So i am 24 years old and never ever in my life had a certain relationship. I dated but I don't know why i never have the feeling of falling for somebody. I like them but after a few dates that feeling is gone. I don't want to be with them anymore and even afraid of them go away after they knew the real me.
I didn't have that much sexual attraction from opposite gender yet i do maturbation.
In two weeks i can get crazy for a guy,imagine the life with him but then it's gone as fast as it came.
I don't know if ever in my life i can find the one I truly love.
I thought about the possibility of me being asexual.
I feel the same way. The problem is that I rarely ever leave the house to go to worthwhile events. I feel like I am being dragged through my experiences against my will. If it was my choice, I would just stay at home everyday and do nothing with my life. Instead, I accidentally went to a Anime Conji convention and met this adorable obese girl who learned to hate me. It was a fun experience while it lasted. Just get a job and learn to love yourself. Insecurity ruins most relationships. Do not expect a hollywood fantasy wedding , that is what kills most relationships. Learn to be a satisfied villain who does not need to rule a entire planet .
I forgot about contact information. If you do not share your info or keep track of a social network, then your branching out will be impossible.
If you're jerking it you ain't asexual.
There seems to be more to this than you're telling. I sense you aren't good at communicating.
In any case, the swept off your feet might happen, but don't count on it. Keep meeting men, be true to your expectations. When you get the chance to commit to a guy you like, do it without fear or hesitation.
This. I went through a little "what if I'm just not into ANYONE!?" crisis when I was 18 or 19 or so, and it turned out I'm just a huge faggot but just shy about banging.
If you're jerking it (or schlicking, whatever) then you're not asexual. get off of tumblr and go check the bar scene or whatever.