadant. Men av olika händelser blev vi aldrig ihop och vi gled sakta ifrån varandra, och nu är det bara något meddelande på facebook då och då.
Men det gav mig så galet mycket självförtroende och styrka, att veta att någon kan tycka så om mig och att jag vågar. Nu har jag ny tjej som jag lever lyckligt med sedan 6 månader tillbaka, och jag har insett att det bara är mina egna gränser i huvudet som sätter stopp.
Du kommer fixa det här!

...

>>571327730
that wasn't even a year ago. i guess those baaw threaders killed themselves

>>571346482
what's your story?

>>571346539
Ah shit, sorry. The wrong brown.

Anything in particular you want me to talk about?

>>571329948
fuck you for this. nothing on this thread got to me but this. fuck.

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>>571346482
Tell the story
>>571346830
Nope, i would lurk /b/ just for this thread and i always stay till it's 404.

I have work tomorrow but i'm staying no matter that.

>>571346495
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVQpfoqsY8Q

>>571346937
Me? Nope, I just came to this thread hoping to feel a bit better about life. I guess it kind of helped knowing I'm not alone.

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>>571347295
don't die on me
> fuck bump limit

>>571346760
sorry, men ser så svart på alt. Har kun snakket med henne via snapchat, ingenting annet. Og jeg vet at ingen vil være sammen med en taper som meg.

>>571346548
Your post was beatiful. Sad but true. You are intelligent cool man. You got one life to live. Fucking go out and show them u are no1 broke ur soul. Be fucking strong. Turn on loud music and tomorrow try to change ur life, for real.

>>571346903
Basically sick and tired of being sick and tired. Everyone around me thinks I'm a great guy for the most part. I am sociable, funny, 7/10 to an 8/10 in looks and so on. But I always feel lonely and sad due to the fact every girl I've ever been with uses me for money, cheats on me, or lies to me. I know it sounds fucking stupid but it makes me feel shitty for some reason. I'm a very temperamental person that is also very sad. Nothing else.

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>>571347502

>>571342483
>> Said i'd meet up with her a few times but never happened
You already were halfway (shit, more like 3/4) of the way to doing it. Do it like you did before, only actually follow through. If you guys were already talking about meeting up, then she wants to meet up. Go. Meet. Her.
Don't let it pass you by. Right now, it's killing you every single day. I know it is. But trust me on this (because I have been there): When you go for it, at least you will know. No more wondering. Do it for, if nothing else, the ability to say "I fucking did it. I took that chance. I stopped hiding in my house, afraid of the world. I made a move. I lived."

>>571347209
Well, on the bright side you're going to uni. Most people don't do that. They just live the same boring life that repeats it self.
Eat sleep work, rinse and repeat.

Instead, you are getting yourself an education which might take you somewhere someday. Think of it like that. :)

Unless you study art history or some bullshit like that...

>>571325020
"I still masturbate to her every night" wat

>>571347736
Hah, yeah I guess. Studying Computer Science.

>>571338065
Holy shit feels everywhere

>>571346678
>teachers think I'm just some weird kid
>people think I'm just a self righteous spoiled brat
>it gets to my head as I take advantage of my grandparents wealth
>I am so fucked up in the head for someone so young
>soon my only escape is sports and I begin to grow a promising football career
>coaches think I could get a scholarship for college
>then, my 3rd semester comes around, spring break
>my grandparents tell me the cancer finally killed my motherr
>finally
>they are surprised that I didn't know
>for the first time in my life I look at my mother in a whole new light
>and I sit in the middle of a forest crying to myself
>I realize that I love my family and it all cones rushing to me
>I realize I want a family
>I don't even know this feeling that I don't even feel but its a part of me
>I know I'm lacking something human that people should have
>think that maybe my mother protected me by sending me away like that from more pain
>she made me strong by beating me and instilling a sense of discipline
>I begin to slide away from school
>I miss the entire 3rd semester and just stop coming to school
>I am so depressed that I cannot even see meaning in doing anything
>this emptiness is gnawing at me
>soon even sports does nothing for me
>I shut everyone out
>teachers, coaches, those few classmates that cared
>I just fade into nothingness and push everything out and run away from it all

>>571334470
Pretty much what's going on with me as well.

To be honest /b/, the reason i would come into this threads and contribute and sometimes i would share a personal story or two, is not to get it out of my chest but simply i know that someone can relate to me, someone will tell me that it will be better. And just for that one second while i would read that, that i have support from someone i don't even know, never met i feel good.
And then i would go to sleep, the morning comes that few seconds when i have no idea who i am is the best part and i'm back and i'm stuck with all the shit i take in one day. Then again, night comes... I come from work and open /b/, hit the search for feel or baww just to see if there is on going thread then again i join and after the 404 i feel good that some times i would contribute and would help someone and sometimes someone will help me.

>That's why i love /b/awws/

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not mine but this was posted in a soundcloud thread, thought it was nice enough to share here

www.soundcloud.com/dr-normie/candybox

>>571347572
means a lot someone out there i don't know cares much love, i will try its hard when your in secondary school ahah i want to be musician so hopefully if i change my life and finally do everything i wanna do i can change it - Dan

>>571346585
Doesnt sound like it
Love is weird though
Maybe the fact that you're leaving her makes her sad
I wish I could explain
You really dont know what you have till its gone

>>571339648
I'd rather just die. I wouldn't live in this shit world just to start all over.

It Makes me sad If this Thread Goes 404

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>>571348783
That was happening when i was in junior school. After that it stopped, my father didn't know until my 18th birthday and he said
> "That happend in the past..."
> rightinthefeels.rar

>>571347736
education leads to a job, eat sleep work, rinse and re
peat.

ditto >>571348975

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>>571348975
>http://4archive.org/b/thread/571324267
Will archive it agian before goes 404

>>571348621
This gives me that high school pep rally feeling

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>>571349367

>>571348093
>one day I see a little boy getting bullied
>he was a little Asian American kid no more than 13
>the little brat bullying were calling him names and shit
>nobody does anything and they just laugh
>I look at them in disgust and start walking away- not my problem right
>they start pushing him and making immature jokes
>I stop and just fucking stare at them
>for some reason I see myself in that kid
>walk right up to the little faggots and tell them to fuck off
>give the little kid a ride home, his name is Kaien
>it felt so good to help that kid
>it made me feel meaningful

>soon we all graduated from high school
>but I don't go to the ceremony
>avoidance issues and being so public etc.
>I decide to move out and work some jobs for money
>meet kaien again and we become friends
>one day driving home from work I see a funeral for some military familys son
>keep in mind I was pretty anti military back then, because of my family
>browsed 4chan and blamed it on corporations and Jews etc.
>turns out it was some kid in my graduating class
>then I hit a bar a few months later and on the news I see stories of heroism and shit in Iraq and Afghanistan
>i don't buy any of it but i head to the recruiting station anyways
>it just seemed right
>i had no purpose and no meaning to live
>i enlisted in the us marine corps and was shipped out a week later
>simple as that

>>571349080
I'd rather say a better job and a ton more of experiences, and with those, you can do a lot more of things than the regular mc donalds clerk would.

But I see your point.

>>571348621
I wish to be mediocre and normal. All I want is to feel 'fine,' as it's infinitely better than how I've felt so far in life.

>>571349789
That's deep

>>571349556
Have you read "Refresh, Refresh"?
A short story and your story kinda reminded me of it
Definitly check it out though

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So we are all coming to an end ?

>>571348624
Here You go. You are the only person that can change ur life, remember that. You got one life so make it worth. Live it that way so after 60years or something u will be able to say: I would be able to live once more I would make every decision the same".

The only reason I'm here on this thread is that I don't want to hurt my brothers and leave them alone. I want to die, but I can't leave them. It's been 18 years now, don't know how much more I can handle.

>>571347648
Fuck you.