Today is my birthday. I am 28 years old.
You know what's weird? I used to have this great desire to lose my virginity back in the day when I was a teenager and in my early twenties. But now I don't even care.
I realize I am going to be a wizard soon and I don't really find any reason to get out of my way learning pick up and then meeting girls to try again to get laid.
Is this weird? Am I going to wake up one day realising I wasted all my life away and jump from a building?
My sex drive died around the age of 22.
Then again it died after I got chlamydia, so maybe it's that.
>>16863126
>Is this weird? Am I going to wake up one day realising I wasted all my life away and jump from a building?
Is it unheard of? No. Is it outside of normal human behavior? Yes. People generally want to have sex.
I think you'll wake up one day and feel a sense of nothing and generalized loss. I say nothing because you don't know what you're missing. You can't miss what you don't know, but you will know you've missed something.
Sex is worth the effort, but only in rare instances. Most sex that i've had has been bad and kinda worthless. But I have had a few sexual experiences that have made those other shitty ones worth the trouble. I also get a real sense of confidence out of knowing that I have a useful skill - how to get women on my dick skill. It feels good.
Also, the journey to get more and hotter women on me has led me to improve myself in other good ways, like working out and trying to be more educated.
>>16863131
lol
I still have a sex drive though. It's just that when I feel horny I just masturbate and get it over with.
>>16863131
Was it a escort anon?.
>>16863159
>Also, the journey to get more and hotter women on me has led me to improve myself in other good ways, like working out and trying to be more educated.
That's another thing for me that's different. I already work out regularly, I already take care of my diet, meditate, and read books. I am not doing any of that to get pussy though.
>>16863126
>Is this weird?
Not at all. In fact, ironically, you are probably closer to finding yourself a girlfriend that you have ever been.
>>16863126
>picking up girls
jesus no wonder you never get a date if thats what you reducei t to.
if it makes you feel any better you can fuck my butt
>>16863131
....that is completely curable
>>16863504
Yeah, not at all actually.
>>16863507
How you want to call it? Romantically engage with a human female?
Thanks for the boypucci offer though, I might take you on for that.
>>16863724
socal?
>>16863728
>socal
lmao, not even from the US.