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I'm the anon that's leaving for marine corps boot camp and missing my ex
Run while you still have a chance.
Any other service is better, promotions suck here, If i had a choice again I'd go airforce. Same pay, better life.
sent this to him when i was upset......he brought it up and cried, now anytime i see it.... it kills me
I'm not good with words and explaining shit.
Long story short:
I talk to her nonstop for about 5 years before only recently growing the balls to ask her out, only for her to turn me down and stop being my friend.
I can only imagine all the little stuff in between, and I know its the buildup of the little stuff that eventually lets everything come crashing down.
Mine's not too different from yours, but I would like to ask you a question: If you could do it over again, would you not tell her? Would you go your entire life without letting her know how you feel just so you could stay friends with her?
I have to believe that story can be true.
thanks for the tears. might watch the show again. not like i have anything else to do anyway.
tomorrow is my birthday and i recently broke up with my girlfriend. I really loved this girl but she cheated on me. How an i supposed to have fun tomorrow with this gaping hole in my heart?
I'm looking for that pic of the sister hugging after one of them tried to commit suicide
Man idk. Idk if its just because of how many times ive read this and cried before, but ive grown to think this story is stupid as fuck.
like nigga no, stfu.
anyway, back to feeling like shit - read this
Isn't there a green text that goes along with that one? That quote came out of it, and was about 2 guys playing CoD or something and the one has to leave during the Arab spring.
Hard to say... It hurts when it's like I don't exist anymore. It sucks when i look at my phone all night expecting her to say hello, but never getting it. So I guess I wouldn't do it again...
If there is one thing that makes me burst into tears, it is this one
Anybody know more baww music like this? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Whr61HeQrHo
I remember first reading it, (it was in a "make your own tv show" that developed into a hardcore feels thread) and thought that this was just some shitty story that the op forgot to greentext. but then that ending... it did the most damage to me than every baww thread and video ive ever seen.
I've reached a point where I hope that doesn't happen. I'm not going to kill myself, that's stupid. But when I die I want my family to move on, not grieve hopelessly like whoever that was.
It's a huge conflict, guy. I know I just want her around again. If she's still around, don't stray too far. I'm not sure how your friendship was with her but I'm doing my damnedest to be the best friend figure I've always been. I'm still watching over her and I still get her friends to comfort her because I can't. I think I've done it more than any of those people have, several times a year she's almost inconsolable but I know her like the back of my hand.
I guess what I'm trying to say is linger in the background. Be there for her whenever, you never know when she'll need it.
cheesy as cp. and I ain't in the mood for pizza.
Call me a faggot because it's Mayday Parade, but this song makes me tear up.
Assuming it's true, I can't imagine how broken that guy's mind is after that. I would probably kill myself if the only girl I've ever gotten the chance to fall in love with died/
i watch people around me fade. i am fading. i'm not comfortable.
She doesn't love my anymore. I'm still crazy about her. Listening to feels music. Too distracted to do college reading homework. Using every ounce of energy to not cry. Have to be strong. She doesn't give a damn so why should I
My girlfriend of two years broke up with me because she wants to start dating other girls. She still comes to my house and cuddles me and tries to make out with me when I'm drunk. I just want her to be out of my life for hurting me so much, but I can't. She still sends me pictures of her doing fun things and asks me about the girls she should date like it all meant nothing. I saved her twice from committing suicide. When she was cutting herself badly I was the one who got her to tell her parents and get some real help. I held her hand the entire time. I took her to her doctor trips. I fed her when her parents couldn't. Now that everything is better she doesn't want to be with me anymore, but she still wants everything from me. I'm texting her right now like nothing is going on.
I hate my life sometimes.
Similar thing Anon, I'm only 19 but I dated this girl for 2 and a half years until she broke up with me about 6 months ago.
Every time we struck up a conversation it always lead into what kinda guys she likes and who she's currently after.
Just blocked her phone number last night Anon - as well as her Facebook. I got tired of it...
It hurts to know she only broke up with me because she found other men more attractive after TWO and a HALF years. It hurts.
im going into adult ed straight out of high school, and im fucking terrified, my brain cant handle the things im taking and im expected to be able to do the easily, but i cant. i am petrified of the future ahead of me and i dont know what im going to do without my friends to make me laugh along the way
Dude...I would say fuck all women but that isn't right to say because just one is being an indecisive bitch. There's going to be better out there for you man. One that'll smoke with you and play Pokemon and be laid back. She won't go for other girls, she'll only want you. It's out there man, I believe the right one is out there for you
i push everyone that cares away. i should be in robot 9k.
now i have a reason to be sad.
just another pathetic person turning inward and not letting the people who care in.
I'm heading to bed guys, last one for this thread
This one hits me right in the feels..
Long story short, I fucked up and lost the girl of my dreams. I fucked her over and took her for granted even after she put up with my bullshit. She's the one that got away and I miss her...
didn't see it posted, so, here's to Ugly. Cheers! until tomorrow.
Anyone have the comic strip where the guy asks out his dream girl and they live out their lives together and at the end the images get sucked into a black hole and you see he was dreaming the whole time?
haha no prob anon, you'll be surprised by how many people ask for this so i have it at the top of my feels folder
nah i think he was crying because he spent a lot on that blanket but now he doesnt have one
>be me in 7th grade
>6th grade girl new to the area shows up one day at the bus stop
>she's so beautiful
>so beautiful it destroyed my beta-barrier
>h-hey uh... You live around here?
Yeah! I live just down there, I'm anonette nice to meet you!
>voice of angel
>so happy and excited with anything and everything
>become best friends over middle school and high school
>fast forward to now
>madly in love with her
>anytime I get a couple days off I spend the night at her house
>she doesn't like to be alone at night
>so I lay beside the girl I love as she sleeps
>staring at the ceiling and think of what could've been if we were together until I pass out
Ah, Oneitus. I remember it well from high school. I'm sure it hurts, hurts like hell. But just remember, it was all in your head. She could never have competed with that perfect ideal of her you had in your head, even if you did get with her. She's just one real good-looking chick who you iconized. It's a hard lesson to learn. But that's the truth of it I swear. The girl you're crushing on doesn't even exist, but the good news is there are plenty just like the real one. Work on yourself, improve, and pretty soon you'll wonder why you even thought she was special.
the girl im in love with doesnt want to date, but will gladly cuddle with me. she has opened up to me a lot, even told me she has herpes, which i was just like well that sucks, doesnt change anything. i have paid her bills unbeknownst to her, i have put money in her account when she didnt know how she would afford diapers, i have paid her car repair bill when she was scard of how much it would be, i have done a lot for her the past 7 monthes without ever telling her. i hope to one day get with her, not because i want sex or anything, but just to repay her for pulling me from the darkness i was in before her.
so i suppose i could put some of my folder up but image limit prevents my whole folder
god im depressed
Cut her out of your life and stop being a pussy. You're better than this. She doesn't owe you anything for what you did as much as it may feel like it. You didn't earn shit. It's a real bitch move what she did, shit, what she's doing, but she broke no contract. It's great what you did, but now she's using you without reciprocating, can't you see that? Leading you on with cuddles and making out while texting you about her current hookups, using up your attention, time and validation. I know your feelings are real, but if you keep this up she'll keep you from moving on. And that's what the fuck you need to be doing, moving on.
In a few months of focusing on yourself without talking to her, hell maybe talking to other girls who knows, she won't have the same hold over you, believe me. And don't be tempted to go back to her, because if you do this she'll try. She's made her choice.
This shit happens to nice guys like you all the time, I been there. Stop wallowing in the shitty situation and move on. This chapter needs to be closed.
Not entirely sure, but reverse image search says "noragami"
Should check out Steins; Gate sometime.
>mfw people are always getting feels over wanting a gf
>mfw I've got friends around me and am good looking and know girls who I could get with
>tfw I just want to be alone forever. No friends, no family. Just me and freedom.
I'd trade places with you any day. Some people are just meant to be alone. But remember, alone is a different thing from 'lonely' and I truly feel alone and zone out when I'm around multiple people. It's an odd feeling. It tends to build up to rage because you tend to watch these people and see their bad sides. And darkness is stronger than light, contrary to what all the sappy, happy bullshit you hear about says.
i had planned on it, for some reason reverse image search wont work on my computer anymore, shit i dont even get the option to use it on opera anymore, idk maybe google is just fucking with me for some reason
My girlfriend was raped by one of my friends, I once helped convinced him not to kill himself. I don't know what to do I never hated anyone more than him.
Steins; Gate is one of the best I've seen.
Also, are you using the latest version of Opera? (think it's v19) because I am and it's working fine.
I really hate being depressed guys, i have no reason to be either, my life isn't all that bad. I was born and diagnosed with a severe form of depression as a child, genetic. Being a child i refused to take me meds cause if i was going to be happy i wanted to be happy on my own. Sometimes I think i could have been, if it wasn't for the doctors trying to look inside my mind forcing my demons out. Being put in a white room by myself, taking tests, taking to several different doctors up until i was a about 17. I am now 20. I'm up every night alone with my thoughts, i dont know how much more nights i can last.
Guys, I'm so socially retarded it hurts. It's just recently come to my attention that in the past year or so, at least 5 girls I knew had crushes on me, and I'm so slow to read social cues that only after looking back on my memories, I figured it out MONTHS after the fact.
I've let 5 (5!!!!) girls slip through my fingers, because I'm fucking retarded.
Is there any hope for me?
I am the exact same way.
I am terrible with names, and remembering facts about people.
I let many girls slip through my fingers, and I annoy everyone I come across. On the internet and in real life. They all think I am weird
it's my Birthday today just turned 20 i thought my high school friend would wish me a happy birthday or say some thing but they didn't the only people that wished a happy birthday was my own family, and my friends online. i put a thread up in /b/ and saying it was my birthday expecting hate and trolls but i got people wishing me a happy birthday. i found something out 4chan is a feared website and hated website but somewhere in 4chan there are people with hearts and hope. LONG LIVE 4CHAN! :)
yeah i have it set to auto update, i guess im not alone in my using opera, everyone is always like oh use chrome its better im like fuck that shit, i dont want all my shit tracked so hard
but yeah ive heard a lot about steeins been meaning to watch it just been busy with catching up on others
Look, don't beat yourself up. If they truly wanted to try something, they would've let you know instead of hoping you'd pick up their hints. That's what I hate about chicks.
They drop hints, rather subtly or obviously, and if the guy doesn't pick up on them - then she just moves on, complaining about guys. But if a guy likes a chick, he has to full up tell her or else she will just think he is "being nice".
i cant live with them but i cant live without them.
I write poetry.. Well, I write what I'm feeling. With some kind of structure or rhythm to it... Gotta get out my angst somehow
Only you seem to have the power
To bring me to my knees
To re-infect my heart in a day
Like some advanced disease
Only you have the ability
To make me shed a tear
To make me feel like less of a man
And want to disappear
Only you have that cold touch
That grips my heart so tight
The icy burn engulfs me
And water becomes my sight
Only you have that warm touch
That soothes the pain I feel
That reassures me that with you
Nothing bad can be real
Only you have the ability
To make it all okay
To make me want to be with you
Every dusk, dawn, night, and day
Only you seem to have the power
To lift me higher than the sky
To make me feel this love for you
And not have to wonder why
Why are you fucking crying? I don't have any friends and the only girls I've ever been with besides my first gf I've met online.
>boohoo all these girls liked me but I didn't act on it
I bust my ass everyday just to try and find girls to talk to and you're sad because you have so many? Fuck you you fucking faggot
>I am terrible with names, and remembering facts about people.
I'm fine with names, it's just that the idea of someone having a crush on me is a strange idea.
I did go out on a date about 7 months ago, but I didn't know what to do past that point, and I ended up ignoring her. She wasn't too bad, either.
I seem to have an intense self-hatred/self-loathing complex, coupled with intense self-doubt.
It's like I have the most judgemental family members sitting at the back of my mind, telling me I'm going to fuck up. It's eating me alive.
You should read Mein kampf and other racialist books. Find some pride in your heritage and it will come through to the rest of your life and soon you will be a cocky motherfucker.
So if I triggered your jealousy.
I keep forgetting that some things I bitch about are things people wish they had in the first place.
What's to say someone doesn't have a crush on you?
This was me, not even five minutes ago, fuck this gay earth, I just want a fucking hug from someone who cares.
>someone has a crush on you
LOL yeah. I live and work in a town that has so many mexicans flooding into it I'm only one of a handful of white guys left in it. The white girls left a long time ago.
The only ones who would have a crush on me are some disgusting beaner girls.
I do have some pride in my heritage. Scratch that: I've extreme pride in my heritage, but that doesn't seem to pull me out it. The problem seems to be something deeper. I've never read Mein Kampf, heard it's decent and moderately down-to-Earth.
I'll give it a try, though. Must be worth a shot.
Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place. And I don’t care how tough you are. It will beat you to your knees and keep you permanently there if you let it”
“You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life, but it ain’t about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done”
“Now if you know what you are worth, go out and get what you are worth, but you gotta be willing to take the hits and not pointing fingers, saying you ain’t where you want to be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that, and that ain’t you. You’re better than that
>The only ones who would have a crush on me are some disgusting beaner girls.
That's super disappointing. I'll pray for your prospects to get better. It's better than nothing, I suppose.
You definitely should man. When you look around and realize you're the descendants of the people who created almost everything you see around you you start to feel better about yourself.
At least I do. I think some of the sadness and angst young people feel today is because they've been displaced and forgotten. When you know all of this belongs to you by birthrights you forget a lot of the white guilt society pushes on us and you start to feel more confident with women and other people.
Thank you guys for staying up and listening to one another and sharing what you wanted to say. Hopefully things get better for all of us eventually, if not then we'll just make another baww thread and share the feels. Goodnight /b/ros
nothing is going to change if she thinks about it it is going to give her more. pain that what she wants? she need to show everyone that fuck it she is not going to break that easily .she is a fuckin human being we have survived from our first day of existence . we are programmed to survive in the harshest conditions and break through them to the next beautiful day .just think about our ancestors they survived withought houses clothes fire they fuckin invented fire they fuckin break through tha barrier and make it happen she need to dp same fuck her past what happened happened be strong and pass through that
I'm going to text her tonight.
I dont know if I have her right number anymore, I can talk to her on facebook, or skype, or anything.
But I'm hoping that I have the wrong number, so that I can pour my heart out without worrying about driving her away, so that I can pretend she texts me something affirming back and I just dont get the message.
So that I can pretend I get some sort of acknowledgement that a night I was curled up with my phone and I texted her and got a "I love you" back could happen again.
So that I can finally believe that I can either get over her, or with her.
Deep down, I know though, no matter how many times I kept her from slicing herself, or just cry, that I did it instead.
I know however much I care for her, I'm too afraid of driving her away to truly try to be with her.
And I will sit, and Skype, and play with my friends I can act normal around, instead of talking to her, instead of stumbling to say what I want to, and instead making petty small talk.
I will keep a calm and steady voice, even as I internally sob, and wish I'd summon up the courage to say what I wanted, and drive her away if it did.
Instead. I text a phone number I hope is outdated.
I pass of choked noises as coughs.
And I am alone.
And nobody will know.
Just recently finished Tiny Tina's Assault on Dragon Keep. After I beat it I had to lie down for a couple minutes and just feel. Now this is my background picture. It reminds me of Tina's heartbreak of losing her hero. But that she goes on. Thanks, Butt Stallion.
I think that might have been one of the most inspiring things I have read recently. I am planning on spending the rest of my life with this girl and I can't let this stop that. All we can do is keep going. Thank you based anon.
love her like there is no tomorrow so that she can forget the pain and can only remember how much you love her how much you care for her and have a nice life bro if you ever feel down in life just think you are the one who is going to change the down part to up no one els gona do it tie your shoes and make it happen