I keep hearing that emptiness is the way forward and that we're all basically nothing. And while this sounds very wise and graceful, what does it mean really?
Is there another way of putting this that is friendlier to a contemporay westerner like myself? Something that isn't just a buddhist parable?
Any books on the subject? Also feel free to disucss how you're going on the spiritual path.
>>18331326
Atoms are 99.9% empty space, so you are literally basically nothing, and that applies to all matter in the universe
>>18331371
Yeah I think I understand that but how do I experience it and not just know it?
>>18331326
The more you fear to lose, the worse it is when you lose it. If you let everything go, there is nothing that can hurt you anymore.
Did you ever have a nightmare you thought would never end?
>>18331207
I wish, being awake is worse than having a nightmare.
Also I'm a lot more powerful in my dreams.
>>18331233
Autism speaks
>>18331292
this, have an upvote
Has anyone done DMT? Supposedly people meet these entities that are like little elves that guide their trip and show them unimaginable beauty.
Could they be real? Or are they just a result of the drug? It seems too common place to just be coincidental.
>>18331162
Bump, love to hear someone who has experienced these beings
>>18331162
Ive used it a few times. I never saw the elves or what have you but I did see Technicolor faces carved out of stone once. Another time I saw crazy dancers that weren't human but energy itself. The last time I did it I saw an elephant headed being sort of like ganesha. I have used more than that but all the others were on the lower tier imagery. Hypnagogic stuff. Fractals and what have you. I did take 200 morning glory seeds 2 hours before I passed out about a year back and had a very intense dream involving a slaughtered lamb and a voice telling me to bathe in its blood. Very strange. Very powerful. Very intense vision
Kill yourselves baby fuckers
Is it legal to ask your doctor to fill a vail of your own blood during a checkup? My girlfriend wants it for sentimental value. She already has a mini shrine of me with my hair clippings, jizz vail, fingernails, and saliva; now she just wants blood, and a lot of it.
vial*
>>18331111
Don't get voodoo'd my bro
>>18331111
Nice quads
But that is really fucken creepy though. Guess it's legal though, just really wierd. There are people who RP they're vampires and shit and they give each other blood some maybe check how they do it?
I really don't know where to start. I haven't rejected the idea that I've lost it. Everything is on the table at this point.
Themes keep showing up everywhere I look. Specific things. Things that tie into revelations (Kali Yuga, the 6th seal). Commonality, resonance, outright descriptions of characteristics and personality traits of my self. Predictions.
I started this journey from a scientific perspective. A materialist perspective. Through a gravity-centric universe POV, to the double-slit experiment and the Simulation Hypothesis. Through fractal cosmology to the Electric Universe theory. Somehow, I've arrived at Samsara and the coming rebirth in a new age.
I don't really know how I could put this all together in a coherent way to explain to you the depth and detail I've gone into, without setting a significant amount of time away to plan it out properly. Maybe someone out there will take notice of a common thread, something I can't glean for myself. If you spot something that interests you, ask about it. I'll fill in the detail about how it fits into my narrative of things.
For starters, I'd like to begin with the basics. I'll add more to this thread as I continue researching and compiling something that makes sense.
First, Gematria values of my full name.
Does full moon really makes you change your mood?
I noticed I've been pretty angry/nervous during the full moon but it mostly looks like it's a coincidence.
What do you think
I had some pretty out of the ordinary dreams last night. Other than that I haven't noticed anything.
>>18330848
We are mostly bags a salt water; how would it NOT effect us?
yes I feel annoyed and irritated today
Non-Christian here. Does anyone else feel this weird sense of fear upon seeing a painting of Jesus? I don't know why, I have always had this reaction ever since I was a kid. Something about it makes me feel really uncomfortable.
>>18330828
Its natural for heretics to fear the power
>>18330830
The weak should fear the strong.
>>18330830
Speaking of heretics I've been feeling drawn to the Greek/Norse myths recently, could that have something to do with it? Why do I feel comfort from them but fear from Chrisitianity?
I've been seeing numbers and morse code in /b/ and the deep web. They lead to some creepy shit...
can you elaborate
yes, here's a link to the /b/ post. >>>/b/711688436
damnit nvm lol, but here's the post "..--- ....- -....- ---.. -....- ..--- / ..--- ----- -....- ..--- ..--- -....- ----. / ..... -....- ..--- -....- ----. / ---.. -....- ----. / .---- --... -....- ---.. -....- ..... / ..--- ..--- / .---- .---- -....- ---.. -....- ----. -....- .---- -.... / ...-- -....- .---- ....- -....- .---- ----- -....- .---- ---.. / ..... -....- ..--- -....- ----. / ---.. -....- ----. / .---- --... -....- ---.. -....- ..... / ..--- ..--- / .---- .---- -....- ---.. -....- ----. -....- .---- -.... / ...-- -....- .---- ....- -....- .---- ----- -....- .---- ---.. / ..... -....- ..--- -....- ----. / ---.. -....- ----. / .---- --... -....- ---.. -....- ..... / ..--- ..--- / .---- .---- -....- ---.. -....- ----. -....- .---- -.... / ...-- -....- .---- ....- -....- .---- ----- -....- .---- ---.. / ....- -....- ---.. -....- ---.. -....- ----. -....- .---- ---.. -....- ..... / ---.. -....- ..... / .---- .---- -....- ..--- ..--- -....- ...-- -....- .---- ---.. -....- ..... / .---- -.... -....- ---.. -....- .---- ----. / ....- / .---- -.... -....- ---.. -....- ----. -....- ----. -....- ..--- ..--- / ..--- ----- -....- ..--- -....- ...-- / ..--- ....- -....- ---.. -....- ..--- / .---- ----. -....- ---.. -....- ..--- -.... -....- ----."
Remember when /x/ was cool and not gay and we had these every week?
lets do that
tonight's comic is "The Courtyard" By Allen Moore
If anyone has any comics to share feel free
http://readcomiconline.to/ (free comics (use adblock for maximum experience))
I've been having this strange thing happen to me recently and I have now idea why. I see hundreds glittery type of dots in the air that move in strange ways when I focus on the sky to much on clear days and it's never happened to me before. They kind of remind me of bugs that skim across water. Any thoughts? Or am I just retarded?
>>18330571
You sure you're not just seeing dust particles that might be in your eye, and the light from the sun makes them apparent?
Or is gosts
Its white blood cells.
Google it.
Same thing happened to me 6 years ago, i was laying down staring at a blue sky, it was sunny out. After awhile it started happening and i thought i was going crazy. I forgot what exact phrase i googled.
But yea, nothing spoopy, just you noticing your own anatomy.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue_field_entoptic_phenomenon
Found it
I was chewing through Iron Maiden's works and after lurking /x/ for some time, the 'coincidences' started piling up.
Moonchild opening lyrics:
Seven deadly sins
Seven ways to win
Seven holy paths to hell
And your trip begins
>7 chakras/7sins/7virtues
Seventh Son opening lyrics:
Here they stand, brothers them all
All the sons, divided they'd fall
Here await the birth of the son
The seventh, the heavenly, the chosen one
Oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh
>enter a messianic figure?
Here the birth from an unbroken line
Born the healer, the seventh, his time
Unknowingly blessed and as his life unfolds
Slowly unveiling the power he holds
Oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh
Seventh son of a seventh son (8x)
Oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh (4x)
Then they watch the progress he makes
The Good and the Evil, which path will he take?
Both of them trying to manipulate
The use of his powers, before it's too late
Oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh
>does this figure have a choice? left/right path?
Also the album cover is loaded with symbols, aren't there mentions of an anti-christ figure with a weird eye deal? something about one eye on this earth the other aimed at the heavens or something?
>>18330501
I've heard rumors that 'illuminate' groups influence the music industry. Is this sweet band a pawn or just secretly wizards? Are there other bands who do this?
/x/ flavored music thread i guess, but some input from hardened will workers would be appreciated.
>>18330512
Opening of Powerslave (track #7 of the Powerslave album)
Into the Abyss I'll fall - the eye of Horus
Into the eyes of the night - watching me go
Green is the cat's eye that glows -
In this Temple
Enter the risen
Into the Abyss I'll fall - the eye of Horus
Into the eyes of the night - watching me go
Green is the cat's eye that glows -
In this Temple
Enter the risen Osiris - risen again.
I remember some anti-christian dudes with an info graphic on /pol/ drawing similarity's between the resurrection myth of Osiris and Jesus.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DfwJA0f0UTg
doesn't really have symbolism but it is creepy/reminds me of mk ultra
how can i achieve the skills of a clairvoyant ?
Same way you make your body buff; repeat exercises until you're capable of doing what you want.
>>18330498
what exercise?
i tend to find isolation and deep thought can make you more open to communications but you might not be able to do that for money/other reasons.
>be me, December 21st 2012
>be in bed around 11:30 PM.
>hear "ascend to the next dimension" three times really fast
>Eyes fly open, heart racing
>wtf.jpg
>Vision is like looking through a filter
>Everything is varying degrees of "frosted."
>Imagine if your vision were overlaid by pic related except it wasn't nearly that opaque. It would be more or less opaque in a pattern.
>See extremely fast and shifting geometric patterns.
>3 black pyramids manifest, definitely pyramids not just pyramid shaped as the "lines" of the pyramid were visible.
>begin to spin showing me all angles of themselves, pyramid in the middle being larger than the ones flanking it.
>Have a feeling as if I were to "let go" I would be in a warlike place.
>Look at a book on the shelf I've had since childhood and repeat "i'm still here" until everything returns to normal.
Nothing weird has happened since except for one case of sleep paralysis. What's happened to you, anons?
On this one occasion I am traveling in my car vehicle to an other destination and my fuel is running out low! I ome to this realization by observing the fact. I made to turning for the gas station and the street had very small amounts of light for viewing so I was having the nervous at this point I can tell to you! The journey is continuing and I happen to notice that there is more vehicle on the road than I would have supposed on first. This driver is being fery close to my back portion for several minutes before the honking began. Honking not from me, but from the other driver. Onto this moment I pressed the gassing pedal for high speed. It is not enough. Other motorist is ganing! I want to cry because of the roads lacking light but now is not the time for weaknrss. Suddenful, I hear screech at every honk of horn. It is like the wail of a banshee. I feel my blood beating loadly on my chest. What can happen? I don't have superstitious but i am wondering maybe if theyre is now more to this world than i could have been imagining. So i tried to clean my mind of any frighten and told to my self "I must have kept on driving!" And so I will. I will finally become up to a gas station and i look behind to seeing that thr car will stop. The screech honks also will end. I asked the manager for having gas and he chuckles and asks what if i had trouble on that highway? I looks a little brighter. What was the meaning i asked of him. He sayed i shouldnt intend to go back that way. For I had seen a GHIST.
>be really young, like 14 or something
>home alone
>take a picture of one of my family's cats with my crappy phone
>two old people are in the background of the picture
>they don't have faces
It's been five years, and they've never tried to do anything to me (to my knowledge), so I'm pretty sure there's nothing to worry about even though I still live in that house. Right?
Walking my dog through some fields I used to walk everyday, when I start to feel really freaked out like someone is watching me, I can not go any further physically, my dog then goes berserk, barking growling, hackals up, running of into the trees, I turned back and my dog eventually followed, I have not walked there since.
better then Stolas?
So i haven't summoned yet. Would could raum get me that stolas can't
>>18330376
In demonology, Raum is a Great Earl of Hell, ruling thirty legions of demons. He is depicted as a crow which adopts human form at the request of the conjurer. " Raum, Reym or Raim is a great earle, he is seene as a crowe, but when he putteth on humane shape, at the commandement of the exorcist, he stealeth woonderfullie out of the kings house, and carrieth it whether he is assigned, he destroieth cities, and hath great despite unto dignities, he knoweth things present, past, and to come, and reconcileth freends and foes, he was of the order of thrones, and governeth thirtie legions. He loves children and will target their souls."
>>18330387
watch your kids apparently
I need help. There's something in my room and I think it's watching me. I don't know if it's a ghost, a demon or what. It's been in the same spot for quite sometime just floating there. I can barely make out it's face and part of it's body.
This isn't the first paranormal experience I've had in this house. First of all I've experienced random gusts of wind in my room. One of the times I clearly saw a figure blow through. The most shocking was a few weeks ago when we heard what sounded like a frustrated scream. Not sure how else to explain the noise but I assumed it was my roommates girlfriend. He came and knocked on my door to ask if I was alright and we kind of had a "I thought that was you" moment. It was clearly in the house. We also keep finding things knocked off of shelves and off my desk. Most of the activity seems to happen in the back 2 rooms, one of which is mine lucky me.
Is there a way to make this thing go away so I can sleep? I can see it's eye's, it's looking at me. It's almost 3am and that is making me more uncomfortable. Please help.
I really don't know what to say Anon, I've never experienced anything remotely similar. It's not sleep paralysis, you're posting on /x/.
Take a picture of it?
I tried taking a picture of it, it doesn't seem to be appearing.
It actually appears to have left. I don't see it anymore.
>>18330260
Cool story bro. I call a bullshit.