Bawww thread?Have a baw thread, I need some feels so do other people. I'll dump the few I have.
From a feels thread today.
Rest in peace, /b/rother.
All good, just a lonely Sunday for me
>If she says no she'll say she wants to stay friends
>Then you won't talk to her for the rest of the year.
>You'll go to different high schools.
>You will talk on facebook a total of 5 times from the time school ends to the end of next semester
>Then she'll delete her facebook
>You'll have no way to contact her
>you check the creepy email you made to anonymously state your love to her
>1.5 years earlier and see an email saying she misses you.
>You'll respond 5 days after the email
>You won't get a response back for 2 months.
>when you do you'll get her number
>text her for a month
>then she'll attempt suicide.
>she'll then start texting you again
>you'll meet her at a starbucks
>it will be really awkward
>this happens at the beginning of summer
>you won't text her more than 3 more times that entire summer
>around september you'll begin to communicate again
>You'll continue to text somewhat regularly through december
>at the end of december you'll meet her for coffee once again
>you'll give her a ride to the place
>but the place will be closed
>and it was a 45 minute drive to get there
>drive around for another 45 minutes finding a place to go.
>your parents think you're helping your friend with his computer
>you go to a kabob place
>you'll pay for it
>you'll take her home
>text her 3 more times
>and never hear from her again
>beta as fuck
>girl I think is cute sits by me in art
>starts painting on my hands
>I play it cool
>few days later ask someone else for her number
>act like I'm prank calling her
>we get to texting and I think i have a chance
>I tell her how I feel
>it doesn't change much still just her friend
>we get closer
>she says she has to change schools
>I can't believe it but have to
>haven't spoken to her in three years
>won't forget her
Sorry to hear that, I'm sure there's a story that goes with it, stay awhile?
Whoops, wrong post.
What is it that brings you here other than loneliness, anon?
A lot of shit man, family all hates me and gives me shit, I have one solid good friend, getting fucked over at work but to much of a pussy to say anything. How about yourself?
Ah fuck it. I'll post my story
>17 Years old and fresh out of highschool
>No friends. I mean absolutely 0 friends
>Work an OK job
> feel so empty inside I want to kill myself
>Watching Tom Green Live
>Swarm of prank callers crash his show
>Google wtf is going on and find 4chan
>Learn the ways of the internet
>Find several friends through 4chan and we band together to become best friends
.>7 years later
>Because of 4chan I have developed skills which landed me an awesome job, live in an expensive apartment, fucked plenty of women, and to this day I am still best friends wiith the original gang.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA YOU FUCKING FAGGOT HAVIN FEELINGS AND SHIT!!!
yall motherfuckers needs sum good fuk you idiots, get to the gym get some gains and fuck bitches dont give a shit you fucking idiots
i love at fucking faggots like you xDD bahahahaha!
>Been depressed for while
>Mother died at age 8
>Father at 11
>Moved in with grandparents after that
>Senior year high school had thoughts of suicide
>Cutie grill picks me up, end up having a relationship
>Fast forward, college freshman
>She splits into a program for biochemical engineering, leaves me here
>Both of us feel horrible
>See her every 3weeks for a couple days, if that
>Slip back into depression
>Shes the only one I could talk to, now can't because she can't do anything to make me feel better
>Not sure if an hero
Why is your family giving you shit, anon?
Because that's how they wipe their ass
Thanks for all the feels anons. im off to school
Thanks man, I'll keep that in mind. I just wish it was that simple, there's so much time for the thoughts to come back, especially when it's just me.
Anytime, good luck Anon.
They all think lowly of me, one side of my family is quite successful and they're ashamed of me or some shit, so they give me shit. But stay strong dude, you're doing great so far.
I know its complicated, I'm in the same boat. Suicidal thoughts, loneliness.
But I know that when this all goes away life will be so great knowing that I've taken all life can throw at me and still survived.
It's not gonna be easy for us but we can make it, there's people out there who understand
I cried. Partly out of sadness for what happened to the person OP got so close too and partly because I've never had a relationship like that with another person and don't know how.
You guys are great, and these baw threads are something I look for everyday for a chance to smile, because on here people actually care. I thank you for caring /b/rothers, you are probably the leading cause I havn't off'd myself yet.
Did you guys break up? If not go after this girl OP! Move closer to her, fuck your college. If you are seriously considering suicide what good is college going to do for you? I know it's probably difficult but tell her how you feel about her don't just put it off and let her slip away.
Try to change the world, for better or worse,... even if it's in your own small way. That,s what I'm trying to do. Through science and tech.
Also.... fuck everyone else. Find someone who feels the same.
We all experience it someday /b/ro.
Keep your head up.
Sorry all, I was making tea.
We haven't. I am also in a program for Software engineering. Both of our programs enables us to jump 2 years ahead in schooling, and mine provides a paid internship. We both agreed to follow through with these to ensure we both are well paid and can provide for the family we will have, not matter how bitter these next 2 years will be. I'm just cracking.
I'm sorry man, I somewhat know that feel. Lead your life the way you want it to go, you don't need to meet anyone's standards but your own. I'm happy to be able to be beside you.
always in the mood for a baww thread. Keeps me here one day longer.
>hang out with chick everyday for like 2 months
>every night she texts me and asks me if i want to come over after she gets off work
>come over, smoke a little weed, watch movies, cuddle etc.
>for 2 months see each other every day, sleep in the same bed, mess around
>really start to like her
>friends dating her room mate
>we all hang out
>everything is so perfect
>long story short she randomly starts dating some guy
>just starts dating some dude and doesn't talk to me anymore
>get mad one day, send her a semi angry text basically summed up as "What the fuck?"
>"I didn't think there was anything going on between us"
And that's that. She went from making me feel so wanted to throwing me out like a piece of fucking garbage. My friend used to always tell me that when I fell asleep before she got off work she'd ask if it was a good idea for her to come over and wake me up so she could see me and he'd have to tell her no. She acted so clingy for awhile but I loved it because it made me feel like someone gave a fuck.
Then it just ended and I'm suddenly not even worth an explanation.
She's probably the first person I've ever hated in my entire life, and that's pretty significant for someone like me. I've been crushed for almost a month and I still don't fucking understand.
I'm guessing she was just using me as an in between person as a source of attention until she found someone else. I'm not sure though, all I know is that I'm so fucking pissed all the time and I hate her so god damned much.
Until 404 then, /b/rother. I will contribute until then or until my sparse folder is empty.
Is my anger unreasonable in this situation?
I mean, I know it was just a few months of that stuff, but it mattered a lot to me, I don't usually put myself in that position, but she just acts like it was nothing, and then that makes me think that maybe I just got attached too fast or something. I'm just such a fucking mess over it
Don't let it blind you Anon, justification isn't your goal. Society doesn't deem what is just, only you can do that. (Totally fucking agreeing with you though) Justified anger won't get you anywhere, do what you can to get passed this failed situation and put yourself out there, show yourself, not her, that you are not garbage.
Welcome, what brings you here, Anon?
How's everyone tonight? Shitty?
Last time I cried was when I was spanked at 7, now I am 22 I have never cried until now, not during " the fault in our stars" none of the school shootings nothing, but now, now I am crying like a little kid because the only people that actually care are a bunch of strangers on the internet. Staying till 404 brothers, this is HEAVEN.
Sometimes I take the warm Batterys out of my Radio and hold them tightly in my hands... they feel like real humanhands...
and then I close my eyes and imagine a girl who lays next to me and holds my hands and... and likes me.
I close my eyes till the batterys are cold and remind my of my loneliness. I am afraid to open my eyes then, becouse I know nobody is laying next to me... :-(
Just some loneliness and neuroticism. What about you guys?
Broken hearts tend to not get stomped on through anonymity. I'm glad you're staying.
You can find my story near the top of the thread, but to sum it up, very lonely.
People have it far worse, I'm just here for the ride, but thank you. It means a lot.
Sometimes I think that the right one will never cross my path.
Can't answer that one for you, I don't know myself. If you find out, let me know. If you're looking for one very feely, might I suggest Welcome to the NHK.
honestly, more than likely if youre the one who always had the weed, yea she was using you for weed. bitches always want to get stoned or drunk but never want to put out for anything. ive watched this happen to a dear friend of mine over and over time and again. he meets girls that other guys take over when theyre fucking them, they see he always has weed, they start hanging out with him and break his heart. he doesnt understand why, even though ive explained this many times to him. they always tell him that exact phrase. "i didnt think there was anything going on between us" or "it was just fun, wasnt it?" i feel for you guys.
Wherever he is, I hope it's a better place.
HEAVEN guy reporting in? God fucking damn it I am still fucking crying.
Welcome back, sorry for the tears.
We only broke up a few days ago, and she already hardly texts me anymore.
I've been lurking these threads for the last five or six years, this is the first time I've ever posted.
jesus fucking christ I cant even see the capcha right now. baww.
I'm all out /b/. I may keep lurking, but I will always return. I hope you all feel better next time.
Not much of a story. Just a hikki/neet who can't hold down a job or even keep a friend due to being extremely neurotic and paranoid.
I had a dream a couple nights ago that I actually attended uni. My sister was there. Some random qt outgoing girl started chatting me up. My sister basically told her I'm extremely quiet, and I wanted/needed a girl like that. I'm actually quite proud, and I don't want to depend on anyone. It wasn't a good feeling. It's odd since I usually have dreams where I'm extremely outgoing and social (which is basically an opposite personality of me).