>Get in online relationship
>Pull away cuz she's on the otherside of the world
>Decide to just follow my feelings like a faggot and don't cut it off.
>It's been 5 months and we're too deep in love to cut it off now.
What should I do? And why am I such an autistic cuck?
Where are you from, anon?
Is there any possibility you can make it a real relationship and either she moves to be with you or vice versa?
If not I guess you can continue it in order to get some nudes and whatnot.
>we're too deep in love
I don't understand why you can't just enjoy it for what it is. You've got a pen pal, not a girlfriend. There's nothing wrong with that, you can talk to each other, you can be friends, you can have strong emotional bonds and connections. But I'm sorry, you're not "in love" without the element of sexual attraction, tension and affection, and you can't really have that if you've never met in person. Why commit yourself to someone that you can't even touch?
Just be friends. You don't have to cut it off, you just have to stop acting like you're gonna be boyfriend and girlfriend when you're living on opposite sides of the world