So me and my ex of seven months broke up. A brief back story

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So me and my ex of seven months broke up. A brief back story goes like.

>meet girl at work
>she has plans to do road construction to make bank for college.
>we get together and plans change to include me.
>she starts staying at my house within like a month.
>see signs she's a slut, never really trust her.
>on the road trip up north for road construction see her texting her ex's
>basically end up chocking her eventually because she wont stop
>I spend the majority of my 1,500 a week on her and our expenses so she can save for college.
>ends up giving her parents about 2k behind my back because they are really poor.
>not too mad because I know they are poor but upset because she didnt tell me and seems like her own parents where using her.
>get back to our home state for her to start college
>I stay in the girls dorm with her for about 3 months.
>our sex life has been going downhill for a ling time
>can't last long/mental block because she told me she is 18 and slept with 9 guys some of them black and also my younger brother before I met her.
>in the end she throws me out

What do guys I still love her but I feel it going away everyday and I dont know how I feel about that. She was the first person I ever loved seriously. It doesn't hurt as much anymore and its not the pain I want to forget it's forgetting about her and all the fun times we had I dont want to forget. It's been about a month of no contact from either of us and I almost sent her a facebook message this morning. So should I just move on or what?

Try to get back with her or try for closure?