Do you ever look up in the night sky and wonder if someone out there is feeling back at you?
Also, feels thread.
You mean someones feels from hundred of thousands of years ago? The feels that were left unnoticed and abandoned? Now finally reaching you, however it's too late, The being that sent those feels are probably long gone. And even if they are an immortal being, just knowing that their are so age is enough to make me just want to kill faggotity little self.
>tfw sore throat and plain old uncomfortable
Thanks, I love you too /b/ro. I hope one day this shit will end and we'll all be happy.
I'll dump the rest I have, but reading the shit I forgot I have saved is really depressing me. I hate this world, and almost everyone in it
My captcha was "8" and I couldn't even get that right. I had to do another...
Thanks for having me, Have the wallpaper I use.
the first thing in the thread that made me feel
>Hard on father
>Moves into private office building
>Cant pay rent
>Cant afford to do anything with me and brother
>Me and brother really all he has
>Busy schooling,working, and with GF
>Constantly turn down his plans being too busy
>Tries so hard to make low budget things with us fun and spend time
At least you had some shoulders to cry on.
A person could have 100 problems, but as long as they have 1 person they can lean on, it seems as though they have nothing to worry about.
But for someone who has no one to talk to, no shoulders to cry on, one temporary problem could drive that person to an hero.
I'm waiting on someone to lean on.
okay so i'm seventeen years old
you're the last best thing i got going
but then the special secret sickness
starts to eat through you
what am i supposed to do?
no way of knowing
so i follow you down your twisting alleyways
find a few cul-de-sacs of my own
there's only one place this road ever ends up
and i don't wanna die alone
let me down, let me down, let me down gently
when the police come to get me
i'm listenin' to dance music
Yes, I do. I can't sleep often at night, and I just hop in my car, drive around town since that can calm me down. Often I stop somewhere and look into the starry night sky, somehow the feeling of being small helps me relax. It's beautiful. Astonishing. And I wonder; is there someone, maybe close to me, who thinks the same? It feels pretty bad to not share this thought with others, but I thank you all for sheering me up in this threads every other day.
Thank you, /b/rothers.
Last night me and a few friends went camping in the local woods. There was a hill to our south that had no trees on it and because we live In a rural area we could see nearly everything. So many stars. As me and some friends lied there together contemplqining the universe you just kind of lose all emotions as you stare into the face of the universe and how fucking huge it is. And comparitively, how so fucking insignificant we are.
It was kind if refreshing in a weird way.
contribooting with Chiara Bautista
Why is it that whenever things start to look up something happens that ruins it all?
> be me
> meet qt grill at some training course
> have lots in common
> seems to enjoy my company, likewise
> organise to hang out after work a week or so later.
> hang out, goes well, we talk about shit & listen to music.
> the next week I get a text
> it's a picture of her cuddling with her bf
> there is only one word
> my heart shatters like a vase thrown off a 13th floor balcony
> never speak to her again.
Why do they do this?
I feel you /b/ro. I sat next to the railroad for tracks for hours the other day just trying to build up the courage to put my neck on the rail. I didn't do it though, which gives me hope because at that point i thought it was rock bottom.
See, that's what's funny. I didn't give a shit until she decided to rub it in my face.
also, please stop pretending you're a fucking lady killer, you're as much of a bitter, empty loser as the rest of it. You stupid cunt.
Do not want to rage, but does it happen to any of you that sadness quickly turns into anger?
He may not have taken the first step, but is that a reason to treat him like trash?
In the last year I've lost everything.
In January, my fiance talked me into seeing a doctor. Turns out I needed new parts. I had the option of dying, relatively soon and pretty painless. I chose to fight it so I could be with her...
Surgery was in March. Barely made it. Now everything looks very promising...
... except she decided to leave me. She begged me to stick around knowing she was all I had, and then she decided I wasn't good enough.
What the fuck do I do now?
She sounds like a dumb ass hole. Keep your head up my friend, and be glad you're not dealing with that weirdness. I mean, sends a cuddle picture with "lol". WTF is that supposed to be?
Some reason this song makes me feel just a little bit better.
>dying and killing innocents because Sadam rejected the petrodollar
It doesn't turn out that way because women don't hold crushes like that for years and years.
Fucking man up and treat them like women and not some goddess you need to bow before.
Disney movies give me nostalgia feels. They bring me back to my choir and theater days back in high school, which were honestly the best part of high school in my opinion. Everyone in there loved that stuff. I had a girlfriend for years who was really super into Disney, and she had me watch more of those movies than I ever knew existed. We would sing along to all of them. When she moved away to college out of state, we couldn't handle the distance.
Nowadays, whenever I'm feeling really down, I'll try to look up a Disney movie I've never seen before. They remind me of good times.
Girlfriend of a year gave me these 2 songs about a month before we broke up and she said she was ready 2 move on and get a real life not an internet relationship sicne were 16 at the time, and now we're 18 but she won't even talk 2 me anymore ;~;
All I have left of my first love is these 2 songs she sent me...
I'll miss you danielle/blacksheep.~
Ive been trough a lot of shit. I failed suicide 3 times. I know its good to let it all out anonymously on the internet but i wish not to just read about problems. Lets all try and change our mood, too a bit more optimistic.
The thoughts from yesterday forgotten
I like the way this new skin feels
Bring me splinters of tomorrow
Collect the parts where I win
Against the grain
Against the odds
I'll rise and I won't trip again
The dawn of a new day never looked
As good as this
>we'd sing to disney movies
Lol what a fag
Nah we all do stupid shit with women.
My favorite disney movie was "the black cauldron." And I watched it again a few months ago after years, and I didn't realize how fucking dark it was. It's not like regular disney movies man. People fucking die and they don't come back. I read the book in elementary school and it was all kinds of messed up.
But yeah, I don't know how this ties into your post but it was a damn good movie.
Pixar can be kind of hit and miss. But they do have a lot of good ones. Those two are some of my favorites of Pixar as well.
'long-distance relationship' isn't a relationship
'internet relationship' isn't a relationship
If the you and the other person are unwilling to selflessly sacrifice something out of their lives in order to preserve the bond between you, you've never had a relationship in the first place; you've only had an unwritten emotional trading deal.
I'd actually never heard of that one until that girl I was talking about showed it to me. When she did, she actually said the exact same thing, that she didn't remember it being nearly as dark when she watched it as a kid.
Damn what's her number? We'd be soulmates.
But yeah I read a little bit about that movie and it was the first Disney movie to get a PG rating. Usually they were G. It came out in 1985 I think.
I've had a relationship with friends online that are so much more powerful then the ones people in real life have failed to offer.
One thing you fail to notice is that you are sacrificing something. Your time, your effort, your energy, your emotions. Shit like that is deeper than and sacrifices you could bring up. You may not understand it, possibly because you're bitter, but who am I to judge. Just take it easy dude. His life is not yours to attack, and honestly it's not mine to defend. Just take it easy.
You want to feel something?
Growing up I was taught by my mother that I was useless, just some kid who was in the way and would never amount to anything. At 18 I was kicked out and slept in a ditch for three days... we had four inches of snow and it was around 20 degrees. Thing is, this little pipe I crawled into was my best bet at not dying, but I wished I could just lay down and freeze because I knew nobody would ever, ever come looking for me. Nobody did. After three days I got up and bitched and complained until some guy let me move in with him. I got a job, I got my own place, I moved on...
Still, every time I tried to make something of myself, every time I had a nice group of friends or something seemed to go my way, it all came crashing down, and time after time I was reminded about that damn little hole... I was just some guy that nobody would every go looking for, tucked away where nobody would ever look.
And now after the past few months (see post above) I am right there again, and am seriously considering crawling back into that culvert and dosing up on heart pills and pain killers.
I'm far from bitter, actually. Yes, indeed, you've sacrificed something, I understand that. But I said 'sacrifice something TO PRESERVE your bond'.
We're people. We're physical beings. It might be comfty to sit 200 miles away from the person you claim to 'be with', but the REAL relationship starts where someone gives up his comfort zone in order to be with the other one. That's the reason of me saying that it was just a trade deal that made you both comfortable -- and one just ran away from it once it stopped being comfty.
I was the first guy you replied to. I was just wondering your definition of a "long term relationship" because I dated a girl an hour away and everyone at work laughed at me for being in a "long distance relationship. I think it's all relative.
Hit too close to home.
At 16 i was forced to live alone... My parents were too abusive...
I understand how you feel. I feel the same way. But dont off yourself because of that. People you know might care about you more than you think. If you need someone to talk to I could give you my email or skype or something...
All the time, man.
Thing is, where I live, I can see a local beauty spot. At night, when it's lit up, it looks amazing; and I always wonder what it'd be like to sit there, with her, and just take time.
One hour away is reasonable; the actual, scientifically measured distance separating reason and craziness is 3 hours, 27 minutes and 39 seconds with margin of error depending on traffic light configuration.
But jokes aside: I just don't believe in romance without physical sense of presence or with one that's heavily shrinked by circumstances. Internet, phones, cameras... they're very limiting.
You just assumed I said it was good, so you're arguing that I said it was.
I'll refer you to my original post, and i quote: "it was too sad to accept"
It's the first time I posted again on /b/ and in a baww thread, and I encounter this anus-tongueing nigger.
You have to actually watch the movie to understand the hidden story in the movie. It was more or so a visual movie with a hidden story that people with a brain can understand.
Too sad to accept?
It was a sad movie and all, put a single picture has given me more feels than that before.
I let it play for 40 minutes or so. After he was fully grown and out of college/secondary school whatever they call it in that jap movie. I don't know what hidden story you are talking about. I guess I'm just a pleb.
The story was like, from childhood, he loved a girl, but he could never get his feelings across. She also loved him, but couldn't get her feelings across either. They wrote love letters to each other, but never gave them to each other.
Fast forward to part 2, when the guy's in middle school. Other people show interest in him, but he doesn't show interest into anybody really. He writes text addressed to the girl he loves but doesn't send them, pointing out his lack of courage.
Fast forward to the final part. Guy's life is that of a /b/ro, the girl he loves is getting married to another guy. He learns to let go and accept.
Yeah that was kind of obvious from the beginning, which is why the movie sucked.
>i-i love you kimi-san
>i-i love you too sai-san
>we can't be together though
Fuck that gay shit.
I want to do something with my life, but I cant make myself. I'm intelligent. I was studying for electrical engineering before I developed a habit of missing class and thinking I could still breeze by. I started to not care about my grades at all because at the time I was having fun. But once I dropped out and moved back home I haven't been able to do one fucking thing to better myself. I've gone to 2 job interviews, but they were all set up for me (no, I didn't get either, even though one did say they would hire me for several months). I haven't applied to a single other job and I can't make myself, despite the constant pressure from my parents. I've thought about suicide several times and even had 3 bottles nyquil opened in front of me, but I couldnt make myself drink them. I wake up at 3 pm every day, go to bed around 4 or 5 am. I sit here and play games all day. I have anger issues, so I break monitors and phones on a regular basis (yes, I pay for my own replacements). I see a dickwad jackwagon of a psychiatrist who just put me on zoloft (anti-depressant) once a month and a therapist who feels like a second mom and hasn't helped me a damn bit every other week. But I still can't make myself do anything. Every day I go through the deep sadness and regret and think about how shitty of a friendless person I am how bad I want to change myself, but I'm still so unable to make myself walk 10 fucking feet to my car and drive around and get a job or ride a fucking bike to exercise or do anything beneficial.
The worst part is I don't even have fun anymore. At all. Sitting at my computer. I hate every second of it. I just lurk /b/, sit on youtube, and play games that don't really entertain me.
>see a therapist
>see a psychiatrist
Lol I told my dad when I was in highschool i was depressed and wanted to get some help and he told me to stop being a faggot and he couldn't afford that.
It sounds like you need to man up and do something for yourself. Where do you live? There's jobs here that pay great money as long as you are willing to work a lot.