>Always odd as a kid, had a lot of crushes in High School
>Old SJW ex would mock it. She was ironically as hateful as those Nazis she despised.
>Most of my friends use it for shit posting or /b/
>I start going on /tv/, /mu/, /fit/, /soc/ and /lit/.
>Use this site for information. Be respectful, be responsible.
>Learn to use it to my advantage.
>2 years pass.
>Get 100+ friends on skype. In amazing shape. Sharply dressed/groomed. Informed on new events in the world before most people I know. Women just open up to me easily now.
>This site gave me confidence. I learned to speak my mind properly while respecting the free will of others.
>Most people now bore me. I feel as if I can't see the beauty in the world anymore.
>"Hey anon :) fart jokes r funny. lol i like Asking Alexandra and a Day To Remember"
God... I mean people are so fascinating to me yet I just can't relate to most anymore.
You made great progress on your way to enlightenment young grasshopper. Just beware not to fall for the trappings of pride. Those people are on their way too, don't judge them, help them them and be an example to them.
It was probably more /lit/ and actually reading to be honest.
I can see how my statements could come off as arrogant. I'm rather sleepy at the moment, but I just feel so cold and isolated. I love others I just can't relate anymore to them. I smile yet I feel so cold inside.
Seems easy to me. You're living behind a glass wall. Your interactions aren't with people- they're at one remove, via a computer.
Whether you kids like it or not, there's always a note of falsity there- a perpetual sticking point, like the early days of a relationship, where you're carefully managing he impression of the person you're interacting with.
... and that's an important thing, right there. In real life, you can't truly manage your presentation of yourself, at least not for long. Speaking for myself, as a frequent skype user (I live on a ship for 6 months out of the year, and skype with my wife and kids), it's a means of communication, not a substitute for holding them in my arms, and burying my nose in my wife's hair while we're sleeping.
Fuck, I'd be depressed, too, if I had only digital presence for others in my life. It's like the difference between taking a picture of soup and eating it, op.
No wonder you're unhappy. Sorry, man.
Red Pill. So I get that's what an autist calls being responsible.
That's cute OP. It's like a kid who just found out Santa isn't real and he's telling all is friends about it. Btw your statement doesn't come off as arrogant, it is arrogant. You attribute the fact you can't relate to people because you feel superior to them.