This is like a last resort, i just want to let it all out.
Okay so a while back i met a girl online. She was really interesting and as the young teenager i was i wanted to chat her up and all that. What i didn't realize was that i was very slowly falling in love with her. At first i thought it was just another '' highschool crush'' you know? But after some time i realized it didn't pass like all the other crushes i've had, and it felt alot more serious. I was really in love with this girl. After 1.5 years of chatting and skyping we came to the conclusion that we were both in love with eachother. For about half a year we were endlessly in love but she felt like she didn't want to commit to a relationship until we met eachother in real life first. So we did, i went to visit her and we had a great time, i really noticed how deeply in love i was and i couldn't stop staring into her big beautiful eyes. I slept at her place and it all just felt amazing. When i was going back home i texted her and asked how she felt after our meet up. Things escalated and it came to the point when i asked if she was interested in being in a realtionship with me. Keep in mind this girl had never been in one before and i was the closest thing to a partner she's ever had. She told me that she didn't feel the same way anymore after we met eachother. As heartbroken as i was i kept staying in contact with her for about a month or so, after that i just couldn't handle being without her on that emotional level anymore. So i told her that i couldn't keep in touch with her anymore since i was just too big of a wreck and i couldn't stop thinking about her. That same night i cried and drank myself under table like never before. I've never cried as much as i did for a girl before. I felt so hopeless. Time went by and a year later i got into a relationship with another girl. We got pretty serious and we were engaged. Suddenly all shit broke loose and it ended. I was really sad and turned to drugs. But i got over her pretty fast.
>>24985436
. Like 8 months and i stopped thinking about her. Then the girl from before that had rejected me contacted me and we started to chat again. I wasn't in love with her anymore since i just recently broke up with my fiancée. Some time went by and i stopped thinking about my ex fiancée and fell deeply in love with the first girl all over again. At first i kept my mouth shut and didn't say anything. After some time passed the tells me that she didn't reject me before because '' she didn't feel the same way '' . She rejected me because she was scared??? She was still in love with me back then. But now she wasn't? So obviously i got mad as fuck since it felt like my whole life got screwed over because she had to lie to me because she was scared. I once again couldn't stop thinking about her and i've been trying to distance myself from her but some way or another we always find our way back to eachother. I still believe we're soulmates because we have this connection that no one else has. She has admitted that she has these strange feelings for me but she isn't '' in love''. It's been 5 years now of talking, fighting, parting ways but we always come back to eachother. Now just recently we stopped talking again because i can't focus on my life when she's in my life. But i just can't be without her. I lay awake all night and cry because of her. Everything reminds me of her and i love her so much. This is the only time in my whole life i've ever experienced true love but it isn't consensual? And i've been thinking about killing myself before and even tried it. I tried to hang myself. I've done some serious drugs and it's all because of her. I can't stop thinking about her and now tonight i just came to terms that i can't live without her, and if i can't be with her i don't want to live. So i'm planning either cutting my wrists or hang myself. Also planning on streaming it or something.
>>24985435
I didn't read it all through and i typed it all in a haste so ye somethings may be a little bif confusing.
Confidence boost thread.
Cause I'm drunk and would like to spread joy.
Here's how it works.
Post a pic, I (Or some other anon) says something nice about you.
Let's try and keep the bad vibes away.
again, I'm drunk so forgive me if I'm slow.
Check?
O fuck lol. I actually tried.
Ya really funny, i saw that...
Bored. Send me your lame cocks and I'll rate them. (M, just wanna rate)
>>24985016
Post username
Idaho Hookup Bread
please post the following:
>age
>sex
>location
>sexuality
>what you are looking for
>contact info
>>24985007
OP here
>age
22
>sex
Male
>location
BOISE
>sexuality
bi-curious mostly straight (into cute girls/traps)
>what you are looking for
fun with a cute girl/trap
>contact info
kik:ayylmaopokey
>>24985007
anyone local?
>>24985007
bump
Chicago Meetup Thread
A/S/L
69/f/312
I want to pay little boys to let me watch them play legos while I hide in a closet
Kik???
>>24985001
Do people still use kik?
nigger city.
This is my own "rate me" thread.
Ok guys, this is the first time I'm on this board and I don't how do you interact here with each other.
Could you please rate me? I give myself 5/10, because of these ugly things above my lips. What do you think?
Thank you in advance
me_2
Also Ive never thought about the whole "beaty" thing, I'm more into career (100% into it)
fk there is a thread about this shit
so fucked up, sorry guys
>>24984805
8/10
A bit average but blonde hair & blue eyes are hot. Ya pretty cute dude
Nudes/10
join me, dr. x
What's sex like?
>>24984654
here i am
hope you'll be back soon
What Is I Ching Hexagram 38: 睽 “Opposition” ?
K’uei is the Chinese name of the I Ching Hexagram 38. With inner and outer trigrams forming fire over lake, this Hexagram is called ‘opposition’ or alternatively named ‘polarizing’ or ‘perversion’.
Beat the cheeks
>>24984649
11/10 cheeks OP
>>24984649
Kik?
>>24984649
Spank those hardd... make them wiggle..
Kik: specrob4
All the americans here, are there any germans? Northgermany Prefered
Jawohl kamerad
reportiere ein
>>24984387
was geht ab du schwuchtel?
/Chat/ - Now that the pic got your attention Edition
Looking for a friendly chat? Join the thread. Talk about anything.
Only rule? Don't make contact requests, you thirsty fucking virgins
>>24984368
tits or gtfo
>>24984443
>>24984368
>>24984368
>>24984368
Kek we are so fucking autistic on this board
>>24984368
At least I can admit I'm a virgin.
Rate my cock
>>24984350
10/10
Kik?
>>24984350
GimmeGimme
>>24984373
Yeah, name?
Another one of these
FIRST.
>>24983961
I'd give you a warm, welcoming, hug, OP.
Before "borrowing" the rest of your milk.
>>24983974
Lets stay on hang out shall we?
>>24983998
I guess we shall.
Instagram thread
follow4follow
Find interesting people
https://www.instagram.com/___chayka___/
Will follow back
>>24983930
Wants to find interesting people because you sure as hell know you're life is pretty damn boring. Standard photo of apple products. Congratulations. You bought things. That gym selfie is awful as fuck.
>>24984057
'dont try to be a cool guy'. Tries to be hip and cool. All those posts. God damn, you're not that exciting. Probably has the same bunch of people liking your shitty spam. Probably wears doc martin's. Thinks they're unique for doing so. You're not
>>24985863
any advice for OP
Any femanons wanting to play with it?! Kik me thedesiboi
>>24983612
no your penis is legitimately disgusting and offensively ugly
>>24983617
mohammed is trying to find pictures of phimosis dicks to push his mutilated-dicks-are-better agenda
dont fall for allah's lies, /soc/. beheading your newborn son's penis is barbaric and something only sand niggers do. they even stone their women to death in anger of having a broken dick
say no to female and male genital mutilation
>>24983612
>phimosis
Dude, get that fixed. For your health. Your penis and the people who play with it will thank you.
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Please add me, bloxs5
Mikey07281978
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