I don't think I need to exist. Because I'm not needed.

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/vip/ suicide pact when?

>>67336
If you go along the logic of who is and isn't needed, then in the grand scheme of things none of us are needed and genocide would be a kinder alternative to the continuation of life. I had a year and a half where all I wanted to do was end it all, or at least I considered it to be an option. But that was when I could see no future ahead of me. It took that whole time for me to realize that the world isn't so black and white that one failed ambition means the end of it.

So what am I living for? Well, I'm going into business management at school and am about to start selling houses so it isn't for the betterment of society. I suppose I'm living it out for myself. Who better, right? I'm too jaded to emotion to live for others.

As to whether or not I'm worthless... nah. I can read and write, I can read a map, I can use tools, I can repair a car if it's not too far gone, I can tie several knots from memory, I think if it were a few hundred years ago, all I'd be missing is court training. When I was in high school I had more to be proud of than I do now but if nothing else I can say that I'm self-sufficient.