Alright so guys Im not even religious but I think I fucked up. Im pretty emotionless and I kept on closing my eyes at night for hours asking for lucifer to take over my soul cause I wanted to prove to myself that shit wasn't real. Like I'd think "I am at my weakest, I cannot see, come to me now and I will not fight" then when nothing would happen after like 30 minutes I'd call God and Satan huge pussies and I'd fight them both hand to hand if they wanted idec. I did this shit for like a year straight every night and the last time yesterday I did it I had like one of those falling dream sensations where you wake up cause you think you're falling except I was awake. I started sweating sooooo hard but I was sure It was just a coincidence but now every time I dream I'm a Sumerian demon during the book of revelations. Like every night. I've never dreamed every night. Maybe once a week but not every night. So now whenever I dream I start off way high in the sky and there's fire and destroyed cities under me with huge holes in the ground that have blood mixed with chunks of humans pouring out of them. I know they're human because dream me always smiles when I'm done looking around I say something along the lines of your God failed you as we knew he would then I usually either wake up or "flash forward" to me sitting on a gigaaaantic pyramid easily 20000 feet tall made of literal dead people and animals with a gigantic fucking waterfall of blood pouring out of the middle of it onto the ground below and like poisoning it because there's huge red pulsing lines going in every direction around the base of it. What do? Pic is the pyramid shape I'm on just made of fucking pieces of living things and vomiting blood from the middle
>>18457661
Wanna grab a beer?
>>18457670
Definetly.
>>18457670
I've never drank or done any drugs and am also a virgin which for some reason makes me even more freaked out about all this
If you read this you're in heaven. Reading this is the entry. How peculiar.
>>18457639
Neat.
>>18457646
Gentle bump.
>>18457639
Hello, / X /.
When I was 9 years old, I've heard some weird voices calling my name, these voices sounds like my parents voices.
So, I asked to my parents if they called me, they said "no." I listened to these voices almost every day, so they gone after a time.
When I was 10, these voices was back in a short time.
Yesterday, I heard these weird voices calling me again.
What could be this ?
>>18457634
It's /x/ or /x], you fucking newfag.
>>18457634
1 Samuel chapter 3?
Auditory hallucination, very common for it to be your name and to be known voices. Usually happens when ones about to sleep but not necessarily always. Its a way your brain has to bring you into alert
Or maybe your parents are calling you from the future to prevent you from death in youth
Welcome: See you soon.
.....well here we go again /x/ let's get it!! I didn't bother with the last one but these guys are persistent.
>>18457621
removed
someone transcribe the text I'm too lazy to type the paste bin link
So, I had a church/holy water experience.
For the past year I've been studying the occult; for the past 6 years I have been seeking enlightenment through Buddhist literature, and western and philosophical knowledge.
I went into a Roman Catholic church for my grandparents' wedding anniversary (it was the first time being in a church in at least 15 years, I'm 25).
I noticed the holy water within the first 10 minutes of being there, and proceeded to douse my forehead with it in the symbol of a cross.
I have not been a believer in "god", rather I acknowledge string theory, and I havent done any rituals regarding the devil or anything like that, but I have been a selfish, "evil" fuck.
TLDR; I went to church, put holy water on my forehead, and it burned me.
The burning was like putting hot peppers or hot-sauce on open pores.
I didnt take note of what I was thinking during the time, but it was not instant (took maybe 10 minutes before I felt something), and didnt last (sensation remained for about 1-3 minutes on and off)
Anyone else have this experience? explanation?
Have not been baptized.
bump.
I'm sensitive enough to use this chart.
also not gay
People at /fit/ told me i need to roid to get big fast. Since i am not into throwing my hormonal balance off, is there spell to make me strong/gain muscle faster?
Shouldn't be there spell for everything?
For your spell, lift weights and go for a run.
Repeat 5 days a week until desired result is achieved.
>>18457554
No, there is one for recovering of lost muscle mass/function but it does not increase your muscle mass in a body builder type of way. And you have to be a vampire or equal to perform it.
>>18457554
You need a spell book known as Starting Strength Basic Barbell Training by the sorcerer Mark Rippetoe. This will tell you how to use a magical staff known as the barbell, and how to increase its power using mystical numbered plates through a set of rituals practiced 3 times a week. It also details muscle potions such as GOMAD derived from the teet of a mothering cow.
Be careful, it's powerful shit. It has been known to turn people into terrible lizard kings when used incorrectly.
Hi, /x/, I'm practicing astrology for 11 years. You can ask me anything you want.
Whats the best way to get along with a sagitarius
>am pieces
hello, i only want to know if one day I have a real, true friend (i was born 8/8/1991 if you need it)
>>18456809
It's a bit more complicated than simple sign-sign compatibility. You need to know not only your and your partner's Sun signs, but also Moon signs, because they represent both sides of human persona, the obvious and the hidden. For example, your Sun sign should be compatible your partner's Moon sign and viceversa for a working relationship.
I have to tell you, though, I'm not so much into psychological astrology, I have given the answer based on what I've learned in the first two years of study. I'm more interested in predicting the future with knowledge.
Ok, so I was watching videos about strange sky sounds when I came across this channel...although the videos have barely any views, they still give me the creeps, check it out, and lets discuss what the hell is this:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVcE9inY9wC_PEsoYMjh2nw
>>18456567
It looks a lot like a guy just intentionally uploading weird/off-putting content. What stands out about it to you?
I'm just curious about your thoughts on it
>>18456572
Well I think maybe it's someone who wanted to make a weird/scary channel and gave up when it never took off. But there could be more. Watched the first two, gonna watch the two newest ones now.
Why you think you are being watched?
55 reasons
>>18456455
Statistical anomaly
Dont think i'm beeing watched. They'd be disgusted pretty fast
How to let it all go
You gotta go backwards before you go forwards.
>>18455689
looks relieving, sounds relieving, tell us more!
>>18455708
what
Have you ever had an oddly specific dream about someone who is no longer living and felt a bit more comforted that they're at peace now?
>grandmother dies
>mother has a dream that she asked her to bake a traditional cake that they ate together when mom was just a child
>she made it and ate it with her sisters/brothers
>>18455625
Dreamt about my dead mother a long time ago. I don't remember what she told me exactly but in essense asked me to be careful and keep my emotions in check. The next day I got into a fight with my older sister and almost strangled her. My father tried to get between us but I was engulfed with hatred. He tried again to get me off of her and he succeeded. Later I realized what that dream was all about. She warned me for that event with my older sister.
>>18455625
Definitely. My mom just passed this Wednesday and I just had a dream of her last night. All I remember is her walking into my room and then me breaking down crying while she hugged me. It was more comforting than sad. I surprisingly wasn't upset when I woke up and I think that's a good thing.
I don't, but a friend of mine says that whenever a person he knows dies, they usually visit him in his dreams a few days later. One of more memorable stories is this:
>Neighbor (Let's call him John) goes missing
>Few days later locals check his house
>Locked
>Look through window
>See him laying on a floor
>Break in John's house
>John is dead
>A few days after his funeral
>Friend has a dream that he is visiting John
>Sitting in the living room, talking
>"I don't know, I'm having a pretty good life, I have my bacon, bread, home, what else is there to need?" -Says John in his dream
>Friend wakes up
what does this symbol mean?
Been appearing alot in my dreams lately
It's a triforce you nigger
>>18455040
"a lot" is two words
>>18455040
http://symboldictionary.net/?page_id=2006
Now that the dust has settled, can we all agree it was a suit?
No, actually. I'll NEVER accept the explanation that it was merely a suit. I don't believe in many crpytids and paranormal stuff but bigfoot is the one thing I truly think it exists.
>>18453894
Seconded.
Never let them they told you, what to believe in.
>>18453893
It is objectively and obviously a fucking suit, regardless of how many faggots will disagree with that fact.
anyone have any experience with k-holes?
>/x/ - Paranormal
>>18453570
>I'm too stupid to use google
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K-hole
people tell stories of meeting god and he tells them that they and him are the only things that actually exist.
What
So, what's the deal with these guys?
What do they mean, or what do they want?
If two or three crows seem to follow you, what does that mean?
Can they really read minds?
Saturn.
>>18451228
Great post, thanks for contributing!
Faggot
>>18451235
Anytime bb.