Feeling extra shitty tonight, because I know tomorrow will be

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>>553045662
ill post a bit

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Why will tomorrow be shitty, OP? I'll listen, if you want to tell.

what's happening tomorrow, OP?

>>553046718
fucking piss

Hurr durrr being 6 years old and believing any of this, please stop living in 2008 plebs and upgrad to 2k14

>>553046874
It's kind of you to ask, and I can't give you a greentext or anything, But it's because my grandma is going off of life support tomorrow, the woman raised me when my mom was workin, which was a lot. And ym dad was never in my life, so it's like seeing a parent pass away..

She's been addicted to prescription pills for decades now.. And it's finally taking it's toll. Her heart is too week for anything to work anymore, she's been fighting for so long, it's hard to see it end this way.

>>553045202
What's happening tomorrow? Tell us and we can commiserate with you a bit /b/ro

Went to see her in the hospital today, and I told her the basics. How much she means to me, that i love her. And just talked bullshit for a little while..

But no matter what, this is going to be probably the hardest thing I've had to do.

>>553046702
What is this, a baaw for ants?

>>553046718
I had it when i was 17, beautiful blonde girl with blue eyes, we lay on the grass and talked and slept together (didnt fuck just slept and made out)
She stopped talking to me because I would never go and see her where she lived (about half hour drive from my town) only when she would come to see me
We were planning a gig in my town and after she stopped talking to me she invited some douchey basketball playing faggot who was a complete tool and i couldnt handle it, and broke contact with all those people except one who has been my best friend my whole life

She died two years ago of cancer.
I miss you leeah

>>553047650
If this is true my deepest feels go out to you bro, I know how this feels.

When I was 12 I had a similar experience. My grandparents lived one floor above us and raised me since I was born, parents were always working. I saw them as my perents more than my actual parents. One day I was upstairs with my grandpa as usual, grandma was out shopping. Suddenly his eyes started to roll and he began screaming like I've never heard someone scream before. 12 year old me had trouble understanding the situation, somehow I still managed to call an ambulance. Long story short, his intestines somehow tore apart and shit and blood was flowing all everywhere inside his stomach. The situation was so severe that the paramedics had to perform an emergency surgery on him right in their flat. Since I live in germany that's more or less possible since we have a thing called Notarzt, essentially a paramedic who is actually a fully certified doctor. Comes out only when shit hits the fan. They were too busy on saving him to send me out, I was in shock and couldn't really move. Had to look at the whole 30 minute surgery. They didn't even have time to give him morphine or something like that. Until today I still have dreams about his stomach being cut open and all the shit and blood flowing out combined with the screams that would any horrormovie look as if it's made by Disney. Somehow he managed to survive that shit, he still lives.

>>553048971
Thank you for feeling with me tonight /b/ro.
I'm sorry you had to witness something like that, and at a young age.

My feels go out to you, I know that something like that never really goes away.

>>553048671
I'm sorry to hear that /b/ro.
I've never been through something like that, but my feels go out to you.

>>553046973
God dammit....

I'm fucking up my life. Throwing away my education, just playing vidya on raidcall all day long

>>553050265
Define "throwing away your education" please.

>>553050265
It's never too late to change /b/ro.. My grandma had 40 years to quit her addiction but chose not to.
You have that choice now.

Well everyone, I'm going to continue to try to numb my mind with drinking and TV and eventually try to get some sort of rest.

I want to thank you all for your posts, it really has comforted me some. Tomorrow may be that worst day I've had yet, but that doesn't mean I have to suffer tonight.

Goodnight /b/ros.

>>553051430
Goodnight /b/ro, hope you pull though

>>553050445
I might fail another year of high school, which means i will probably get kicked from school. Would have to do expensive private school or i cant go to college.

>>553050265
If by throwing away your education you mean quitting school for whatever reason I can only give you the advice to finish it. Did the same at the age of 16, worst fucking idea of my life. Joined the army at 17 since I had no idea what I could do, of course they put me in the infantry, no degree = bulletcatcher. Spent a year there and started focusing on my education again, collapsing every day from exhaustion and afterwards puking your intestines out changes your mind. I had seen what it is like to try to survive in the jobworld without a degree of any kind and trust me you do not want that. Now you still have the chance to avoid this, do it before it's too late.

>>553051917
Just how I feel these days

>>553046718
fuuuuuuuuck man.... im going to bed now

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Old as fuck. But still baw worthy.

>>553051808
Then do your best to pass this year, not muc time left but since you said might it should still be possible. Stop playing all day and focus on the subjects that pull you down.

Spending a month or two on things you don't like > trying to compensate for that afterwards over years.

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bumping and feeling

>>553052565
i am going to flunk a test today because it was way more work than i had anticipated. I can still make it, but i gotta do my final tests well.

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>>553052204
That's a damn shame. I'm sorry, mate.

>>553052796
Wow.

>>553051808
And by the way the thing that convinced me the most to start focusing on my education again was seeing all my friends partying their asses off while I was sitting in some mudhole with my rifle for weeks during an exercise in summer. That fucking sucked. Exactly during that summer I missed the chance to get with my crush who was actually into me by sitting in this godforsaken mudhole not being able to get to her. Eventually shortly before the end of this exercise another guy got her. I still remember her message on fb she sent 2 days before I came home saying that she's sorry.

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For some reason I think self harm is worse than suicide.

>>http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MejbOFk7H6c
For those who've had your heart broken.

>>553053365
For some reason I think you're a faggot

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>>553053582
We all have our own opinions.

Thread is pretty slow

>>553054602
Yup, I think this is the end

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Bumping because the feels never fade

>>553054825
Goodbye. Have a good life. Hope you go where you want to go.

readin

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>>553054946
Kek

>>553053365
you are the biggest faggot on the entire planet

>>553055080
Damn.

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>>553055080
Oh my god I do this all the time, and it only depresses me more...

Bump, need more of these pics

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>>553055463
I've lied to myself a lot over the years

>>553055230
And what of it?

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>>553055605

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>>553055717
Tfw stopped trying to convince myself

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>>553049787
it's shit i tell ya hhwhat, bob marley ws her favourite muso, i cant listen to his album kaya without the feels... fuck it im gonna listen to it now anyway

this is her

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>>553055843
Just gave up?

Part 1 of 2 in picture

The guy I love is on another continent and I probably won't ever see him in real life. I failed my most important test in university. I have few friends that I can't help but see as not friends. I need to find a summer job but I can't seem to.
Also I have to shit really bad and my fucking roommate showers in the morning just when I need to take my morning shits.

>>553055843
Never thought I'd understand this type of baww

>>553056018
Pretty much. I'm tired these, man. Like, really tired

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>>553056018
Cont.

>>553056018
can't see shit

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>>553056150
*these days

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>>553056221
Oh shit, yeah. My bad.

>>553056150
I'm just so bored. I feel empty. My gf broke up with me recently. I jump into these threads to feel something, even if it has to be mental pain or sadness. I want to be happy again.

>>553056468
You aren't suppose to sleep with glasses on.

>>553046718

lol what a bunch of bullshit

>all the good ones are taken
dude we are in our 20's only the dumb ones are married and knocked up, the good ones are just now finishing their college degrees.

>mfw you missed out on teenage love
did it and it sucks compared to adult love, being a teen and having to sneak around eachothers parents just to fuck sucks and then you cant drive, drink, or doing anything cool. as an adult i can fuck my gf in my own place and just live life.

>>553056385
anyone have this without the gay fucking text on it

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Sorry to hear that my man. I periodically cycle through wanting to be happy, and not caring. Why'd she leave you, if I may?

>>553056468
Also, fuck you, you ghost cunt. Bugger off.

>>553045662
gets me every time

>>553056578
Same here.

>>553056746
true, but knowing you will never be able to experience that sneaking around and trying to get away with things with your girlfriend... That memory will never exist for someone who never experienced teenage love

>>553056782
I was planning to ask her tonight. It wasn't really clear at the time, so I wanted to clear it up with her. I think that she just didn't see us going anywhere. I took one of h texts the wrong way, and I said some things I shouldn't have. Never let your anger or emotions get the better of you...

>>553056958
Glad I didn't miss out

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This one is rough.

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>>553057060
Better luck with the next one

>>553057234
Haha thanks

>>553056958

I dont think they are missing out on anything really. 18 to 27 has way more potential for cool experiences. the only thing i feel is legit about that green text is that you dont have any responsibilities. but with that you are limited as fuck.

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>>553046659

noooo nooo noooo this did not happen
nooooo

>>553057210
Is...is this about child molestation? Or...whhhhaaaaattttttt even

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>>553057659
Yeah...

>>553057869
Ah. Alrighty then.

>>553057659
..what did you think it was about?

>>553057992
Don't know. Just wanted to be sure. For some reason.

>>553057387
oh don't you do this fucking shit to me

I scrolled all the way through this subpar recycled thread, I don't need this

I had the most amazing girl you could ever ask for, seriously when 2 people just connect I could talk to her about anything forever, she was cute and she loved me, and I just threw it away, that was 3 and a half years ago, I still think about her everyday.
I'm in a relationship with a girl who is amazing, and has had a horrible life, and deserves nothing but happiness for the rest of it.
So I sit here in this relationship doing the best I can to make this girl as happy as I can, hiding behind this horrible mask.
>I'm still holding onto the girl that I just let slip away

>>553058097
You'll feel and you'll fucking like it.

>>553057801
What's your name? Or do you go by anything online?

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>>553058097
What?

>>553058265
Haha I like your attitude

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>>553058269
I've got a name and a handful of online ones lol. Who's askin'?

>>553052204
you're not alone on that one, friend.

>>553058493
I've always liked the name Jack.

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"She was beautiful. She was also very sick."

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really the only one i have with any feel-relevance to me tonight

>>553057210
why is that little girl such a bitch

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>>553058952
Fuck. Wrong image.

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i'll some from my baw folder

So this happened
>Dream to join military since a little kid
>finish school, start joining
>put through 9 months of bullshit just to join
>finally get in
>go to training
>Tough as hell but do-able and what I wanted
>Few days in and long term girlfriend spirals back down into depression
>Her cutting and getting dangerously close to attempting suicide again
>Try to fix by distance but nothing works
>Go directly to my Flight Lieutenant, explain the situation and ask for some way to bring her here
>Told its not possible, but I could discharge in less then a day and be returned to help her for compassionate reasons
>No other option so I accept.

I'm back and helping her now, and she's slowly getting better again, and I'd do the same again for her. But I'm fucking depressed that after all this time waiting and jumping through hoops, I'm stuck coming back. Worst of all I had to make up some bullshit about it being to hard to tell her because if she knew she took me from this it wouldn't end well... I feel trapped /b/

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>>553058493
Also, how do you have so many baww images?

>>553053365
it is for the person doing it, but not for the people they love.

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>>553059065

>>553059143
Yep

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>>553059146

>>553059094
I know that kind of feeling man. you just have to tough through it and endure the long suffering. don't give in and say or do something that could hurt her, because you know sure as well that it would hurt you as well in the long run. it sucks man, but do your best to keep your head up

>>553059117
And like half of it I've never seen before...

Does anyone have the one about the guy who drives to pick up some girls with his friend while imitating the dude from Drive?

>>553058952
>>553059063
i fucking lol'd, thanks

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>>553059257

>>553058493
Is you kill?

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>>553059117
I've been around a while, I guess

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>>553059361

>>553058228
Oh fuck, that hits deep

>>553059491
I deleted all of mine after I got out of depression. Slowly building them back up again...

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Sorry I don't have a story or baww photo to share, but it read thru as many stories as I could. Feels to all of you /b/ros

>>553059491
Where are you coming from, mate? Like Europe, Eastern US, Western US...?

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>>553059680
Doesn't matter how many times you delete them, man. They'll find their way to you

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>>553058952
>>553059063

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>>553059832
West Coast US. California, specifically

>>553046786
Holy shit the feels.

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>>553059578

>>553059910
Thanks for the words of encouragement, to get my life together and such. How bad do you have it?

>>553060013
sj?

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>>553060142

Hello loneliness, my oldest friend, I cannot say it's good to see you again
Your arrival reminds me of earlier times, when my only friendship was yours
But I suppose you've always been there, your veiled contempt has always carried me
You lifted me higher than you thought, when you only sought to drag me into despondency
You were the solace in my solitude and the pleasure in my pain
You gave me self destructive tendencies, I manifested day by day
As I try to say goodbye to you, with a fleeting chance you'll stay
You carry me further from your scornful grip, with every swipe you take
You're the architect of your demise, the sheer irony of your consequences
When you seek to make your friends break themselves down you kindle the spirit to fight back
You are my favorite enemy, and for that I must say bye
You leave me knowing, even when I'm lonely, I'm never really alone.

>>553060013
Washington state

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>>553060201
No job, no school, no gf. The last few years, I've been devoting my life to helping one of my friends. And when I was going through a rough time, she tried to sabotage the only thing I had left. A lot of my friends are gone. I'm lonely. And I know I need to stop communicating with her, but I don't know how.
>>553060213
If that stands for San Joaquin, yeah I'm in the valley. Why?

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welp, wth ill write something.

i'm back from out there /b/, i had a job, had money, got fit, talked to people, became social..
but guess what, it doesn't work, no matter how hard you try to get out of the hole, the feels never go away, you just distract yourself for a while, but you're still you, you still lived through shit, and that's what defines you, and if life's been shit, you'll have shit inside your head, always, it just takes a free evening, to start thinking of those shitty moments again, how bad life's treated you, how she left you, how they never really cared.

So this time of "success" comes to and end, disruptive thoughts about her come more often, now it just takes an hour or less of boredom to get depressed, i left my job because fuck people, but it feels good, I'm back /b/

>>553046702
Can't see shit cap'n

Someone tell me it will get better.

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>>553060708

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>>553060962
that's about the last of em

>>553060709
Who are you living off of?

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>>553045202
Saw this in a baaws thread a few days ago.

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>>553061125
Parents, currently. I start college in the fall though. That's about the only thing I have to look forward to

>>553060356
same here , friend.

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Sleep tight, friends. Or have a good day. Depending on where you are. We'll meet again in another thread
At least some of us will

>>553061387
Do you keep anything that your ex, or exes behind? Just something little?

>>553061610
Seattle, I assume?
>>553061636
I never got your name

>>553061636
Hopefully not another baww thread

>>553061854
It's probably going to be another baww thread.

>>553061659
A couple of little things. Mostly just memories though.
>>553061780
Blake

>>553062128
True story. And adios, Blake

>>553061123
That's not depressing, that's amazing

>>553052796
that's genuinely scary. it's almost two years since she did what she did. i haven't been sober one night since, and the soft stuff doesn't work any more. as i type i'm surrounded by nitrazepam, diazepam, tramadol and oxycodone, which i bought mere days ago. i haven't got out of bed for more than a few minutes, since last november. this... >>553060709 ...is accurate. it's no joke. i truly think i'm dying.

>>553061780
no, but, somewhere close. its called allyn. you've probably never heard of it.

>be me, 16
>meet new best friend, bffles 4eva
>bffles turns into boyfriend, then to first true love
>date for two years
>save all notes and letters in box
>shit goes wrong like always, we break up
>still remain bffles, talk every week
>life is passing by so quickly, everything changing
>be me, 19
>diagnosed with autoimmune disorder
>on lots of crazy treatment
>bffles getting into drugs bad, had secretary find him OD'd but he came back
>told him I was pissed at him for it
>he ODs again, dies thinking I hate him
>spiraling depression
>be me, today
>visiting old roommates, saw they found some old stuff of mine
>letters and photos from him
Just kill me now pls.

>>553062610
Near Reach island and Stretch island?

Do you ever go to sleep hoping you don't wake up?

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Well......goodnight, for whoever is left...

>>553064059
Good night. Hopefully you wake up.

>>553064059
Adios, mis amigos.

>>553063138
yeah its close.

>>553064178
That sounds reeeaaaallly sad to me
I want to wake up somewhere else. Maybe in somebody else's body. That would be fun, if even for only a day.

>>553060013
long beach?
Upland?

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>>553064193

>>553064380
That would be interesting. I always wanted to know what its like to be completely healthy and feel OK physically. Things to lie in bed and pray for.

bump cause not tired and sad

>>553047229
Sorry man

>>553052204
Ditto

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>>553058952
>>553059063

>>553064713
yes. aaaaaaand?

>>553045202
Watcha drinkin /b/? I'm drinking shitty warm platinum vodka.

>>553046908
those class clown assholes really piss me off to no fucking end

>>553053365
This is me
And what makes it worse is that I used to be somebody

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> Mark the kid from the bronx reporting.

>>553066663
B151/root beer. I kind of want to add 1gKCN and just get it over with.
>captcha iom sad

>>553066663
Angels Envy and coffee. Starting the day right