/b/ I'm not sure why and how but I can see other dimensions or something. I don't do any drugs except alcohol and weed sometimes but since my brother died some months it is happening about twice a week.
It is totally impossible to describe for me. It is not like I can see weird colors and landscapes or something. For example I can see a tree but it is definitely not a tree.. more like a spoon. It sounds weird and as I said not possible to describe but what the fuck is this shit?
I don't wanna go to psychiatry but about an hour ago it happened again. I can also see characters but not like we would imagine a ghost or whatever.. just totally fucked up.
It's possible that you're in a dissociated state, but I'd be very interested to hear more about these characters you see, and any changes in the environment that you notice when this happens to you
i once saw a large number of shadow people walking in all directions throughout my room but not as if they noticed me, as if my bed was in the middle of a marketplace in another dimension. i was hearing voices and had a constant urge to burp, when i gave in to the urge the "aum" noise came out. the voices told me to meet them under a tree in the woods near my house to speak to them, also something about the hibiscus flower, and also that over-analysis leads to self-decline. random.
Thanks. I will read about that later.
I can't interact because I'm not in this dimension. I just see, hear, smell and feel it.
My environment doesn't change.. everything is still the same. I can see both at the same time: The world I live in and this fucked up dimension. It lasts for some seconds but it feels total real. And afterwards I don't even remember how to see two worlds at the same time.. it is just the moment when it is happening.
I searched a lot about it on the internet. Looked up other stories and even paintings but nothing can describe it in any way. I'm not even afraid of it also it doesn't give me any harm. Even if I would sit in the car I could go on driving and concentrate without any problem or change.
Read about Ram Dass, or Richard Alpert. These are the splits in the craks. The Veil is lifting, and the Biblical prophecies are coming true.
Stay sound in your mind, and know that you are watching all of these things happen. Even your arms stretched out in front of you to type, you are watching happen.
If you focus, and act, and treat all of the things you see as important things, then the people that hear it will treat it like they think they should. If you are sound, and only do the things you know you need to, it will be it.
Best not to want much. You are okay, obviously. You're alive. Fed. Entertainment and comfort are not needed, so know when to push your wants away.
I love you. It's happening to me too.
They have named it Schizo or Dementia or Psychosis. They are afraid of it, all of them.
Do not use things you hear, only use the things you SAY. THEY are using the things they HEAR
Love them and take care of them
The Zodiac Killer reached this point of revelation in his life, but he was greedy and used it to kill. You, if you do this right, will be able to be like him. We still don't know who he is, we only are pretty damn sure we do. He was still never found. He still got away with a life like that.
Look at the influence you can have. Do not fall for the temptation of power
My cousin used to talk like this guy a lot when he was off his meds >>556183879
But then he drove 300 km for no reason, took a crowbar to a power transformer's casing then stuck his hand into the live wires within.
He fucking died for this shit but not before it ruined his life.
See a doctor.
M8, you are going over the deep end.
Spirals are exactly.
Let your brain change itself and let these neat ideas happen, it doesn't mean you have to believe them. When you come out of it, you end up one of those guys who looks at a tree and can tell you the mathmatical probability that caused the branches to grow that way. Every tree I look at is't a random collaboration of branches, it is a careful articulated plan from root to branch.
Lots of prime numbers and Fibonacci spirals. I mean I expected those from what all the devine number and sacred geometry faggots said but damn
It means he wanted to do that the whole time and kept it a secrete. I do.
You can work past those feelings though and feel the same intensity toward a happy thing. When the sad and suicidal thoughts come, I know they're true, but I can treat them like I do the happy ones and get depressed and know they don't matter. Killing yourself is a lot easier than hugging and loving every person you meet with the same passion you do your wife. I am split between those decisions.
I'm a stubborn asshole though. I will not pick the easy way.
I love you
Everything you think is a delusion. The thing about matter is it is actually there, so everyone experiences it and has the same delusion.
you are experiencing delusions that are not related to the matter. If anything, use this to cheat creativity. Draw and write about these creatures, you could make a movie like Lord of the Rings or The Matrix. That is what "normal people" do with these ideas.
I talk strange and type like a retard but I feel happy and my friends are happy. I play guitar and eat food, lots of videogames. Your head can stay in your head.
Apparently god told him to do it according to a phone message he left his mom.
This shit isn't a gift, its a disease. And for every person walking around like you half crazy and waiting to snap, there's someone out there who's already ruined their life or someone elses due to their fucked up neurochemistry.
That said it's possible that OP doesn't have schizophrenia. These kinds of symptoms can also be caused by brain tumors or cysts. Both of which won't go away on their own if you "Let your brain change itself and let these neat ideas happen".
That's what I thought the first time I learned that since I was born with a penis, I should one day have a wife and a child. I didn't even know what my penis did until I was like 7 and learned about sex from my cousin
Now, as an adult, I still do not have a drive to have a child or a wife. I do not want to defend my territory. I kind of just want to see the things in front of me, and if they turn out to be eyes like mine I want to know what they have seen, and love them for it
Have you been sleep deprived?
If I stay up longer than 24 hours I always see tons of weird shit. My vision will go purple or yellow sometimes like someone put a filter over my eyes, I'll see shadows moving around when I'm in a pitch black room, certain things that are brightly colored or that stand out from the background will have sort of glowing auras around them.
Grass and trees fuck me up the worst though. They just end up looking like green static jumping around in my peripherals but once I focus it goes away.
Then the poor bastard thought it was god. I'm sorry. Know that your attachment to him is a delusion too. So is the empathy I feel for you.
Dis-Easy is when things are not easy. Since I took a shit one day and started thinking like this, everything has become easier. I am now in a band and have friends and everything i thought I would never have.
Do you all think I do this in public? I finish my sentences, dot all my I's, cross my T's, dress up nice and put food on shelves at a super market. I hear about peoples lives, and I share experiences I have with them. I want them all to be happy, though. A lot of people out there are so damn sad all the time.
And I suppose all the times I helped clean his place after he went off his meds and trashed or when I visited him in hospital to beg him to go back on his meds while he just laughed and called me an 'ss' imposter. it were just part of the exceedingly clever scheme to make him 'seem' crazy.
You don't realise how terrible mental illness is until you lose someone completely from it. I've had friends die and that's a blessing compared to watching a friend lose their mind.
oh my god i see it, the magic os god in the pc, how can it spin a disk thats not even there
i develed deeper and ran out of fruity shit to say
This is an awesome thread, waiting for more schizos to post stories & non-schizos to post storiss about shizos they know
I'm saving this shit!
OP seeing spoons in trees. Its possible what you are seeing is the pattern in which trees grow. There is a pattern called the golden ratio. It is prevalent throughout nature. It is a pattern that is created when yin meets yang so to speak.
Burger King throwing antlers at horses does not equate to chilli beeing a hot apple if you get what I am saying.
There is great truth to be found if you have even tried to comprehend the circle of our earth yet. I hope you get what I am saying
Air, as it blows, rips apart our dimension and lets other beeings and atoms slip in, if you believe that you can see the magnetic forces of each of these creatures
Excellent I didn't know it had a name. Going to read about it.
I arrived at it in my own thoughts. However I have been pondering deeper into more of how it relates to conciousness.
Alright, I'll entertain you
My mom was a proper schizo back in the day, she had a nervous breakdown or some shit and it completely fucked her up. Whenever I question her about it she say there was too much information coming to her or some shit. She also partied pretty wildly back in the 80s and worked at a junkie hangout bar so that might have had something to do with it. The period where she was a looney bin lasted for about a year, was even in a mental hospital and everything. Anyways she solved her problems through meditation, buddhism and all that shit.
The weird part is, she knows she was mad but doesn't believe it. Like she thinks the "messages" she was getting were legit from the universe or god or something... ( never fully understood that) Apparently she still gets the messages but in smaller amounts and mostly whilst meditating. Apparently she predicts shit, like the earthquake in Japan, before that happened the word Japan was constantly popping up in her head. Or before Sandy Hook she was constantly getting the message "Save the Children". Now apparently she can't differentiate from major events or some random bullshit that's probably happening to no one important so only a small amount of these words, sentences and jumbled letters actually turn out to be something. The most recent event was that the word Fjor was coming into her head, she obviously dismissed it to something random, when I told her that I'm going to a town in Norway by the same name. Now this might just be a twisted perception of reality (which is my personal opinion as I don't tend to believe in the paranormal) but some of this shit properly creeps me out.
>Burger King throwing antlers at horses does not equate to chilli beeing a hot apple if you get what I am saying.
the major thing about schizophrenia isn't that people are illogical, but instead try to be overly rationalizing EVERYTHING, fitting everything into a huge, ever-evolving system of craziness.
>Burger King throwing antlers at horses does not equate to chilli beeing a hot apple if you get what I am saying.
This might be the most insane combination of words I have ever read.
False memories are a thing. Just saying
Quote the exact thing that makes you believe that.
And from my perspective it means that they try to fit everything ever perceived into one big system, trying to relate everything to each other, making up reasons why things happen and even if these reasons are illogical backup them with more reasons from their web of crazieness.
So the fractals on my wall really do exist? Cool
Oh by "alcohol" do you mean the one that anyone can buy anywhere, that people frequently abuse, the one whos accepted by society and the only (apart from benzos) that withdrawals from that drug can kill you? & by weed do you mean the one that can cause severe anxiety and is know to make people schizophrenia?
All drugs are bad gor your health. All that matters is the set & setting. Do you drugs responsibly and nothing bad will ever happen.
your experiencing psychosis you fucking retard