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So, hear me out:
I have a problem with pornography. Not, like, an addiction where I can't think about anything else or something that's messing with my life - I look and fap maybe twice a week. But I have religious convictions that make me feel like it is an actual problem. I know a majority of you guys will/would be like "lol faggot - its just porn" but to me it's more than that. It's an awful thing, but that's besides the point.
I recently moved to a college town for school and holy crap, the number of good looking girls here is through the roof. Everywhere you turn, there's a sweet, smart, and pretty girl to talk to.
I can't pursue them, though, until I feel like I get my own shit under control... and that means pornography. It would be totally unfair for me to enter into a relationship with a girl and bring that mess into it. So I decided that I can't date until I deal with this issue of pornography.
Like I said, I'm not addicted, but it's bleeding over into my life in negative ways. I've even started experimenting with gay pornography and it's like, I'm not gay - I know that - but it's like the taboo thing that gets me excited. Same with, like, hardcore violent stuff. It's not exactly the image I want to represent for my own religion.
So my question is, like, who else here has a similar struggle? Anyone able to abandon porn in pursuit of living girls? Has to be more satisfying.
Just curious what y'all think.
>inb4 fedoras get tipped