Lonely shit

>>1821358
>>1821362
>Lonely shit
YOU POSTING WRONG SHIT

>>1821358
Saw this same exact thread in /gif/ before it archived, but I repost what I said.

>tfw had half-asian g/f who was like this
Good times.

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Thoughts?

>>1821705
I think he meant webms that make you feel lonely. Like seeing couples happy together.

>>1821751
why do i feel happy for them instead of lonely?

>>1821358
>>1821362

Those webms really makes me want to feel someone near me.

Luckly in a couple of days I'll be with my gf on vacation at the sea, I'll enjoy th warmth of the sun and all the cuddling with my beloved one.

I hope it will be so for you guys too because being lonely sucks alot.

>>1821957
you can be alone and not feel lonely tho.

>>1821962
im alone and im happy because i don't need human contact to be happy

Can anyone post the songs uses in these webms before I kill myself please? thank you

>>1822084
Just head over to >>1805594

>>1822077
that's because you watch anime and own a couple of stained body pillows.

>>1822077
you're lying to yourself human's are social animals and need regular meaningful social interactions to stay mentally sane

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>>1821915

Can somebody please tell me the song name?

>>1821918
You fucking fruit.

>>1821751
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>1822607
I forgot but it's by HOME. If you search "crisis Simpsons" it should give you that video and the actual song will be in the description or comments.

It may be called worry, but that's just a guess

>>1821358
U WOT M8

>>1821897
cause you're normal

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>>1822847
Just lonely as fuck anon

>>1821957
Been alone for 8 years. Lived in my own place for 5 of those years. After a while, it stops hurting, and starts just being quiet.

>>1821732
Sounds like a good time

>>1822886
Here's hoping

>>1822886
damn, i feel like im going down that road also but everyone says im doing great. I hope it gets better for you man

>>1822077
been there anon, I suggest you start reaching out to people, make friends, meet old acquaintances and relatives. Of course they have to be decent people, not people who will pull you down.

It's very comfy to be surrounded by good people; and you'll need a network of such
people for a healthy career and personal life.

This coming from an introvert with social issues, 12 years of intense introversion (minimal social life), I'm 26 and I have no 1 person I could call 'friend'.

after make myself very sociable to every person in my last 24 year of my life. the last 2 year i decided to be honest to myself. being alone at first i feel so much suffering inside me nowadays the feeling gradually disappear. alcohol and sleeping pills often help though to some degree

>>1822607


HOME - decay

>>1821364
What song is this?

>>1821362
Anyone know where this video is from?

>>1821897
Because you're secure with yourself. Unlike some of us. :(

This thread reeks of normalfaggotry.

Fucking normalfags can't possibly comprehend that the social/relatioship game has long lost its appeal to some people.

I for one have zero interest in anyone.

>>1821362
disgusting race traitor

This makes me feel happy :-)

>>1822886
I'm pretty much in the same boat. I've suppressed that feeling of needing someone for so long that it eventually went away. Not sure if one day it will overwhelm me or if i just accepted who and where i am.

>>1821737
I'm not crying. YOU'RE crying.

>>1822886
being with someone doesnt necessarily mean you are gonna be happy. The bests times of my life I've spent in total isolation, didn't spend time with anyone whatsoever. Better alone than in bad company. If you are fated to be with someone then it'll happen in due time. Try to forcefully get a gf/friends and you'll end up with nothing but retards

>>1822892
It'll be alright, man, there's hundreds of thousands, if not millions of people like us all around the globe.
>>1822926
Just get out and meet people, man, you should be alright.
>>1823238
Nah man, you'll be fine. I have that feeling, sometimes, where I freak out and consider that I'm nearly 30 and have literally no one in my life, but it's alright. I'm not a bad person, I'm not doing anything terrible with my life. I'm kind of just... Sitting back. Being by myself. Nothing wrong with that if you can hack it.

>>1821737
>Thoughts?
youre autistic

>>1821362
>race traitor
no loss there

>>1821912
Loneliness #3 always fucks me up

>>1823079
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BCEufoyKS8

>>1823828
Don't remind me of that.

>>1822886
12 years here.
The quiet ends and it becomes an incessant scream that rings in your ears.
Everything begins to demand you to go find companionship, but you're in a never ending routine that prevents it from happening.
This is hell.
I'm in hell.

>>1821912
> gondola everywhere is home
I tried to find the song but I didnt find it, somebody has the sauce?

>>1823858
lonelyness #3 her soundtrak

>>1823259
I mean there's a difference between going out and doing activities and meeting people, and in the back of your mind looking for a partner, and going out with the sole purpose of finding a partner at some bar or whatever.

"Waiting for faith" is just god fucking retarded.

>>1822778
damn, its beautiful, anyone have the sauce?

>>1823828
Fucking love Alex's shit. So chill and... sad.

>>1823871
If you mean the song, it's Bones - burn it down

>>1823828
>>1823831
>>1823888
Whats the source?
Please

>>1823224
>>1823662
lmao its not like she wouldve dated you guys

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>>1822886
damn, dude

>>1824482
read the filename

>>1824512
i think he meant of the manga

>>1824512
>>1824530
No no . The song
But I cant see the file name cause im on a phone

>>1824482
The manga is Planetes.
I found out by googling the text in the image and checking the image results.

>>1823835
22 years here. Feel your pain.
I'm trapped inside my own mind. And it's my own fault. I wanted this. I'm so far along at this point that I don't know if I can or even want to change. I don't care anymore. I just want to die.
I write and write and write, but I never feel better. I would have killed myself years ago if not for my family. I'm only living for their sake. If I can get the opportunity to off myself in a way that looks like an accident, or dying for some noble cause (saving somebody's life), or getting a robber to kill me, I'm gonna leap on it.
Every moment spent alive feels like a monumental effort. I drown myself in escapism but still find no relief. I want eternal oblivion.

>>1821882
Fuck thats a throw back.

>>1824566
Alex- the burn marks on my piano wont go away

>>1821918
Fuck you mate.

>>1824632
Thank you man

>>1824573
32 years here. I know what you mean.

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I don't know how much longer I'll be able to lie to myself about being okay with being alone.

>>1825405
please no

>>1825405
>even has tumblr in the filename
you need to go back

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>>1825405
I've always wondered how annoying it is for ugly/socially-isolated girls for their archetypes to all be played by pretty girls who wear thick glasses, braces and a ponytail.

>>1825414
>>1821915
Some of these webms seem a little too contrived for the lack of a better word.

Have a Taxi Driver clip instead. Masterful depiction of a socially isolated (autist) loner in a city full of people.

>>1821362
I'm 25 KHV and this barely affects me
How do I know if I'm resistant or too far into loneliness-denial?

>>1823558
no YOURE autistic, anon.

>>1821358
Ow. This thread hurt.

>>1821907
thing is it's more or less impossible to leave a galaxy, the chances that we'll ever meet aliens are close to none existant

>>1824493
Yup, jealousy and sexual frustration is the only reason anyone would ever be against things that go against their race's collective interest.

lmao xD

>>1825869
>lmao xD

Is...is this a real post?

>>1823224
>>1823662
>look at my edgy natsoc speak. I know all the words!

>>1824801

43 years here.
The screams grew and grew along with the years but with time they became a clear, clean chorus that's giving me strength for my day to day life.

>>1823662
>>1823224
>implying white/asian babies are not superior

>>1822344
>you're lying to yourself
This.
I'm alone and I'm complacent because, deep down, I hate myself.

>>1825662
OC btw

>>1825414
Is knowmadic the name of the song? If not sauce pls

>>1826559
https://soundcloud.com/knowmadicbeats/drown

I did some google searching for you

>>1821362
song sauce?

>>1821362
found it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0v4hcxTNfc

>>1826405
43?!

Jesus Christ.

>The screams grew and grew along with the years but with time they became a clear, clean chorus that's giving me strength for my day to day life.

Wat?

>>1823259
I disagree with you. "Fate" doesn't bring two lovers together, conversation/initiation does. If you see a beautiful woman, talk to her. Maybe she's a piece of shit: if so, go your separate ways, and talk to another girl.

>>1826530
It's nice

>>1821362
fetid race traitor is fetid, thread ruined.

>>1823224
>>1823662
>>1827205
At least he isn't black

>>1821962
>>1822077
whatever makes you sleep tonight

>>1821362
more like this?

>>1821918
isn't this from tomorrowland or something?

>>1829704
From Grand Budapest Hotel

A chunk of these gifs/webms don't really seem to be about or related to loneliness.

>>1822886

I'm in this stage myself. I've never had a girlfriend. To compare it to, but at least I don't have the experience to compare it to. I interact with the people at work, and I still have a few people that I play games with online. But I know they'll eventually have real lives and stop playing.

Its only a matter of time before I'm completely isolated. I just hope that it stays quiet for a while. I don't know if I can handle what it was like for me a few years ago when I was constantly aching and feeling isolated anymore.

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>>1821358
>>1821362
>you'll never be this happy

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>>1821358

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>>1825405
With fingers this fat, this heifer should die alone.

>>1829710
I think you missed a major point in the movie m8

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To the people in these lonely cycles, what's stopping you from breaking out?
Really, what is it? Of course you won't be able to get a job and friends in a day, but it only takes one step in that direction to start. Take a walk down the block. Explore an unfamiliar part of town. Pick up a new hobby.
It'll be hard, perhaps seem impossible, but once you start going you may find yourself not wanting to stop. And you'll know what to do from there.

>>1830107
>what's stopping you from breaking out?

A chemical imbalance in my brain

>>1830128
I'm sorry, Anon. I suppose there's not much I can say that you haven't heard before, to no avail. You'll be in my prayers.

>>1823049
This is not the cringe thread.

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>>1829961
>Nobody will ever think of you in this way

Thank you fucks for making this thread.
Now I feel sad.

>>1823079
III. - Fantasy Kira Hachi

I think

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>>1823224
>>1823662
>>1827205
>Has no value on the sexual market as an individual
>Literally needs state interference to get him laid
lmao'ing at your life

>>1830128
If it depression you can get through it. It'll take a fuckload of willpower and stubbornness and the gut-wrenching feeling of trying so hard to get nowhere. Trying to climb out of a hole you've dug for years will be the hardest thing you have ever done. But every little bit of progress you make is progress you have earned. Treasure it. It doesn't matter if it's taking a shower everyday. It doesn't matter if it's changing your fucking underwear. It's better than doing nothing. You just need to do a little bit more the next day, and the next day. And if you fuck up you start again because it's the only thing left to do. Noone's going to be able to fix you, nothing that happens to you will make you better. It's all on you to fight. Fight for your sanity, fight for the life that you want. Get angry, get angry at yourself, those around you, the world itself. Channel that rage into doing something, anything. Just Fucking Do It.

Don't do the same mistake I do, go outside, make some friends, maybe try tinder or some free multiplayer games. Don't try to tell yourself it would get better, because it won't, you'll be stuck in an neverending pain and misery, knowing that you just fucked your whole life up.

I'm a 23 year old kissless virgin. I never even tried to approach a girl. Some girls approached me, but I was too thick to realize it/ messed up and got nowhere.
I touched boobs once though, that was nice.

>>1830402
>make some friends
You're acting as if that's so easy.

>>1830835
its better like desu

I was also a friendless and kissless virgin at 20 year old until I got my first girlfriend at work and made a bunch of friends as well, it went on for like 4 years and now I have nothing and I cannot be comfortable being alone anymore.

>>1821358
More like ronery shit amirite?!

Fucking kill me

>>1821737
Every fucking time. Fuck. Just rename it to my_life.webm

>>1821362
>ugly asian with qt gf
>wtf.jpg
>shows 100k rolex

its all clear now

>>1830107
>lol just b urself and talk 2 ppl ;^P

>>1822886
Same boat. 8 years alone but not really alone since I'm taking care of my parents (they live in my house not the other way around.)
I still get hit by it due to having major depression and usually breaking down when my old relationships went to hell.

>>1830107
>what's stopping you from breaking out?
a lifetime of mental illness

>>1830107
I'm not lonely but I was once. This advice is really week. If you want to shake loneliness you need to love yourself first. By that I mean do something to be proud of, take care of yourself, ect. I broke out by working out more and taking more pride in my work. A gf shortly followed, tbf I think the promptness of it was just luck though.

>>1830369
Not sure about that guy, but I just can't get myself to care about other people, not depressed, not anxious but when I get invited out I'm usually get bored to hell and wish I was home alone doing my alone stuff.

>>1830184
You'd be surprised Anon. Plenty of people hold feelings for others they never reveal.

>>1830107

Have a full time job. At least average in appearance. Socially balanced among people that have more than a few neurons lit up somewhere in their heads. 32 years old. Never been in a relationship of any sort because every single day I wish to die. Soon as my parents peace out I'll quietly close my affairs, leave everything to my brother, and will just go away. I don't want to inflict that on anyone kind enough to care about me along the way.

>>1821907
but the earth is flat and there is no space like the fake one nasa invented.
So cheer up, you were made with purpose.

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>>1833129

>>1830107
>what's stopping you from breaking out?
Loving the SHIT out of this loneliness. I'm autistic, hearing voices or seeing people smiling at me always ends up making me feel worried, my heart rate goes up and I always end up having a panick attack. Not because I'm afraid, not because it hurts; it's just how my body reacts.
My senses and my brain don't communicate well, it always ends up in conflict and I pay the price. So when I'm alone, hearing nothing, is when I can finally rest.

>>1831084
Not understanding what he meant is frustrating.

>>1830095
>I think you missed a major point in the movie m8

I'm talking about the gifs in the thread m8-t

>>1832621

this sort of.
i just don't want anything to do with people.
it's always drama and rubbish and backstabbing.
sure there are probably people out there who i would relate to and want to spend time with, but i can't bring myself to sift through the multitudes of people i really dislike.

it's better to be alone, but i'd be lying if i said i was happy

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>>1830184
and even if they did
you would feel bad
cause you know you don't deserve it

>>1830107
For me it's just laziness desu. Work my ass off, come home mentally exhausted after work and don't feel like going anywhere. This is entirely by choice, I'm just here for the wholesome webms like in OPs post.

I'm in software development, and there's literally 1 girl in my department at work, and she's already taken, besides that it's not worth the energy to compete if anything ever happens.

I used to be like you, until my brother went into a deep depression spiral and I came to understand what the real problem is. Therapy and medical attention is required more than your 'adventure', some of these, if not light depression, are often symptoms of deeper issues that require professional help.

>>1833757
That and the VR puSSi too good b0ss

Get an onahole, get a onahole warmer, get a fuck pillow to put em in and you're set.

Don't imagine I could ever satisfy a woman, may as well have something that just satisfies me instead.

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It's threads like this that make me realise how lonely I am. I have all these people around me but they never come to me for anything, it's like they're being friends with me or that they're sticking around out of pity.

I don't know why I'm still here or how, I turn 19 in 5 days and I've never kissed someone or had someone want to hang out with me. I'm seriously trying to reach out to people or try to make new friends but it's like everyone is too comfortable and happy with their current lives that I'm not important enough.

Without trying to sound like a total edgelord, I truly wish I could just disappear.

>>1833823
You're 19 dude, a lot of guys I know haven't even had their first girlfriend until they were in their mid 20s (provided, I went to an engineering college with like a male-female ratio of 7:1)

If you're just horny, save up like $150, go to backpage women for men and get a hooker. Don't fap though for a couple days before, don't walk in with your phone or wallet, just your ID and cash, get a Taxi/Uber or hide your car keys somewhere.

Also, girls wont be direct, they'll ask you to do little things like help them with homework, go to movies or something. The best advice I was given was try to output more than people give you. You can claim affections equally by just being cool and helping with what you can. People who are incredibly self centered aren't fun to be around in public.

>>1823259
>fated
sorry man fate doesnt exist

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>>1833823
>I turn 19 in 5 days

Try 29 in 3 days. You got your whole life ahead of you while I'm stuck in this dead zone between 27 and 40. Too young to be this jaded and too old to start from scratch.

(Taxi Driver's a real good movie about alienation and isolation)

>>1833129
>>1833132

What is this?

>>1833204
:(

>>1833823
sauce of song pls

>>1834049
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UaIXUXdYthA

>>1830107
I'm too lazy.
Life is just too much effort.
I could try to acquire and maintain relationships.
I could get a job and try to be productive.
I could exercise and get a regular sleep cycle.
On a rational level, I know that I very well *could* make the changes I need.
But living is already miserable.
Drinking is effort.
Eating is effort.
Sleeping takes time away from what I enjoy.
And what I enjoy is not likely to lead to a career.
I am going to die alone, and while I'm not terribly happy about it, I'm not upset enough by it to make the sweeping character changes necessary for things to work out.

>>1833163
He's depressed and finds the entire emotion of the media around astronauts strange and alien, as it has become a trivial routine for him (probably due to his depression) so for him it feels like a contradiction.

>>1833823
Manga sauce
Also are you going to uni yet?

>>1834639
dangs

>>1821915
Best anime

>>1822077
And that is power Anon. But you will need others to feast upon

>>1830369
>clinical depression can be beat with willpower
I'm tired of you fuckers. It can develop into a bipolar disorder case and further social issues if he tries that.
Try to understand what are you talking about and who are you talking to before spouting bullshit. It's both a psychological and physiological response. Someone who needs glasses won't improve his eyesight by trying to discern far away objects. People diagnosed with chronic mental illnesses need medicine to get their psyche back to a standard baseline. There are too many patients trying to get through depression alone, fucking up their own lives because they can't handle the weight they try to bear alone, because they believe it's a personality issue or because they feel ashamed to visit a psychiatrist; and all they need is a bit of medical aid to achieve pshycological stability in order to start improving themselves.
The psychological component isn't as easy to solve as you make it out to be either. Motherfucker. Depression DRAINS willpower, how the fuck are they supposed to modificate their behavior using that as fuel. It also makes the person affected by it avoid external stimuli and social interactions, and the ones who fail trying to get a hold of themselves commonly suffer self-esteem issues.

People in this thread who might be afflicted with depression or similar disorders, please seek medical help.

>>1821358
this made me happy instead
i see selfishness problem thought

>>1834852
>It can develop into a bipolar disorder case
So you don't understand what bipolar personality disorder is? Got it.

Depression is, for the most part, a first-world pathology borne of a sedentary lifestyle. It is a luxury. The absolute best way to get past it is to be forced to go outside and actually do things.

After all, there's never been any treatment for depression as effective as exercise and significant lifestyle change.

t. Someone who was forced out of his comfort zone in order to pay for food, and is 50% past it.

I'm honestly going to probably die alone not because of not getting anyone but because I hate everybody that gets close to me and don't trust them. No use in getting betrayed again.

>>1821737

>i remember this, its the vid about th- ahhh fuck

>>1821737
>singing for a female that will never come
sounds like my ex-wife, am i right lads

>>1830267

is that nigel mansell?

>>1835194
the 'tash gave it away

>>1835157
>moving goalposts
I very much know what a bipolar syndrome is, how it can go overlooked as an adaptative disorder and how the depressive state can keep worsening if not treated, thank you.
Otherwise you're right, but you're only using the data that suits your point fo view. Sedentary lifestyle worsens a patient's state but it can also be an effect of the illness. There must be a biological predisposition or enviromental factor for depression to manifest and there are many other trigers like inmunological illnesses, trauma, stress and others. The's not only one type of depression either, and their causes are not the same.
Enviromental changes and exercise are the best routines a depressive person can adopt. There's positive stimuli to the brain, improves self-esteem and boosts the effect of the meds; it's an excellent treatment, but it won't make someone "get past it". Also, most don't have the will to start exercising and the ones who do so will quit unless they're monitored.
Behaviour therapy can be as good as drug treatment for depression, but it cannot be made alone. Try to understand it's an illness, not just a mindset.

>>1835357
I live in a country where depression rates are 1 in 5, and suicide is approaching accidents as the leading cause of death in young men. I fundamentally agree with you, but with a few differences. Firstly, depression certainly is an illness, but I believe it's one which is accentuated in Western society for a good reason; that it is one of environment over biology. Do date, all biochemical models for depression have been disproven, and I expect this is a trend which will continue.

>but you're only using the data that suits your point fo view
I would like to see solid, weighted data to the contrary, but unfortunately I've yet to find it. If you do have it, please pass it along.

My opinion holds with yours in some regard, as I do believe environmental and lifestyle issues to be both symptoms and causes of depression; my opinion is simply that they are the precipitating factor. I do not agree that a person is biologically predisposed to depression; at least, I have not seen evidence to support this. I feel that psychiatry tries to speculate on more than it has evidence for - much like most of the world, myself included. It's certainly one of the less scientific of the medical fields. So far there's little evidence to support many of the claims surrounding depression, especially regarding medications, which demonstrably do not perform better than placebo.

>>1835492
>>1835357
P.S: depression and bipolarism are two entirely separate disorders; depression does not develop into bipolar personality disorder.

TFW even idubb(b)z has a gf

>>1835829
idubbz is a normie or has at least graduated to normie.

>>1835829
Thats cause he makes money, has friends, and is funny

>>1835496
>>1835492
I got kinda heated up yesterday and I worded the bipolar thing wrong, sorry. Bipolar disorder will not develop from depression, but a it can worsen if labeled as a simple depression. Depression and bipolarism are not far away from each other, depression is an effect of bipolar disorder.
What I want to express is that anyone with depression should seek medical help and not try to tackle it alone. Your original speech can be detrimental for people affected by depression because it can make them think they're usless for not being able to break out of their condition, making them feel miserable and worsening their status. Behavior changes are overly difficult to do when affected by depression and alone, as I explained in my last post.
Psychiatry is a difficult field to study because there's a myriad of factors that must be taken into account. For the biological/enviromental issue, there are biological factors that are more common in diagnosed patients, like inmunological or inflamatory diseases. Genetical predisposition is not clear enough, but there are also common genetic fators in some mental disorders like schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. So far I've read enviromental factors and biological predisposition are weighted in a 50-50 fashion for depression.
I agree it's very difficult to know if a depressed state is caused by a chemical imbalance, or the chemical imbalance is caused by and abnormal depressive state. However, brain chemistry and mental state are directly related, since there's a biological response in both cases, thus medicine has an effect on depression and other mental issues, which is also the reason exercise is a good treatment. Check out the effect of lithium on bipolar patients or venlafaxine on depressive cases.

>>1836195
I'd agree. Bipolar personality disorder inherently has depressive phases, and thus tends to be misdiagnosed as depression.

I do agree that seeking medical help is a huge step in the right direction, but I believe this is primarily thanks to the whole "getting motivation to do something and develop a routine of interacting with other people" aspect, rather than the drugs or psychotherapy, which have a weight of evidence against their efficacy. I also believe many people who suffer from depression are very much aware it is more an issue of circumstance rather than biology, and thus they know that fundamentally, they are the only ones who can impact this, though people and lifestyle changes can push you in the right direction.

Regarding genetic predisposition to depression, there's still no evidence to support this. My father and mother were both depressed - my father took his own life when I was 15. I remember the first time I really considered the idea of suicide was when I was at school, before I was 10. I still believe that this was a response to my environment rather than due to genetic predisposition to depression - I believe the trends in families all being depressed are caused by the lifestyle choices that lead to depression and depressed people tend to make, and this will clearly have an effect on children too. (cont.)

>>1836195
>>1836416
(cont.)

Medication does not have an effect on depression. There is ample evidence to demonstrate this. Medications do have effects on things like bipolar personality disorder, because they are different medications acting through different mechanisms to produce different results. Antidepressants do not produce an effect beyond placebo - and though the placebo effect is very powerful, this is the benchmark to prove efficacy of a treatment: and antidepressants do not pass this criterion. Sadly, the concept of "happy-pills" appears to be inherently flawed, as the chemical imbalance model of depression has been proven incorrect. While it's a quaint and nicely tied-up rationale, it is sadly not in keeping with the actual findings of medical science.

Once again, though, I do not believe antidepressant drug therapies to be entirely worthless - the act of creating a routine and sticking with it, along with going to psychotherapy and meeting with physicians, in and of itself is of therapeutic value. The problem is that the therapies in and of themselves are not demonstrably valuable.

>>1836418
source or stop spewing fake tldr

>>1836450
[ncbi] /pmc/articles/PMC2412901/
[ncbi] //pmc/articles/PMC4172306/
[ncbi] /pmc/articles/PMC4592645/
[bmcpsychiatry] /articles/ 10.1186/ s12888- 016- 1173-2

FUCK this fucking spam filter.

These are just ones I had saved, before you accuse me of cherry-picking. The last one is particularly interesting due to the scale of the study and how recently it was published. Please do go research it and make up your own mind, though. Don't take it from an anonymous user on an anime shitposting website.

>>1823835
>>1824573
>>1824801
>>1826405
>>1832022

Don't end up like Elliot Rodgers, seek help.

>>1836416
>>1836418
>medication does not have an effect on depression
Antidepressants have a known and specific effect on the brain and there is a specific response from the patients. These responses are usually undermined by the placebo effect in studies, however, this doesn't mean they have little or no effect. The placebo effect exists, and it has a very strong effect, but it only manifests on the less severe cases, like transitorial or adaptative disorders. Highly depressive patients and long term/chronic cases show very low improvement and commonly relapse when medicated with placebos, while they prove clear clinical improvement with antidepressants.
We can agree that there is a range of people where monitored routine changes have a higher impact than meds, but that won't be enough for serious depresion syndromes or symptoms.

>>1821358
:( will never do this in my lief.
whyevenlive.webm

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bumping with a good artist
ty anon from that thread long ago for introducing me to scott james

https://soundcloud.com/iamscottjames/tracks

>>1821362
>that cute a girl with some ugly asian
really jogs the noggin..

>>1836740
fuck that webm's sad
>when he looks up at the end
damn, man

>>1836783
I am 100% sure that dude is better looking than you, anon.

>>1833823
You got a hobby or anything? If not you gotta find something that makes you go out and explore your surroundings. Isolation is too easy in this day. Just taking a walk to the park can change your attitude/perspective.

>>1834042
I know that feel man. I am 27 now 28 soon. I have a really high IQ and all this promise and potential but my fucked up childhood and teenage years has resulted in the development of BPD and a few other fun things which result in me drifting from course to course job to job never really settling down. I have never been able to keep a girl interested for more than one date its like they can just sense that I am broken. I am far too bitter and resentful for my age and I am starting to realise that I am never going to find anything that I want in life.

For the last 3 years after my 4 year ltr ended I feel like I can't have normal relationships whether friendships or more . I can't seem to maintain anything. Is this the time to an hero?

>>1833823
Man I feel you. I'm 20 and feel the exact way about my friends. They don't feel sincere, or maybe I'm just paranoid. Idk. But I know it feels lonely as fuck.

Also anyone got a source on that song, it really made me feel something.

I will die alone because I have some kind of sexual dysfunction and I can't come or sometimes can't even get erect. I'm staying with my girlfriend because I somehow have hope that someday my dick will work. But probably I should just leave her and drop the pursuit of women and just kill myself

>>1836590
Elliot Rodgers was a special case. I think he was actually mentally ill.

>>1837570
I know a man who can't walk or use his dick, and he have a real happy family.

Do you want children? Artificial insemination.

Do you want to satisfy your wife sexually? You have a tongue, fingers, you can buy toys.

And she may love you. And maybe, she will love you even more if you're giving the best of you for her. She will give you her best back.

>>1822886
how about hookers? do you hire hookers?

>>1821364
Can't unsee the tampon

>>1821364
>two minutes go by
>time doesn't change
WOOOOOW

>>1822077
same, i've never felt lonely
>>1822344
>you're lying to yourself human's are social animals and need regular meaningful social interactions to stay mentally sane
extroverts do, sure. Its dangerous for them to be alone for too long, because they start slipping from the identity they hold of themselves and need others to recognize them, even small talk
Introverts are well aware of themselves and interacting with others is just straight taxing

>>1833823
I'm feeling that too man. I feel like I'm the only one of my friends who's enthusiastic about hanging out these days. I'm afraid I'm starting to be more of a burden on everyone rather than someone they look forward to being around.

>>1838836
Introverts, Extroverts. You don't know what those words really mean.
Either you're lying to yourself and you do feel lonely or you have a serious mental issue like sociopath/psychopathy

>>1837551
>20

Find some new friends. You are only 20.

>>1836740
>enjoying the moment
>feeling the 'now'

>>1821362
This makes me angry, not sad. I hate race mixers. Both him and her.

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>>1838786
>that part about understanding people too well to trust them

fuck me

>>1836590
Why should someone respect society when it was society that cast them out? Elliot at least had a nice car and money and was pursing an education, but a lot of Anons here have next to nothing to lose. Give one valid reason why they shouldn't just go and burn everything to the ground.

>>1833823
> I have all these people around me but they never come to me for anything

Thank you for making it clear to me. We're about the same age, too, you're just older.

Right now, though, I'm in that stage where I convince myself that I'm just going through life "at my own pace".

>>1824573

25 of my adult years alone. I did wonder what the point of everything was. There were no screams or voices, just dead air tinnitus.

But past happenstances are no guarantee of future results, or rather, the lack of them.

One day, I met the one who would become my wife. A confluence of simultaneous events that fell into place. Pretty stunned it happened and that it worked out.

Granted, she doesn't even recognize anything I like (well, I suppose she does know what Star Wars is, she having watched ANH once). But we get along, and she's happy living within the means I provide.

Is she smoking hot with giant tits? No, but I don't have 8-pack abs nor a horse-sized dick. But she gives a shit about me, and I give a shit about her.

(DAMMIT. I'm not home so I don't have anything on-topic to attach)

>>1838140
That would only make it worse.

>>1822778

Song was good until the lyrics kicked in. What a waste.

>>1843157
>A confluence of simultaneous events that fell into place.
This is what kills me, whether or not you will meet someone depends entirely on happenstance. I could go out tomorrow and meet the person I could spend the rest of my life with but the chances of that happening are so low I might as well be playing the lottery.

But still, its that small chance that gets my hopes up (and subsequently shot down) every time.

>>1838194
Oh no

>>1821362
I hate them cause they playing their music out loud on the bus fuckin hate that shit

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>>1821897
FUCKING NORMIES GET OUUUUT
THIS IS SAFESPACE FOR LONELY FAGSREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>1834799
>>1834639
I think what his comrade says is even sadder

>we live while we work or fly
>once you relax, you become dead weight
by relax I assume he meant once you stop, you take a break, you quit

see, the west likes its liberal bullshit, but the less fortunate countries truly don't give a fuck about men beyond the point of being objects that support families
same for women, objects that raise kids and take care of their man/house; very simple, very basic, reduced to basic functions

a man's function is to work
you don't work, you're dead weight
you take a break because of health issues
you're dead weight
you take a break because you can't cope anymore
you're dead weight

just live alongside a japanese family for a short while or even talk to them about daily lives and routines, it's even clearer there

sure, you're a cool astronaut, you fly to space every so often, you probably make some money
all that will instantly disappear when you stop; someone else will take your place and that camera filming them inside the cockpit won't be showing you anymore
you won't be seen
you don't show dead weight on camera

>>1845255
>Implying the audio isn't edited in
Wtf is wrong with your head, seriously why would you post that.

>>1825865
>Implying that we even have a fraction of an idea of what's living in our galaxy

nigga we haven't even found every planet in our solar system yet.

>>1838786
Where did this come from?

>>1825865
>the chances that we'll ever meet aliens are close to none existant
They've been here for a long time now, Mr. Bluepilled.

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>mfw my family never really cared enough about me all my life
>mfw all the friends I've ever had abandon me
>mfw the only girl I ever loved hates me and treated me like shit and became degenerate filth
>mfw I have had depression for nearly ten years.
>mfw that depression has become full blown nihilism
>mfw I'm too afraid to kill myself so the pain is constantly with me
someone end this world already

>>1822886
10 years here. I just wish I had a family to talk to.

>>1821358
Anyone who is somehow moved by this probably just needs to find a boyfriend, because that is the complete opposite of femininity. You're obviously looking for a girl that acts exactly like a man if this is your bag.

>>1823049
this is just sad

>>1845417
what's your name friendo

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>>1845417
>>1845704
Collin, what's yours m80?

>>1823871
graphics is from everlasting summer, russian katawa shoujo

>>1845714
You have a pretty name

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>>1845753
Thank you, anon-kun!

>>1830044
that's free real-estate

>>1831084
Got any more casual space banter?

>>1825662

beautiful.

song?

>>1843419
I thought the same thing, I hope you see this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmVIF9gvJgM

>>1845384
Henry Rollins

>>1845274
I think it goes further than that. We, as in human beings, have spent our whole existence living on this one planet. We are breathing the same air that creatures that went extinct long before our genetic ancestors even showed up.

Yet here we are, we have made huge leaps in technology, yet here we are still on this planet. On this planet that is on its way to be destroyed by who knows how many things.

We fight with one another based on useless things. Religion, sex, gender, culture, and borders. For no apparent reason, people want to rule of over others. People want to fight. To the point that the only way we managed to get to the moon as soon as we did was a planetary wide competition to get to the moon. And once that was over, nothing. It won't be until 10 years from now that we will even send someone on the way to Mars, and it'll be until the 2050s before we reach the closest planet to us.

We have found dozens of other planets that can sustain life, yet it will be decades before we are even able to get a satellite close to any of those planets.

And why not? Because we are stuck here, on this planet, fighting over useless things. And we have been doing this for thousands of years. For fucks sake, we have barely even explored our own oceans.

Every thing that we do is worthless. The only people doing anything that's worth anything for us as a species are scientists trying to get us off this planet.

>all the racists in this thread wondering why they don't have qt gfs
REALLY makes you wonder

why am I never happy and I don't have any motivation anymore? I just want to end it

>>1836783
K-pop fangirl

Ech and everyone one of you sad lonely people are ignoring that you can change you life if you CHOSE TO.

I am 29, living with parents, never had a girlfriend, work retail most my life with shitty pay, No hope of retiring, starting to feel more exhausted as each day passes. A few months ago I bought my first gun, a 12 gauge. I read online that a shotgun to the brain is one of the least painful ways to die. I went hiking up a mountain trail then went off trail so I could be isolated. I sat there for a good few hours with that shotgun in my hands. I was just looking back on my life and just kept thinking how I ended up like this. My life has just been so monotonous that I just feel dead inside or I go crazy from it all. I just want to be happy. I decided I should at least try to change something. Its just so hard when I always feel tired and barely make any money. I am moving to another state for a change of scenery and to get some distance from my family. Maybe I will kill myself if its just more of the same. I just hope being away from my family for a while will dull the pain for them if i do end up dying.

>>1851043
go get a factory job that pays decent for entry level shit.

Be forewarned, lots of places are total rip offs. Garbage pay, hard ass work, can't afford health insurance, etc.

You wouldn't believe what I recently landed. A fucking job as secondary operator in a CNC factory. It's hard work I won't lie, but I get decent pay and I get free health insurance, YES FREE. They don't take shit from my check, unbelievable. And there's room to improve, learn, and be a CNC operator, making stupid amounts of cash.

i was doing alright at another place a couple of years ago until they shutdown. Terrible shit.....I was lost after that. Now I'm back at it, getting this fucking paper son.

Of course, you have to get up, go out, and look for these jobs. That's by far the hardest part.

Oooooh I can't fucking wait. Bout to get a car. Fuck these bitches, I don't want them. I'd rather get some rims. Some 24's with the trunk swole off 15's. Oh my fucking god it's gonna be sick.

Lonely? Shit.....how the fuck you lonely with these big face benjamins smiling at you.

Not really alone since i still have my mom that visits regurly. But it gets quiet here alot. Ussually i just game alot, or do a few things in the house to keep me from getting bored.

I'm beginning to notice sometimes i act very socially akward / scared to interact to other people, whereas i never had that problem in the past.

Is this a side-effect of being alone alot?

>>1833200
I think most of them try to evoke loneliness in us rather than portray loneliness.

anyone got that WEBM of the guy talking about how steven hawking cheating on his wife was a dick move because in we are really small then its a beautiful thing that someone would care so much about us?

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>>1824493
>>1826371
>>1826484
>>1828902
>>1830267
all this idiots making asumptions and imlying shit while this negros >>1823224 >>1823662
>>1827205
are only pointing out the webm /truth
really makes you think

>>1836740
not naming it
>some people get wet other feel the rain
disapointing

>>1821364
>>1823079
Really reminds me of this.
https://youtu.be/5rYI2eG3DuQ?t=34s

>>1822886
Two years here man. I see myself stuck in this situation for another 3 years. I'm just a robot doing autonomous tasks everyday. 52 weeks in a year, and that shit has flipped by in an instance. I'm just another cog in the wheel waiting for the repairman to replace me.

>>1838201
if i can pretend time is standing still, i can pretend this pain wont last forever.

>>1822886
https://youtu.be/gpQ2aT89C_M?t=71

>>1836590
buy a real doll

>>1821358
S E L F P I T Y
The most cancerous concept on known to mankind.

You have everything you need to have everything you want. Look up.... is that a roof?

Be grateful.

>>1854936
>on known to man
when you fuck up the motivational speech... my bad

>>1854937
>man
>mankind

when you fuck up the fuck up correction... my bad again

>lonely
considering you're not trying to change that fact with all you have
it seems you don't actually mind being lonely at all, maybe you even enjoy it

>>1835492
What if depression is normal state and the things are really that horrible? Only we were rised by society which lied to us all the time and when we grow up we can't believe that life is really horrible and full of excruciating pain.

>>1850905
You are one of those shitheads, who believe they can do anything if they want to; and if they can't, it's just "they choose not to", aren't you?
You are so full of yourself, on your fucking high horse, and you didn't even notice it.

>>1821358
Forever alone confirmed wizard here. It's been nine years since I was set up to go on my first and so far only date with a woman. It was a weird and awkward experience.

>>1855358
more than I'll ever get at least

>>1821737
That was quick. Doesn't get much lonelier than this.

>>1855309
That is certainly a possibility.

>>1821358
kill me

>>1825405
hope she does. man I hate zooey, reminds me of an ex who end up being sjw lol

>>1830044
ASMRDarling <3

>tfw you will never date someone that beautiful and pure

I hate life pls kill me :-)

>>1834560
I felt like I was reading myself talk with this post...

21 here and never had a girl. I don't blame women, I know it's my fault for staying at home being depressed... I keep thinking about what it's like to be loved back by someone... Must be heaven.

>>1833823
I'm really not sure when I stopped being 20, but I recently noticed I'm 26.

>>1823259
>The bests times of my life I've spent in total isolation
>Better alone than in bad company
I completely agree, but every now and again I'll meet someone who turns my world upside down.
>they're already in a relationship
>everything is shit for two weeks until I get over it

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>>1821358
Sorry in advance

>>1857753
S-shut up mom......

>>1845753
>>1845764

just that made a big difference

>>1830107
Literally impossible. It's like asking an invalid to just stand and start walking.

https://my.mixtape.moe/dzxunq.png

>>1834852
>People in this thread who might be afflicted with depression or similar disorders, please seek medical help.

How would I know if I needed help?

>>1857433
>pure
she's probably a roastie feminist whore like 99% of women. She's probably a race traitor too..

>>1857753
>some boomer whore rants to his son about his generation not contributing to society while hers destroyed it

>>1832009
that ain't a rolex dumbass that watch look cheap as fuck

>>1858283
not that guy, but if you think you might have depression or if you experience other mind-horrors, I recommend visiting a psychiatrist, just to "get yourself checked", i.e. have your situation looked at by a professional (assuming of course you can afford it or live in a country where that stuff is covered by healthcare). The mind-equivalent of going to the doctor because you don't have any appetite or a nasty cough or whatever. I've been doing it for four meetings now (because I think I'm addicted to online like many here, it ruins my life and I don't think I'm able to solve this on my own, trust me I've tried) and it's a good thing I'm doing this.

If you have suicidal tendencies (this might take many different forms, like crying out of desperation because of hate of your life, but also simply lying in bed and honestly thinking "I wish I didn't wake up in the morning", the latter isn't any less alarming as the former just because it's quiet), you have them regularly (hard to say what this means, let's say once to a-few-times a month), or you recognize there is clearly something very wrong with how you lead your life, and you're miserable about it but unable to solve it, my opinion is to get help. Though note this has been the case for me for years and only recently admitted myself into getting help, and largely because of pressure applied by my family, so I'm a hypocrite here.
Getting help here means communicating your problems to virtually anyone, and *admitting to them that you need (professional?) help*. I'm sure there is a suicide prevention hotline or equivalent in every first world country. In mine, I have the luxury that they also allow mail contact, meaning I didn't have to physically talk about it (which made it much easier for me). They'll give their impression of your situation and recommend further steps, which vary depending on your country's healthcare system and your personal situation.

<blogpost>
I'm dating a prostitute who fell in love with me. I don't know what is more humiliating. Visiting prostitutes and have one to genuinely fall in love with me or be an honest wizard. I'd really like to know. I feel disgusted with myself for dating a whore but on the other side my life before sucked cocks too.

>>1858395
</blogpost>
I even forgot to close the tag. What a faggot I am.

>>1858395
I find it pretty cool to be honest. You have a girl who loves you, she knows your flaws, and she loves you anyways. It may be more romantic than many couple who dates, but will break up when one of the two will do a single error.

>>1847392
>We fight with one another based on useless things. Religion, sex, gender, culture, and borders. For no apparent reason
There is a reason, it's human nature. You don't have to like it but trying to change human nature or fight against it usually leads to mass death. genocide and other horrible things. As you yourself says in a few decades humanity will hopefully have more important goals such as reaching across the stars but trying to speed up that process won't work. Be glad for future generations instead, just like previous generations have suffered for us to get here we will suffer for future generations

>>1858370
There used to be a Psychological Issues thread for robots, but it literally got b& and not allowed anymore 3 minutes after I finally posted.

Thanks for taking the time to post that. I know this isn't exactly the time or the place and I appreciate you reply.

>>1858406
Well I know that she loves me for sure because despite what I'd expected (I expected her to slowly leech me off of money or force me to take some loan or something like that) she invests money in me and not otherwise. She even cooks for me and she cleans my flat (lol wtf a prostitute who is better woman then most of the so called "normal" women). Too bad she will be forever a disgusting whore in my eyes no matter what due to the number of cocks she sucked despite she is from rich and influential (((jewish))) (and I'm a blatant antisemite who frequents /pol/ for years) family. If it didn't happen to me I wouldn't have believed that such things happen. Whore who fell in love to a guy who doesn't love her back...the fuck is wrong with this universe. I wish I made this shit up. Thinking about that I need to write a book or go to fucking therapy. All I ever wanted was normal slavic life full of squats, pirogy and blyn. But no...

>>1858473

You know anon thats a rare fish you caught
most woman uses men. But she is somthing you might look in her history before the prostitute thing happend at last. im sorry saying this but you are the one who is crying at the so please.

>>1858395
At least she's a honest whore. Almost everyone else thinks she isn't while acting like one.

>>1858537
Well my grand-grand father was a member of Hlinka Guard (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hlinka_Guard). Since the age of 17 (I'm almost 30 now) I have been a blatant anti-semite. And guess what happens? A jewish whore fells in love with me! I seriously don't what what to think about life, Universe and everything in general anymore. Also she told me that her former bfs used to physically abuse her and one dragged her into a debt before he dissapeared and that was what made her to prostitute herself. But I don't really trust her because she also did porn once and she's from rich and influential kike family in Czech rep. Also I psychically abuse her. I regularly call her "dirty jewish whore" and once I chocked her too much during intercourse. But in this country it's not a big deal like in the USA where I would be charged for rape no doubts. But I've also grown to fucking hate czech rep. and fucking degenerates here. Every single female in this disgusting piece of shit land did porn and men are like the combination of worst jewish and swedish traits. I miss Slovakia but fucking germans built everything in czechrep because it's closer to their borders when they decide to occupy it once again and due to that Slovak economy sucks. Fuck czech people and fuck kikes seriously. Enough of blogposting for today

>>1858559

dont make your emotions go in to the problem it can cause extremly much difference in the problem right know the good thing you should be doing is taking some fresh air

>>1833823
no one cares about your self pity

>>1858395
>I don't know what is more humiliating. Visiting prostitutes and have one to genuinely fall in love with me or be an honest wizard.

You know what is more humiliating than that? To really believe she fell in love with you and not with your money.

>>1821918
This doesn't make me feel anything anymore

>tfw dead inside

28 years alone while seeing my friends, peers, and co-workers around me get in a relationship, marriage and all that life-fulfilling stuffs. Not a single day do I feel any loneliness or yearning to have any romantic relationship. In fact, I started thinking that I don't want to get married. Family and society say I should find a woman but for what? I'm still fine being by myself.

Maybe I'll change my mind if I finally feel loneliess one day, but I don't know. After 28 years of being perfectly happy alone, I'm not sure if it'll ever change.

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>>1830107
Someone who has no friends doesn't happen because of inaction.

You can't ask others for help, ever.

People see relationships as a give and take transaction. They see someone like us and they know what they have to give isn't worth what they get out of it.

They already have their own circle of friends that they find security in and adding an unknown variable like us isn't worth the risk.

While these people don't want to help you, they still want to see themselves as good people. Everyone thinks they're in the moral right.

So instead they villianize you. They tell themselves "Well that guy is alone because he's not trying or he's an awful person. Either way he deserves to be alone."

I have a career and ambitions, but every attempt at social interaction is approaching a stranger cold. This may be easier before smart phones where people couldn't distract themselves in lines or at a coffee shop counter and had an incentive to talk with strangers.

I remember my college night classes where a girl would get a text and her phone would flash up with 8 conversations on the go while the last person who texted me was my mom checking on me two days before.
I would talk to the intern at the office coffee maker and she would tell me about her weekend with her boyfriend at his cabin.

These people live in a whole other world than us, a world that they won't let us in.

It's like looking through a store window at something you can't afford, but everyone else has.

>>1825557
This scene, man. This whole fucking movie.

>>1859528
>she fell in love with you and not with your money
I don't have any. She gives money to me which technically makes me a PIMP. I've never asked for this.

>>1858310
>>>/r9k/ >>>/pol/
stay in your containment please.

nothing new on the lonely shit?

>>1833132
Holy fuck dude I went through this thread this morning (like 10 hours ago) and in the first second or so the background music reminded me of sound effect in a song. BUT I DIDN'T REMEMBER WHICH SONG. I spent legit several hours going through my entire music library looking for that damn song. I've found it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVqAdIMQZlk
You can hear the sound effect at 2:37 and several other times throughout the song. It's been driving me up the wall all day but luckily I didn't have anything else to do.

tl;dr I fucking hate you.

>>1834042
Try 37 in 6 months

>>1859999
>when plebit speaks

fuck outta here nancyboy

>>1833823
I turn 19 in 2 days. I have friends and things I'm proud of. The only thing I lack is a relationship. The sadness comes and goes, but I know we are too young to worry about it. So don't sweat it.

>>1821358
thought that was his little brother until the absolute end

>>1860540
>doesn't even sound so alike

pretty severe case of autism

>>1851631
if they're making assumptions and implying shit why are you even responding to them?

seems like they actually did hit a nerve

>>1823224
>"""race traitor"""
>when everyone in the history of homo sapiens/modern man is a mixed race from original race
really makes you think

>>1857753
That lady sounds like a total cunt desu

>>1851631
If you were actually intelligent, you would know Asian's have the highest IQ on standard with White's following right after.

>>1845417
So you want the entire world to end because you're a human sized vagina?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTBMRHCfYkE

Always feel a bit depressed when I listen to this one

>>1838786
>You try to find that special person someone you can be with, someone you can touch, someone you can talk to, someone you won't feel so strange around - and you found that they don't really exist

shit is painful man

>>1821358
why did i click on this thread

>>1821358
errrr wtf,....pretty damn sure thats my ex girlfriend?!?!? weird as fuck :D

>>1863486
You're either a shitposter or a newfag. Either way, go back from whence you came

>>1863494

you are right...those are the only two possibilities...

>>1863497
Back to facebook

>>1822886

Why don't all of you guys just get in touch with eachother? Bringing two lonely people together fixes both their feeling right?

>>1863747
Being alone for a very long time makes one abrasive, unwilling to compromise, makes showing emotions difficult and so on. And low "energy" from long-term depression makes working on fixing those issues very difficult. It might work in rare cases just because of how probability works but it's unlikely. So no one will risk sinking lots of precious little energy to only get a big disappointment in the end.

>>1857753
The thing people like her dont get is that everything is fundamentally meaningless and all the "normal" people are just living in denial hoping that their lives will make a difference in the end. No one gives a shit if you live or die, and the few people who do will also be dead in the near future. The truth is that in a couple of million years every single human being will be dead and other animals roam the earth. Your contribution is completely fucking worthless, since all life ends in death. Even the universe will come to an end. Yet death is nothing to be feared, because it is the natural state of things.
There is no argument against nihilism.

>>1821358
You realize this is brother and sister

>>1858314
THIS

>>1822886
i totally agree with you. At the end all your hear is silence and you just realize that the silence will be your new friend for a long while. i mean it sounds quite depressing but i mean The big thing tires the silence

>>1863747

I wouldnt want to make friends with someone like myself.

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>>1854929
goddammit anon

>>1824573
What do i do if i feel like this, have social anxiety and no job?
how do i get out of this or what's the fastest way to end it?

>>1821897
because you're confident, you probably have friends you talk to in a normal day to day basis, you may be in college or have a job (maybe even both), you have family that talks to you, you have what some of us don't, you have love in your life, maybe not from a gf/bf but love from your friends and/or family, you can go out and talk to people, make more friends and do things without feeling the need to hide, you don't feel left out, you're a normal person and to be honest i hope you stay like that, i wouldn't want anyone to feel what some of us feel... i wouldn't want anyone else waking up everyday showing a fake smile on their faces...

Have some feels anon, let them be any kind of feels they want.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aCzDJ-2U76M

>>1838786
>The years keeping yourself company, all the nights you wrap your arms around yourself so you can imagine someone holding you.

God damn anon, that hit me hard... really hard

>>1833823
I was the same way, my "friends" never seemed to want to hang out or would cancel any plans, then i went of to college and started finding myself after looking at who i was and deciding on who i wanted to be. I stopped trying to impress people and i got off of 4chan for a while to get rid of the autism you get here, when i came back i was more confident and people started to look up to though i hadn't felt i had changed much. Then i took a chance for once and introduced myself to my first girlfriend. First kiss to losing my virginity. Happened a month ago and i'm 20. My life has never been better. Find out what you are and who you want to be. It's feels so natural when it happens, like the easiest thing you'll ever do.

>>1864316
Doesn't work the same for everyone. I feel happy for them (as much as this word means in context) too but everything else you wrote except the family part doesn't apply to me. Different anon tho.

I don't really know why I feel compelled to share this but I suppose some of the webms posted here had me feeling melancholy and now I feel as if I should share what's been on my mind.

I'd like to preface this by saying I realize my problems pale in comparison to much of what's been shared here. Relative to some, my overall situation is still preferable to what they may be experiencing.

Anyways I recently got back with my ex-girlfriend. She's the only girl I've ever been with. We dated in high school and for two years after before splitting up due to a myriad of problems. In the year that followed I would have no further opportunities with anyone else. No sexual contact, no romantic prospects, nothing. Not too long ago I head back home for a while, and end up crossing paths with her. I immediately felt as if I needed to get back with her, although I had been so certain before that we were to stay broken up for good.

She didn't reciprocate those feelings. For months I was crawling after her. She'd brush me off, relegating time spent with me to whenever I had a free house and she was horny. She proclaimed with little issue how she was also fucking some other guy occasionally at the same time. She also told me about how in the time we'd been broken up, she'd had 6 sexual partners. Some of which she had been with repeatedly.

After some time she changed her mind and decided to get back with me. She seems genuine in loving me now. However, I can't shake this feeling of guilt and embarrassment. How I had been pressed on her for months, clamoring after an ex-girlfriend because I was so unable to form connections or at the least sexual relations with anyone else. I can't not think about the other guys she's been with, some of whom I actually know and at one point was friends with. As I type this my phone is by my computer on facetime with her, she's sleeping now.

I honestly feel like a fucking loser.

>>1864566
>I immediately felt as if I needed to get back with her, although I had been so certain before that we were to stay broken up for good
> in the time we'd been broken up, she'd had 6 sexual partners
>She's the only girl I've ever been with
>She seems genuine in loving me now
>seems
Godspeed anon, you're in for a rough ride

>>1864566
There are too many unknown variables to tell with any measurable degree of certainty. It's possible, but statistically unlikely. Either way it doesn't matter. If she is important for you will risk it, if she isn't you wont. Just remember that life doesn't end even if this doesn't work out.

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>>1825865
A couple centuries ago most people thought flight was impossible, let alone spaceflight.

We've hardly unlocked any of the secrets of this universe. There's no telling just what is possible...

>>1838786
>You try to find that special person someone you can be with, someone you can touch, someone you can talk to, someone you won't feel so strange around - and you found that they don't really exist
Not touch, because it's only a friend, but hot damn, if there's anyone I trust, it's her. It's one of the few persons I've opened up to completely. It's also I person I know that I can trust. They do exist, somewhere

>>1865718
Waifus are not real, anon.

>>1865725
Okay, can touch, but not in a sexual way, as she is only a friend.

It is true that I can't touch my waifu, but I love her nonetheless

>>1865767
As long as she's not replying to you. Yet.

>>1822886
yup I've given up as well
happiness is like a drug, it makes you stupid and it only last for a while. After the high goes away you're back to the cold dead reality
maybe I should end it?
all hope seems to be lost

>>1821737
nice one

>>1838786
haha nah man, it started right but then the hate and shit hahaha nah man

>>1863966
they kiss at 0:22 you fucking faggot

>>1863747
>getting to know 4channers in person
>literally the most psychopathic community on the internet
No, thanks. I'm fine not bein killed by a serial killer.

>>1867853
>beginner serial killer
ftfy

>>1822886
how old are you anon.

I can't talk to anyone but I need to get it off my chest, and the suicidal thread is gone, so here goes.
It's really shitty right now. Worst in several years, maybe even just the worst. I can't burden anyone with it and I damn sure can't chug the good old N because of people who care too damn much for their own damn good. This is all I have. If this post even comes through before the thread goes down hopefully no one will read it so it won't risk bothering anyone. And if someone does I'm sorry if I reminded you of some depressing shit, mate. I just needed to picture some of you fags telling me to kill myself so I could chuckle and think to myself "yeah, I wish I could." Maybe in a few years. Or maybe I'll get lucky. Anyway, thanks for being somewhere out there, anon.