Hey, so a bit of back story is needed.
I was having a little giggle with some people and this buzzcunt brings up she was raped at a party.
We were discussing our dogs.
She calls me her best friend.
She's been my only friend for a few months, I never really had friends before this point.
I'm sitting here, just going over what she said.
She took away the good vibes and I'm just stuck in a miserable slump over the thought of her in that position.
...Should I still talk to this person?
She's making me feel sad, but if I don't talk to her I'll be alone.
She constantly says depressing things and it's taking it's toll on my happiness.
I don't know what to do.
I care about her, of course but she has other people to talk too so she'll be fine without me.
Ignore this guy, OP. It sounds like you're currently her shoulder to cry on, and she is using you for support. This can either be a good or bad thing. It means that she likes and trusts you.
No, and yeah I've told her and another guy has.
She's said that she's still fun and truth be told she's been through a lot of other shit, but it's depressing as fuck to hear it all the damn time.
Thanks, at least I tried to be there for her.
I know she likes and trusts me and that's why I'm asking you guys if I should cut contact.
I've got my own shit to deal with, I don't want to also have to do that and constantly worry and be saddened by what's going on in her life.
I never really had a friend before, I don't know what I'm supposed to be like.
This has crossed my mind, first time I met her she lied her tits off about anything and everything.
I've also caught her off guard and she's said she likes playing mind games so it might be that.
I realize that I'm fairly easy mark due to my dependency on her for company...so it could just be a mind game.
Well that's definitely a red flag. You can make better friends than this, OP. And you deserve better. She's taken your kindness and used it for her own personal gain rather than considering your feelings.
How, I know it sounds like a ridiculous question because you've probably had friends before but I haven't. At all.
I don't know HOW to make friends, I only ever started talking to her because I had gotten high after...some bad stuff and I was down in a field and she came over.