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I keep doubting myself - and it's not, "ohhh I'm so insecure". It's things that are obvious.
I'm just so damn immature compared to the ones in my life.
I keep telling myself I have a youthful heart, but really, I'm just a kid. People tell me not to do something, but I go play with fire, cry that I got burnt. I'm so naïve, I probably laugh too much, I'm the female equivalent of a man child when it comes with where I'm at in life (full time neet), I get caught up with the trivial things in life, I think I know everything when I barely have an life experience at all. I still have that 13 year old edgy angst... and I'm practically almost 21 years old.
It just astounds me that people have the patience to deal with my shit, when I don't have much going for me. At the same time, I also know I do have positive traits, but there's far less good than there is bad; I don't understand why people are so willing to help me, or want my company, when I'm just a fool, the village idiot.
I'm not asking for advice, I'm asking that if any of you anons do have pals that have the emotional maturity of a teenager, what makes you stick around? Where do you find the compassion to? I need to know, because it makes no sense.
>inb4 count your blessings
This is an advice board, after all, I think I'm entitled to being melodramatic.