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Been in relationship with boyfriend for almost 3 years
Been both the happiest and most terrifying time of my life.
He's a loving person who accepts me for who I am and loves spending time together.
But, has a short temper, is prone to aggresive outbursts and sometimes can't measure his own strenght.
Today I was at his place, I was in my phone when he signals me to come sit next to him in a playful way. I stand up and go next to him.
Before I can sit he jokingly pulls me from my arm to sit down.
Like I said, sometimes he can't measure his own strenght, plus I'm a weakling, so I let out a cry of pain because it hurt.
He then says he didn't pull that hard. I get angry because he often justifies instead of apologise, and then tell him its not up to him to say if it was painful or not and ask for an apology.
He apologizes begrudginly which I resent and go quiet.
Time passes and he tries to talk about what happened; again stating he didnt't mean to and it wasn't that painful.
Lose it and tell him how upset it makes me that he does the same justifications for similar situations instead of just apologizing.
Argument escalates and he gets furious punching the area around where I'm sitting as hard as he can.
I curl up and start crying because it scared me to death.
He stops but I remain in a curled up position hoping he'll calm down.
Then, he starts demanding a response from me about the same argument. Since I'm too scared to do anything he starts shouting and cussing at me for not replying to him.
Cry uncontrollably, too afraid to even move.
Time passes he cools down and apologizes, because I don't want to start another argument I accept his apology.
Although, I'm afraid I tell him I don't want to be in a relationship with him.
He starts crying and tries to hold me asking me to think about it and then reminds me how he's forgiven me for bad stuff too I did in the past.
I was about to walk away but didn't... I'm not even sure why...