Welcome to /r9k/ how unhappy about your life are ya?

>>39660008
well i'm ironically here aren't i?

>>39660008
Transhumanism is the only reason I haven't killed myself yet.

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I have to find a way of doing what I love and not starve to death

>>39660008
I cry myself to sleep every night thinking about imaginary video game and anime characters.

I think I am a quite unique person who have learnt to accept his failures, because without them I wouldn't be here talking to you guys

I put sandwich ingredients separately on a plate and eat them one at a time. Even the condiments

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>>39660225
damn dude sorry to hear about that. go right in im sorry to trouble you.

>>39660008
I'm not unhappy, I'm just grey. I don't really feel much of anything anymore. I wake up and stay in my room all day waiting for night.

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I'm absolutely worthless, I never achieved anything and I fuck up even the smallest things.
Over years of people fucking me over I developed trust issues thus I push away everyone I can now, I wish I could open up to someone but I can't.
The only person who bielieved in me is long dead.
I no longer care about anything that happens, I no longer wish to change anything as I just sit down and wait for yet another shit to happen.
And the worst of all is that I just feel empty, I don't remember the last time I felt really happy or really sad, I just don't feel anything despite the fact that I want to.
No trace will be left of me after I'll die, I'll just be forgotten.

I am truly worthless, I can't do anything.

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>>39660008
I have no purpose to live. When im not a work im fucked up on any substance i can get my hands on because im trying to escape the fact that I hate my life.

>>39660346
there there, anon. there there.

orignaldamente.

Anyone else who wouldnt mind dying in their sleep but at the same time would be nervous to blow your brains out or hang yourself? Does it make me a pussy if I cant bribg myself to shoot or hang but Ive known a girl who tried to od on pills but was revived? even though blowing your brains put could be painless the thought makes me sort of nervous it could ness up easily and even without pain you know its gruesome

is this a sign im a pussy faggot?

i dont wanna die from just some health problem id like to dye by gun on my own terms but just cant bribg myself to do it. messy and the outcome could be bad

>>39660486
Just aim for your brain stem idiot.

>>39660516
don't be rude, ya no good faggot.

when i look at it objectively im not, but im sad and need something to blame it on.

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