>be white guy >start off being born with a birth defect that leaves me blind in one eye >grow up in a shitty town with a father that beats me when i step out of line and ends up cheating on my mom with multiple women >decide to drop out of 8th grade and skip all of high school (while getting a diploma through some "legitimate" private school or some shit) and apparently parents are okay with this >get left with 0 social skills, 0 social circle, and no idea how to network >start first real job working in a factory where i'm really good at whatever i do, but management wants to keep me on one of the literally nigger-tier shit jobs because i don't complain about it or refuse to do it >be forced to live in an expensive part of the country to hold this job, still living with now divorced mother, unable to move on my own due to high living costs unaffordable at my income >everything on my only vehicle keeps breaking due to it being so old and keep getting fucked on the parts prices to replace them (with my own labor) >literally get hospitalized due to throwing up and shitting blood in my first month of work due to an ulcer i apparently had bursting without me even noticing, i had lost so much blood by the time i DROVE MYSELF to the hospital i was rated as "close to death" due to being something like 1 liter of blood loss away from organ failure >get shit on by a nigger-tier commute that consists of many road changes and lights that take forever to turn >get shit on by the second largest hurricane in history (apparently) and forced to evacuate the state, only to come back and find out that the job i had left where we were completely caught up in produced units where we were now 5000 ( a fucking impossible number) behind >literally would blow my brains out but can't afford a trustable suicide gun without emptying my bank account
anyone else here playing life on hard mode that can't seem to turn down the difficulty? need a cheat code book or something that helps
>>11604107 >>literally would blow my brains out but can't afford a trustable suicide gun without emptying my bank account
Do you not realize that if you're dead you don't have to pay rent or buy groceries?
Also stop being a faggot and swallow your pride and look for some sort of help man, there's got to be some sort of adult education program to get you a GED and get your shit on track, don't just fucking give up like a pussy bitch. It's possible to build some sort of life out of the cards you've been dealt. You're in America, I'm assuming, that gives you a leg up so big that you don't even realize how much shittier it could be. And what are you, in your early twenties or something? You've barely fucking started, dude. Lots and lots of bullshit ahead. Get the help you need to get stronger and get it together, man.
The cheat book you're looking for is socialism. You could get help because you're partially blind, unionising would prevent you being exploited at work, and a safety net would allow you to look for a better job while not starving and being threatened by homelessness.
You should probably stop being so damn racist though, jesus christ. Not a good look.
>>11604107 4chan is one of the absolute worst places to go if you're looking for genuine advice on literally anything. Especially when it comes to feeling suicidal. At best you'll get a bunch of "lol just suck it up pussy :^)", and generally you'll just get emotionally-stunted chucklefucks encouraging you to off yourself.
You sound like you'd benefit from seeing some professional therapy. Career counseling may also be something to explore, since it sounds like you're miserable with your current job and aren't clear about your options moving forward. A starting place is literally just Google searching "therapists in my area" and going from there, seeing who is covered by your insurance, etc.
If your insurance sucks and you have no money, some therapists will offer sliding rates for services. Basically they'll try and lower the cost to match what you can realistically afford. Usually they'll mention this on their agency's website, but it wouldn't hurt to ask either way.
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