Anyone with stories or advice?
>My family starting to become more distant
>Brother moving to Hawaii
>Haven't talked to my friends for weeks now
>Lost all motivation to sleep
>Barely eating food now
>Everyone I know is getting girlfriends or boyfriends and shit.
>I know this is a shitty feeling and I've been through it before, but it always gets me down when I realize how low I've stooped, and if it may be true that I am a lonely fuck
tl:dr I'm feeling depressed and lonely, and I keep feeling this way.
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Did you try to improve yourself or your daily routines ? Seems only distracting from the isolation problem but it could be good against the sense of worthlessness
>finally get back with ex
>on a dinner date with 2 other women
>they leave and say theyre going to the next place
>she says we'll follow you guys
>choke on my food or nail or w/e I was eating
>run to the bathroom, she follows
>it sounds like im puking
>she busts in, says im drunk and i'm not going with them now, and we're breaking up
>leaves, stomping mad like a cartoon lol
>as I run after her i wake up
shitty feels man. i cried.
other than that I stay at home all day and get drunk.
>living in an studio apartment close to uni
>smoke dude weed everyday
>can barely walk through to the other side of the room
>stop smoking the marijuana after realizing how much money was spent on it, and the absolute lack of an attention span it produced in the long term
>realize how much personality was based around being a dude stoner
>have a crushing sense of identity loss
>still abstaining, successfully
>be eating healthy, cleaning up regularly
>stoner friend from the past comes by
>crashes on couch
>having confirmed he is allowed to smoke weed OUTSIDE, on the balcony, continually lets the fumes come inside as well
>go outside on occasionally to smoke (yes, am cigarette smoker/loser)
>he still offers to pass me the dude weed
>even though I am not dude weed anymore