How can I be happy again?

Do you ever tell people that? Like exactly what you wrote, the whole contents of your post right there?

>>16766039

Nope. Ill try but then pussy out and blame myself for being off for being sleep deprived or overloaded with school. It sounds reasonable since I'm a CS major at a competitive school, but the reality is I spend most of my time playing games and then study a little bit before an exam or a homework assignment and end up doing well.

>>16766079
...For being off because of sleep deprivation or being overloaded from school*

You have to diagnose the problem, mine is not enough free time, too much stress, no physical activity, stuck in a routine, not enough time with girlfriend, not enough alone time.
There is a source to your lack of happiness just try to critically think what you're missing and maybe write down a plan to help improve that area.

You could be depressed. http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/depression/basics/definition/con-20032977

Or dysthymic. http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/persistent-depressive-disorder/home/ovc-20166590

If you think it's plausible after reading about either of them, see a psychiatrist. If you get diagnosed with either one, seeing a therapist is a pretty decent plan, too (depression -- major and persistent -- is best treated with antidepressants, usually SSRI-class antidepressants, in tandem with psychotherapy, usually cognitive behavioral therapy.).

>>16766039
Imagining that feels really unreal. Like, in what situation to mention it, how to say it? Also, I don't know who would I want to speak to. I don't really feel connected enough with anyone.

>>16766330
not op, btw

>>16766330
I agree with most of what you say. I don't feel comfortable saying it, not because I'm not connected to people in a sociopathic way, but more so I just don't feel like I'm ever that close to someone.

>>16766635
Also it feels like a burden to throw on people.

>>16766185
Any one's experiences on SSRIs

>>16766025
Lain costs $80 at half price books???