>upset because my friend has gone mia for a month(which happened irl)
>crying about it wanderring around
>my bitch mother tells my step father(who is dead irl)to throw furniture at me
>instead of attacking him i feel compassion knowing what he went through in the last months of his life
>i hug him and whisper"im sorry we ruined your life" while he's holding an ottaman above his head(my mother manipulated us into fighting)
>he accepts the hug and i see a snake in his ear
>"you have a snake in your ear"
>mother screaming:"it has always been there leave it alone"
>dad: notices it for the first time and pulls it out"wow there was a snake in my ear the whole time telling me what to do"
>see a moth flutter out after it(my spirit animal
i remember after he took me home from the hospital after seeing my sister who had cancer he apologized for how harsh he was with me.
i sat in silence even tho i knew in my heart it was the last time i would be able to forgive him in person.
it really wasnt his fault with the hand he was dealt and the snake telling him what to do...if i forgave him maybe he would be alive idk
>>19599832
i probably won't answer questions about it im just kind of venting and want to hear meaningful dreams
tldr but i love you op. i mean to the extent that a robot can love, because were all robots here
>>19600064
daw
Last night's dream
>driving home along hw 101
>see the sun off the west coast setting
>suddenly music starts playing and time slows down
>I look over to see the sun going supernova
>the outer shell of flames engulfs earth in slow motion and I gracefully accept my death
>sudden transition to moments earlier with the memory of the world ending
>I know that if I continue driving forward I'm telling my dream to allow the sun to explode and the world to end
>cue the music and slow time
The music was just like the kick in inception but it wasn't slowed like everything else, I think that my subconscious was testing my willingness to die when faced with unavoidable destruction
>>19601554
supenovas are badass
What the fuck
>>19602494
what
Absurd you can't get good sweet rolls, in this skeever hole of a city.
YEP. Pax 3 works.
>>19603065
>moths are made up of dust
Except thats completely wrong and stupid.
>>19603085
they don't taste like dust
>>19599832
>tfw no cute sucy gf
>>19599832
Been having some really weird, vivid dreams over the past few days
Night 1:
>be in small town, looks like something out of a spaghetti western
>I'm dressed in a nice suit, the badge on my chest says US Marshal
>someone shoves a coach gun into my hands, tells me to deal with Big Earl
>walk outside, see an incredibly obese man in a tiny hat waddling towards me with a gun in his hand
>shoot him twice in the chest, he lets out a wheeze and falls onto his back
>reload and try to put him out of his misery
>he lifts his head up and starts to tell me where I went wrong in life and how it's too late to fix any of my problems
>I shoot him several times in the head
>each shot mutilates him but he keeps talking
>wake up
Night 2:
>I'm in what looks like a chemistry lab, but there's no doors or windows
>a thought enters my head
>"my friends are almost here"
>immediately after thinking this I hear loud, repeating banging noises, like hundreds of people are pounding on the walls, floor, and ceiling of the room
>wake up after a second
Night 3:
>I'm on a ship
>it's sinking very slowly, it's not noticeable but everyone on board still somehow knows
>feels like some otherworldly being is nearby, waiting to strike
>atmosphere is very tense
>meet a friend of mine on board, she gives me a dog on a leash and says it will protect me
>she tells me not to move and runs off towards the stern of the ship
>look down at the dog
>it starts growling
>look up, everyone on the ship is staring and pointing out at the horizon
>catch a glimpse of something immense rising out of the water
>it's giving off an almost blinding light
>wake up
Not sure what to think, it feels like all these dreams are linked to something but I don't know what
>>19603661
i heard bipolar people have weird dreams.
but it sounds like your life isn't very good maybe try learning a new language or weight lifting
>>19603043
I heard they're reforming the Dawnguard.