Please. I know there are many trolls here. But please help me and at least listen to me what happen. Just please, I´m afraid and on totally on the bottom.
I have a history of dealing with entities. I´m the guy that started to post about the synchronicities. And now they intensified. I applied for various jobs and they seemed to be okay but it always ended up by hiring someone that was working there before. I was desperate and contemplating suicide. Then I started to see repeating numbers, as some here believe in them. Mainly 111,222,221,323,311,121,221. (which should mean god is listening but I´m not buying it) In my depression, I went to my balcony to look up to the stars and have a cig, but it was cloudy. But through the clouds, there was a triangle shining through! A fucking triangle and someone stood in it. It looked like he is moving. I said that I can not take this anymore. I said what I wanted. And then the person and the triangle disappeared and these symbols showed up as in the pic. I can not take this anymore. I want to have a normal life, make money live on my own and not this shit. If that was God, I just don´t want to be part of his plan. I´m afraid. I just don´t want to solve puzzles anymore in my dreams. I don´t want to talk to dead people and solving issues, like the Warren couple. After that, I felt like ants started to crawl under my skin and I almost started to cry. And I´m not even on drugs and never have taken any. I´m going ou to calm myself and have a long think. If you must troll, feel free, but for those that are willing to help, please say something.
>>18972356
I make you a deal.
You give me your puzzle-solving skills and your mission and I give you my broken Lainist faith.
I'm being totally serious, I just came back to /x/ after having a very long walk and crying session because I lost my faith in Lain.
>>18972356
>>18972365
Don't be afraid.
>>18972374
It's a bit late for that...
I've seen how some have hidden pedo shit under the pretense of Lainism.
I'm sorry
I'm not sure if most of you know of the composer by the name of Scriabin. Scriabin was a composer that claimed paranormal powers through his music, often holding concerts for the sole purpose of exercising demons within the crowd with his music. Scriabin was obsessed with completing his piece "Mysterium" he planned on performing this piece at the foot of the Himalayas as in a perfectly symmetrical temple that he describes (and draws about) in his journals. Mysterium was planned to be performed for 7 consecutive days without rest. After these seven days, he believed that the cosmos would implode, ending everything we know and transfiguring humanity into "nobler beings". he even invented a new language of music to make this possible, forgoing all the previously accepted rules of music. Scriabin had Synesthesia, which pretty much means he had the ability to "See" music as colors and pictures, Every time I listen to his works I can only imagine the shit he has seen while composing this. Scriabin was so consumed while composing this symphony that he died before he could complete it. years later another young composer finished the symphony it was then performed for the first time. many people claim to have experienced an incredible sense of "Cosmic Fear" almost to the point of entering a trance. others report that once they begin listening they cannot stop. there are much other theory's of what was going on but I think /x/ would be an awesome place to discuss this. Was Scriabin insane? Or was he on some other level of cosmic knowledge that transcends our level of understanding? Could humanity really be ended? is there spiritual power in music? Take a listen https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4YSysUn-Bk
He seemed to have some kind of connection to this chord. Title it "The mystic chord" or "Prometheus chord" Worth looking into. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMu-IOtGSF0
So no matter how hard people try to analyze and decode his language it's completely unsuccessful. Modern Music cannot explain Scriabin's "Prometheus Chord". He seemed to have some sort of undecipherable method to his madness.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6sGGJT47uUw
Some sources:
http://www.pianosociety.com/cms/index.php?section=83
http://www.52composers.com/scriabin.html
http://www.scriabinsociety.com/biography.html
http://www.scriabininthehimalayas.com/mysterium
Whats this guy's deal? Why is he so obsessed with debunking anything involving psychedelics, or people advocating its usage as some sort of psyop CIA covert agent? He sounds really silly. Psychedelics are the last thing you let loose to try to "control" anyone.
Who?
>>18972243
Things like Dmt have the power to change the world's Religions and beliefs. Hence the shilling against them
>>18972243
Because damnit, the pharmaceutical companies stand to lose billions. Kek.
Anyone have any dogmen stories?
One night my dog turned into a man.
It was very spooky. The end
When I was nine, my older cousin told me that I was secretly a werewolf and I'd look like one to others of I went around nude on a full moon. I did it for months in front of family and friends. Always ended up spanked and sent to my room. I remember howling when my dad whipped my ass, so it's a wonder he didn't mercy kill me.
Saw the movie Dog Soldiers once when I was young. It was pretty laughable.
Alien thread!
Post banworthy pics and texts.
Have you played the Blue Whale yet, /x/?
gtfo
>>18971828
What kind of retard plays a game where he cuts their self? Its a game for Russian edgelord fags
mfw you fags still believe this is real
No UFO bullshit, too much fake garbage for anyone to take that seriously.
I mean things on earth that people can't say don't exist, and can't explain either.
and fuck off with the
>muh jacked slaves, who probably ate dirt half the time built this
I believe that we have some sort of inert future predictability.
There have been a large number of occasions where I have had "deja Vu" and correctly predicated what was going to happen next, from trivial things such as predicting words to predicting exact sentences, phrasing, specific settings etc.
Sometimes it happens a few days from when I "see" it, or even months, or years.
Why does this happen?
At this point I don't give it too much attention, it's something I kind of expect now, but lately (like the past year) it's become more frequent.
I've had some of the same feelings with some pretty fucked up "visions" (for lack of a better fitting word), but i assume those are just because it's become natural to see the destruction in things.
I know its pretty common, how do you view it?
>>18971474
Never said it was something I could do whenever.
It just happens, and i'm not saying I'm psychic either.
Just some experiences I had
>>18971453
I have experianced the same exact things. Am I Psychic?
>>18971453
Abraxas here, we are moving everyone's Souls who need to be ascended up. It should be happening soon due to the massive influx of synchronicities that are happening.
does anyone here have any good ideas for a horror movie that takes place in a walmart?
>>18971428
>I see trashy people. Whispered the boy as he shuddered. The tattoos to teeth ratio were ridiculous.
No, but I used to hide in the clothing racks when I was little. Maybe I scared an old lady.
Do your own homework.
Why is no one talking about his suicide?
>Commited suicide just days after being acquitted for a double homicide.
>Cut his middle ring finger and marked blood on palms, feet to symbolize Jesus's crucifixion.
>Wrote John 3:16 on wall with blood and on forehead.
>illuminati symbols on walls.
>Marked Bible verse about Immortality, even for the most evil.
>Police have closed case until more information is released.
>>18971299
Because he was a punk-ass thug terrified of going to prison. If you want to make a conspiracy of it, try /pol/ and emphasize his race.
>>18971299
Maybe he just wanted Jesus to accept him into heaven after he committed the sin of suicide and was trying to remove he fear of death from his last moments
>>18971299
In that state people who die are given a "symbolic pardon". In the case it might be very relevant. He had a a few million dollars saved up and his wife (kid?) have it now. But the family of the victim he killed is suing her for ALL of it. Now that he's dead he gets the symbolic pardon, but also the victim's family can't cross examine him. His wife can claim that she can't mount a proper defense without his testimony. Also we was appealing the first conviction. His wife can also claim that he might have been innocent, but now can't prove it. Both these thing can get the victim's civil suit thrown out of court now that he's dead.
Lastly the occult and biblical symbols count be evidence of mental illness, in which case his wife can SUE THE STATE for not protecting him from himself. She might wind up with a few million more from the state.
There's nothing occult here. Just a very smart guy fucking is victim once more, while doing his wife one last favor.
Post a few conspiracy theories and discuss them.
i think my aunt smoke my cigs when i am not home
i notice i was missing 2 (i counted them)
then when i was smelling her fingers i notice her fingers smell of cigeretes and she said she has no cigeretes
I'm God
Hermann Goering and Josep Broz Tito were the same guy.
does anybody else remember seeing this monster in their childhood?
Yes, those are the alien things from Majora's Mask/Flatwoods Monster from real life accounts.
Yeah, hated geometry man.
>>18970744
ee zee zee's?
So I refreshed /x/ and there was a thread that was posted 1 minutes ago, I couldn't make out the image. Some animal or monster maybe. Its was very dark. It was all glitched and corrupted looking. Whatever it was it looked spooky as shit. The comment was a bunch of numbers and stuff. When I clicked it I got a 404. Anyone else see it?
>>18970224
Samsquantch.
ayy lmao
OP of that thread here. That image is now gone from my phone, I didn't delete it.
My life is based on math and how it fits together. String theory.
When I see my mind I see string that connects everything. As I zoom out I see other particles. Knowing that everything is cause and effect I can use the math to structure it. So even if I'm missing parts it is still able to take shape. It's a code, with glitches that get ironed out over time. I can see anything by looking at the code hard enough or looking for information that can expand on the parts I need.
I spend every moment of my life trying to improve the structure. And when I don't feel depressed I try to do my part to make the world a better place. Over time I have needed less and less sleep. The last month or so for the most part I just lay down with my eyes closed. By this point I don't think I have slept once or even closed my eyes to rest for the better part of a week.
I finally unlocked the ability to really feal empathy and emotions in general.
What do I think I have learned since then?
That knowledge can corrupt. That god is reborn many times and he ether kills himself from depression or he works out who he is, tries to fix things and then when that doesn't work he saves a few by seperating them from him and then. He kills himself. When he kills himself before knowing who he is and becoming connected to everything he causes a extinction event.
This is what is probably going to happen soon. I don't think the system can be saved as it is. Not unless people try to be better.
I'm not saying I am god. I am saying that I have a very strong connection to it. And I at the very least played a huge part in reforming it. Everything I explain was something I added to my mind.
It isn't happy with how things have turned out.
>>18970132
I too feel as though this "timeline", if you will, didn't turn out how it was supposed to. Most humans younger than millennials are so ignorant to everything, and I don't really see it turning around. Technology has changed humanity greatly in recent years
I welcome the end
A Yuga rolling over to the next one =/= the END.
>>18970159
As do I friend. Humanity in its current form has failed, and I think the fossil fuel boom was a big part of it. When you think of it, it was humanity preying on the dead, and instead of using their "life energy" for peace they brought on more destruction and pain in that timeframe than in the entire history of humanity. Fossil fuels were a mistake man.
Brothers will fight
and kill each other,
sisters' children
will defile kinship.
It is harsh in the world,
whoredom rife
—an axe age, a sword age
—shields are riven—
a wind age, a wolf age—
before the world goes headlong.
No man will have
mercy on another.
We're coming back to Ragnarok, lads. The Norse were right once again.
>>18970111
Please kek grant his trips the power of prophecy
>>18970177
You're helping out, I see.
>>18970111
Nah son Jesus Christ is coming back.