I'm in a relationship. Me and her, both anti social virgin

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I'm in a relationship.

Me and her, both anti social virgin lovesick 18 year olds who never ever dated, kissed or even approached anyone of the opposite gender before and now are dating, having nothing in life but each other and extremely attached to each other, we both see this as the passion of our lives and don't intend on ever separating, we are both extremely loyal and promised to each other not to break up no matter what happened unless in case of betrayal, but I trust her and she trusts me so I don't think that will ever be an issue. I need her to be happy and fill the gaps I've always had on my heart, and she makes me happy just by being with her, it feels like it's a dream, and the same applies the other way arround according to her own words, actions and behaviour. I can tell it's a beautiful romance.

However before I met her I've always been addicted to porn. I would masturbate 10 times a day and watch pornography every day, I'd spend entire days on /gif/ and I really enjoyed it.

Now however this person is in play and I think it's extremely, extremely, extremely wrong to watch pornography or masturbate thinking of anyone but my dear violet.

At the same time, I really want to do it, like, there's this voice saying I like it, and I know I like it, and I want it, and I know I want it, pornography is just great.

I don't know what to do about this.
Do I let it be or keep supressing this desire until it's gone? Is it morally wrong to watch pornography when in a relationship? I want to watch it so much but it feels like I'm betraying her, because I find her anyone else other than her attractive. I want to but at the same time I don't. I'm on the verge of giving up on controllin g myself. Please help.


TLDR Can I watch porn if I'm living the love of my life