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Army or not
2016-02-10 09:32:03 Post No. 16790319
Army or not
Post No. 16790319
I really need some advice about this.
To make it really short : I've been really depressed since I was 12. Single mom started driking when I was 10. Father is in prison. Mom manipulated me all my life to always have control over me. I dropped school. I Was studying visual communication to become an artistic director or charadesigner. I dont want to do this anymore.
Actually every jobs seems boring and non challenging for me. And the ones that i would "like" to do needs a lot of studies. I wouldnt mind desu, but i'm 19, it will probably sounds stupid to you but I really find myself too old to restart everything (+I avoided math all my life). I've moved out with my bf about 2 months ago, i'm no longer depressed, i'm fine and thats why i'm considering this.
Army is motivating me to go out of my "comfort zone" (been a neet for 4 years) i'll need to do shit and can't go back to my computer to avoid everything (+others reasons). I've started working out a lot. I dont want it to be my career tho. But i think it can help me get a better life, even tho i'll whitout a doubt find myself more old to do anything else when i'll stop.
tl;dr : no diploma, no job, lost but fine, 19, is army the best choice i have ? Can study for the jobs i want but i find myself too old to do it since I need to restart everything. (+french if that helps, need one diploma to do anything else.)
sry4english + dont mind ask question i didint talk about everything to make it short.