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need spiritual advice 2015-12-05 22:19:33 Post No.17047607
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need spiritual advice 2015-12-05 22:19:33 Post No.17047607
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>2012
>senior year of undergrad
>taking a lot of acid
>smoking a lot of pot
>listening to a lot of McKenna, R.A.W., and Leary
>trying to activate all eight circuits of consciousness through yoga and meditation
>using chaos magick and sigils to hack my brain as well
>reading Spare and Crowley on my kindle
>trying to astral project
>trying to transform my soul
>trying to rid myself of my demons (anxiety, depression, add, ocd, etc.)
>watching a lady gaga video (Judas, I believe)
>and instantly I have what Phillip K. Dick would call anamnesis
>I suddenly "remembered" everything
>all of the sudden everything made sense
>I saw the truth of Christianity and all other religions simultaneously and the truth was not exclusive
>Lady Gaga was a clue I had programmed into reality before I was born to wake me up
>I also became aware of the fact that I would now become a person of interest to the government and church
>enlightened individuals are dangerous and must be contained from their perspective
>the spirit of the living God is a threat to all those who would seek to keep God dead and inert within dogma and ritual
>not to mention I was trappin' pretty hard too
>decided to drop out and create a secret network of illumination and begin by enlightening my friends
Thus I have spent my last three years, attempting to aid and enlighten the fellow souls that have incarnated into this moment in time and space.
But basically I feel stuck again. The depression has not been fully banished. It also doesn't help that I can't find a non-shitty job and I owe money in student loans.
I thought we were going to enter into a new aeon and we were all going to make art and smoke weed all day and Gaga would be my waifu.
I'm highly disappointed. What's the point of enlightenment?
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>>17047607
what does light do, stupid?
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>>17047620
it obscures the truth?
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>>17047624
it just is
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Anyone know what else happened with this story? Is the author still around?
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He dead
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>>17047340
>shit like this going down
>posts about it on /x/
Idiot deserved to die.
Show me your favorite rock crystalfags
Quartz, mica, black tourmaline, found on a walk by a lake
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>your favorite rock crystalfags
Why would I have a picture of a rock crystalfag?
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>>17047323
Pet rock?!
Sorry simpleton I bid you a good day.
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>>17047323
Jesus Christ, OP
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Some scholars have posited that the cause behind Joan of Arcs Visions etc was because she was schizophrenic. Which is very /x/ isn't it? Someone claims to have some sort of Paranormal Experience and then getting the accusation of being a schizophrenic thrown at them.
Joan of Arc was an Agent of God though, this is the actual reason behind her extraordinary and highly improbable but actual experiences.
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you should take more note of someone who is actually in reach for you.
like Hanz.
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>>17047319
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Meme boring I generally don't do memes.
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>>17047327
hanz isn't a meme. he is shizophrenic and experiences some crazy stuff.
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Creature that can transform into your worst fear (it can be ANYTHING)
So...what do you see?
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a geko, fucking hate these things, thank god there's none in canada
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I'm terrified of the sea because of these fuckers....the thought of being dragged down and crushed
Also they have fucking beaks
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>>17047284
A big spider with the voice of my dad saying he is disappointed in me
;_;
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So we have gods and demons in mythology across the world right? What if we had a more subtle power change hands over time in a spiritual meaning where the gods have become sick and twisted when the demons have become light bringers?
My reasoning is that if a god of any culture existed who was loving and all seeing would have steeped down to our plane of existence by now to tell us to knock it off. Yet, we have a widespread belief in demons and the demonic, but they tend to manifest in ways that makes believers.
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>>17047279
>if a god of any culture existed who was loving and all seeing
>would have steeped down to our plane of existence by now to tell us to knock it off.
Have you read the scriptures friendio?
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>>17047279
Whether they call themself a god kr a demon, if they demand your worship, promise material gain, and don't bring your eternal relationship to God back to where it needs to be, then it is a false deity.
If, the "god" or "demon" doesn't identify with either term and helps reveal mysteries to you to bring your relationship closer to God, it comes from heaven.
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>>17047290
Op here:
Good points both of you, but many times telling or revealing a truth is more hurtful than the lie. So, what if demons and evil spirits are only considered so because the truths they tell are more hurtful than anything else that a supposed God or good entity had done.
In the Bible, concealing the truth behind the hidden fruit was a sicker deed than the Serpent telling Eve to eat it. By enlightenment through the fruit, Adam and Eve basically awoke, or got red pilled. With their newfound knowledge they were able to grow. The Abrahamic God came in and was all toddler like that his super secret fruit that he left in plain sight got munched on.
A) God gave people free will. That didn't mean he could damn humans for being well, curious creatures.
B) the Serpent telling the only two people alive at the time to eat was a way that they could grow closer to themselves and eventually God.
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hey guys made a thread yesterday was poppin' but idk where it went but i have a new topic for you guys today.
how many of you still think the world is going to end? or are we still in end times? were you a september faq, and did any of you experience a big deal of awakening during this time?
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>>17047250
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bMkxiqKXsA
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anyways i made a thread yesterday about the power of prayer so if you have questions ask god or jesus, ask for some guidence, theyll help you figure it out.
prayer is an important tool, but in order for it to work we need faith. prayer is not a ceremonial magic ritual, it is a simple method of hanging out with ya boy jesus christ. also one needs to read scriptures (not just the bible) and devote time and songs and stuff to god
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sometimes it is hard to cut out stuff we dont need but itll bear fruit without is making it bear fruit.
i could want to make a man mine but i could also go crazy in the process because he doesn't love me back
i could also look up something i cant afford and look at it all day and never have it
but i always, and you do, have a personal and eternal relationship to god
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What are your favorite spooky/horror related shows to watch?
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>>17047142
Ghost Hunt was good. Not spooky but paranormal.
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Twin Peaks
Of course it gets fun and goofy at times, but whenever it gets creepy or scary it succeeds better than most horror shows, even some movies. Whenever the dreamlike atmosphere suddenly shifts to a nightmare world always gets me. I've watched it more than once and there are still some moments that shock me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5aqLzl_VrA
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Sightings, unsolved mysteries, supernatural, grimm.
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What is the best way to start to learn magick.
books
videos
anything at all
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>>17046887
Don't, why?
>it's not real
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Anything but Bardon, is the best advice.
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Well you can start reading the classics, beginn with:
Allister Crowley
H.P. Lovecraft
Dualist thinking comes naturally to us. We feel as though our conscious experiences were of a different order from the physical world. But this is the same intuition that leads to the hard problem [of consciousness] seeming hard. It's the same intuition that produces the philosopher's zombie-- a creature identical to me in every way except that it has no consciousness. It's the same intuition that leads people to write, apparently unproblematically, about brain processes being either conscious or unconscious.
Am I really denying that difference? Yes. Intuitively plausible as it is, this is a magic difference. Consciousness is not some weird and wonderful product of some brain processes but not others. Rather, it is an illusion constructed by a clever brain and body in a complex social world. We can speak, think, refer to ourselves as agents, and so build up the false idea of a persisting self that has consciousness and free will.
-- Susan Blackmore, psychologist
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>>17046727
So she is saying none of us actually have free will or conciousness?
dumbestshitihaveeverheard/10
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>>17046727
she could be right.
there is no randomness. only the unknown. like how computers can fake random, but if you know what your doing it's all a scam.
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>>17046754
We know the self is constructed because it can be so easily deconstructed--through damage, disease, and drugs. It must be an emergent property of a parallel system process input, output, and internal representations. It's an illusion because it feels so real, but the experience is not what it seems. The same is true for free will. The choices and decisions we make are based on situations that impose on us. We don't have the free will to choose the experiences that have shaped our decisions.
-- Bruce Hood
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Who else remembers "The Scooby-Doo Project"? I remember seeing this as a kid and it freaked me the fuck out. For some reason I remembered this and watched it again tonight. It's beyond screwy. The story behind it is pretty weird too. Never aired again, never released on video or DVD?
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spoopy
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details?
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>>17046416
So where can we find it?
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The origin and content of the samples on this album has never been revealed or explained yet even its creators have admitted that it contains coded messages. Any idea what those might be?
Also general spooky music thread I guess.
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don't know but most fascinating album ever, all the shorter songs are indescribable. dawn chorus best song
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hipster trash
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>>17046308
wat.
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Hey /x/, I need your help. I want to die.
Is there a way to get your body to die using meditation? I know it's easier to just down a bottle of pills, but I don't want my family to blame themselves for 'not seeing the signs' or whatever.
I don't really care about going to heaven or hell since I'm most likely going to hell anyway if I died naturally, and I don't really care about finding happiness in Jesus. The same goes for any other religion or life-after-death scenario, I don't really care what happens. I just want to die. I don't want reasons why not to do so, my mind is set.
Please /x/, help me die.
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In short no. Or at least not easily. Your natural instincts to live will take over without some form of outside aid.
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Harden up and kill yourself ffs
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Say the Lord's Prayer , it'll take two seconds and repent for your sins, and just pray for guidance. He works in mysterious ways.. you can be thinking about this in just months time and think, "Wow, I am sure glad I'm not DEAD , AND in hell ! " if you think that's no big deal, about going to hell, then you should reevaluate your mind completely , the consequences for suicide are grave friend. I will pray for you.
I know you said you didn't care about seeking this way but you never know - I was in your place once and He became the lamp for my path. Please, do not do this.
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Richard C. Hoagland.
OTHER SIDE OF MIDNIGHT!
FRI/SAT DEC 5 – GORDON ASHER DAVIDSON
Gordon-DavidsonGordon Asher Davidson has a long career of active leadership in social change institutions and movements, while simultaneously pursuing a deep, inner meditative life culminating in his book, The Transfiguration of Our World: How a Light Alliance Is Transforming Darkness and Creating a New Earth. His experience includes co-authoring with his wife, Corinne McLaughlin, The Practical Visionary and Spiritual Politics (forward by the Dalai Lama)
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CALL-IN
Phone: (505) 796-8802
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Finally. Now post this link in the Art Bell thread so that they know to come over here
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RADIO WITH MOTHERFUCKING PICTURES
I don't know if this belongs on /b/ or /x/, but to Hell with it.
Has /x/ made a zombie apocalypse plan yet? (You know, just to be safe.) If so, what is the first thing on your agenda?
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twinkies
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Call of Duty Black Ops Zombie Rezurrection.
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>>17045777
I live in Western Washington so...
The woods are my best ally