depressed femanon. just wanna talk here. chat with me?
just really don't feel good. haven't felt ok since i was a little girl, and have never really felt ok. therapy and meds have only ever exacerbated the problem, and idk how to feel anything anymore.
i don't even care about having no friends or anything. i just want to feel relatively ok. i'm tired of this. i feel like i want to sleep for 20 years. kids always made fun of me at school; pulling my hair or kicking the back of my seat on the bus or telling me i smelled when i took baths/showers regularly.
nobody ever wanted to be partners in projects with me. if they were made to be, they spent the entire time loudly complaining about that fact, right in front of me. my family has essentially disowned me. i'm so lost. so tired.
idk i'm sorry i'm rambling.
I know how you feel. Besides the fact that my parents haven't disowned me. Mine has been heavily exacerbated recently for seemingly no reason. I'm tempted to go down the road soon just to get some alcohol and get drunk alone tonight.
i have a gf i get laid plenty.
i wish i drank. i can't because my body doesn't process alcohol and it makes me sick, and i don't like the taste at all. but it would help if i could.
I don't even drink much anymore. Certain types of alcohol give me splitting headache. Not even in a hangover type way. It must be something in beer and cider.
Does your gf know your depressed?
>i get laid
Yea, yea. This isn't important. What we all need to know is if you've tried anal yet.
she definitely knows, and she's got depression herself. we help eachother through it a lot, but sometimes i just really can't be helped. i have pretty severe autism and it doesn't help my depression either. but i appreciate all that she does for me. i would wake her up right now but she's exhausted and i don't wanna ruin her good nights sleep as we both have really fucked up sleep schedules.
i had that very same effect drinking stuff, especially cider, which was about all i could stand to stomach to begin with.
>i have severe autism
Yes, that's obviously apparent considering you haven't told us if you've tried anal yet.
no, not just social awkwardness; straight up real autism.
low functioning. there's no longer a distinction between aspergers and autism if that's what you're asking. they changed that because they recognized it's fucking stupid to separate them and they're the same thing. but yeah. low functioning.
ugh no i don't. never wanted to sleep with men, never will want to and thankfully never have. their genitalia is vomit inducing and i am happy with vaginas.
should i tell someone that i might have depression? I dont know if i have it but everyone is always saying "if you have any of these symptoms tell someone immediately, especially suicidal thoughts" and what not, but the thing is i dont know if my symptoms are severe enough. I dont want to cause a scare and have it turn out that nothing is wrong with me. that case people will think im was doing it for attention.
any idea what to do? who to tell?
sorry. fell asleep. not much, just watching some thing on PBS about bees. we have to get on the roof and fix the tv antenna today, but otherwise not much going on.
i do game. i'm currently working through assassins creed 3, tekken 6 and playing skyrim for shits and giggles. just beat the new wolfenstein. was awesome.
i'd find a chat online and use that if you're afraid of people being worried when ultimately it's not that bad, but it's ultimately up to you. it's never just for attention. it's always serious no matter what, no matter the level of depression.
Holy shit, it's true. Women just take having a significant other for granted.
She complains about having no friends and doesn't mention the fact that she has one who also fucks her. This is why women will never understand what real depression and loneliness is.
>depression & loneliness
>things that are apparently only related to sex
>>almost everyone else
all of you people telling her to fuck off or anything else that's cruel, you're why people kill themselves. and you wonder why you're all single virgins. christ almighty.
Oh no. Some dumb bitch killed herself because of us. Whatever will I do? Oh, right, keep going about my life because she has literally zero impact on my life. Plus, none of these chucklefucks ever go through with it anyway.