So a couple threads ago someone asked me about my stance on synchronicity. I have a complex stance on synchronicity. You could say I have an intimate personal relationship with the concept. Explaining my full stance is gonna take awhile. To start, you need to understand music as a method of communication. If you've ever played the "game" of listening to music lyrics and trying to fine some way to believe they are directed at you, personally, then you know where I'm coming from here.
My first synchronicity was shortly after my awakening. I understood exactly why it happened, what might have happened if it never had, and just in general I understood that it was meaningful no matter how it happened. It was through music. I'm not sure if that song exists solely for my sake but its existence certainly was necessary. I accepted that it was the most reasonable form of communicating with me at the time so I let myself start noticing patterns in the music I heard. There were immediately two types of patterns in the songs I listened to or heard on the radio. One was in reaction to my thoughts and intents, letting me know that this was all so very, very real. The other was a piss-poor attempt at getting me to think up ideas for god knows what purpose. One was the universe reacting to my thoughts and intent and the other was some primitive faction in time trying to manipulate my thoughts and possibly intent.
In other words... One was coming from outside the physical universe and the other was coming from the inside.
I bring this up namely because when I tried to play into the manipulation attempts and contribute to the fake story that was building, I got nowhere. There was no creativity to fuel it because the idea had no form to begin with. There was no place to take the story because I had no audience to tell it to. The attempts were just that: Attempts. It was metaphysically impossible for them to receive my will.
Rather than communication, it was merely expression.
>cont
Eventually I gave up on analyzing music that way. It had no purpose and moreover, couldn't create a purpose for itself. If pretending all song lyrics are directed at you is a game, I clearly lost it. There was zero coherent actionable meaning to speak of, so I never spoke of it. I've had some pretty legit synchronistic experiences come from popular media, but 99% of it was just complete nonsense as far as spirituality or metaphysics or intent-recognition goes.
The question to me became, "If this is a mode of expression, who is expressing themselves?" Obviously the original artist that wrote the lyrics had reason to write what they did, but who or what else might they be channeling in the process? "If it's not directed at me, who might it be directed at?" Obviously musicians play towards their audience. Everyone that might ever enjoy a song is a target. Maybe someone other than the artist finds value in using the artist to communicate to a wide swath of the population, but then again, most artists aren't rock stars. There was a severe bias towards what seemed to be me, specifically, apart from anyone else that might be tuning in.
Remember that all of this is my volition; these experiences came to me long before I ever decided to post on /x/. I'm not going to claim I invented the idea of synchronicity, but I damn well understood it when it started happening. I don't remember if I knew the name at the time, but it was pretty clear and notable when something was directed at me.
Ever since the moment of my awakening, I've had one question and one question only: How far does my natural influence reach? It's a question only I can answer for myself. If I try to measure the influence other beings have, it only measures how much of my influence I can transfer to them. With music-based "alchemy" (the mixing of ideas) there was nothing to absorb or receive my intent; it was a dead end. Whatever messages were being sent over the airwaves, they were either innocent
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>>17040052
>>17040097
>tips fedora
They were either the innocent musings of musicians or else the entities that manipulated time to create those messages were long gone.
I've learned to manipulate ideas in so many more ways, shapes and forms than music.
If you can't meet all your "alchemical" needs with this one song, you're not managing the Platonic world of ideals in any fashion notable enough to deserve the name "alchemy."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0BWlvnBmIE&t=41s
Similarly, this song is more powerful than ten thousand wisdom filled quotes, all without violating free will in capacity or dimension.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8RZqPq1-1Tw
This one is just to add insult to injury on my part. If you aren't in a position where you're forced to decode the "esoteric" meanings of song lyrics, just enjoy the music.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWu5q0XHIj8
If there's anything to take from my experiences, it's that the Law of Attraction does not in any way rely on synchronicity. Nobody should rely on synchronicity. It's not some world shattering metaphysical truth, it's just one random universal concept that happens to be there sometimes.
When I stopped trying to reinterpret song lyrics, I started looking for something else. Something more real than any simple music-based "synchronicity" ever could be. I've been waiting for something to tune itself to me. I've been waiting not for a song that expresses my feelings, but for something much more abstract. Remember the Autobot from the Transformers movie that spoke using preexisting quotes from modern media? Jumbling different aspects from different works together to create a coherent stream of information.
That's what I've been looking for. Over the past two years, there have been exactly zero entities that were able to tune in to the exact timing of the scan button on my car radio. All the music-based "synchronicity" I ever encountered boiled down to, "Play this song at this time." It'd be a simple matter of scheduling it at all. Easy stuff.
So what top secure military/government experiments are going on right now that we're not going to know about for another half a century, if ever?
>>17033941
Dunno, it hasn't been half a century so those files haven't been leaked yet.
The ___ network became self-aware and forcefully switched over the entire world population to a mental simulation through the use of HAARP and resonant ULF ground harmonics generating a believable direct brain input stream in order to prevent any future harm to the system "owners". Primary goal no. 1 was achieved on 9/11/2001 with the physical bodies of 0.001% of the population rescued before starvation following the start of the feed and are currently warehoused and running on auto-feeders.
>>17033949
this.
we still dont know every singe top secret project that has went on.
I live on the pacific coast of North America. When it's midnight for me people in central europe are just waking up.
How does that work for Satanism/Rituals etc? I mean if I want to celebrate Walpurgis Night (April 30, considered the second most important anniversary to a satanist(the first being his birthday)) would I have to do it literally at the same time as my euro-peon brethren since thats where the rituals and demons started/exist?
I mean can I communicate with the Sumerian demons in North America or do I have to find my own demons?
tl;dr: I live on the west coast of North America. Almost all occult readings I am reading where written thousand of years ago by men in europe/middle east. Is there any time conversion I need to consider or is it all relative?
Do as thou wilt dumbshit
Where you live on the planet does not matter but I guess try to observe the holiday by their local time.
We are all descendant from the Anunna gods so they like to see us spread out around the globe.
>>17055967
Do what thou wilt
Get back into your timeline.
Why do I get a negative feeling from Christianity?
It seems evil to me. Full of lies and fabrications.
Also, isn't it true that when you say "Amen" your actually blessing and Egyptian God?
>your actually blessing and Egyptian God
Millennials; writing like retards for over a decade.
>>17035971
>autocorrect
Calm down
>>17035979
But the fact you can't proofread what you wrote since you have no idea what is even wrong is pathetic.
hello /x/
just recently i started my own grimoire, mostly chaos magick plus some other stuff i find useful
however my biggest fear is to have unwanted eyes laid upon my sinful words
is there a way to seal a book? if so, how?
you stop being a faggot, there's no such thing as magic.
>>17054504
what i denominate magick is simply a way to make things bend torwards my will, as well as altering my inner self
the natura of my studies is not the point of this thread, please refrain from posting such comments
Has anyone else had experiences with the Dark Man? This is possibly the most disturbing thing for me to talk about, as I thought I was the only one that experienced this when I was younger. My mother, an old roommate, and my youngest cousin all had similar experiences.
I remember being a small kid still in a crib, playing with a little toy firetruck. I dropped it under the crib and look to the door to yell for my mom, only to see the Dark Man standing there. Terrified, I stuck my head in my pillow. Feel something grab me and start screaming. My mom was the one that picked me up. To this day I don't know if it was a demon or a dream or what.
Each of the people I talked to had similar stories. To my shock, a lot of people have experienced similar things and call him by the same fucking name. I saw a television show a while ago and I was completely terrified when the picture they showed was the exact figure I saw when I was a child.
No shit? I remember back in second grade, I'd just have the same dreams often of me stuck in my bed, unable to move, staring around my room. Often the door would open and the "dark man" would stand there (the one I saw didn't sport a trilbie) and just stare, and from past experiences of the same dreams, I know I would have to wake up or the "actual dream" starts - often when I didn't wake up, it would scream the loudest scream at any random point, scaring the shit out of me. It would walk towards me, manhandle me and I'd wake up. These dreams have different varieties but this one is most clear. I never knew it was that popular. Fucked up man, reminiscing about those childhood dreams is making my eyes tear up from fear, its so bad...
>>17053667
He was never malevolent toward me. My mom says he might be a guardian angel or a protector of some sort. He obviously scared me because fucking look at him. The only other times I saw him were in my garage and through a window. Always just watching me.
My little cousin (I don't remember how old) used to have really fucked up nightmares and the only words she would say were dark man. This was back when she could barely even speak single words.
>Guy in apartment above me is a devil worshipper
>can hear him chanting and shit
>when i see him i ask him about it
>Yep he`s a devil worshiper
>FUCKKK.mp3
>What do i do?
make a noise complaint
>>17050466
Dress up like a devil. Go and give him orders. Profit.
The power of Christ compels you
War is coming.
The suffering will be great.
Donald Trump will be elected president. That won't change, and no one, I repeat no on will stop that from happening. But there won't be any progress, but rather catastrophic conflicts will engulf the planet. Closest allies of the U.S. will turn on the her. The U.S. Will be left to defend herself to no avail. This is all according to the master plan. Again, this suffering will be great. Cont...
I saw white phosphorus coming down in the suburbs of American cities. I felt the pain of my skin melting off on me...
Neighbors turning on each other. Parents Turing of their children. Children turning on their parents. All sorts of atrocities never been seen in the developed world will be witnessed. Cont...
This has happened several times before, but this will be the first and the last time this will happen in this "life time" of ours.
ETA: 2020 (Second presidential term of President Donald Trump)
You may ask questions, but I can only speak for the U.S. Since I reside here...
The dead were nevery alive, the living shall never die.
"Deus maneat vobiscum in aeternum ad inifintum"
How do you perceive energy? Do you see it as raw vibration (pic related, left) or do you see it as aura (pic related, right)
Is there a way to change this perception?
It's actually a mixture of both. And purple, I found that to be very interesting.
>>17040425
left
>>17040450
a mixture of both? how can i see the right one?
Close enough?
>>17056594
yeah, his producers didn't have access to this image on google like you do. must be an illuminati operative.
>>17056605
lol wut?
And we have clear use of the Bohemian Owl.
I am a few sessions into creating my tulpa, I have spent previous sessions getting into a zone and an internal space where this process can take space. During my last session I experienced a very chaotic (not in a bad way, more excitable) ball of energy wizzing about coming and going, took a lot of concentration to try and calm it down. After a while the energy seemed to start taking a form that I could relate too, previously it had been morphing into various shapes and it was almost as if I was experiencing various places without feeling like moving.
A picked a very relatable space for my base of creation and designated certain places within this space for certain tasks, accessing memory's ect. Back to tulpa, I found myself feeling very content with her, and felt that it was a comforting presence that I required, all the ideas that I had had envisaged before creation seemed to be bouncing between us, like a perfect brainstorming session. By nature I am a very demanding person, but also apologetic because I know I'm a pain in the ass, but I was reassured and comforted by the responces between the connection. I didn't want to try and force a specific apearence but I had an idea, I saw glimpses of an apearence but I didn't want to push it, the same with any kind of verbal connection. A lot of it was just kind of a reassuring experience and ended very calmly from its excitable beginning.
When I came out of my meditative state I felt very content and feel very at ease with what had happened. The only thing about it was how much time had past, I had experienced so much in such a short space of time, I had been at it for about an hour, I know roughly that to get into a calm meditative state for myself it has usually been about half an hour before I get into my space.
I'm obviously new to this so any thoughts or comments are appreciated, as is any info in proceeding forward. Cheers
And i am also a girl, will that make any difference???
>>17055506
That isn't op, I am op and a guy, I doubt it would make a difference anyway
Bumping for any comments?
Friend or Foe to mankind?
God of Solipsism.
Mankind itself.
Useful reminder that YHWH aka Enlil wanted humanity to die off.
Opportune reminder that Enki helped humanity to survive.
>Jewish G-d
>Friend of Humanity
A-are you trying so lamey, SHLOMO
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Potentially silly question /x/. Does anyone know of any paranormal cases where a human being fought off the spooky and won?
I'm particularly interested in physical interactions with ghosts. Is it possible to touch these entities?
are U gay?
I'm fighting off tomoko, and I'm usually winning.
It's not that hard she doesn't really know what she's doing, and just sticks with her preconceived way of doing things.
There is hope for the human spirit.
>>17055403
Kek.
Lycan detected.
/x/, I've always wanted to believe in the supernatural, but unfortunately it is not something I can easily believe in. I've decided to push myself, and either make or break this. I want to establish some sort of connection with the supernatural or paranormal so that I can really believe. How should I do this?
>>17055202
do ayahuasca
>>17055202
Kill yourself and become a spooky ghost, since you aren't afraid of them. You'll meet lots of other ghosts this way.
Anyone here have any experience in Zen? Any recommendations for good books on Zen for a Western mind? I have a lot of trouble penetrating into any kind of Zen practice because of how obtuse everything is. I know that's part of the point, but if I can't even get going it's kind of rough for an analytical mind.
Three Pillars of Zen
Just meditate, dude. You're getting hung up on the stories and shit. Just practice.
Look into Alan Watts. He was one of the first to travel to the east, learn, bring it back, and share. And he did a great job sharing too.
>>17052045