Today is my birthday. I am 28 years old.
You know what's weird? I used to have this great desire to lose my virginity back in the day when I was a teenager and in my early twenties. But now I don't even care.
I realize I am going to be a wizard soon and I don't really find any reason to get out of my way learning pick up and then meeting girls to try again to get laid.
Is this weird? Am I going to wake up one day realising I wasted all my life away and jump from a building?
>Is this weird? Am I going to wake up one day realising I wasted all my life away and jump from a building?
Is it unheard of? No. Is it outside of normal human behavior? Yes. People generally want to have sex.
I think you'll wake up one day and feel a sense of nothing and generalized loss. I say nothing because you don't know what you're missing. You can't miss what you don't know, but you will know you've missed something.
Sex is worth the effort, but only in rare instances. Most sex that i've had has been bad and kinda worthless. But I have had a few sexual experiences that have made those other shitty ones worth the trouble. I also get a real sense of confidence out of knowing that I have a useful skill - how to get women on my dick skill. It feels good.
Also, the journey to get more and hotter women on me has led me to improve myself in other good ways, like working out and trying to be more educated.
>Also, the journey to get more and hotter women on me has led me to improve myself in other good ways, like working out and trying to be more educated.
That's another thing for me that's different. I already work out regularly, I already take care of my diet, meditate, and read books. I am not doing any of that to get pussy though.