Hi no matter how depressed and frustrated I am, I literralyy cant cry. If im confronted with stress or misery I just start lauthing extaticly, often untill I drool myself. Its not like I havent talked to anyone about the things that arent going well in my Life and I also hadnt any traumatizing experiences that could have caused this. How can I get this ability back. Its like I can feel an inner numbness growing the more I supress my emotions. Im afraid I may lose empathy for others and become indifferent and apathetic.
OP here, most people misinterpret the text of this one. Its actually meant like "no woman, don´t cry now " So its basicly about compforting a woman instaed of no chicks =no problems as a lot of people interpret is.
I also cant cry lucky tears. It whould be difficullt, since I rarly feel true, fullfilling happiness yet I often find myself amused. The inability physically let out my sadness and frustration seems to chanche me in an emotionless being. Lust is a daily companion to me yet its often more a urge to me rather than real arausal but I cant escape this. I really think it could be unhealthy for me to live like this further.
Why would you want to cry. Crying is weakness. Also have no fear some day something will come along that will break your emotional wall and you will cry. In the meantime take pride in your ability to stop the water works.
didnt work either
Crying may be a wekness but not being able to feel or deal with your emotion properly without turning them into teriible jokes is a way bigger weakness. I already lack empathy, understanding of others and their emotions, the ability to understand social norms. Btw im pretty sure its basicly impssible for me to ever get into or to maintain a healthy relationship, besides some of my close frieds. So I cant afforf having this "strengh". You never seem to have experiences the how feel dead inside and are turning into a fucking emotionless robot day by day. Id rather be a crybaby than that. And also the whole thing about breaking the wall: If I need to get traumatised in order to achieve healthy behavior patterns than thats not a good fucking sign. Do you know how ot feels to be consumed by your own hatred? Its not like I want to be a normie. Fuck this shit!