Alright /x/,
You know the drill. It's time to post your fear (a picture, gif, or webm if applicable). Oh, also, I'd like to know WHY this is a particular fear of yours.
Why does it upset or disturb you so? What is the thing that creeps into your mind and disturbs you to think about?
I'll tell you mine. My greatest fear is becoming unsuccessful or a complete, utter failure at life. I think my ultimate hell would be to become homeless. Reasons why?
>to fall into obscurity
>loosing family/friends and being alone
>not being able to enjoy the pleasantries of life
>to only focus on surviving
>to have nothing
http://www.fearof.net/
100 fears and phobias
>>18098822
>walking with my eyes closed (i have PTSD from bumping my head into a pole as a kid)
>have everything occurring normally then suddenly out of seemingly nowhere get arrested by law enforcement/government officials
literally jail and im on bail
>The archive. If you are looking for it, it is probably here and if it isn't, attach it to a gold Krugerrand, download it, scan it and send it to me.
https://mega.nz/#F!AE5yjIqB!y7Vdxdb5pbNsi2O3zyq9KQ
Let's talk aesthetics.
https://youtu.be/Kxhw_NvdXLc
Abhivinava Gupta is fine too, but it's all samarasa edition.
>>18098802
No ones looking for it. Who ants to read that shit
>>18098802
>>18098818
Somehow, the actual performance is more intense.
Does /x/ think beliefs are a choice?
>>18098754
The ego can choose to believe things, resulting in The belief of something, but the ego itself is a thought.
You don't really have choice.
>>18098754
It kind of is, yeah. Though that choice is often painted by influences within one's life. Education, peers, family...
But the choice isn't often there, most people only know the one belief they'd been surrounded by their whole lives. Which is why I like to play devil's advocate so much. I don't really have a position to promote, I just want them to know their beliefs aren't the only ones, and that just because they hold those beliefs doesn't necessarily make them the only valid ones.
Or even valid at all.
>>18098929
Das mah niggah
Does anyone know how to "sell" your soul to satan. Or how to tell him your devoted to him?
>>18098726
same way you pledge your soul to any God
prayer and personal sacrifice
so what're you going to do for Satan?
Build roads? rape villagers? make frappucinos? Drop beats?
just do it for satan
he'll love you for it
>>18098734
Thanks, hey are you a satanist?
Look into the Order of Nine Angles. Self mutilation combined with esoteric chant can prove very potent, along with real world engagements in darkness and criminality
How about Chaos Magick and modern techniques to manifest your stuff
What are your thoughts, /x/?
I am really into that shit
http://www.philhine.org.uk
http://www.chaosmatrix.org
http://fusionanomaly.net/matrix.html
http://deoxy.org
http://www.biroco.com/kaos/
http://hermetic.com
http://www.sacred-texts.com
http://www.censorthis.com/ouran/ghosthome.html
http://www.freezoneearth.org/littlepurplenotebook/
https://zalbarath666.files.wordpress.com/2012/07/peter-j-carroll-liber-null-psychonaut.pdf
>>18098663
thanx man
>>18098663
/thread, gj
Okay guys I really need your help, get ready for a wild story that just happened
My dad just woke up and had me look up some words. But first the dream goes as such. He came out of something into a house. There was a mother there and her children, he knew she was the first line of defense for the house.Then there were two witch sisters in there. One was in the kitchen and she was cursing the mother. Dad knew that the mother knew they were witches, but the curse was one of forgetfulness. But my dad started saying a counter curse, Esta Lacie (The third word is fuzzy) ma serena? We are christians and the whole family speaks in tongues. My father happens to speak spanish/italian. Esta means 'this' Lacie means 'straighten or make right' and 'Ma serena' could mean peaceful or happy mother? Well he said it three times and then the mother looked at him and nodded. Then the sister of the cursing witch stared at him with wide eyes almost as if in shock.
Come on guys help me out with the translation and if anyone had similar experiences.
Come on guys help me out, some of you divination or occult /x/'s
>>18098617
It was a demonic attack. Your father knew what to say and blocked it. Anything else unusual happen?
>>18099442
Well like I said, the subject of the attack was the mother. Dad just popped in and counter-cursed the witches, who actually fucking saw or felt him
I have two pathways in front of me.
What I would like to know is is it possible to be both an osmth templar AND a scottish rite freemason?
Any fellow travelers?
>>18098610
My father was a 32º mason or something like that. He won't tell me anything about it though.
no, it's like in fallout. you must choose a faction.
>>18098610
Yea, of course. You can even be a Knight Templar under Grand Commandary (since you're American) with that newer group.
Would anyone else really like to fuck some hot chick in a haunted house knowing you are cucking the ghosts that are watching?
>>18098580
>Implying they can't possess you
>Implying they still can't phase their dicks through her and still enjoy it
>Implying they can't kill your boner with a jumpscare
>>18099111
>implying not already prepossessed
>implying they have dicks to phase in
>implying the jumpscare won't make me harder
>>18098580
ya until someone steps on a rusty nail
>>18099955
to rephrase,
>implying not already possessed*
From this story to that story, there's no end.
From this end to that end, there's a story
all about a really skinny man
with barely enough skin on his face
Hey /x/, I'm a /k/ommando, and I was reading one of our spoopy innawoods threads and got thinking about trains in spoopy literature. Anyone got anything?
why are trains so spooky?
what the fuck happened to this board
>>18098466
Does a subway count as a train? I think it does.
>>18098926
It's always been like this. Try lurking more.
What's the deal with magic, remote viewing, psychics etc... Are these things possible, are they delusions, or maybe just a glitch in the matrix?
I have no problem entertaining the possibility of alien visitations or cryptids, but for some reason I go full fedora tipping skeptic mode when it comes to matters of the occult, can /x enlighten me?
I'm a scryer who has had multiple readings confirmed later. If you haven't found someone who can convince you, you haven't found someone sufficiently skilled.
>>18098474
Do my appearance right now.
>>18098489
You are mentally ill. Congratulations.
At least this shot is fun, right?
Have you ever had a sad e/x/perience?
>>18098455
post doggo
only on this board ):
>>18098560
That's kawaii af, mother flipper
Who else here going to give offerings during the Blood-moon Eclipse on the 27th of September?
btw can someone please check that these aren't plagiarised from some demon summoning shit. I don't want corpse party scenario.
This too
>>18098331
Bumfuck.
>>18098331
>Kill all middle easterners and Africans
>negative
pick one
Anyway, what kind of occult group does this belong to? What sigils can one choose from? Lesser key and all?
Look at mathematics, and computers - they do math much, MUCH better than us. While we are the only ones capable of inventing the math, computers are able to use it in ways that we would never be able to.
Now look at magic. We are able to use it, just like math, and invent it, just like math. There are magical things that we will never be able to do, just like math. Then, what if we created a sort of computer that does magic much more efficiently than us? What possibilities would unlock? It can be constructed, but how?
We didn't invent math, we just found a way to represent it.
>>18098290
If you don't reply to this post your mom will get blacked.
>>18098290
You are Ramon Llul, and I claim my 100 pesetas.
>>18098304
We didn't invent computers either. Ramon Llul did. So he could do magic on them.
Checks and mates, m8s.
You want to be enlightened? You want to know how it really is? Well here it is.
On Jupiter anticyclonic storms give rise to giant red spots and on Earth strands of protein give rise to biological organisms. Life is simply a phenomenon like weather, there is no abstract reason for it. Like local weather is shaped by complex weather systems are thoughts and emotions are just as mechanical.
What about consciousness you may be wondering. That too is a byproduct of evolution; merely a "trouble shooter" if you will, designed to increase your odds of survival and thereby a method of reproduction.
Stop searching so damn hard. The answers are right in front of you.
I hope nothing but happiness for you
>>18098281
>I hope nothing but happiness for you
>>18098281
Probably the best summarization of "enlightenment" i've seen. People try to dig so deep to find the "answers" when just being is the answer