http://a19.boards.net
What was this website for again?
>>17122595
Gay hookups
Where would one go to join a pagan cult like the one in The Wicker Man?
>inb4 Summerisle
>>17122419
You won't find any 'illegal' cults on here. The UK has a massive new age pagan movement.
>>17122419
Try witchvox. Big index of groups.
delaware
Wed Dec 23 – Preston Dennett
Preston Dennett began investigating UFOs and the paranormal in 1986 when he discovered that his family, friends and co-workers were having dramatic unexplained encounters. Since then, he has interviewed hundreds of witnesses and investigated a wide variety of paranormal phenomena. He is a field investigator for the Mutual UFO Network (MUFON), a ghost hunter, a paranormal researcher, and the author of 17 books and more than 100 articles on UFOs and the paranormal.
His articles have appeared in numerous magazines including Fate, Atlantis Rising, MUFON UFO Journal, Nexus, Paranormal Magazine, UFO Magazine, Mysteries Magazine, Ufologist and others. His writing has been translated into several different languages including German, French, Portuguese, Russian, Chinese and Icelandic. He has appeared on numerous radio and television programs, including the History Channel’s Deep Sea UFOs and UFO Hunters.
His research has been presented in the LA Times, the LA Daily News, the Dallas Morning News and other newspapers. He has taught classes on various paranormal subjects and lectures across the United States. He currently resides in Reseda, California.
time to shitpost and trigger them
is it true that shes doing the show from arts house?
>>17122428
How else would he suck on her toes while inhaling the delightful scent of her fish taco?
I hate to do this, but I feel an old feeling of growing irritation. I'm beginning to attempt to more fully reconcile my childhood, and that means not focusing so much on more mechanistic explanations.
Yesterday, I had reached my peak. Pain was under control, my mind was not only sharpened and usable, but something approaching clear. I had drank a decent amount of caffeine, but nothing abnormal. I began to become sleepy and eventually entered a state of fatigue. I layed down on the floor, planning to briefly rest, and immediately fell into a deep sleep. In a half aware state, I then felt a force, like something is wrenching my jaw around. I wake up an unknown amount of time later, look around, and I'm in that goddamn state again. I can't... quite understand what I'm looking at. Nothing feels quite right. I don't know where, or who I am. I "know" these things, but there's something wrong. Upon waking, I got up, didn't really know quite where I was. I go to the window, not to see the state of the expected, but to see what was there outright. My mind feels like mud inside, the pain is back and intense, and I can't barely draw from memory much less construct coherent sentences.
I used to think something was tampering with my mind in my sleep, and could put me to sleep to do it. Many things led me to this rough idea. Seeing moving shapes, like distortion patterns where light doesn't quite seem to behave correctly. Could it be a cloak? Seeing red lights and flashes from outside my door as a child. Falling asleep and suddenly hearing something scream in my ear "WAKE UP!" I shot up with my ear ringing. Then there was the recurring dreams of a woman with orange eyes, and I even saw her when I was awake. She appeared in many forms. I could feel her standing or moving around me. Sometimes she tried to entice me, sometimes she was motherly, sometimes detached. I felt limbs reach through my body, and as though something was trying to force its way[char]
>>17121982
into my head. The truly unnerving part was that I felt a small something already within, trying to open the gates in response.
Eventually I stopped having it happen. Did she finally succeed? Did she become part of me, was she part of me all along? Did she, or it, take what it wanted and leave? Maybe wipe my memory of something, maybe planted something? I don't know, and I know I can't know.
I always woke up feeling dumber. Robbed. Stripped of even the most minute progress in anything, and I thought I fixed it, or it fixed itself. But I was wrong. This still happens, and it always happens within the same sequence of events. Likewise, I have found clusters of memory in my head that are walled off. I can feel them there, but any attempt to access doesn't work. Trying to force my way in results in everything, in an instant, yanked out of short term / working memory, and I am rendered blank, then all of my emotions reverse.
Could I be... followed by something? I am able to explain a lot of this neurologically, but I'm not satisfied. I can see correlations with stress and types of anxiety. But it's not good enough. I've seen and had too many strange things happen to me. I'm a it of a whack job anyway, so a mechanical basis within the brain is not out of the question. But I'd like to investigate all avenues.
There is more to be said, and better, but I just can't remember. A caffeine crash is not abnormal, but there's something wrong here. Feel brain dead. Transcranial magnetic stimulation comes to mind.
Well, never mind. I think I'm just addled. My brain doesn't handle caffeine well. It can probably be described neurologically... I probably have some degree of hypermetabolism in the left lingual gyrus and right anterior cerebellum, and I don't know what sort of multisystem deal that would create.
I'm just tired of feeling stolen from. I had it. Now it's gone. It's all fucking gone. Makes ya want to just jump off the bridge. I don't want to rebuild again. I don't want to know I'll have to do it again. I don't want this raw pain in my entire body, I HAD IT.
If I find this goddamn fucking being... I have too many ideas for what and why.
You okay, friendo?
Can someone explain to me why is the demiurge considered the "bad guy"?
>>17121901
Who considers him the bad guy?
>>17121908
edgy "greenpills" who use gnosticism as an excuse to hate the material world and its creator rather than understand or transcend them. the comic OP posted sums up their attitudes pretty perfectly.
>>17121901
Depends in what religion you came.
Some gnostics believe that our souls is just trapped in material world by a demon-demiurge for obscuros motives, probably to be whorshipped as a God.
You know, all existence is pain só the creator is also evil
so... for me, some of the old cartoons seem a little bit creepy for me, but I've never found an old cartoon that actually was that creepy. Do you guys ever saw one?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=2KzficFsUd8
>>17121886
holy shit that guy at the end
>>17121886
imma poke you in the eye someday...
>be at friends party
>be at ceiling
>drinking
>only visible thing is a silo from an adjacent factory
>ask him if he has ever seeing something weird
>"from the factory? no"
>we once saw an UFO
>ask him more
>it was on the newspapers
>just a picture from they stopped to piss by a side road once
that was 3 years ago
>yesterday
>he texts me pic related
>be at friends party
>be at ceiling
here is the pic, judge yourself
Hello, /x! I am new to this board. I hear that you guys talk about the occult and the great conspiracy. I have some introductory knowledge of some occult traditions in general and I would like to learn more. So a few questions for you fine people.
Could you explain the demiurge?
What are some good books to get started in the occult? (I know the "occult" is a very wide and non-specific word, so whatever authors, traditions you like personally.)
Thanks ;)
The Macrobes > Muh Demi Urge
what's a demiurge?
cmon guys, help me out
Until zero point
>>17121615
>past zero point
>>17121615
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Stupid graph approaching zero size
..Yeah. Let's do this.
>pic obviously related
>>17121584
Protip: You can tell when something has been drawn by an actual little kid and when it's been drawn by an adult or edgy teenager pretending to be a creepy kid.
How does one achieve eternal and internal peace?
no such thing. the inevitability of human drama.
Surrender to Krsna.
>>17121544
Suicide
Im bored so any recommendations?
>>17121434
Shadow people is pretty good
http://putlocker.is/watch-shadow-people-online-free-putlocker.html
>uses Netfux
>posts lame /pol/ pic to /x/
OP is beyond help
>>17121506
Fag. You give a shit what OP does. Get a life.
If the Multiverse is real; wouldn't a Prime/Alpha/original universe be possible or is that just pure fiction?
Is there a singular prime/ alpha organism from which all life originated, or a species of like bacteria that it came from?
Mitosis is key to understanding what we're dealing with. Look it up.
>>17121453
What I'm saying is, if there WAS a prime universe, it split into two identical universes. Then more, and more, then they started bumping and trading new genes created by "botched" replication.
Evolution is what we are. Learn to love that coincidence is Co-inside-ents. It's a coop game of fucking and feasting for eternity. You can decde how you wanna fight, and how you wanna fuck, but not where it happens because it happens from that filthy cumrag you use all the way to the abstract concept of everything,
The joyous sounds of children's screams
Are favored instruments for a grand Christmas theme
Architect of horror, white, and dressed in blood
Lord Clause de Nick dashes through the mud
May he smell your fear, but not feel involved
Let him know you sins and pray your absolved
For when you hear his moans, you know that its true
There is no way from his plans for you to aschew.
If holy night comes, and the air is horribly thick
Offer a small sacrifice of flesh, no more than a prick
Maybe you won't be the one that he'll pick
That's the trick to escaping St. Nick
>Merry Chrismas /x/
>Lord Clause
>>17121367
Heil santa!
Sinterklaas?
You missed him, that was December 5th.
None of that demons or monsters nonsense, I'm looking for chilling movies that get more and more sinister as the film progresses, things that could happen in real life.
>>17121332
I thought this board would be more useful
>>17121342
no, /x/ has the shittest taste in movies....okay, second to /tv/, but that's still bad