Any other paladin-esque /x/philes here? The path has been dark af lately and it's weighing on my soul. All I want is to be compassionate and inspiring. The progress is being made but being zen is hard to hold onto.
>try to focus on being grossly incandescent, end up dark and bitter by bedtime
>try to stop talking shit, grill everyone ESPECIALLY people who "deserve" it
>try to abstain from base desires, end up dicking around "testing the waters" with porn and shitty food
I went 40 days and 40 nights without jerking off to test my will
More spiritual lately. Trying to see good in all, even degenerates. Show them the light, but don't burn them with it...
>>18591235
I'm aiming for 30 ATM but 99 is my ultimate goal. Any interesting changes you noticed?
Also..
I shit-talk with friends for fun and when I ease up they always assume somethings wrong when in reality I just wanna clean up my act. It gets exhausting immediately going through 101 ways to roast someone the moment you see them and I know there's more righteous things to think about.
>Gains in strength and will and creativity.
>Finally motivated to start my own business.
>Met and have been dating a european Reebok model. But rejected easy sexual opportunity from other cute girl because I knew it would ultimately lead nowhere...
>Other chicks sent nudes daily without provocation
I've been having a problem for a while. It occurs randomly, maybe once every 5 months and around 1 to 3 times within a few days. I don't think it's medical.
Example:
>Driving, see a bright flash from peripheral vision.
>Notice that it lit up the entire cabin, reflecting off the interior and windows.
>As if someone in the passenger seat took a picture of me with flash.
>No vehicles around me or anywhere a camera would be mounted.
>In a meeting.
>See camera flash in the corner of my eye, see it reflect off wall and brighten room.
>Look around.
>No one has there phone out or moving like they had it out.
>No one notices.
What?
>>18591059
Probably just seeing things, it happens to the best of us
>>18591062
Would a hallucination be intricate enough to have proper reflections?
>>18591059
That acid trip you took way back when.... well, it's coming back.
This is true, I want to get the info out quickly. I hear voices in my head, I shouldn't have listened. I knew they were evil. Turns out they were demons, I may have waited too long to call out for God for help casting them out. When I finally got rid of them. I did something stupid and let them come back. Now, when i call for God the voices all answer. They all pretend to be God. Everything seems to be OK as long as you have faith in the work of Christ. Good luck and remember, there is no Voice of God in you head...
God will never lie to you, he will never abandon you, and he loves you more then you can possibly imagine..
>>18590883
God is cool ,
I never understand why you must fear him.
Instead of it, I befriend him.
He told me about everything and nothing,
If you are a grown up and mature person he will talk to you.
If you want to get rid of the voices, practice mindfulness meditation,
God helps the ones who help themselves.
>>18590883
Don't settle for those voices, plead the blood of Christ over you and rebuke them.
2 Corinthians 10:5King James Version (KJV)
5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;
Don't know what you did, but repent and pray and ask God to forgive you and deliver you from anything that you need to be free from. He WILL.
Pray through til God answers.
PUSH= Pray until something happens.
When pangs of death seized on my soul,
Unto the Lord I cried;
Till Jesus came and made me whole,
I would not be denied.
Refrain:
I would not be denied,
I would not be denied,
Till Jesus came and made me whole,
I would not be denied.
As Jacob in the days of old,
I wrestled with the Lord;
And instant, with a courage bold,
I stood upon His Word.
Old Satan said my Lord was gone
And would not hear my prayer;
But praise the Lord, the work is done,
And Christ the Lord is here.
God bless.
>>18591144
*God helps the ones who help themselves.*
*I never understand why you must fear him.
Instead of it, I befriend him.*
The fear of The Lord is the beginning of wisdom.
Do not fear man which is able to destroy the body, but FEAR God which is able to destroy both body and soul in Hell. -Jesus
Not true.
/b/ sent me here.
I've read the sticky thanks.
I can't remember what it's called but last night I woke up and couldn't move. Like, at all. Couldn't move at all. I was trying and just couldn't.
What does this mean? Also I bit my tongue while I was awake. I was just laying there trying to move and started biting my tongue just one hard time. Made it cut slightly. I felt like I was fucking retard or some shit. Can someone explain?
fuck off
>>18590812
Why?
I'm being legit fucking serious
Sleep paralysis.
Do you think Kennedy was assinated because he refused to do project northwoods?
Probably, maybe there are other reasons behind it, but the project northwoods might be one of them
Calling out the illuminati didn't add to his life expectancy
>assinated
Kinda a newfag, but interested in learning more about the metaphysics I heard Alex Jones speaking about in the podcast with Joe Rogan.
Things such as multiple dimensions, the elites trying to become transhumanist, psychic vampires, different planes of existance, etc.
Does anyone have any resources for a humble newfag to continue on his journey?
>>18590518
infowars.com
http://pastebin.com/FXcsRFZr
Jones is a bullshit artist. Nothing to learn.
Hello, I live in this little city in Brazil and in early 2016 I met this girl who I got to be best friends with through the year, she always told me that her year would've been shit if I wasn't introduced into her life, however she claims to have paranormal "powers", like feeling people's auras and other things, and one of them I can kinda relate, but I don't believe at it at all, ex; Have you ever looked at someone's face and felt like he was a shithead? It's basically it but we feel bad vibes from people we never got the opportunity to talk at all, for me I think it's completely bullshit from my head but I don't know about her. Anyways some months ago she always had this dream about being bit by various snakes inside a dark cave then a tall glowing man comes to pull her out of it. I was never a religious neither a person that believed in the paranormal much but I simply took it in the spiritual way for some reason. She was always good to the stupid people of this town and always treated them good even if they were jackasses and some of her friendships were just too shitty, I told her that snakes could be related to backstabbers people of that kind. Months passed and we worked out the issue about the bad blood people by simply showing her how to treat them. And some time ago she had this other strange dream which it starts normal, getting out of school, our friends and all, then it suddently jumps to a bathroom shower scene that she feels it's her but older, or simply not her, she steps out from the shower to dry up and she gets a glimpse of some black creature running really fast outside of the bathroom, then the creature she claims to be death walks in. She starts feeling all her forces and her voice all of sudden and this man she said that looked like her ex but older, and she called him as a different name. He asks her what's going on and clearly he can't see the creature.
Continuing, if you have any idea of what this could be or has any question.
first off let me introduce myself. I am a self taught solitary eclectic witch. Practicing for about 3 years. I have similar symptoms of having high empathic waves for people that I know have bad energy. You and her are both more likely empaths. You can research it! Another thing take into account that delusional disorders are real mental Illnesses. I battled with schizophrenia, anxiety, and mild paranoia, as a child and young adult but they did not hinder my knowledge of my inner spiritual powers. Sometime they get confused for each other. Be carful with who you tell about these things and be careful with what you encounter. Immediately determine if they are real or not. On another other note, tell her to find white sage and cleanse herself. And yourself alswell since you guys are empaths it's more likely for you guys to store the energy of the negativity you feel from others without knowing and sometime people transfer it to you without knowing as well. Just whatever you do be careful. Hope I helped.
>sage
Exactly what this thread needs.
Are buddhist metaphysics + tantra the ultimate truth?
tantra is physical so probably not
makes for a good party though
>>18590467
No
>>18590700
Christian metaphysics are retarded desu
Im convinced that the Bible contains hidden secrets that are starting to bubble back into human consciousness. Various ancient texts from across the planet fit together too well to be coincidental. And these same texts have a bizarre way of providing a spiritual and historical backdrop that explains current events better than the official narratives. Contrary to what atheists insist, science actually reinforcing spirituality and I think the true meaning of the Bible (and other religious texts) is becoming more and more clear. I want to read the Bible front to back because I think we're on the cusp of a big paradigm shift. What version of the Bible should I get? And what about books outside the traditional canon?
All religions talk about the same thing. The human soul yearns for it's true home. Each religion is a fragment of the truth.
>>18590434
Don't prescribe to one Religion.
>I think we're on the cusp of a big paradigm shift
There is no we. When you shift, you shift alone.
Read everything.
>>18590448
what mean by "we" is that I think the western world is about to reject the atheistic mentality that has been driving culture, politics, morality and science for the past five decades of so. As it generally stands right now, if you inject any sort of spirtuality to your ideas in public you will be ridiculed, harassed, and possibly labeled a "bigot" or "anti science". I think that's going to end very soon.
Drop all u got about vampirism, rituals, becoming one etc and names of pdfs with all of this stuff, there was a /x/ pdf dump somewhere with tens of pdfs, i guess vampirism was in them too. Im reasearching this phenomena for uni (as a student ofc).
Please, no role playing, serious night thread.
>>18590331
What makes you think we're going to do your homework for you? Not that I believe you're in college, writing like that.
What makes you think we need a third vampire thread?
>>18590411
xD
im studying finances and accounting actually, writing artice to lets call this "college newspaper" about history and genesis of vampires as additional work (we have points for that for "stypendium" - money for good grades and stuff). and no its not doing work for me u just had to name me some pdfs if u read some, thats called help u stupid fucking retard. go back to roleplaying ur succubs summon. and my english might be bad because its not my first language (3th actually) i dont really care.
>>18590411
and other 2 vampire thread is just some fat roleplayers doing their fantasies as vampire hunters and other shit, when im trying to do history and genesis
Black Goo is an abiotic mineral oil from the upper crust containing high amounts of m-state gold and iridium. It has been found on Thule Island on the South Falkland Islands and under the Gulf of Mexico. Furthermore there exists a black oil schist containing this type of oil from earlier tectonic events. These events apparently broke up the crust of the earth.
Black Goo shows a hitherto unknown type of magnetism, much longer in range than ferromagnetism, that seems to be interactive in a spontaneous way, that very likely is based on bi-directional, annihilated photon exchange as known from m-state-matter in life-forms. Due to this magnetism Black Goo shows the ability to mechanically self-organize in many different ways and has been reported to carry highly intelligent consciousness.
Where can i read the peer reviewed papers on this?
Nigga that's a rotten yam.
>>18590328
Everybody talks of its intelligence and possible sentients what has lead people to those conclusions?
Hey /x/
Rate these vampires :)
>>18590228
Gay/gay
Dampir is still an interesting topic.
Who are the psychic vampires?
How do we stop them?
Oh boy, more dumb /pol/ images.
This is about conspiracies that are both /pol/ and /x/
>>18590192
Don't take what Alex jones talks about on interdepartmental beings, he has NO experience in this field.
What could be this strange cigarette smell in my house?
my mom has been talking about it for a week now, neither me or my sister can smell it, only my mom, none of us smoke(my mom stopped a while ago) now when it comes to paranormal stuff I'm always very skeptical, but my mom really believes in that kind of stuff and thinks she's being haunted, anybody here ever had a similar experience?
Nice uterus cloud
vape naysh
>>18590173
>Smell that only she feels implies paranormal
No faggot, my dad used to feel a rotten smell after he let his mustache grow. He washed the mustache and he didn't felt it again
>>18590199
my mom doesn't have a mustache tho......
can i develop a better memory and better studying skills through magic?
>>18590138
bump
Studying anything makes you better at studying.
Learning to master your mind isn't necessarily a magical process but it definitely makes you smarter.
TL;DR the answer is always more meditation
>>18590204
i have the feeling that meditation would not actually improve my memory.